The snow outside the window, the large flakes flying, blurring the world.

I've never seen snow this big, and it looks like it's going to swallow the world.

The dull pain in my lower abdomen was so bad that almost every day like this, my wound hurts.

I don't know where this injury came about, Yun Bo told me that I had a small operation, what surgery she didn't say, I didn't ask, now I'm lazy, I don't seem to be curious about anything, but only interested in the strange pattern on my waist and abdomen.

The pattern is beautiful, but a scar destroys its beauty, and not only that, but this scar also blurs the words engraved on it, as if it were two words, and this scar is on two words, so I can't see what these two words are.

I was looking at it carefully, and when I wanted to recognize these two words, a gentle whisper came from the door, "Li'er......"

I turned my head and saw my mother, a very beautiful and gentle woman, her name was Qu Weiran, I took my mother's surname, and I don't know why.

"Mom," I called her.

"Mom boiled porridge, I warmed up this day, and I also put Ejiao to replenish qi and blood...... "Mother came over, holding a bowl of steaming red dates and white fungus Ejiao porridge in her hand.

"Thank you, Mom," I felt warm when I smelled the porridge.

"Li'er, is this a wound that hurts again?" the mother asked nervously when she saw my clothes lifted and my hand caressing the scar.

I tapped my head and pointed to the scarred pattern on my waist and abdomen, "Mom, do you know what I engraved here?"

The mother's face was a little stiff, and after a while, she sighed softly, "Lili, you really don't remember the past at all?"

My face was dazed, and my mind was really blank, "Mom, I forgot." ”

I forgot everything, I only knew that when I woke up, I was lying on a hospital bed, with injuries in my waist and abdomen, and then Yun Bo took me to Zurich and came to find my mother, in fact, I even forgot my mother, it was Yun Bo who told me that this is my mother.

"There are two kinds of people and things in this world that can be forgotten, one is insignificant, and the other is unforgettable, since you forget it, forget it," the mother's words were very profound, and she seemed reluctant to mention it.

But I was very curious, I looked down again, and then said, "Mom, the word on the left seems to be thin, isn't it?"

My mother didn't answer, so I looked at it carefully, and then affirmed, "It should be thin, but another word, I don't know what it is?"

"Li'er," my mother called me again, then took my hand away from my lower abdomen and pulled my clothes for me, "It's cold, don't look at it, it's easy to get cold." ”

I smiled lightly and nodded, and my mother took the porridge and put it in my hand, "Li'er, Yun Bo is going to buy something in a while, and you can tell him what else you need." ”

"Well," I nodded, curiously asking, "Mom, will there be a lot of guests at home today?"

"There aren't many people, that is, younger brothers and sisters, as well as a few of your Uncle Mo's friends, by the way, there will be people from your father's side, called ...... Bo Liang, "My mother kept staring at me when she said this name, and there was something strange in her eyes.

But I didn't feel anything, just oh, my mother sighed softly, and stroked my hair with her hand, "Li'er, if forgetting the past can make you happy, then Mom hopes you will never think about it." ”

I have amnesia, but now that it's under control, at least I won't forget anything, but I can't remember the people and things I forgot before.

My mother talked to me and left, I drank porridge, lay on the bed and swiped my phone for a while when I heard the sound of a car engine outside the building, I got up and stood at the window, and saw a car driving outside, but before I saw anyone coming, Yun Bo knocked on the door.

"Li, Yun Bo went to buy something, what do you want to buy?" Yun Bo came in and asked me.

I thought for a moment, "Yun Bo, can I go with you?"

"Of course you can!" Yun Bo smiled.

"Then Yun Bo wait for me, I'll change my clothes," I said, and opened the cupboard door to look for clothes, and I saw a set of red dresses, the color was as red as blood, my eyes seemed to be pierced, and then my chest hurt suddenly......

The pain came so suddenly, and I instinctively felt disgusted with the dress.

Instead of wearing this outfit, I changed into a loose white sweater and put on a pair of black boxers underneath to go downstairs.

"How do you wear my clothes?" a question rang out.

I looked up and saw Mo Yang lying on the sofa, my mother's daughter and my sister, a few months younger than me.

I frowned and looked at the clothes on my body, is this dress Moyang's?

