After crying, Yu Yan took a nap.

Chen Fu wished she could sleep a few more hours.

I don't know how many days and nights she has endured, and she needs sleep.

Chen Fu's arm was already numb, and he couldn't help but move.

The rain outside seemed to be heavier than it had just been.

"Mom!"

She struggled to sit up.

The quilt slips off.

Chen Fu couldn't help but take a look.

Then, I feel immoral. Everyone else is in this situation, and he still looks at other people's bodies.

"Dreaming?"

Chen Fu wrapped the quilt around his shoulder.

"I saw my mom cooking in the kitchen and suddenly disappeared again. ”

She sat there, her eyes full of confusion.

Chen Fu clung to the quilt wrapped around her, afraid that it would slip off again.

"If people say no, it's gone. ”

Tears rolled down her cheeks from the corners of her eyes.

"Yu Yan, when a loved one dies, we will all be very sad. However, they all have to be strong. This is how generation after generation has come alive. Our grandparents were saddened by the death of their parents, but they all had to try to live. ”

"I know, I just can't take it. ”

She leaned on Chen Fu and cried again.

Crying and crying, one hand covered his stomach, and it looked even more painful than just now.

"Yu Yan, Yu Yan. What's wrong?"

"It hurts a little. ”

"It could be raining. I'll go get you some medicine. ”

She shook her head.

She lay down again, her stomach against the side of Chen Fu's waist, still a little cold.

"Would you like some water?"

She shook her head, but she took Chen Fu's hand and put it on her stomach.

Chen Fu felt that the sweat glands were fully open, but he didn't dare to see if there was sweat on his hands.

He could feel the temperature on his other hand quickly transfer to this one.

Maybe it was just the cold, Chen Fu's hand full of heat relieved her pain a lot.

"Chen Fu, you want me. ”

"Huh?"

Chen Fu almost shouted. It was so unexpected.

"Want me. ”

She closed her eyes.

"This, Yu Yan. This is not possible. ”

Now is the time when she is most painful, and Chen Fu feels that it is inappropriate.

"Want me. ”

"...... this?" 、

"I want to live. ”

"That can't be the case. ”

"Listen to me once, ask me. I don't want to be numb. I have to get out of this pain quickly, do you understand, Chen Fu? My mother is gone, even if you pity me, hurt me once. ”

She cried and cried.

"No, Yu Yan. Not so. I think that's disrespectful to you. ”

"Give me a reason to live. Okay?"

Chen Fu loosened the quilt.

Maybe it's a quick way to relieve pain.

For the first time, he was clumsy.

He didn't even know he needed a prelude.

It's like you're blind and can't find your way.

Yu Yan was the guide, gave him a cane, and pulled him up the steps to the other side of heaven.

How beautiful it was in the Garden of Eden.

The flower path is secluded.

A singing spring in a secluded place.

Mingquan has a tail of brocade scales, and the place where it passes, it is full of the fragrance of red fruits.

Chen Fu really wanted to stay for a long time, and he couldn't wait for it.

However, he found that a point had been reached.

This point made him unable to control himself and urged him to speed up the pace.

The remnants of his sanity kept reminding him not to sprinkle it on the flowers.

He was tempted to retreat.

Wang Yuyan blocked the way to retreat.

He had to spray that energy and heat on the stamens.

That's the end of it.

In his senior year, in the island city, he finally ushered in another first time in his life.

This girl, he is not very familiar with yet.

"Thank you for saving me, Chen Fu. ”

Wang Yuyan also smiled.

"You're so beautiful. ”

"Really?"

"I've seen the most beautiful of them. ”

"It's your first time. It's a pity I'm not. ”

"It doesn't matter. Some beauty is not always in the first time. I don't have that virgin complex. ”

Chen Fu wanted to say something, Wang Yuyan pulled out her hand.

When he saw it, he couldn't help but cry out, "What's the matter?"

Her hands were stained with blood.

"It's fine. Don't make a fuss. It's not over yet. ”

"How many days have you been?"

"Day 5. ”

"Then you dare. This can hurt the body. ”

"I want to live more. ”

"I'm going to get some paper. ”

"I'm afraid you won't be able to keep this sheet. ”

"I would love to stay. It's all your breath. ”

"Like me?"

