Chapter 51: It's I Don't Love Him

He said he wanted to!

And he looked at me with the light in his eyes that seemed to mean the same thing......

Drive!

Almost instantly, I felt him drive a car with his eyes!

Suddenly I felt uncomfortable......

I don't know how close I was to him in the past, even if I had dreams of being intimate with him, but the few times I had intimacy with him was limited to kisses.

I looked away from him, and the car continued on my way, and my eyelids slowly became heavy as I looked out the window, and finally fell asleep.

When I woke up, the car had stopped, Bo Liang was not in the car, I opened the car door and saw red lights hanging everywhere, quite the charm of a small town in Sioux City.

I was amazed, I couldn't help but raise my legs and walk in, I didn't walk a few steps before I heard footsteps, and when I turned around, I saw Bo Liang, he was wearing a white shirt, holding a coat in his hand, and the wind on the mountain at night was a little strong, blowing his clothes bulging and blowing his hair.

In fact, his hair was a little long, and the wind blew like this, but this did not seem to affect his handsomeness at all.

Thinking of his injury, I asked out loud, "Is your head not able to blow the wind?"

"It's okay!" he didn't seem to care at all, but looking at the way he was now, it didn't seem to be anything.

Although I was still a little uneasy, I didn't want to show that I cared too much, or I would be told that I loved him.

I walked along the stone path under my feet, and the high heels under my feet made a clicking sound, which made me feel a little noisy, and I took off my shoes and stepped on them barefoot, which was very cool and comfortable.

Bo Liang didn't stop me, on the contrary, he picked up my shoes for me, and as I walked forward, I looked at the scenery and said, "How do I feel that this is a copy of the scenery of Sioux City?"

"Do you feel similar?" asked Bo Liang.

I looked around again, "Like, not like...... There's also a mix of modernity. ”

When my voice fell, my eyes suddenly lit up, and I saw the indoor villa at a glance shining in front of my eyes-

It is said that the stars are shining because the lights in the villa are particularly beautiful, and the villa is also decorated with lights, which really looks like a beautiful scenery in a painting.

I was stunned because it was so beautiful.

"It's ......," I looked at Bo Liang in shock.

"Let's go in and have a look!" Bo Liang didn't explain, but gave me a look to go inside.

I walked along the stone path, and at this moment my feet were also bright, and the stone slab I stepped on also glowed as if it was charged, and I was surprised again, "Bo Liang, what kind of stone is this?"

"Fluorescent!"

"Isn't that harmful to your body?" I asked casually.

"When you say it's harmful, it's chemofluorescence, and the stone you're stepping on is photosensitive," Bo Liang explained to me.

I didn't have time to sigh, I continued to walk inside, this way I saw flowing water flowers and plants, such a place I only saw pictures in my mobile phone, the real thing I really saw for the first time.

I came to the door of the villa, I saw everything in the villa at a glance, I pushed the door and wanted to enter, but the door was locked, and then I heard Bo Liang behind me say: "The password is your birthday." ”

My birthday?

Why use my birthday?

He came behind me in time to think, he put my shoes in the doorway, wrapped his arms around me naturally, held my hand and whispered as he entered the password, "You won't even forget your birthday, will you?"

I didn't answer, and with a very soft beep, the door in front of me opened automatically, and Bo Liang led me in.

"Take a look, I'll get something to eat," he said, tucking his coat into my hand and rolling up his sleeves to the kitchen.

I have been watching his figure disappear from sight before coming back to his senses, if everything here surprises me, then tonight's cool is also surprising to me, it seems that in my memory he is a cold person not to approach.

Even if he was frivolous to me, he was also cold, and today he seems to be very different, with the fireworks that a man should normally have.

I looked at the house, and after a brief novelty there was an indescribable sense of familiarity, as if I had seen it somewhere.

Could it be that I have seen it before with amnesia?

Or have I been here with amnesia?

I didn't know, I walked over to the dark green sofa in the center of the living room, this color is my favorite, it seems that everything here I like, it is arranged to my liking.

Could it be that this is prepared for me by Bo Liang?

Thinking about the door code just now, I seem to be sure.

But why did he do it?

Did I live here with him before?

With so many questions, my head was so big that I simply didn't want to, but went straight to the kitchen and asked him.

At the kitchen door, I saw Bo Liang wearing an apron cutting tomatoes, this is the first time I have seen a man cooking except for Yun Bo, it is such a unique taste.

Bo Liang's arm seemed to be very strong, and I could see the tightness of his muscles when he chopped vegetables......

How so?

It actually tickles my heart......

"Hungry?" Although Bo Liang didn't look back, he seemed to sense my gaze and asked me out loud.

I hurriedly stopped thinking that I shouldn't have and walked over, "I'm thirsty...... Want to drink water....."

Bo Liang put down the knife in his hand, flushed his hand, and then took me a cup and poured water.

I took the cup and drank it while standing and watching him, and found that he actually cut the tomatoes into shreds, and the cut was very even, this knife skill is almost the level of a star chef.

"Bo Liang, do you cook a lot?" I asked him.