My mother bought me all the clothes here!

I was just about to explain, when I heard my mother say, "Yang'er, what are you talking about, this is what my mother bought for my sister, and you two sisters each have one set." ”

As soon as my mother finished speaking, she heard Mo Yang say, "Mom, why do you want to buy the same clothes? ”

Mo Yang looked at me when he said this, "Qu Li, I like this outfit very much, you go back and change it, and you are not allowed to wear it again in the future." ”

This tone is not overbearing, it is worthy of being the eldest lady of the Mo family!

My mother looked at me nervously and was about to scold Mo Yang, but I spoke up one step ahead of her and asked Mo Yang: "Why do I want to change it? ”

My reply made her sit up from the sofa, "Qu Li, you figure it out, this is my home!"

What she meant was obvious, I was an outsider!

Yes, this is my mother's home, I am my mother's daughter, but the man here has nothing to do with me, he is my mother's second husband.

I'm here because Mother!

"Moyang, shut up!" the mother got angry and shouted at her.

I looked at my angry mother, walked over to comfort her and gently grabbed her shoulder, walked in front of Mo Yang, and looked at her condescendingly, "Mo Yang, I will be here because my mother is here, if it is just your home, you just kowtow to beg me, I will not come." ”

My words made her face ugly!

I never send anyone under the fence, and I never get angry with others, even my sister can't do that to me.

After speaking, I turned around and grabbed Yun Bo's hand, "Let's go!"

Yun Bo didn't move, his eyes were staring somewhere, I followed his line of sight to the door, and saw a tall figure standing, the man was wearing a black over-the-knee coat, which was a simple white shirt and black trousers, with a handsome face, a calm expression, his eyes were like a Tan Guquan, revealing a bottomless depth, and he was looking at me directly.

This man......

I seem to have seen it somewhere, but I can't remember it, just as I was looking at this man, Yun Bo said respectfully: "Bo Shao!"

Mother also came over when she heard this, "Bo Liang, you're here!"

"Brother Bo," Mo Yang, who was lying on the sofa and was angry with me, instantly pounced on him like a chicken blood.

And he just looked at me as if the world in his eyes was only me.

I blinked, nodded politely at him, and looked at Yun Bo again, "Yun Bo, let's go." ”

I pulled Yun Bo out, and when I passed by him, I suddenly heard him say in a low voice: "Qu Li, long time no see!"

I froze and looked at him, "We've met?"

Bo Liang's expression instantly darkened, and I didn't pay attention to it, raising my leg and pulling Yun Bo away.

After walking a few steps, I raised my hand and rubbed my chest, and when I heard my mother call him Bo Liang just now, my chest tightened for a moment.

Thin cool!

I repeat the name softly in my heart......

"Yun Bo, I want to go back to my own home!" I said to Yun Bo in the car.

Mo Yang's words just now hurt me, no matter how good this place is, it will not be my home after all.

"Which home do you want to go back to?Bo family or Qu family?" Yun Bo asked me.

I know about my two families in China, and Yun Bo told me a few days ago.

I thought about it, those two homes were strange to me, so I said, "Yunbo, I want to have my own home." ”

"Lili, you don't lack a place to live, just a ...... home," he said at this point, and I was attracted by a big snowman in the open space outside the window, and I didn't hear what he was saying behind it.

"Yun Bo, stop!" I cried.

Yun Bo stopped the car, and I got out of the car and ran to the big snowman, so big, as tall as me, with black eyes, a red nose, and a coffee-colored scarf around his neck.

"Yun Bo, this is so beautiful!" I was overjoyed.

Yun Bo stood aside, "Do you want to take a picture of Lili?"

"Yes, yes!" I nodded.

I took a lot of photos with the snowman, and when I finally went to hug him, I found that the snowman was also engraved with letters, which were English letters, and I identified it and saw that it was: LiLi.

Lily?

Detachment?

I spelled it out, and then smiled, "Yunbo, this seems to be my name." ”

I smiled happily, like a child, but Yun Bo's expression was stiff, and he urged me: "It's not too early to leave the sky, we have to go and come back quickly." ”

I was in a good mood, kissed the snowman, and asked Yun Bo to take the last photo and leave.