"I liked it at first sight. It's my dish. ”

"Then you hug me. ”

She padded herself and hugged Chen Fu again.

"Yu Yan, what are your plans?"

"Don't want to think about it. Let's survive first. ”

"Let's go back to the provincial capital. ”

"No, I don't go back. ”

"Still in Island City?"

"I don't know. ”

"That promised me to keep in touch with me wherever I was. ”

She nodded.

His face looked painful again.

"Stomach hurts again?"

"Sort of. Borrow your hand for use. ”

"It's yours. ”

"Thank you. ”

She had a smile on her lips and tears welling up in the corners of her eyes.

Chen Fu's palm covered for a while and slid down.

He felt sticky on his hands.

When I took it up, it was also a handful of blood.

"Yu Yan, this can't be done. We have to go to the hospital. ”

"It's fine. The flow does not dry. Give me some water to drink. ”

Chen Fu brought her a glass of water.

She gulped for a while, then lay down again.

"Chen Fu, I'm so tired and want to sleep for a while. ”

"Sleep, I'm watching you. ”

"Well, I'm holding you. Won't let you go. ”

This night, she slept longer, about two hours.

When you wake up, you say you're thirsty. His lips are blue, and his face is not as good as before bed.

"Isn't it still flowing?"

Chen Fu didn't wait for her to answer, his hand reached under and touched it, and sure enough, the sticky red was still there.

"No, Yu Yan. Hurry up, let's get to the hospital right away. ”

"Don't go. The hospital didn't even save my mother. ”

"You just said that you want to live. It's going to drain you. ”

Chen Fu was anxious.

Chen Fu stood up and put on his clothes.

"Don't go, Chen Fu. I'm scared. I miss my mom. ”

She began to cry again.

Chen Fu sat down and hugged her and kissed her.

"I'm with you. Let's go to the hospital. ”

"I was scared to go to the hospital. When I saw the hospital, I thought of my mother again. ”

"Then you wait here. I went to the school hospital and asked the doctor. ”

Wang Yuyan nodded.

Chen Fu got dressed and ran out, but he didn't have time to get the umbrella.

The university hospital is about 700 meters away. Chen Fu ran wildly all the way, even so, when he arrived at the hospital clinic, there was no dry ground on his body.

The school doctor was a thirty-seven or eighteen-year-old young woman who was bored eating melon seeds while watching the rain.

Looking at Chen Fu, who was more soup chicken than soup chicken, she frowned.

When Chen Fu stumbled to explain Wang Yuyan's symptoms, she said, "Young man, there are really yours, stupid or not."

Then, he told Chen Fu about the harm of sexual intercourse during menstruation, and in serious cases, it may also cause infertility.

However, she said that a situation like Wang Yuyan would not be fatal, just pay attention to keeping warm and eating, and gave him a packet of ginger candy and asked him to go back and give Wang Yuyan to dissolve in water and drink.

Chen Fu finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Unfortunately, the knowledge of physiology is too lacking.

The warm-hearted doctor also gave him an umbrella, which moved Chen Fu.

Chen Fu ran with brown sugar, passed by the supermarket on the side of the road and bought a pack of sanitary napkins.

When she returned to the bachelor dormitory, Wang Yuyan was not there. Her clothes on the table were gone.

Chen Fu's quilt was also folded and placed at the head of the bed, but there was no blue and white sheet he had laid.

He went to Wang Yuyan's bachelor dormitory again, but he didn't find it.

When I went to the office, I didn't find it.

When I got to the classroom, I didn't find it.

Wang Yuyan suddenly seemed to disappear.

In the afternoon, when the sky was clear, he searched again, but still couldn't find it.

He went back to his dorm room, and found nothing but a few long hairs at the head of his bed.

In the last month of returning to Haibin Normal College, he called Mr. Tong every few days and asked him if Wang Yuyan had ever been there, and all he received was a negative answer.

In September, after reporting to the provincial city Normal University, he went to the office of the outer courtyard to ask. The teachers in the office all said that her father still received the graduation certificate on her behalf.

He ran to Director Wang again.

The haggard Director Wang told him that Wang Yuyan had never contacted him or his relatives in the past few months.

Until he graduated from graduate school, Chen Fu never heard from her again.

It was as if she had just disappeared.

If he knew that the first love was so short, Chen Fu would have said a few more words "I really like you" that day.