Chapter 142, Is It Really You?
The glimmer of light in Ji Yao's deep eyes condensed little by little, and finally condensed into a dark light, and he kept paying keen attention to the rearview mirror.
It's just that the suspicious tracking vehicle turned a corner at the next intersection.
No matter how alert he was, he didn't see the car again.
It's as if he was suspicious of his previous vigilance.
The ocarina in the passenger seat was still chatting with him happily about some scenery and things during the journey.
Outside the car window, the golden sunlight refracted into the car, falling a little halo, and her fair little face was a little blurry beauty. Her delicate contours and features were drowning in mottles, and her long butterfly-shaped eyelashes adorned her beautiful eyes, and the bright eyes below were like two crystal grapes.
Speaking of emotion, she stared at the question thoughtfully, the long fluttering eyelashes, and the delicate and delicate thin lip flaps were really beautiful.
Her beauty is silent, beautiful, beautiful, heart-pounding, and beautiful.
After she became pregnant, she had a touch of tenderness, which always made him involuntarily want to take care of her carefully.
While accompanying her and matching her beautiful mood, he paid attention to the rearview mirror.
Along the way, she always can't help but pull out a big hand to hold her small hand.
And every time her little hand was held in the palm of his hand, and then stretched it away domineeringly and gently, and then clasped ten fingers with her, she would always tacitly smile sweetly at him.
The corners of her eyes and eyebrows were rippling with satisfaction and happiness......
Because you are in a good mood, it is also pleasant to see all the beautiful scenery around you.
When she was about to arrive at her aunt's mountain villa, she suddenly came over playfully and whispered a love word to him, "Time is quiet, talk to you." The water flows for a long time, and it is the same as you. The prosperity is gone, and the old man is there!"
Ji Yao heard this and raised his lips at her. He doesn't say much, and he doesn't talk too much.
However, at this moment, she saw a tacit resonance in his eyes.
That's enough......
Ocarina was pregnant, so Ji Yao's car drove slower than ever, and it was already one o'clock in the afternoon when he arrived at his aunt's mountain villa.
After Ji Jie knew that the ocarina was coming, she was looking forward to it in the courtyard all morning.
The moment she saw Ocarina get out of the car, her eyes couldn't help but turn red. The steps forward were even a little staggering, "Little flute......
Ocarina still saw her aunt as before, and opened her arms very enthusiastically to hug her aunt, "Auntie, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss it very much!"
Ji Jie had a phone call with Ji Yao before this, and learned from the phone that Ocarina had already known about the events of the year. Ji Yao said that Ocarina chose to forgive her, and she felt very uncomfortable. Regardless of whether she had a heart or not, the mistakes she made were real. Over the years, she has been feeling guilty and redeeming every day.
Every time she faced the ocarina, the guilt would get worse, especially when Xiaodi said that Zhang Linghui was not close to her.
She actually wanted to be forgiven by Ocarina, but when the day really came, she felt unreal like she was dreaming.
She looked at the ocarina, at the usual lively and lovely smile on her little face, and was a little overwhelmed.
The ocarina let go of the hug halfway, and then held her aunt's cheek with her little hand and pouted slightly, "Auntie, look at you, it's only been a long time, and you've lost a lot of weight." The last time I left, didn't I tell you to take good care of yourself? I still expect you to take care of yourself, and then take care of me for confinement and help me take care of our baby. ”
Ji Jie was a little moved and wanted to cry, but she kept desperately enduring it, stretched out her hand to cover the back of the ocarina, and choked up, "How can my aunt be thin......? When you give birth to a baby, your aunt will definitely take good care of you and your baby. ”
Ocarina smiled, her smile shining brightly in the sun, "That's right." You all know the situation of our two families, although there are servants at home, but no matter what, they are not as intimate as their own family. Therefore, we have to trouble my aunt to take care of us in the future. ”
Ji Jie nodded, "Well, I will." ”
Ocarina deliberately showed weakness, wanting to ease the guilt in her aunt's heart.
In fact, it works.
The guilt in Ji Jie's heart was stopped, and she began to look at the ocarina, "Xiaodi, have you been suffering from morning sickness during this time? I see that you have really lost a lot of weight, you have worked hard." ”
Ocarina glanced at Ji Yao with a smile, then looked at her, and said categorically, "I don't feel hard at all, I am full of good expectations every day." I think the process of getting pregnant is so amazing and so blissful. ”
Ji Jie nodded again, "Well, Xiaodi's character is good." Are you hungry? I'm waiting for you to eat together. ”
Ocarina was a little surprised, "Didn't you call and tell us not to wait for us, aren't you hungry until one o'clock? ”
Ji Jie took her little hand, with a caring face, "I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry." It's too late to see you happy, why do you feel hungry?"
Ocarina smiled warmly at her aunt, "Okay, auntie, you're too good at talking." ”
Ji Jie personally cooked a table of delicious dishes today, and during the meal, she kept putting vegetables on the ocarina, and asked carefully, "Is it delicious?