I went shopping for daily necessities with Yun Bo, I chose a gift for my mother, it was not a precious thing, it was a scarf and hat, and then I went to the women's clothing area.

I'm going to buy myself clothes to change into, and I don't want to wear the same style as Moyang's.

I chose a tight sweater and pants and went into the fitting room, but just as I took off my clothes and was about to change, someone suddenly came in, and it was a man, and I was about to scream, and the man's big hand suddenly covered my mouth-

Suddenly, I struggled in horror when the man whispered in my ear, "Help me!"

I was stunned, and then I felt the place where the man was close to me was warm, and I instinctively touched it, and when I raised my hand again, I saw that my fingertips were red......

It's blood!

The man is injured!

As soon as I thought of this, there was a noise of footsteps and the panicked screams of the clerk outside, and he let go of his grip on my hand and hid behind me.

Probably because of his action of seeking refuge, I stopped being scared for a moment, I didn't scream, and the moment the locker room door opened, I pushed the man down and pulled down my hanging coat to cover him.

"Ahh

"Search!" The next second, two men in black spoke.

My eyes widened, and I felt that when I finished playing this, I heard Yun Bo's cold voice ringing at the door, "Mrs. Mo's daughter, you dare to move?"

Hearing this, the two men in black paused, they looked at me, then turned to look at Yun Bo, and after a while, I heard them say 'I'm sorry' and turned to leave.

The moment the door of the locker room closed, I let out a long breath, and turned my head when I heard no movement outside, only to see that the man had already opened my coat covering him, and at this moment, I saw the man's appearance clearly, but he froze-

This man is so amazing, I don't know how to describe him, handsome and cold, with an unstained wind and bones...... "Are you Moyang?" the man asked me in a low voice, a little weak.

I'm not that girl!

It's just that I didn't bother to explain, but said coldly to him: "Don't go out yet!"

The man's eyes deepened as he looked at me, and he raised his leg and walked out, but before opening the door, he looked back at me again, "I have made a note of the little girl's kindness." ”

After speaking, he opened the door and left, and I sat on the dressing chair with a weak body, my body shaking so badly that I felt scared.

"Lili, are you alright?" I came out of the locker room, and Yun Bo came over to ask me.

I moved my mouth, I was afraid and couldn't speak, Yun Bo looked me up and down, probably seeing that I was okay and didn't ask more, he just said, "It's not early, let's go back quickly." ”

On the way back, the sky had already darkened, and thinking of Yun Bo's life-saving words just now, I asked curiously: "Yun Bo, is my mother very powerful?"

The two black-clothed men just now were not simple at first glance, but Yun Bo only mentioned the three words Mrs. Mo, and the two of them didn't dare to be presumptuous.

"It's Miss's husband who is powerful," Yun Bo has always called my mother Miss.

I didn't speak again, Yun Bo looked at me and asked, "When are you going to leave?"

As long as I say it, Yun Bo is very attentive, as if I am the center of his world, and he lives for me all his life.

Yes, Yun Bo is not married, let alone childless, he was by my side when I can remember, and for me, he was closer than my father and mother.

I came back to my senses, "Mother's birthday banquet is over, just these two days." ”

I've been disliked, so there's no need to stay here.

Also, I always feel empty here, as if something is missing from the bottom of my heart.

When I got home, my heart was still pounding, Yun Bo moved things to the villa with the others, and I carried the gifts I had prepared for my mother into the villa and hurried upstairs.

I just want to take a shower right now......

But when I entered the room, I didn't feel right, and there were things on my big bed that didn't belong to me, like men's clothes and pants.

Which man will come into my room in this house?

I looked at the clothes that didn't belong to me, white shirts, black trousers......

Reaching out, I picked up my shirt and looked at it, but I smelled a familiar smell, so familiar that my heart spasmed again, this felt strange and familiar, and I quickly threw it away.

At this time, I saw that the bathroom light was on, and there was the sound of water flowing inside.

I walked over with my legs raised, I don't know if my brain was not clear yet, I pushed open the bathroom door, and then I saw a man standing tall under the water in the thin white mist......

And the man also looked up at me, as if he was not surprised by my appearance, nor was he embarrassed in the slightest, but my attention did not seem to be on his face, but on his slender and powerful body, the mermaid line......