Hearing this, he looked up at me, and there was something strange in his eyes, and I asked him, "What's wrong?"

"I fed you," he said, choking me.

He put down the knife, reached out and pulled the tissue, wiped the water from his mouth for me, and said as he wiped, "So surprised, don't you believe it?"

I wasn't used to him being so close to me, so I took the tissue from his hand and didn't accept his words: "You said you raised me, and you said you were like my father." ”

"Not only did I feed you, I also changed your diapers and ......"

"Ahem, ahem......"

Before he finished speaking, I coughed again, and raised my leg to kick him as I coughed, "Be careful when you speak, when I'm a three-year-old!"

I didn't believe him at all, and he smiled, very shallow but charming, and his smile also made me realize that he was lying to me, and raised his leg and kicked him, "Bo Liang, you are not serious." ”

At this time, I saw him look at me again, "It's fake to change your diapers, but I handled your first menstrual period for you." ”

Me, "......"

It's even more embarrassing now, it's better to wear diapers, after all, it's a child, but a girl will grow into a girl when she comes to her aunt.

Whether he said it was true or lied to me, it wasn't possible to have a good chat anyway.

I raised my leg to leave, so I heard him say: "At that time, you were scared and crying, and the family was full of men, and you didn't know who to tell me, or I found out first, and then bought you a sanitary napkin, and then found you a video to watch." ”

This time I was sure he was telling the truth, as he shook his head in self-deprecation, as if he was still a little embarrassed at the thought of what he had been doing.

I thought about it, "Bo Liang, how old are you older than me?"

"Six!"

Hearing his answer, I understood, he should have just grown up at that time.

It's really embarrassing for a newborn teenager to take care of a fledgling girl.

I didn't know what to say about this topic for a while, and I even thought that I should leave here immediately, when I heard Bo Liang ask, "Do you want to learn?"

"Huh?" I didn't understand what he meant.

The next second, he stretched out his arm and pulled me into his arms, then his arm crossed my waist, took my hand and began to cut tomatoes.

I froze completely, because it was too intimate with him like this, and the intimacy made me breathe and overwhelmed, and then I heard him whisper in my ear: "Actually, I taught you before, you can do it." ”

Is that so?

But why can't I hold a knife now?

I couldn't stand being so close to him, I struggled, "You lie, let me ......"

He didn't let go of me, but slammed his chin on my shoulder, "Qu'er, I didn't lie to you, we used to cook together, you can't chop vegetables, I'll teach you, and even washing the dishes is ...... with your hands"

My heart trembled at his words, and I could feel the image......

It's real!

"Qu'er, we used to love each other very much," he sighed softly as he finished speaking.

"Then why didn't you love me anymore?" I asked him.

I've asked him this question more than once, and he's said he'd take me to meet someone, but I can't wait, I'm going to know the answer now.

He was silent again, then let go of me, "It's time to eat soon, go wash your hands!"

Is he avoiding the question again?

I turned to look at him and said stubbornly: "Bo Liang, why don't you dare to answer my question directly every time, have you done anything to be sorry for me?"

His eyes deepened, "I've never been negative." ”

Hearing this answer, I was a little anxious, "Bo Liang, you haven't failed me, and you won't tell me why you don't love me? Don't you think it's very contradictory?"

"Qu'er, do you really want to know the answer?" he asked me.

"Yes!" I said here, brushing my long hair irritably, "Bo Liang, I have lost my memory, I have a confused life, and you refuse to explain it to me like this, I feel like a fool, you know?"

He looked at me, for a moment, his hand was raised, and he smoothed my hair for me, "Qu'er, it's not that I don't love you when we separate, but ......"

He paused at this point, and his throat rolled very clearly, before he finished the rest of the sentence: "Rather...... You don't love me anymore. ”

I was stunned, I didn't believe what I heard, obviously he didn't love me, why didn't I love him?

My lips moved, and it took me a moment before I spoke, "You said it was my ......"

Bo Liang smiled bitterly, "Yes, it's you who don't love me and don't want me...... As a result, I lost my memory, but I always asked why I don't love you?"

Seeing that he didn't look like he was lying to me, I couldn't speak anymore, and he rubbed it on my head, "Okay, don't think about it, it's all in the past, it didn't matter before, the important thing is that I won't let you leave me again in the future." ”

With that, he pushed me out of the kitchen and went back to cooking, and I looked back at him like that, my mind in a mess.

I don't know if it's really like Bo Liang said, I don't want him anymore?

If that's the case, why don't I love him when I'm so in love with him?

What's going on here?

Bo Liang quickly brought out the prepared steak pasta, and seeing that I was still standing there, he twisted his eyebrows, "Come and eat." ”

"Bo Liang, you really didn't lie to me?" I still don't believe the separation between me and him, because I don't love him.

How is this possible?

Everyone said that I love Bo Liang, and there is also a video where I personally say that I love him, but now the plot is reversed, I really can't accept it.

