He always knew that Lin Ziyu didn't look down on Xiao Xiche, not that he didn't think Xiao Xiche was good, but he stood in the position of a friend on the other side to evaluate the problem of his friend's ex-boyfriend, but he knew that Lin Ziyu might not understand men, especially a man like Xiao Xiche.

Lin Ziyu may not understand it even more, some feelings are not just to know it, or to experience it, there is not so much empathy in this world, so from the perspective of a bystander to evaluate this matter, Xu Qingming has been with Xiao Xiche for so many years, and he knows Xiao Xiche's feelings for Xiao Xiche, and even his character expression, all aspects are very clear.

He can't say that Xiao Xiche will definitely not do anything out of the ordinary, but he is sure that if Xiao Xiche knew that Tao Jingjing was pregnant, and she had a miscarriage when she went to the United States to find him, and that child was his child, he could imagine what Xiao Xiche's reaction would be, although he didn't know what happened between Tao Jingjing and Xiao Xiche, Xiao Zixin and even Yu Xiang and some other people when she went to the United States? What was the reason for this child's miscarriage?

Whether it was an accident, or someone else deliberately caused it, he definitely knew that Xiao Xiche would never let go of anyone related to this matter, even if it was her own relatives or the people around Tao Jingjing, he would definitely not let go. Thinking of that scene, Xu Qingming felt that he couldn't even imagine it.

"Why are you in a daze alone?"

"Oh, I didn't feel like I was in a daze, I was just thinking, what would Senior Xiao do if he knew about this?"

"What does he do? He can do what he likes, who is to blame for the original things, he knows very well in his heart, Huahua has done so much for him, has paid so much, what has he gotten, and now he looks guilty, and who is he doing it. ”

Xu Qingming had never felt that Lin Ziyu had spoken so harshly, but now he found that he had really seen it.

"Okay, let's not talk about that. ”

"Why don't you talk about this topic? Do you think I said your elementary school head? And then you don't want to talk to me, right? What is so good about Xiao Xiche that makes you follow him so desperately, what kind of ecstasy did he pour into you, or does he have an ulterior secret ......between the two of you?"

Xu Qingming listened to Lin Ziyu's more and more outrageous and outrageous, and the more he said, the more he went too far, and he couldn't help but fluctuate.

"Ziyu!"

"Why are you shouting so loudly? It's not that I can't hear you, isn't that what I'm saying is wrong?"

Lin Ziyu's words blocked Xu Qingming's originally high emotions suddenly like a deflated ball, instantly depressed, maybe this is the so-called one thing to one thing!

"No, I mean ......"

"What do you mean? Your meaning is very clear, that is, I can't talk about Xiao Xiche's bad things at all, right? Even if he is wrong, I can't say that he is wrong, I have to talk about him, even if he hurts others, I have to speak for him, and I can't mention that the person who was hurt has two grievances......."

In this way, Lin Ziyu crossed his legs and questioned Xu Qingming, who was sitting opposite him, word by word, which made Xu Qingming, who originally wanted to change the topic, feel as if he had not succeeded in transferring, and then firmly put himself in......

The night is getting deeper and deeper, and there are fewer and fewer pedestrians and vehicles on the road outside, even after the summer, the insects screaming in the grass downstairs in the community have gradually quieted down, as if everyone has fallen asleep, but there is only one window, there are two people, and they are still arguing about some things......

On such a night, some people are destined to sleep soundly, and some people have no sleep, and among them, there is no way to fall asleep, Xiao Xiche. Since he knew that Tao Jingjing had been pregnant and had a miscarriage, it had been nearly a week, and in this week's time, Xiao Xiche had changed from the initial disbelief to unacceptability to shock to overwhelmed to sad to sad to all emotions to the final calm, he knew that he couldn't let go of this matter after all, and this incident just gave a deep blow.

In the past two days, he felt that he was the most awake, and every time he was sober, what he would think about in his mind would always be in the United States, in the United States, Tao Jingjing ran over desperately, begging to see himself, begging to tell himself something, and what he did at that time, Xiao Xiche Every time he thought of that scene, he didn't know what else he could do except slap himself.

......