"Have you seen enough, have you seen enough, get out!" he said, his voice cold.

I shuddered, came back to my senses, my cheeks flushed, and then slammed the door shut, my heart pounding.

This heartbeat was different from the heartbeat I had feared before, and it was something I hadn't felt in a long time.

And the man in the bathroom is thin and cool!

Mother's villa has more than 10 rooms, and there are special guest rooms, but why is he in my room? and take a bath in my bathroom?

Did he go to the wrong room?

This is impossible, because my mother has set up my room for me, completely dressed like a little daughter, and it is impossible for him, a big man, not to see it.

Then why did he come to my room?

I was thinking about it, the bathroom door behind me opened, and he came out wrapped in a bath towel, and there were water droplets hanging on his upper body, one by one, particularly sexy and seductive, and I instantly thought of his naked body just now......

I subconsciously made a swallowing motion, my cheeks were hot, but I still asked with great momentum, "Why did you come to my room to take a shower?"

"I don't like the other rooms!" his answer made me wrinkle my eyebrows, he meant to like my room?

I was about to ask something more when he whispered, "You know, I have a habit of cleanliness." ”

Cleanliness?

I know?

This is very meaningful, but for some reason, I didn't want to explore it at all, but said lightly to him: "Mr. Bo, I also have a cleanliness habit, I don't like others to touch my things, please go out!"

As my voice fell, he suddenly approached me, he instinctively retreated, but there was a wall behind him, I couldn't retreat, he stretched out his arm, and trapped me between the wall and his arm in the way of legend -

He looked at me, his hair still dripping with water was messy and shapeless, and he was wild, and his eyes were washed by water, which were exceptionally black and bright, and my heartbeat was uncontrollably faster under his gaze.

"Qu'er, am I someone else to you?" he said lightly, and his low voice was particularly charming.

My throat rolled, and I was so swollen that I couldn't speak for a while.

"Qu'er, you're still angry with me and complaining about me, right?" His voice suddenly became sad, and his whole person seemed to be sad. I could feel his guilt, his pain, and his love and pity from his eyes, just from his eyes, all of which seemed to be intertwined in his dark and bright eyes.

Instantly, a strong ache rose in my heart, and the pain made me unable to breathe for a while.

I couldn't stay here, so I reached out to push him, but he grabbed me, and I looked at him with my eyebrows twisted unhappily, "Mr. Bo, you a big man came into my room to take a bath, and said some inexplicable words to me, and now you are pulling and pulling, what does this mean?"

His face is not very good-looking, "Qu'er ......"

"Don't call me that, we don't know each other," I said, gesturing at him as he tugged at my hand, "and I don't like strangers touching me." ”

Probably because my attitude was too cold, he let go of me, and there was something called sadness surging in his dark eyes, and I watched the panic in my heart.

"Please, put on your clothes and leave!" I said, raising my legs.

"Qu Li, I'm here to pick you up this time!"

He didn't call me Qu'er anymore because I had just reminded him.

He's obedient!

"Go back?" I asked him lightly.

"Well, back to your home!"

I frowned slightly and looked at him, "This is not your home, you are the eldest lady of the Bo family, there is no need to look at other people's faces to live." ”

His words reminded me of what Mo Yang said to me when he entered the door just now, and it seemed that he had heard them all.

So, he said to take me home, did he pity me?

Inexplicably, I was a little embarrassed.

It seems that I don't want him to see me like this.

"I don't have more than one Bo family to go back to," I replied to him with some sadness.

He is from the Bo family, and my mother told me!

"Your father misses you very much," Bo Liang said again.

My father?

My mind was blurry, and I couldn't think of what he looked like, so I heard him ask sadly, "Qu Li, you won't even forget your father, will you?"

Yes, I forgot!

"Mother said that it doesn't matter what you can forget," I told him.

As soon as my voice fell, I saw that Bo Liang's eyes contracted violently twice, as if they had been stabbed.

He didn't say anything more, and I lifted my legs and left, and came outside.

The snow had stopped, and the temperature was extremely low, and the chill to my bones made me realize that I was not wearing a coat, and then a thick warm cloak fell on my shoulders, and I turned my head to see Yun Bo, "Lili, it's cold." ”

"Yun Bo, did I know Bo Liang before?" I asked.

