"Shall I send you back?"

Haosheng continued to ask without giving up.

Actually, I don't really want Haosheng to know where he lives now, mainly because I'm afraid that if he doesn't give up, in addition to coming to the company to find it, maybe he may really come to Lanju to block me.

But it seems too unkind to keep refusing, after all, although they broke up, there are so many mutual friends, and it's not good to be too stiff.

"Why don't you take a walk around the nearby stalls?" I offered.

Haosheng should know that this is another refusal to him, and the reason is that he still doesn't want him to know where he lives.

"Okay!"

Haosheng had a smile on his face.

On the way to the car, we didn't speak, Haosheng was obviously very nervous, his hands were very tight, in addition to nervousness, there was also a little anxiety, I found that he had his head down, and his thumbs kept picking at his nails.

From knowing him in college to now getting along with each other, I know that this is what he does when he is anxious.

In the past, when Haosheng encountered things that annoyed him, he would always run to Wei Wei to chat, and he always thought that Haosheng, who was confident and proud, would not have any trouble.

At least he never showed it in front of me, because compared to him, I was the one who had more problems and often had problems.

And I will know Haosheng's anxious reaction, or the careful Wei Wei reminded me to find out.

Seriously, this is the second time I've found Haosheng's nervousness and anxiety in front of me.

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After getting out of the car, we took a walk around the stall to watch the night view.

Haosheng, who was walking in front, suddenly turned around and stood, and the moment I stopped, he reached out and hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry, Xinyu, can you give me another chance?"

Haosheng burst into tears.

Hao Sheng choked up and continued,

In the more than two months that you have been away, I have realized how much I love you, and I really can't lose you. ”

I tried hard with both hands to push Hao Sheng away, but Hao Sheng hugged him tighter.

"I was wrong, I was really wrong, don't leave me, don't leave me, okay?......"

Haosheng was agitated and trembling.

I never thought that Haosheng would be so hysterical and emotionally broken, and I couldn't help but soften my heart.

But the past is vivid, and this is not the first time Haosheng has admitted his mistakes and sought agreement, as early as when he was a student, he just dated for a year, and there were similar incidents.

When Haosheng split his legs, that schoolgirl also ran to me and asked me to release Haosheng and fulfill them.

Haosheng promised me that the same thing would never happen again in the future, and if he committed it, he would be killed or punished.

At that time, we had just been dating, and we were still in love, so in the end I chose to forgive him, after all, I really liked him.

In fact, Haosheng has always been obedient to me, meticulously caring, everything in daily life is dominated by me, and I also like him very much, and I can't do without him.

It turned out that forgiveness and reunion were right, because our relationship was not damaged because of this, but became more intimate, and we confessed to each other that there were no secrets for these years.

But, seriously, if it weren't for the schoolgirl blatantly coming to the door, I wouldn't have found out about the splitting at all.

I've always believed that love is all about trust, isn't it?

But, is there really no secret in these years?

I do not know......

I don't have the confidence to say that with such certainty anymore.

"You don't want that. ”

I said to Haosheng. "I don't know if I should continue to believe in you......"

"If there is suspicion and distrust between two people, the remaining love will be replaced by hatred, and there will be only mutual torture left in the future. ”

I was forced to lean on Haosheng's shoulder and continued:

"We used to love each other, and we were each other's most important people, and I really don't want the little nostalgia you have left in my heart to disappear. ”

I spoke slowly, but the tears flowed uncontrollably.

Yes, I don't deny that I still have some feelings and reluctance for Haosheng in my heart, after all, years of affection, it is not said that you can let go.

But as soon as I think of him being with other women, that intimate interaction is like a sharp sword, stabbing my heart again.

Although it is not caught in bed, the fear in my heart repeats itself and constantly triggers infinite imagination, which makes people suffocate and unable to breathe.

I don't want to hate a man I once loved dearly.

Before hatred has time to erode all love.

I chose to leave and escape.

Leaving is to give yourself time to think about what to do in the future, avoiding is to give yourself a chance to see clearly what you want, and ...... Is my love for Hao Sheng big enough for me to heal my wounds?

Hearing me say this, Haosheng finally let go of his hand.

"I seem to have really lost you. Haosheng continued to choke.

"We're still friends. I said to Haosheng.

"Promise me to take care of yourself. Haosheng hugged me again.

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Three days later, the blind cat finally appeared, and the reason for the appearance was because it was going to Chongqing today.

If it weren't for the urgency of time, I think he would have continued to disappear.

Until before boarding, the blind cat didn't say anything, sitting quietly on the chair in a daze, I couldn't help but look at the blind cat, I haven't seen him for a few days, he has lost a lot of weight, and his face is still as pale as the last time I saw it.

"Are you okay, are you uncomfortable?" I asked Han Sheng.

"It's okay, I haven't slept well these days. The blind cat replied to me lightly.

I didn't continue to ask, and I could see that Han Sheng didn't seem to want to talk very much, and he was a little melancholy, maybe he would say it when he wanted to say it himself in a few days.

Han Sheng's stubborn personality is useless no matter how hard he forces him, although we haven't been together for a long time, I still know a little about this.

After getting on the plane, Han Sheng took the initiative to ask me if I could change seats, and he used to sit by the window.

In fact, I am also used to sitting by the window, I like to look out the window when I take off, and even take pictures of the changing clouds in the sky outside with my mobile phone in flight mode, but for the sake of Han Sheng's mood that doesn't seem to be very beautiful, let him do it today.

Before taking off, Han Sheng didn't speak, and I could see that he was a little nervous.

Could it be that he has a phobia of flying?

"It should ...... No!' I thought to myself.

The plane slowly taxied forward, and the blind cat next to me suddenly grabbed the handles on both sides with both hands, and I was startled by his sudden movement.

"Are you scared?" I asked Han Sheng, turning my head.

"Who said I was scared. ”

"Then why are you holding the handlebars with both hands?"

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw his dead duck's hard beak.

As soon as he finished speaking, the plane began to rush forward rapidly, and then took off with its head up, at this time, there was a shock, and you could clearly feel the feeling of the plane's tires leaving the ground.

Han Sheng didn't reply a word, I could see that he was really scared that the "grass" was discolored and the six gods had no owner.

I put my hand on the back of Han Sheng's hand and patted it lightly.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”