Chapter 482: Those who survive are always miserable

"Laugh. ”

With a soft call, Sikong Huang propped herself up and wanted to lift the gauze tent, but just as she stretched out her hand, a low voice suddenly sounded, "I was wrong." ”

Sikong Huang was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a sour feeling surging up, as if there was a breath held in his chest. What's wrong with her? It's just that she doesn't want to leave so soon......

Sikong Xiao turned his back to himself, he couldn't see her expression at the moment, the candle flame shone in front of her, and he could only see a black back.

"Next time...... I'm not going to stop it. ”

On the shadow projected on the gauze tent, Sikong Huang saw Sikong Xiao raise his hand and put a black medicine bottle on the table, not loud or small, but it made the hearts of the two people in the room sink at the same time.

Sikong Xiao turned around and lifted the veil, Sikong Huang's eyes looked at herself motionlessly, the constantly beating candlelight flickered on her face, and her white and slender fingers kept twisting at her side, like a weak-hearted child who had done something wrong.

After a moment of stalemate, Sikong Huang lowered his head and said dryly: "I'm sorry, I broke my promise." ”

The voice fell into the air, and there seemed to be a string broken with a "bang", Sikong Xiao's whole person stiffened, and the hand that had been buckled on the edge of the bed couldn't control the "click" and broke the bed board, she breathed for a while, and the voice was almost forced out from between her teeth:

"You promised me that I wouldn't take that medicine, why did you secretly take it and hide it from me?!"

Sikong Huang's face was as ashen as dirt, she shrunk her knees to her chest, hugged her knees and buried her head in the gap, and the whole person shrunk at the foot of the bed like a poor kitten.

Seeing Sikong Huang, who had always been strong and gentle in front of him, make such a move, Sikong Xiao's heart was obviously shaken, and a feeling of guilt and remorse couldn't help but spread to his chest.

The quiet needle drop in the room could be heard, and just when Sikong Xiao thought that Sikong Huang would not speak anymore, a muffled voice came from the corner, "It hurts too much...... I couldn't help it...... Sorry ......"

As if the blood flowing all over his body was frozen, Sikong Xiao stared at the man curled up in a ball. Then, suddenly, a teardrop fell.

Sikong Xiao turned his head away, pursed his lips and raised his head to force the heat in his eyes back, the light in the room was very dim, and when Sikong Huang looked up, he only saw Sikong Xiao who turned his head, and did not notice the water mark on the blue veil.

"Am I disappointing you...?"

She is no longer the powerful Gu Huang that people used to think of in the past. What's the use of deceiving oneself......

A self-deprecating look appeared on Sikong Huang's face.

Sikong Xiao took a deep breath, turned his head, raised the corners of his mouth and gave Sikong Huang a bright smile, Sikong Huang was dazzled by the smile, and looked at the person in front of him blankly.

"I said, Sister Huang, you are a phoenix soaring in the sky, no matter what others look like, in my heart, you will only make me proud of you, and will never let me down. ”

This time, Sikong Huang was not as angry as last time, but he was not happy either.

When she heard Sikong Xiao say this before, she only felt that Sikong Xiao saw herself like everyone else, but she didn't want to become an ancient phoenix that everyone looked up to in Sikong Xiao's eyes, she just wanted to be her sister Huang, who could take care of her and protect her...... She didn't want anything else.

At this time, when she heard this sentence again, she only felt that the sorrow and joy in her heart instantly mixed into an indescribable complexity, she looked at the person in front of her for a long time, suddenly straightened up, lifted the bed curtain and rushed to the table barefoot.

"Sister Huang, what are you doing?!"

In Sikong Xiao's exclamation, Sikong Huang grabbed the bottle on the table and threw the bottle of medicine out of the window without looking back.

Sikong Xiao was stunned by the crisp and neat movements, she was stunned for a moment, and suddenly reacted and rushed to the window, "What are you doing!"

Sikong Huang panted roughly, but her face was very calm, she stood in front of the table, her beautiful face was amazingly beautiful against the candlelight.

"I won't be taking this medicine in the future. ”

Sikong Xiao frowned, raised his feet and stepped onto the window, and just as he was about to jump out, Sikong Huang suddenly said coldly: "Don't look for it." ”

"Why?"

"The effect of this medicine on me is getting weaker and weaker, and it doesn't make sense to continue taking it. ”

Sikong Xiao retracted his feet, sat on the window edge and looked at Sikong Huang, "Are you like this because of what I just said? I didn't know what I was thinking just now, I apologize to you now!"

"Laugh. ”

Sikong Huang interrupted Sikong Xiao again, this time she didn't hide it, and said bluntly: "The sect master of the Yin Yang Sect said that I have ten months at most, and she gave me a total of ten pills of that medicine, and now I have already taken five pills in less than a month, which shows that the poison on my body will attack more and more frequently." ”

The wind blew, and Sikong Xiao's hair was curled up from behind him by the wind, blurring his vision.

"I don't take that pill, I still have five months to go, I've done everything I need to do these days, and the rest of the time is ......"

Sikong Huang paused, raised his eyes and looked at Sikong Xiao deeply, "I will do what you want me to do." ”

"I want you to live well. Sikong smiled and replied without thinking.

"I'm going to try to hold on for the rest of the day. Sikong Huang smiled, his eyes full of determination, "This time I promise you, I will not break my word." ”

Looking at Sikong Huang's determined expression, Sikong Xiao suddenly smiled, "But I want you to live well all the time." ”

Sikong Huang was silent, Sikong Xiao's eyes were as dark as night, she looked at the jade bottle not far from the window, and changed her question.

"If I have five months to live at the moment, what do you want me to do, Sister Huang?"

Sikong Huang's breath was suffocated, she sat down trembling, and saw Sikong Xiao's blue gauze skirt being blown in the air by the wind from behind, but she still couldn't say a word.

A smile bloomed on Sikong Xiao's face, and his body jumped out of the window, and in less than a tea time, Sikong Xiao took the black jade bottle and turned in from the window.

She walked up to Sikong Huang, squatted down and lay on Sikong Huang's lap, and asked softly, "Sister Huang, if one day I am no longer in this world, will you be very lonely and sad?"

Sikong Huang almost didn't dare to think about that possibility, as long as she thought about it, her heart was like a knife.

This life is not long, and she has not had time to rub off the fear of death in the long years, especially for the people closest to her in this life, she can't imagine that Sikong Xiao is gone...... What will you be like.

Sikong Xiao raised his head and calmly looked at Sikong Huang's eyes that were still in pain.

"The people who survive are always miserable, so if one day we have to leave each other, why don't we go together? ”

In fact, this is the best result of Sikong Xiao's repeated consideration, but Sikong Huang's eyes turned red again, she rubbed the little head lying on her lap, and said secretly in her heart: I can't bear to do this, how can I be so selfish and let you die with me? In addition to Sister Huang, there are so many people in this world who love you and care about you......