Yun Bo hesitated for two seconds, "Know." ”

"Did anything happen between me and him?" I asked again.

"Lili ......" Yun Bo called me and asked, "Is he looking for you?"

"Yun Bo, answer me!"

"I loved him very much before I left," Yun Bo's reply, even if it was just such a sentence, made my chest swell again.

In fact, before hearing Yun Bo's answer, I already had a feeling, Bo Liang gave me a feeling that was too abnormal, although I forgot some people and things, but my heart still remembered some, such as pain.

I love that man!

But I've completely forgotten about him now!

Something must have happened in this, and I asked, "What about then?"

Before Yun Bo could answer, we heard the nanny call us, saying that the dinner was about to begin.

But I want to know the answer, especially want to know, I looked at Yun Bo, and he replied to me clearly: "Later, he got married!"

My heart hurts again!

I get it!

I love him, but he doesn't love me!

So, I forgot about him!

I didn't ask any more, Er grabbed Yun Bo's arm, "Yun Bo, let's go to dinner." ”

When I entered the living room, I heard Mo Yang's laughter, which was exceptionally crisp, full of happiness, joy and innocence, which is the joy that only people who are spoiled by happiness can have, and such laughter is something I have never had.

I have two families, no, three to be exact, two mothers and a father, but I have never enjoyed the true love of a father and a mother, and they do not love me as much as Yun Bo gave me.

But Yun Bo is not my relative after all!

And I don't seem to be happy, even if I laugh, it's a shallow smile, as if there is a huge undercurrent of sadness buried deep in my heart.

"Brother Bo Liang, what you just said is true, that person is really stupid......" Mo Yang's smiling eyes stuck to Bo Liang's face, and at a glance people could see her love for this man.

Mo Yang likes to be thin!

This man has the capital to like people just because of his skin, and Yun Bo said I love him, so I also love him because of his appearance?

I don't feel like so, I'm not going to be so superficial.

And I can feel that this man definitely has more than just a good-looking skin, he exudes a kind of dignity and arrogance from his introverted hair, like a king.

But I really don't remember him now, even if his name makes my chest feel tight.

Someone who can make me forget about me, so that I can be insignificant.

I retracted my gaze and walked to my mother, who had changed into a formal attire, a dark green cheongsam gown, a fine pearl necklace around her neck, her hair was curled, and she looked noble and delicate, and she was very beautiful.

"Happy birthday, Mom," I hugged her as I went.

"Thank you Li'er for the gift, my mother likes it very much," my mother also hugged me back, and said, "Yang'er has already criticized her, don't take Li'er to heart." ”

My mother still remembers Liyang's words to stimulate me, but in fact, my mother has always been very careful about me, so I and her are not like mother and daughter, but more like relatives.

And she and Mo Yang are the way mother and daughter should get along, hugging and hugging when they are happy, and they can roar when they are unhappy.

"She's a sister, I don't care," I said back to my mother.

"Li'er is only a few months older than her, but she is more sensible than her, if she is as obedient as you, I will have no worries," my mother said, and I was affectionate to cut my hair.

I'm sisters to Moyang, but I'm only a few months older than her, which sounds unreasonable.

Because I was not born to my mother, I was born by surrogacy, and I was actually only genetically mother-daughter with my mother.

"The Si family will be here soon, and when they arrive, the table will be opened, and if Li'er is hungry, I will ask the kitchen to get you something to eat first," my mother said to me.

"Si Jia?" I muttered.

Mother smiled, "You forgot, the Si family is your future in-law's family, you have a marriage contract with Si Che of the Si family, and their family came over, in addition to celebrating my birthday, one more thing is to let you and Si Che get married as soon as possible." ”

Get married?

I'm stunned!

"Qu Li, are you getting married?" Mo Yang's voice sounded, and it was very loud.

Suddenly, everyone in the living room looked at me, including Bo Liang.

Sitting on the sofa, his face was calm, and a pair of dark eyes stared straight at me, at that moment, I seemed to see a warning in his eyes, as if to say: You dare to marry?

And for some reason, when I saw his eyes, I suddenly felt a kind of resistance, so I smiled and replied to my mother: "Okay, then I can have my own home." ”

It was only when I said this that I realized my longing for home.