"You don't believe me when I say it, why bother asking?" Bo Liang put down the prepared food, came over and took my hand, "Eat, and when I finish dealing with these things, I will take you to meet that person." ”

"Can I believe that person when I see him?" I shook my head and smiled bitterly, "I won't believe what others say unless I can remember it myself." ”

But I just had amnesia and couldn't remember anything.

Weakness and annoyance made me irritable, Bo Liang pressed me to sit down, put the steak in front of me, and then poured two glasses of red wine, one of which was put in front of me, "Don't think about it, let's eat, I'll show you the night scene here." ”

Am I still in the mood to see the scenery?

Seeing that I didn't move, Bo Liang spoke up again, "Either eat obediently, or go upstairs now to do what you said on the way." ”

On the way, what did I say?

After a short moment of stupefaction, I thought about my refusal to sleep with him on the way, and that's what he said!

Suddenly my cheeks were hot, I took a piece of beef and put it in my mouth, and whispered, "Don't you think." ”

He smiled faintly and began to eat.

Originally, I didn't have much appetite, but after eating a piece of beef, I found that the steak he made tasted very good, different from what I usually eat in restaurants, and the steak he made made me feel indescribably familiar.

"This steak ....."

I spoke up, but only halfway through it, I heard Bo Liang say: "This is made according to your taste, which is different from the restaurant." ”

"Is my taste special?" I asked him.

"You like to eat a half-rare steak with lemonade before putting it in the pan, two drops of white and blue ground before it comes out of the pan, and you like the black pepper mix with pasta...... The condiment is shredded tomatoes and the omelette is medium-rare......"

I was stunned again, "My tastes are so tricky?"

"You're a tricky man,......," he replied.

"Huh?" I was suddenly curious, "how to do it?"

Bo Liang put down the cutlery in his hand, "Are you sure you want to listen?"

I nodded while eating the delicious steak, "You are reminiscing about teaching me to cook, and recalling the taste of what I eat, anyway, I don't remember these things, and I don't need to remember more, so that I can also know what my past self was like?"

After that, I rolled up the pasta and put it in my mouth, "Tell me, how are my people tricky?"

"Actually, you are not tricky, you yourself know very well, although you have forgotten the past, but your style and personality have not changed, I will not talk about these," Bo Liang said, taking a sip of the red wine on the side.

"Well, I don't know," I said, sipping my wine.

"You like to ...... on it," he exclaimed.

"What's up there?" I didn't understand what he meant.

"When you do it!"

"Huh?" I was stunned again, but it only dawned on me instantly, he meant me and him in bed.

My face instantly flushed, "Bo Liang, you...... Are you all thinking about these things, and did you kidnap me here to do it with me?"

"There is such selfishness," he admitted.

"Rascal!" I scolded him.

"Qu'er, we haven't done it for a long time, don't you want to?" he said, raising his glass at me.

The last time he mentioned it to me was because he had drunk too much, but now he's completely conscious......

I found that I couldn't have a good chat with him at all, I got up and left my seat, and was about to go outside, but he came over and held my hand, thinking of what he said just now, I instinctively repulsed, "Bo Liang, you can't force me." ”

He hooked the corners of his lips slightly, "If I'm reluctant, how can you refuse?"

This is strong, but it also makes sense, there are only me and him in this house, if he really wants to, I really can't resist.

"You won't!" I said, though I couldn't do it.

He didn't answer this, but led me upstairs, I thought he was going to force me to do that, and immediately said, "Bo Liang, do you think this is interesting?"

He glanced at me, "I just want to take you upstairs to see the scenery, don't want to get dirty." ”

Looking at the scenery?

Instead of sleeping with me?

Is it that I want to get dirty?

I stopped talking, and let him lead me up to the top roof, and when the wind was a little strong, he took a blanket from the side and draped it over my shoulders, and I looked around and saw that it was the highest point, and not far away I saw a larger light.

"That's Maple Grove Villa, it's not in operation yet, there's a lot of fun in it, I'll take you inside tomorrow," Bo Liang introduced to me.

"You developed it?" I could tell from the tone of his voice.

"Hmm!"

"And when was this villa built, and why did you use my birthday as a password?, and I have a sense of familiarity with this place, have I been here before?" I asked several questions in one breath.

Bo Liang pursed his mouth, "With so many questions, which one do I have to answer?"

"All!"

Hearing my words, Bo Liang smiled lightly, "Qu'er, it seems to be more domineering than before." ”

"Don't interrupt, answer my questions," I reminded him.

Bo Liang's eyes looked into the distance, and he said lightly, "This villa was built three years ago, and it was only recently completed, as for why you use your birthday as a password, you should know this, because this is built for you...... You're here for the first time today, and as for the familiarity......"

Bo Liang said and turned his head to look at me, my hair was blown by the wind, all wrapped around my face, he stretched out his hand and gently brushed it away for me, before continuing: "Because this villa shape is Qu'er's favorite, Qu'er said that he wants such a home, and you and I live in the house......"

So that's it!

Bo Liang gave me too much information about the past tonight, I don't know if it's true or not, but deep down I feel that all this is true.

"Thin ......"

As soon as I spoke, I felt the light in front of me dim, and his lips fell, pressing against mineβ€”