Ocarina tasted it and nodded happily, "Well, it's good." It's not greasy at all, and I eat it pretty good. ”
Ji Jie smiled again, "If it's delicious, eat more, you must eat more if you are eating alone now, and you are pregnant and raising two people." ”
Ocarina was so pampered by her aunt that she raised her eyebrows a little proudly at the man who was eating elegantly on the side.
After Ji Yao felt the pride of the little woman, he raised his lips dotingly.
After eating, Ji Yao went upstairs to work in the study.
Give time and space to Ji Jie and Ocarina, and let them open their hearts and chat.
Ocarina drank the lemonade brewed by her aunt herself, and her face was warm.
Ji Jie looked at her and kept looking at her quietly for a long time before she took the initiative to speak, "Xiaodi, you actually look very similar to your mother." I look at you like I've gone back in time. When I was a classmate with her, we used to sit on the campus benches in the quiet afternoons and chat, telling each other our little secrets. At that time, we made an appointment to be good friends for a lifetime and be good girlfriends for a lifetime. ”
Ocarina put down the cup, took her aunt's hand, and asked softly, "Auntie, can you tell me about my biological mother? ”
Ji Jie's eyes dimmed slightly, and guilt welled up in his heart, "Alas, ......"
Ocarina took her hand and said sincerely, "Auntie, don't think about it. I just want to understand, and I choose to forgive for the past. Forgiveness is a virtue, tolerance is a wisdom, and I also understand that a kind person like my aunt deserves my forgiveness. We are a family and should be more tolerant. ”
Ji Jie faced such a sensible ocarina, and her heart became even more complicated.
Ocarina whispered again, "Auntie, I don't take this matter to heart anymore, and I hope you can gradually forget it." Over the years, you have been very good to Ji Yao, and you love him as if he were your own son. I should be grateful to you for giving me such an excellent husband under your infection and edification. You are also a kind of favor, and when you feel guilty, you think about the favor you have given us. It's like doing addition and subtraction, when favors and mistakes are canceled out, you don't have such a heavy psychological burden. ”
She said very seriously, her little face was full of sincerity, and her warm eyes flashed brightly, and she was eager to comfort her aunt.
How could Ji Jie not be moved? She gave Ocarina a hug and murmured, "Little Flute...... Thank you...... Thank you so much. ”
Ocarina also hugged her back, "Auntie, don't mention unhappy things." I've always felt that I have no heart or lungs to live without being tired. Life is short, and we must make ourselves as happy as possible. ”
Ji Jie nodded, wiping away her tears of emotion, "Hmm...... I will. I'll tell you about your mother, your mother's name is Zhang Wanwan. She's smart, gentle and quiet, just as kind as you............"
After listening to her aunt's description of her mother, Ocarina smiled with relief. Although she has no impression of her mother at all, she just has a feeling that her biological mother must be a kind woman. Her tolerance towards her aunt would have been understood by her biological mother.
Now listening to her aunt's description, she is even more determined in her choice. My mother also chose to be tolerant and forgive back then, and her choice now is to make her mother more at ease.
Such a choice is a kind of tolerance for all. Forgiveness is a virtue and a tolerance for oneself.
The next day, at her request.
Ji Jie, Ji Yao, and Ocarina, the three of them drove to Zhang Wanwan's cemetery in the countryside to see her.
Zhang Wanwan's cemetery is very simple, only a simple tombstone with Zhang Wanwan's tomb engraved on it.
There are no photographs on the tombstones, nor are there any descriptions of his lifetime.
Ji Jie explained that this was strongly requested by Zhang Wanwan before her death. She said that she was originally a speck of dust, and she didn't need to leave too many traces after death, so she turned into a wisp of breeze to accompany her daughter.
Ocarina looked at the name on the tombstone, wept sadly, and bent down to place a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in front of the current tombstone.
Ji Yao helped her up, then hugged her into his arms, comforting her silently.
Ji Jie also cried, tears of guilt.
As the three of them left, Ocarina wiped away her tears and smiled, "Mother, thank you for bringing me into this world. In the future, I will come to see you every Qingming. In addition, I also felt your kindness and tolerance, and you can rest assured that I will not blame my aunt. In this way, we are all happy. Hopefully, you can feel at ease in another world. ”
Ji Jie and Ji Yao glanced at each other, and their eyes flashed with varying degrees of emotion.
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Dongcheng, Neurological Hospital.
Zhang Linghui pretended to be a neurotic and lived here, but in fact, it was also a kind of protection for herself. She thought that the truth she told could hurt Ocarina. However, the ocarina did not tell her the truth at all.
This made her very annoyed and angry, and the desire for revenge in her heart kept swelling.
She never knew that her daughter Shi Xinyu had become a vegetative person, and she also had an extreme resentment towards her daughter in her heart. used to spoil her daughter to the point of indistinguishing between right and wrong, but since Shi Huai'an committed suicide, she gradually began to blame Shi Xinyu.
She felt that if it weren't for Shi Xinyu's brainlessness and the step-by-step facilitation of things, Shi Huai'an would not have been forced to commit suicide.
Therefore, when Shi Xinyu came to see her, she didn't pay attention to her at all, she still pretended to be crazy and stupid.