I wanted to have a home, parents who loved me, brothers and sisters who cared for me, but I didn't.

I've grown up so big, I've always been alone, it stands to reason that I've been used to it for a long time, and I shouldn't have this kind of homesickness, but now I have this idea, I think it's because my mother's family has given me too many temptations these days.

I realized again that I couldn't be covetous, because it wasn't mine after all.

If a person wants to ask for something that does not belong to him, he is destined to be hurt.

Bo Liang is the best example.

Although I don't remember him, Yunbo has already told me that I love him and he doesn't love me.

My heartache for him is the best proof of that.

So, it's time for me to get out of here!

Not long after I said this, people from the Si family came, a middle-aged couple with well-dressed manners, surrounded by men who looked very sunny and handsome with gifts.

"Li'er, that's Si Che's family, his parents and him," my mother saw them approaching, pulled me to greet them, and secretly reminded me.

I kept my illness a secret from them, probably because my mother was worried that they would dislike me for being sick.

However, I felt compelled to tell them that if they disliked me, they could walk away from the marriage.

I'm sick, but that doesn't excuse anyone from looking down on me.

"You've worked hard all the way!" my mother shook hands with them warmly, then touched me, and I said hello respectfully.

"Little cricket, come and hug!" After the gift in Si Che's hand was picked up by Yun Bo, he opened his arms at me, extremely enthusiastic.

I know him well?

This question mark flashed through my mind!

My instinctive rejection of strangers made me want to refuse, but when I caught a glimpse of Bo Liang's obscure eyes looking at me, I took the initiative to walk up to Si Che and really hugged him.

I'll admit I did it on purpose because I was going to make Bo Liang uncomfortable!

Yun Bo said he didn't love me!

But what he has done in front of me since he appeared made me feel that he cares about me.

Don't love me, but care about me?

I don't know what this emotion is, but I'm a vindictive person.

Whoever hurts me, I will pay it back twice!

Sure enough, the moment I was held in Si Che's arms, I crossed Si Che's shoulder and saw that Bo Liang's face was a little colder.

"You see how close these two are, in-laws, we can't wait to marry Qu and leave the door," Si Mu said at this time.

I had already given my mother the answer just now, and she smiled, "Li'er has no opinion, as long as his father does not object, you can set a date." ”

Is my marriage sealed?

I feel like it's a joke!

"Little cricket, you will be my wife soon," Si Che was very proud, and even hugged me in a circle regardless of so many people.

I was dizzy, and in an instant, I suddenly saw a picture of me covered in blood......

And this picture made my heart hurt violently, I pushed Si Che away, and my face was not very good.

"Little cricket, what's wrong with you?" Si Che noticed something strange about me.

I was about to say something, when I saw Bo Liangmai's legs coming towards me, for some reason, at this moment, I had an indescribable fear of him, and I was about to leave, when I saw Bo Liang coming over, he pulled away Si Che and took my hand, "She doesn't like strangers touching her." ”

I just said this to him in my room.

It's just that I didn't expect him to use it to stop Si Che's intimacy with me at this moment.

However, Si Che didn't seem to think so, but smiled and grabbed me again, "Mr. Bo, Qu Li will be my daughter-in-law soon, and I am a stranger to him?"

I was pulled by two men left and right, and I could feel the strength of their pulling of me, no one had the intention of letting go, and Bo Liang also replied coldly: "At least not yet." ”

I looked at them and could feel the undercurrent surging between them, and today was my mother's birthday feast, so I naturally couldn't let them have anything happen to me, so I said, "You all let go, I'm hungry and want to eat." ”

This was effective, they withdrew their hands at the same time, and their mother also asked Yun Bo to beckon everyone to take their seats.

Mother sat next to her husband Mo Qing, he is a very quiet man, I can hardly hear him speak, only when facing my mother, I will say a few words, with a face with the softness that a normal person should have.

Mo Yang sat next to Bo Liang, and I chose to sit opposite him, just to stay away from him, but when I sat down, I realized that I was looking for abuse in this position, and I saw him almost as soon as I raised my eyes.

Si Che naturally sat next to me, and deliberately pulled down the chair, close to me, as if he was deliberately provoking Bo Liang.

