The pedestrian street is still bustling with pedestrians, shuttling through this somewhat hot summer night, and everything around is so noisy and extraordinary. Under the slightly dim street lights, the shadows of me and Feng Lei flickered and dimmed, and under this prosperity, our home seemed nondescript, as if isolated from the world.

Feng Lei finally finished smoking the cigarette, and from the moment he threw the cigarette butt into the trash bin next to him, the intoxication on his face disappeared without a trace, and he still didn't say anything, his eyes stared at a daze somewhere.

I still didn't rush him, since he said he could speak, then he would definitely speak, and the longer the silence, the faster the storm would be.

I followed Feng Lei's gaze, it was a couple snuggled together, even though the weather was very hot, they were still leaning against each other, with happy smiles on their faces.

I turned my gaze back to Feng Lei's face, what kind of expression was it? nostalgia, envy, but with a sense of indifferent sadness, there was a sense of time passing.

"Fang Ying and I have known each other for six years. Feng Lei's eyes were still on the couple, but the voice had already come out, I immediately concentrated, all the noisy sounds in the outside world were naturally filtered by me, I want to be a listener, a listener of Feng Lei.

"When we were in college, I saw her at a glance in the military, and at that moment, she seemed to me to have stopped at that moment, and I still remember her vividly. Feng Lei said as he fell into his memories again.

I still sat quietly on the sidelines, and it was best to remain silent at this time.

......

After a long time, Feng Lei finally came back to his senses, he took out another cigarette and put it in his mouth, but God did not fulfill people's wishes, and his lighter could not be lit for a long time.

Seeing his melancholy look, maybe the cigarette would bring him some comfort, I got up to help him buy a lighter, but I didn't expect him to pull me back to the bench again.

"Forget it, don't smoke it. Although Feng Lei said so, the cigarette was still in his mouth, the only difference was that the cigarette was not lit, but it was held by him like that, but it also had a different style.

"I basically spent four years of college with Fang Ying, so it can be said that the two of us have a good impression of each other, but we have never become a couple. Because we all know that couples get along differently than friends, and we can't be couples, or we don't dare to touch that line. There are too many examples in reality, and we can't afford to fail, so the two of them maintain that tacit understanding and get along like this. Feng Lei sighed again.

"Isn't this good?" I couldn't help but say, to be honest, I really envy their way of getting along, everyone says that men and women don't have pure friendship, but didn't Feng Lei and Fang Ying prove it?

"yes, that's what I thought at the time. Feng Lei smiled bitterly, and then said, "We were still like that until after graduation, until one day Fang Ying told me that she was in love." "

"Are you in love? Didn't you say you had a crush on each other? Could it be your own wishful thinking?"

"That's what I thought at the time. Feng Lei looked at the sky, and today's night sky was very deep, just like Feng Lei's eyes.

Maybe it's because the humidity is heavier tonight, maybe it's because Feng Lei is really crying, and there is a drop of crystal in the corner of his eye that is already crumbling at the moment.

He gently wiped it off with the back of his hand, and continued: "At that time, I was disheartened, thinking that I was a good buddy in her eyes, but no matter how good I was, I would not leave the category of friends, and I was just a friend. At this, he let out another long sigh.

Thinking of the current situation of the two of them, I couldn't help but ask, "What about later?"

"Later...... Later, I did the stupidest thing in my life, I returned to my hometown alone, and then went on a blind date, and quickly got married, and it was only two months from the time I came home to the time I got married. "

"Married, Brother Lei, have you ever been married?"

"Yes, we've been married for a year. On the day of the wedding, I learned that Fang Ying's original love affair was fake...... Hehe, she waited for more than four years, and her patience was almost exhausted, so she came up with this method to test me, but I ...... but did not withstand her temptation. "

"Sister Fang Ying... Does she know about your marriage?"

"I know, she also came on the day I got married, and she came with a blessing to me, but she cried and said it to me, and it was only at that time that I learned that she had told me that her love affair was fake, but ...... She came too late. "

"Shouldn't you say you're too early? she's just in love, and you're just getting married, leaving her no buffer. "I don't know why, when I heard Feng Lei's words, I felt a sigh of relief, and then I couldn't help but say it.

Feng Lei's expression froze, and he looked at me in some surprise, probably not expecting my tone to suddenly be so aggressive. I also realized that I had been overly verbal, and smiled apologetically.

"You're right, it's my problem, if I hadn't been so early, the rest wouldn't have happened. "

As soon as Feng Lei said this, I knew that what was happening behind me was not simple, so I quickly cheered up and began to be a qualified listener.

"The girl who married me is called Song Nan, and she is Song Qiang's sister......"

I waited for a long time and didn't see anything else, and I couldn't help but look up and look at Feng Lei, he had become a tearful man at the moment, but he didn't make a sound, just sat upright, but tears flowed like a spring.

When he mentioned Song Nan, he lost control of his emotions, could it be that Song Nan was already this idea, I couldn't help but show a frightened look, just as Feng Lei was looking at me, and whispered: "Looking at your expression, you should have thought of it, Song Nan She has already gone, just in the third month after we got married, when I put down all my past and planned to live a good life with her, she left me." A car accident separated us forever. "

At this time, it is inconvenient for me to make a comment, because this thing is too unbelievable, this plot can already be used to make a TV series, but it really happened.

"That's... And then?"

"After Song Nan's death, I was depressed for more than a month. Until one day, Song Qiang appeared in front of me with Fang Ying. "

Song Qiang's approach made me a little incomprehensible, but when I thought about Song Qiang's identity, I felt less embarrassed. In addition to being Song Nan's sister, he is also a good brother of Feng Lei, as for Song Nan, I am afraid that Feng Lei can live well, instead of being depressed because of her death,

I'm afraid there is only one Fang Ying who can cheer Feng Lei up again.

"That'...... You and Sister Fang Ying now?"

"Not anymore...... I didn't consider her feelings when I left, and even if I came back now, I didn't have the face to face her again, not to mention that I couldn't be sorry for Song Nan, who was no longer there. "

"Song Nan, she definitely wants you to live happily, not a lonely life!"

"It's too extravagant, someone like me...... Don't deserve to have ......" When Feng Lei said this sentence this time, there was a twilight breath in his eyes, this is probably the so-called sorrow is greater than life and death, and only Fang Ying may be able to change him.

Although she felt sorry for Fang Ying, she knew that the source of this tragedy was the cowardice and temptation of the relationship between the two.