Looking at the little girl who was struggling to come down, she quickly put her down, and then quickly got up and walked to the kitchen, and said as she walked: "It's often really good, grandpa will give you wontons, and then we will eat a little bit later!"

"Good. My brother wants to eat it, my sister wants to eat it, and my grandfather wants to eat it too. ”

Wanwan The little girl answered Tengzhoumin's words very simply, and then followed Tao Zhongming and walked slowly to the restaurant alone, and then climbed onto the chair with the appearance of Dajin, and then sat down in a proper manner, as if waiting for Tao Zhongming's wontons.

Seeing such a little girl, Tao Zhongming and Yu Xiang seemed to have seen something earth-shattering, and the situation today was abnormally bad, but the two of them also looked at each other and smiled, and didn't say anything.

Tao Zhongming, who entered the kitchen, quickly made the wontons with his hands and feet, and then hurriedly brought a bowl to the children in the evening, and shouted Yu Xiang to serve it, and he also took a bowl and sat on the dining table by the way.

A breakfast like a brunch, except for when I first started eating, the children had to shout Tao Jingjing in the evening, and they had to make trouble for my sister to eat too, there was nothing else special, everyone was very happy, and they finished the meal smoothly.

After the children were full in the evening, people were also very happy, but they had to watch cartoons noisily, he explained that he didn't want him to watch it, after all, it hurt his eyes to watch too much, but then he thought about it, and turned on the TV for her, let her sit on the sofa, watch cartoons in the living room alone, return to the dining room by himself, and sit face to face with Yu Xiang, the atmosphere between the two people is particularly weird. In fact, at this time, people in this atmosphere can understand very well why after a long time, husband and wife have to have a child, which may be the best explanation for the current situation!

Neither of the two people spoke first, Tao Zhongming slowly drank his soup, Yu Xiang looked down at the bowl, and he didn't know what he was thinking, the whole room was quiet, except for the sound of Tao Zhongming drinking soup, and then the sound of cartoons sounding in the living room.

......

"There should still be a little bit in the pot, you go and put it all in it, and eat it, or it won't taste good if you soak it in the pot." Tao Zhongming slowly drank the last sip of soup, and said to Yu Xiang with a very calm expression.

Tao Zhongming's words were said for a long time, but Yu Xiang didn't seem to hear it, he still looked at his bowl in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Yu Xiang?"

"Yu Xiang?"

"Yu Xiang?"

......

Tao Zhongming watched himself talk for a long time, Yu Xiang didn't react, and he didn't react when he called him for a long time. He stood up and shook his chopsticks in front of Yu Xiang's eyes.

"What are you thinking?"

At this time, Yu Xiang seemed to have been woken up from his slumber by Tao Zhongming, and looked at Tao Zhongming in a daze for a long time before he reacted and said, "Grandpa Tao?"

"I shouted that you didn't respond for a long time, what do you think?"

"It's okay, it's okay. Is there something you call me for? ”

"There seems to be some wontons in the pot, you go and eat them all, right? If you keep boiling it, it won't taste good, it might all be rotten." ”

"Oh, I'm full, don't eat, grandpa, you eat!"

"I'm full, too. It's okay for the young man to eat more, go and eat it!"

"I'm not actually hungry, I had just finished exercising when you called me, and I actually ate something. If you don't eat it, put it out in the refrigerator, and eat it next time!"

Yu Xiang said and looked around, but he didn't find the Wanwan child, and then raised his head and looked at Tao Zhongming very suspiciously.

"She's watching cartoons, what are you thinking?"

After Tao Zhongming finished speaking, Yu Xiang heard the sound of cartoons in the living room, and then smiled at Tao Zhongming very embarrassedly.

"What are you thinking about? ”

Tao Zhongming put down the chopsticks in his hand, stared at Yu Xiang's eyes, and asked word by word, so that Yu Xiang, who originally planned to prevaricate in the past, felt that he had no place to hide, and then it was as if all his thoughts were under the sun, facing Tao Zhongming, he had no way to lie after all, just like facing Tao Jingjing, he couldn't hide it, so he didn't want to face her.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's just thinking a lot about the past. ”

"It's nothing, what are you thinking about so much about the past?"