The mobile phone ringing over and over again, the messages over and over again, and the sound of crying in the messages...... These have become a scene that Xiao Xiche woke up in the past few days and couldn't accept it, he felt that he was really a bastard at that time, the stupidest and worst bastard in the world.

"Heeche, where are you? I want to see you. ”

"Honey, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have misunderstood you, okay if you saw me? I'm in the United States, really!"

"I'm sorry dear, where the hell are you?"

"Xiao Xiche, I beg you, will you see me?"

"Where are you? I have something to tell you. ”

......

Xiao Xiche couldn't imagine how helpless and scared Tao Jingjing was at that time. And now when Tao Jingjing faces herself, how calm is she, how can she be indifferent, how deep is love, how deep is the hurt, and how deep is the hate......

Now everything is caused by himself, even the child who didn't have time to know about his existence, it was all caused by himself, that one thing, that one thing has become a pain that Xiao Xiche can't bear in his heart, he doesn't want to understand what he was thinking in his head now, what kind of decision he was making?

even agreed to Xiao Zixin's proposal, and later in that room, he went to it, and saw the traces of struggle inside, as well as bloodstains, he thought that he didn't look at these things, didn't think about these things, he thought that he persuaded himself that this matter was not done by himself, it was done by others, he was a victim, and she always felt that she could take it for granted that she could go back again, but, but, ......

When Xiao Xiche knew that the child existed, he knew that no one would wait for you in the same place, and no one would keep walking in your direction, that person had already been left behind by himself in the same place, and then walked in a different direction, and he turned back to chase that person, but all he was left with was the back, he regretted it, and wanted to catch the back, Xiao Xiche at this moment knew very accurately that he and Tao Jingjing could never go back, never go back, and couldn't go back to the girl who loved him wholeheartedly, and he had already lost it by himself。

Some things, encountered once are already gifts, and when you recall them, they are already criss-crossed, and you can't see what they were.

If only one person of two people can be happy, Xiao Xiche is willing to hope that person is Tao Jingjing, so if the man named Li Rui is by her side when Tao Jingjing is in the most pain, and when he gives her pain, and he can comfort her, Xiao Xiche feels that this is enough, then he is willing to give up everything to fulfill them, as long as Tao Jingjing feels that she is happy, that's it, that's it......

Looking at the lights still flickering outside the window, and the lights on the opposite floor that went out one by one, Xiao Xiche knew that it was the warmth of a home, and that was the warmth that he couldn't get, and the warmth he was pursuing.

Now that there is such a person who can give her everything she wants to seek, Xiao Xiche knows that what she can do is to give them good blessings, and then do her best to ensure that this happiness can last for a long time.

So he wants to know how much sincerity this person named Li Rui has, and how much sincerity he has, he doesn't want Tao Jingjing to suffer the same betrayal and the same sad things, even if Tao Jingjing can accept it, this is also something he can't tolerate, this girl can only be happy, all sad things can't happen to her, Xiao Xiche secretly told himself in his heart.

Many times, we always ignore or be precise, allow ourselves to make mistakes, but for the mistakes made by others are always calculating or even obsessed, but ignoring a truth, we are all a small speck of dust in this world, there are always times to make mistakes, there are always times to make mistakes, when we lead ourselves to be tolerant, we must also maintain the same mood for others, recognize the possibility of mistakes, and the probability of occurrence.

Instead of thinking about other people's mistakes, thinking about the harm that other people's mistakes may cause to themselves has caused harm to the people around them. And many times we forget a truth, never forget, there will be an echo, when you are thinking about the mistakes made by others, others may do some things to you, is also thinking about it.

Just like now Xiao Xiche is thinking about what kind of person Li Rui is, making Tao Jingjing decide to get married, thinking about what he has done, being able to make Tao Jingjing make up his mind, thinking about how to deal with it if this person does something wrong, or if he is sorry for Tao Jingjing, and in the same way, as another party to the incident, Li Rui, under the same sky, he is also thinking about what kind of person is the person who hurt Tao Jingjing and didn't dare to take a step forward? And what kind of thing did that person do, so that Tao Jingjing didn't dare to pursue happiness.