It seems that Si Che has a strong hostility towards Bo Liang!

Could it be that Si Che knew something before?

I thought to myself, my eyes down, and I ate my own food.

There were more than 20 people sitting at a large table, and everyone sent blessings to their mother, who kept smiling, and the happiness on her face could not be hidden.

At her age, her husband loves her children and is filial, and her family is friendly, which is the greatest happiness.

"Come to my daughter-in-law, I remember that you love braised fish the most, you can taste this!"

"Daughter-in-law, this is Hokkaido's sashimi, it tastes particularly fresh, you can take a bite!"

......

Si Che kept serving me vegetables, and called me one by one, causing everyone to say that we would be extremely sweet and happy when we got married.

I don't feel anything, because I think it's a play house!

Even if I forget the past, my heart is still alive, I know what love I want, and Si Che, I have no feelings for him, so I will not accept this marriage, even if it is set for me by my parents!

Bo Liang kept looking at me, across the huge dining table, his deep, complex and suppressed eyes penetrated the distance of space, as if they could shoot into my heart at once.

Even if I don't look at him, I can feel it.

At first, I pretended not to care, and even accepted Si Che's enthusiasm against my will, but it was ......

I can't take it anymore!

And I found myself bored, Bo Liang, he was a person who didn't love me, and a person I forgot, why should I show him against my will?

So, I found a reason to leave the table early, and Si Che followed me outside, and before I could say anything, he put away his previous laughter and asked me, "Qu Li, are you still not giving up to him?"

"He?" I asked, a little confused.

"Bo Liang!"

Hearing this name, I looked at him in shock, did he also know that I once loved Bo Liang?

"Qu Li, have you forgotten what you said at his wedding?" Si Che asked me very seriously.

My chest tightened, "I, what did I say?"

Hearing my words, Si Che looked confused, so I said honestly: "I have amnesia, I forgot a lot of things!"

This time he was shocked, and after a moment he muttered, "You also forgot about Bo Liang?"

"Yes!" I nodded, my voice suddenly sad, "I forgot my past with him, I just ...... I haven't forgotten the heartache. ”

Yes!

The name Bo Liang, although I have no impression of this person at all, but it makes my heart really hurt, like something is pulling at one time and not at peace.

"Si Che, I want to know what I said to him at the wedding, can you tell me?" I asked him desolately.

Si Che was stunned, took out his mobile phone, and opened a video, "Watch it yourself!"

- Bo Liang, congratulations......

- Bo Liang, in the past, my entanglement upset you, it was my fault, from now on, I will never again, you can rest assured, I will return everything you have, and in the future, I will never pester you again......

- This is for you, it's me...... A wedding gift for you!

......

I only saw this, I couldn't stand it, the sudden tumbling pain in my chest made my whole body tremble, Si Che saw this and hurriedly supported me, and turned off the video, extremely nervous: "Qu Li, are you okay?"

My eyes were closed, and my mind was in chaos......

"Did I love him that much?" I asked.

Si Che nodded, "Yes, you have always loved him, you told me that you have been in love with him since you were a teenager, or even earlier. ”

My throat was choking, and there seemed to be a strong air flow in my chest, as if it was about to burst me, and I grabbed the clothes on my chest fiercely, as if I wanted to tear apart the sour grief that I shouldn't have.

"What about him, does he love me too?" I asked a very stupid question that I knew the answer to.

Yun Bo has already told me the answer, and the video just now was taken at his wedding, if he loves me, how can he marry someone else?

Si Che was silent, and I smiled, very bitterly, "He doesn't love me, that's why I forgot about him, right?"

"Qu Li, have you really forgotten him?" asked Si Che.

I opened my eyes and looked at him in a daze, "Si Che, why do you ask that?"

At the same time, the voice in my heart was shouting: I just forgot him, I really don't remember him.

"Qu Li, all your reactions just now are telling me an answer, you haven't really forgotten him, you just deliberately hid him, and ......" Si Che changed his breath, "and you still love him." ”

It turns out that I was careful just now, Si Che knows everything, so he has been cooperating with me in acting?

Thinking about this, I feel more and more ridiculous, even pathetic.