In the face of Tao Zhongming's question, Yu Xiang had a little bit of bitterness in his heart, maybe the thoughts that Tao Zhongming had just said made Yu Xiang very emotional, and now in the face of Tao Zhongming's questioning, Yu Xiang was more at a loss, and there was an inexplicable complicated mood.

"Life is suddenly very complicated, some things feel like I don't know how to talk about, and I always wonder if I would have been very emotional if I had made other decisions. Grandpa Tao, you've been through so many things, do you have such thoughts?"

After Tao Zhongming figured out what Yu Xiang was thinking about now, seeing that Yu Xiang did not match his character, he suddenly showed a very bitter smile, sighed deeply, and then gently patted Yu Xiang's shoulder and said, "Life is so long, in fact, I will always regret the decisions I have made." But there is no backward button in this world, just like there is no regret medicine, all decisions have been made, because the consequences of these decisions have been produced, and what we can do is not just to make another decision after the fact, but to constantly reflect on what it would be like to do things in the future, the comprehensiveness of our thinking or the decisiveness of our decisions. ”

"But there are a lot of things that we can't control. This is what I thought so thoroughly at the beginning and decided to do so decisively, but many things do not mean that I think about it thoroughly, and I can make decisions that I don't regret when I make decisions. ”

Then you have to make every decision according to what you really think in your heart, and let yourself have less room for regret. ”

"Does Grandpa Tao have any decisions that he regrets now?"

"Yes, why not! After living at this age, there are many regrets, but even if you regret it again, what can you do, all you can do is to make up for the consequences of those wrong decisions as much as possible, and then there is the decision to regret that can be reversed. ”

"If you make the wrong decision, those consequences, you can't recover them after doing your best, and you also hurt the people around you, even those close to you, so what should Grandpa Tao do?"

Yu Xiang said and looked at Tao Zhongming with a distressed expression, as if Tao Zhongming was his guiding light. Tao Zhongming looked at Yu Xiang silently, and then stared at Yu Xiang's eyes and said, "Many things we have lived in self-blame for a lifetime. Or even a lifetime of suffering. But for those who love themselves, or who have loved themselves, some hurts may have been forgotten in the process of stimulating and emphasizing it little by little in time. On the day of oblivion, all is gone. So those self-blame and pain may be a process that everyone must go through. Although I don't know the specific situation you are talking about, what I want to say is to do your best and obey the destiny of God!"

"Do your best to obey the destiny of heaven?"

"Just do what you can do, in this vast sea of people, we are all ordinary people, and we will all make mistakes after all. ”

"But I don't want to?"

"What don't you want?"

"I don't want to hurt the people I love because of my mistakes, and because of my mistakes, because of my choices, and make the people I love suffer. ”

"No one thinks that, but like I said, in the middle of nowhere, we're all ordinary people. Ordinary people in this world will make mistakes and get hurt, and they will hurt others, especially the people we love, but we have to recognize this fact, but we have to try to change all these people. ”

"But how do you change that?"

"I don't know how to change, if I know, I'm not an ordinary person, this is a need for us to slowly explore and grow by ourselves, but we have to admit the fact that we are all ordinary people, only in this way can we face the real self, in order to face our true ability, to face the actual situation of our own to solve problems, and to solve problems by ourselves. ”

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Tao Zhongming stopped talking after speaking, and Yu Xiang seemed to be thinking about the meaning of Tao Zhongming's words, a person lowered his head, silent, silent......

The room fell into a quiet atmosphere for a moment, except for the sound of cartoons playing in the living room, and the sound of the little girl entertaining herself from time to time, the home was quiet as if there was no one.

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"Grandpa, did you say that Huahua is also regretting the decision he made? So it's been so long, and he's still blaming himself for a lot of things, right?"

"Is she still like you say? She didn't even know where she was, did she?"

"Huahua?", Tao Zhongming was very puzzled, and didn't know why Yu Xiang mentioned Tao Jingjing at this time.

"yes, it's Flowey. Grandpa, in fact, many things have passed for a long, long time, and although I am not in the country all these years, I also know that Huahua has not let go. ”

"Although you don't say it, or don't affirm this topic, I know that you also know something, right, grandpa?"

"Just like what happened this morning, in fact, just now grandpa, you obviously knew that Huahua was pretending to be asleep, she just didn't want to face you or me, or us, but I knew that it was definitely not so simple, something must have happened in the middle. ”