Chapter Fifty-Eight: Because It's You

Nie Xinyan looked at me a little stunned, but unexpectedly fell silent, her big watery eyes trembled slightly, and there was a faint trace of crystal flowing.

"What's the matter, you don't need to be so moved, right?" I put the cup down, stood up and hugged her gently, and smiled, "It's late, go to sleep, it's not good for your skin for girls to stay up late." "

She was wearing only my white shirt with no buttons on her upper body, and her head was on my shoulders and sobbing slightly. But at the moment, I have no distractions, only distress for this girl, she is too emotional.

"Hmm. She nodded slightly and walked into the room.

I breathed a long sigh of relief, looked out the window, the rain had stopped, and the wind blowing in from the window was also a little cold, and I stepped forward to close the window, leaving only a small opening to let in the air. I couldn't help but yawn, and it looked like it was time for me to fall asleep.

With the lights off, I crept to the chair with my memory and tried to lie down in a comfortable position, otherwise my neck would be stiff when I woke up tomorrow. When I closed my eyes slightly, I was about to greet my Zhou Gong, but there was a very slight footstep in my ears, and I knew it was Nie Xinyan without opening my eyes, so I closed my eyes and asked, "Xinyan, what's wrong?"

She didn't answer me, but the footsteps got closer and closer, and soon they reached my side.

"Xinyan, what's wrong, can't you sleep?" I couldn't help but open my eyes, the dormitory was still a little dark at this time, and I couldn't see her facial expression very clearly.

"Wuxiu... You...... You have cockroaches on your bed, and I'm a little scared alone. "

I was stunned instantly, this lame reason, and she could think of it, if she really encountered cockroaches again, she would have screamed a long time ago.

I sat up and comforted her: "Don't worry, there will never be any more, to be honest, I have seen a live cockroach for the first time today, it likes wet places, and it will not run to bed again, you can go to sleep with peace of mind." "

"Yes...... But I was really scared. Nie Xinyan's tone was already faintly crying, I couldn't understand, just a cockroach shouldn't make her become like this, she must have something else in her heart.

"Let's go, I'll stay with you for a while, and I'll sleep when you're asleep. I stood up and sighed helplessly, as if I was coaxing a child, but she really looked like a child at this time.

The two of us went into the room in the dark, and in a moment she became very familiar with the little room, and soon went to my bed and lay down, but lay on her side, leaving a large empty space beside her.

As soon as that fragrant thought came to my mind, Nie Xinyan spoke: "Wuxiu, why don't you come?"

"You're not going to let me lie down next to you, are you?" I tried my best to put this unrealistic idea out of my mind, but I couldn't help but ask.

"I can't sleep if you don't lie down next to me. Her tone was calm, but I couldn't calm down.

As a more self-disciplined person, it's okay to be alone and widowed in the same room, it's bearable, but sharing a bed is really a bit of a challenge to my limits.

"Xinyan...... Don't you have a little wariness of others?" I asked in a low voice.

Nie Xinyan was silent for a moment when she heard this, and replied softly: "Because...... It's you. "

I was stunned for a long time when I heard this, as if something was ignited in my heart, and I felt that the blood in my whole body was boiling. This...... Is that my place in her mind?

She didn't push me again, I didn't ask her again, and after a moment of silence I went to bed and lay back to back with her. I could feel her nervousness because I was nervous myself. This bed is too small, but fortunately, Nie Xinyan's figure is thin enough, otherwise she really can't lie down two people. But even then, I could only lie on my side, and if I lay flat, I would inevitably touch her indescribable parts.

I endured this kind of torment for a long time, and I faintly heard Nie Xinyan's even breathing, and it seemed that she was finally asleep, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Just as I was about to leave cautiously, she put my arms around my waist. I don't know if she turned over unconsciously or not, so I could only continue to lie down obediently so as not to wake her up.

"Wuxiu, don't leave me, okay?" her voice was soft, but there was a hint of unease.

I felt the warm breath behind me, leaned down and asked, "You...... Have you not been asleep?"

"I don't dare sleep...... I'm afraid I'll fall asleep, you...... Just left. Her voice was soft, but it was unusually heavy to my ears. Obviously, what she said about being afraid that I would leave was not simply afraid that I would leave this room, but that I would leave her completely. What the hell is going on that would make her think this way.

After thinking about it, she felt that the problem was all her father, and it should have been what his father said to her that made her so uneasy. But her tone on the phone in the afternoon was obviously normal, and I was a little skeptical that my judgment was correct.

I turned around with difficulty, and looked at Nie Xinyan, the distance was so close that we could both feel each other's warm breath. Nie Xinyan's eyes were staring at me motionlessly, and I could see that she was really nervous.

"Xinyan, it's... Is it because of your father?" I still have a lot of doubts, but this is the only answer I can come up with at the moment.

Nie Xinyan was stunned for a moment when she heard this, her eyes showed a hint of surprise, and after a while, she nodded lightly, and said a little nervously: "You... Don't blame him, okay?"

Seeing that she confirmed my suspicions, I did not relax in the slightest, and the meeting with her father was probably not so easy and pleasant. While feeling the pressure, he saw Nie Xinyan's worried eyes, so he pretended to be calm and smiled: "Don't worry, how can I blame him? Uncle It is normal for him to have concerns, and if I change me, I am also his choice." "After all, there's so much to change in three years.

I didn't say the latter sentence, at least not yet. Now I only have a very shallow understanding of life after entering the society, I only know that we need to face a lot of pressure, as for how heavy those pressures are, how to carry it, I don't have a clue now.

Nie Xinyan's father has been in society for decades, and his experience is not comparable to me at all. He is not optimistic about our relationship is completely expected by me, three years of long-distance relationship, and it is still a transnational ultra-long distance, if my parents knew that Nie Xinyan was going abroad for three years, I am afraid they would also persuade me to break up early.

The worry in Nie Xinyan's eyes still did not disappear, I gently scratched her Qiong nose and said, "Okay, go to sleep, I have enough energy to go to see your father." "

She nodded slightly, but hugged me tighter, and I moved a little embarrassed, but she still didn't let go of her arms, and she didn't even open her eyes.

"Xinyan...... You're like that, I'm ...... I can't sleep. "

Nie Xinyan finally opened her eyes, blinked a little playfully and said very calmly: "I usually sleep with a teddy bear, otherwise I won't be able to sleep." "

I knew she was talking nonsense, but I couldn't tear her down, so I twisted my body and tried to make myself as comfortable as possible, and let her hug her if she wanted to. If it weren't for the fact that I was too sleepy, it would have been a treat. Sick and happy, that's probably what it feels like.

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