"Shut up!" I shyly scolded, "I won't love someone who doesn't love me!"

Si Che looked at me, his eyes as clear as the moonlight, as if he could see into the bottom of my heart, and saw through all the fragility in my heart sharply, I couldn't stand such a naked gaze, and was about to avoid it, so I heard him whisper: "Qu Li, marry me!"

I was stunned, I didn't expect him to say this to me, knowing my past, knowing that I loved another person deeply.

After a brief moment of frustration, I asked him sharply, "Are you pitying me?"

"No, I like you...... Qu Li, how long you like Bo Liang, how long have I liked you," Si Che's sudden confession left me at a loss.

I was stunned, but there was not the slightest ripple in my heart, and it made me clear that I had no feelings for him.

"Si Che," I called out to him and left him in his arms, "I refused. ”

He was not surprised, but his cold eyes quickly flashed a touch of loneliness, and then he asked me with a smile: "What is the reason? Do you still plan to pester that person again?"

The person in his mouth is Bo Liang!

I sneered, "I'm not that cheap!"

"Then why don't you accept me? I can't make you love, but I won't make you hurt," Si Che seemed to promise me.

I shook my head, "It's not fair to you! I won't be that cruel...... Si Che, although I have forgotten you and how we got along in the past, I can feel that you are a person I trust very much, so we will still be friends in the future, and forget about marriage. ”

Si Che showed a mocking smile, and then sighed, "I originally thought that after his wedding, I would have a chance, but now it seems to be cool!"

His loneliness made me feel very uncomfortable, "Si Che, I'm sorry, love is not coming, this is my attitude towards love." ”

"Then you mean that this life must be cold, even if he doesn't love you?" Si Che asked sharply.

Do I have to be him?

I don't know, but at least I don't feel that way now.

"Si Che, you don't understand what I mean, I mean if it wasn't the person I wanted, I'd rather have no love for my life than find someone for the rest of my life!"

What's more, a person with a disease like mine has a very luxurious word for his life.

In addition to forgetting a lot of people and things, my body will also decline, and my life will not last long.

Although I am now under control, it does not mean that I have recovered, I am clear about myself.

Therefore, a person like me is too extravagant to talk about love!

"Coincidentally, you think the same way as me," suddenly, Si Che slapped me on the shoulder, "We are really a natural pair." ”

Hearing his words, I had a headache, "Si Che ......"

"Little cricket, in the future, we will still be the same as before, you love you, I love mine, I am willing to be the person behind you, that is, the spare tire, if one day you are tired and don't want to chase love anymore, you can see me when you turn around," Si Che's eyes kept trembling when he said this.

I could feel his excitement, but it also showed me the firmness of his infatuation with me.

"Si Che ......"

"Little cricket, don't refuse, it's cruel to be repeatedly rejected by the person you love, you should understand," Si Che showed humble pain.

And his 'I should know' made me no longer able to say cruel words, so I could only raise my leg and kick him, "Why are you so stupid!"

"You are the same, we are two big fools, stupid for love," he said, putting his arm around my shoulders and asking me, "Do you want to go back to Haicheng with me?"

"Well, why did I go back with you?" I asked.

"You promised me, you promised me, go to Haicheng to see the sycamore flowers in the spring of next year, Haicheng will be spring soon, the sycamore flowers are about to bloom, and the fragrance of the flowers in the city will make people intoxicated when they smell it......"

Si Che closed his eyes and painted a very beautiful picture for me, and I looked at him and could feel the fragility of his pretending to be relaxed.

My refusal hurt him, but I don't regret it.

Although he is still very stubborn now, he will wake up one day and let go of his obsession.

Forget about that person, just like me.

But what if you forget?

The heart still hurts!

Suddenly, I wonder how much I love that person, otherwise how can I forget that there will be pain in the future?

Perhaps, I haven't really forgotten about him!

Perhaps, as Si Che said, I just hid that person deep in my heart.

But is that really the case?

I sighed softly, then patted Si Che on the shoulder, "Let's go back to the house." ”

As I spoke, I turned around, and then I saw Bo Liang standing not far away, he was smoking, in the smoke, his eyes looked at me, in the dark night, the eyes as clear as snow, filled with the dark light of beastliness, made the tip of my heart tremble violently-