Zhu Yi and Fan Xianrong first met in the school library.

At that time, Zhu Ergongzi could be described as a young man and scolded Fang Xuan.

At that time, Ms. Fan was looking back and smiling, and the six palaces were colorless.

He met her in the quiet library, fell in love at first sight, and fell.

Zhu Yi, he had a bad heart when he was a child, and although he has been cooperating with the treatment since he grew up, he has been much better, but he can't have too many ups and downs emotionally.

Therefore, in his study career before college, Zhu Ergongzi was dedicated to learning and did not listen to things outside the window.

Love?

Inexistent.

He had never tasted love, and when he fell in love with Ms. Fan at first sight, he thought he was having a heart attack, so he was so frightened that he quickly contacted the attending doctor.

The doctor has treated him for many years, and his friendship is very good, so he made a fuss, and finally told him - no problem, great.

Later, he met Fan Xianrong again, and his heart was still pounding, so violent that it seemed to rush out of his chest.

This time, he no longer felt that there was something wrong with his heart, and he thought that maybe it was a side cause.

So he consulted his brother, who got married early.

When my brother heard his description, he immediately laughed, and said that he was a nerd who had finally opened his mind.

He doesn't understand.

The elder brother said directly and clearly: "Fool, you fell in love with other girls at first sight, and fell in love at second sight!"

He knew what "love at first sight" and "love at second sight" were, and he suddenly realized when he heard his brother's words.

So, did he like that girl?

It turned out that the heart was pounding uncontrollably because he liked someone.

After understanding his intentions, Zhu Yi began to plan to chase his girlfriend.

He had no experience, so he went to consult his brother again.

Ahem, his brother Zhu Fang is completely different from him, he is a playboy.

The elder brother said that he had to find out what the girls were called.

He wanted to do the same.

made all kinds of inquiries, but didn't dare to make a noise, rubbed the ground secretly, and pretended to ask casually.

Fortunately, his sweetheart is unparalleled in appearance and is particularly famous in school, although he asked really vaguely, but he finally asked.

The sweetheart's name is Fan Xianrong.

The elder brother suggested that he send flowers, saying that this was the first step in pursuing a girl and that it was essential.

He went to buy a large handful of daisies and secretly rubbed them at his sweetheart's dormitory aunt.

Because he was too shy, he didn't even leave a word after putting it down, turned his head and ran out.

That's good, he didn't even say who he wanted to give it to, and the dormitory aunt didn't know who it was for.

So the next day, he pretended to pass by unintentionally, and found a large handful of small daisies in a glass bottle in the dormitory aunt's bar.

Zhu Yi: ...... (T_T)

Maybe it was because he was hiding to the side and staring at the daisies, and Fan Xianrong saw him at a glance when he passed by.

Hey!

Although the flowers were not sent, he talked to his sweetheart, which was a surprise!

The elder brother said that girls like beautiful gifts, especially luxury goods.

He thought about it, went to buy a piece of wood at a high price, spent a month to make a doll pendant, and gave it to his sweetheart with shame.

The doll pendant is simple in style, with two eyeballs embellished with tiny black gemstones.

It's round and sloppy, with a silly air.

"Wow, that's so cute, where did you buy this?"

Fan Xianrong was very happy to receive the gift, and kept asking him where he bought it.

He was embarrassed, and when he was asked, he was in a hurry and said, "Well, this is me, I did it myself." ”

Fan Xianrong suddenly lost her voice and stared at his eyes dumbly.

He waited for a long time and didn't see her speak, and with his eyes down, he stammered and asked, "You—do you like it?"

“…… Well. ”

Fan Xianrong smiled, and the light was shining.

"Thank you, I love it. ”

"This is the most heartfelt gift I have ever received. ”

He scratched his head, his face slightly red: "You like ...... That's it. ”

All this, there are many small but sweet pasts between them, and when they recall them after many years, it makes people's hearts sweet.

Sweet and bitter.

Because that man, the clumsy and sincere young man who pleases his sweetheart, will never again hold a bouquet of daisies and confess shyly.

Fan Xianrong woke up from the dream, and the tears in the corners of his eyes had not yet disappeared.

She sat up, pulled out a tissue paper from the bedside table, and wiped away her tears.

When she was young, she always thought that she would grow old with Zhu Yi and be happy for the rest of her life.

But the world is unpredictable, Zhu Yi died suddenly, she became pregnant, and married Zhu Yi's brother Zhu Fang.

Marriage is like stagnant water, and the family is forever cold.

The happiness she once imagined had long since been turned into foam on the sea with the Little Mermaid.

As soon as the wind blows, nothing is left.

Fan Xianrong thought of her daughter again, Zhu Jiajia.

When she first had Zhu Jiajia for a while, she was not in good spirits, and she thought that Zhu Jiajia was Zhu Fang's child, so she was disgusted.

Although she couldn't bear to strangle her little life and gave birth to Zhu Jiajia in the end, she was unwilling to be close to Zhu Jiajia in her heart.

She loved the child and hated the child.

Zhu Fang took advantage of her unpreparedness to ** her and asked her to conceive such a ......

She really didn't want to see Zhu Jiajia.

So in the first few years, when Zhu Jiajia was still young, she avoided Zhu Jiajia, and if she couldn't avoid it, she would blast people away with cold words.

But later, she accidentally found out that Zhu Jiajia was not Zhu Fang's child, but Zhu Yi's.

At that moment, she didn't know what to do, what to think.

She always thought that Zhu Jiajia was evidence of the crime and the indelible existence that she betrayed Zhu Yi, but later found out that she was not.

Zhu Jiajia...... It is the only flesh and blood between her and her lover.

She knew how hurtful her attitude towards Zhu Jiajia was, so she didn't dare to get close.

Frightened by love, she didn't dare to approach this child for fear of being resented by Zhu Jiajia.

You can only use work, endless work to numb yourself.

She thought at that time, first slowly, wait for her to think of a specific plan, and then slowly eliminate the barrier.

What happened afterwards seemed like a dream to her.

Zhu Jiajia was inexplicably burdened with a life debt and died unexpectedly.

She didn't react, her Jiajia was lying in the coffin coldly like Zhu Yi.

How so?

Zhu Yi, tell me, how can this be?

I'm just one step late, why did my Jiajia leave me forever?

Zhu Yi, have I been dreaming?

Actually, I've been dreaming, haven't I?

Ever since you left me more than twenty years ago, I've been in a dream.

What happened to me was nothing but a nightmare, and in reality I should lie in your arms, calling your name uneasily.

Isn't it?

You wretch, why don't you sleep so dead and wake me up?

Wake me up and tell me, "Ah Rong, it's okay, you just had a nightmare." ”

You hurry up.

Come wake me up and give me a warm hug that will reassure me.

Otherwise, I'll ignore you!