"I believe that Eshan's greatest hope is to see you live happily. I continued.

"En......" Han Sheng nodded.

I was going to leave, but seeing that Han Sheng's mood had not completely calmed down, I continued to accompany him until he fell asleep.

Gently stroking Han Sheng's forehead and looking at his sleeping face, my heart was a little reluctant to heartache.

I finally know what has happened to Han Sheng these days.

I finally knew why it was written in the painting of the blue moon, "The place in the dream is so vivid, so palpable, but you can't reach the other side of the lake."

I finally knew that Lanjian was the place where Han Sheng closed himself.

I finally knew how deep Han Sheng's protective color was.

I finally know why Han Sheng is so uncertain that he is leaving.

I finally understood why Han Qing and the bodyguards were so careful to deal with Han Sheng when they touched their feelings.

I also know why Han Sheng suddenly disappeared the day after he was discharged from the hospital after he confessed affectionately.

I also know that "the waning moon is like a scimitar and I am an offering to pray for happiness" The group photo in the secret room of the Blue House, the sentence written on the back, represents the meaning......

I deeply felt the struggle and pain in Han Sheng's heart during these days.

With tears in my eyes, I kissed Han Sheng lightly on the forehead.

"Maybe it's time for me to leave. I thought to myself.

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In the afternoon of Qutang Gorge and Wu Gorge, I sat quietly on the deck blowing the wind in a daze.

The head of the Wuxia of the Three Gorges of Badong, the ape screamed three times and burst into tears.

Maybe the ape voice is not sad, but the people who come here are too sad and sad.

No, I'm not sad, just a faint sense of loss.

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Less than four o'clock, the cruise ship is about to arrive at Shennong Creek.

When I returned to my room, I wondered if I should wake Han Sheng up.

walked to the balcony and found Han Sheng leaning on the railing looking at Han Sheng in the distance......

It turned out that he was awake.

"Han Sheng, do you want to get off the boat and go to Shennong Creek?" I tentatively invited him.

Maybe getting off the boat and taking a walk and looking at different environments and places can change the mood, maybe Han Sheng will be a little better.

"Let's go!" replied Han Sheng briskly.

After getting off the cruise, we changed into a small boat, stood on the deck, and faced the wind, and the boat flew forward.

The scenery of Shennong Creek is completely different from the previous one, the beauty of Shennong Creek reflects the primitive, simple, pure and pollution-free, no artificial carving, all of which are the creation of nature, beautiful and magical.

The tour guide on board introduced the scenic spots by radio, such as the hanging coffins of Mianzhu Gorge, Parrot Gorge, Longchang Cave Gorge, and the karst caves and plank roads on both sides of the river.

After that, we changed the small bamboo raft with pea pods, and also experienced the local characteristic slender man culture.

Han Sheng didn't say a word during the whole trip, and I could see that his mood had not calmed down.

I didn't bother him.

Let Han Sheng have his own private space to precipitate and vent.

But my eyes never took off his body, and I secretly observed and noticed his emotional changes all the time.

Because I understand, let go of my hand.

Because you understand, you don't force it.

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After dinner, I asked Han Sheng to visit my grandmother in the infirmary.

Seeing the old grandmother's energetic appearance, we were also much relieved.

"Young man, thank you!" the old man held Han Sheng with both hands and thanked Han Sheng sincerely.

"Yes! The most important thing is Grandma's safety. Han Sheng scratched his head shyly.

"Grandma, you should pay more attention to your body, if you have any discomfort, you must tell the doctor, after getting off the boat, go to the hospital with grandpa for a check-up, so that grandpa is more at ease." "I sat on the edge of my grandmother's bed and talked to my grandmother.

"Yes, you see the little girl said the same! You have to be obedient, and this time it will frighten me!" said the old man to the old grandmother.

"Okay!good!~ I'll listen to you!" the old woman nodded.

"We're going to get off the boat tomorrow, we're so fateful, let's leave a contact information! Another day, you two will come to Zhengzhou, Henan, let me do my best to be a landlord, and thank the two little benefactors." Grandpa said to us kindly and warmly.

"Okay, if I pass by the Shaolin Temple one day to fight, I will definitely call my grandfather to go with me!" I said mischievously.

"What's the problem, don't talk about Shaolin Temple, grandpa, I'll take you to Kaifeng to eat a bun first, look at the Qingming Shanghe map, visit Lord Bao, and then go to Luoyang White Horse City, and then go to Songshan Shaolin Temple, Longmen Grottoes, Yuntai Mountain, and then go to Yinxu to see the oracle bones, if you want to see stalactites, you can also go to Luanchuan Cockscomb Cave, climb Laojun Mountain......" The more the old man said, the happier he became, as if we were going back to Zhengzhou with him tomorrow.

"Great, Grandma, you have to take care of your body, let's go play together another day!" I said to Grandma now.

The old lady also nodded happily and said yes.

Seeing the old grandfather and grandmother, such a kind and kind appearance, it was like seeing my own grandparents.

Long before I went to college, my grandfather had passed away, and my grandmother, who loved me the most in previous years, was also gone.

It's been a long time since I've had this feeling of being loved by my elders, and although I've only known my grandfather and grandmother for about three days, the amiable grandfather and grandmother make my heart feel warm.

"You have already made three chapters of the agreement between grandpa and grandma, so you can't help but go. Han Sheng said to me.

"I'm honest, reliable and trustworthy, not to mention that I have to play, of course I run first!" I then said to the old man: "Grandpa, let's talk about it! If I go to Zhengzhou, I will go directly to you and grandma! I can't cheat, if I cheat, I ...... cheat."

"You don't think you're going to say that grandpa's nose will get longer, right?" Before I could finish speaking, Han Sheng immediately answered.

"Hahaha~~" It's really the parents of the one who gave birth to me, and the blind cat who knows me.

I stuck out my tongue and smiled playfully and awkwardly.

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Tonight is the last night in the Three Gorges of the Yangtze River.

After freshening up, I packed my luggage briefly and walked out to the deck alone.

Because there was also the captain's farewell dinner on board, there were not too many people on deck, only two or three kittens.

I found a swing furthest from the crowd and sat cross-legged.

Picking up the notebook, under the silent starry sky, I recalled everything in Shanghai to the present, slowly recorded and wrote down the state of mind at this time.

[A small river under the silver night sky.]

Can you tell me about my attachment to you?

Starlight under the blue moon sea

There are verses that we both have in common

Stand in the vast world and wait

Night and dawn alternate moments

It's like my feelings for you

It is the choice to escape and let the light take control

Faintly draw my attachment to you, infinite extension, the horizon

Slowly emerge and love you

In the wind, it is a light blue music

Reverberates in the depths of memory

In my heart, but I can't let go of it, dark blue and lonely you]

I was free, quietly staring at the dark water level.

There is no ripple in my heart.

However, the tears slipped quietly inexplicably.