However, now during this time, she really wants Shi Xinyu to come and see her again. After all, Shi Xinyu is her only relative in this world. She wants to take revenge on the ocarina, and she also wants to discuss with Shi Xinyu what to do?
Shi Xinyu never came......
Gradually, she couldn't stay in this ward.
Tao Dekuan paid the "treatment" fee to the hospital's account on time every month, and the "treatment" process here was very painful. Although many things, the medicine that the nurse fed her, she secretly vomited. But sometimes she needs infusion, and she can't fake this kind of infusion. Those potions more or less entered her body and circulated in her bloodstream.
She obviously felt that her nerves were stimulated by the potion, sometimes she would have trance hallucinations, and sometimes she would see Shi Huai'an come to see her.
She felt that she had to be discharged from the hospital and could not stay here any longer.
But if she wants to be discharged from the hospital, she must be signed by her immediate family.
She didn't want to call Ocarina or Tao Dekuan, so she could only wait for Shi Xinyu to come and see her.
It's just that she hasn't waited for Shi Xinyu. But when someone from the Weng family in Shencheng came, the person who came was Weng Lili's eldest brother, that is, Shi Huai'an's eldest brother.
Seeing the Weng family, Zhang Linghui could only instinctively pretend to be stupid.
Weng Lili's eldest brother saw her unkempt appearance, hooked her lips coldly, and then found the relevant doctor in charge of the hospital to inquire about Zhang Linghui's condition.
The doctor and nurse didn't know that she was feigning madness, so they replied that her condition had not improved.
Weng Lili's eldest brother sneered, "If you do too much injustice, you will kill yourself!" She killed my sister who has been crazy for so many years, and God has finally punished her. It's okay, let her spend her life here. ”
Zhang Linghui has been pretending to be crazy and stupid in front of the Weng family. She saw hatred in the eyes of the Weng family, and she also saw the raging fire. She didn't dare to expose the truth that she was not crazy, so she desperately pretended to be crazy, and even tore her long hair, pulling a big ball. No matter how much it hurts, I can only endure it.
Weng Lili's eldest brother also personally explained to the dean that on the day Zhang Linghui recovered and was discharged from the hospital, he must greet the Weng family in Shencheng. Some mistakes need to be repaid!
Zhang Linghui obviously felt the murderous aura in the eyes of the Weng family, and she didn't dare to come out of her frightened atmosphere.
After the Weng family left, she gasped heavily.
Now, her only hope is pinned on Shi Xinyu.
However, after waiting for a month, he still didn't wait for Shi Xinyu, but waited for Ji Shaoting.
Ji Shaoting came to see Zhang Linghui not to sympathize with her, but to vent the anger and unwillingness in his heart. In the face of Shi Xinyu, who became a vegetative person, he was helpless!
He didn't know that Zhang Linghui was pretending to be crazy, so he said coldly to the unkempt Zhang Linghui, "Aunt Hui, I used to be just a little bit close to calling you mother-in-law." However, it was you and your precious daughter Shi Xinyu who designed to ruin all this. Now, if you look at your current appearance, don't you deserve it? and Shi Xinyu, she is now in a vegetative state, and she may not wake up for the rest of her life. You deserve it!!"
"Originally, I was so in love with Xiaodi. Our relationship is so good because of your selfishness, your meanness...... It ruined us. I hate you just when I think of that...... Hate you for ruining our happiness......"
A string in Zhang Linghui's heart suddenly broke, and she couldn't hear what Ji Shaoting was saying later, and there was a rumbling in her head. Shi Xinyu has become a vegetative person? He may not be able to wake up in this life?
Ji Shaoting's tone has been very cold, "Hehe...... You have ruined my happiness, and you will not be happy yourself. ”
After he left, Zhang Linghui collapsed to the ground alone in embarrassment.
Huai'an is dead, and Xinyu is vegetative?
So what hope does she have for her to live?
She couldn't retaliate if she wanted to, and she couldn't get out of the hospital if she wanted to. As long as she goes out, the Weng family will definitely not let her go, how will she live for the rest of her life?
It was as if there was a large dark cloud in front of her eyes, and she couldn't breathe at all.
That night, she had insomnia all night, suffering painfully every day, and her spirit became more and more trance-like.
The word death gradually came to her mind, and it became clearer and clearer.
On the third day, she chose to commit suicide in the dead of night.
It wasn't until the next morning, when the nurse went to bring her breakfast, that she found that she had already bled to death, and her body was already stiff. There was blood on the floor, and it had dried up.
When she died, her eyes were still wide open......
The nurse threw away all the plates in his hand in fright and ran out.
When the news of Zhang Linghui's death reached Tao Dekuan's side, he was stunned for a moment, then covered his face with his hands, and leaned back on the chair.
After hearing the news of Zhang Linghui's death, Ocarina was also stunned. Although she complained about her mother, she never wanted her to die.
What a terrible word for death......
Life is fleeting......
Mom is dead, lost in this world forever.
Zhang Linghui's funeral was organized by her father Tao Dekuan, and on the day she went to the funeral, Ocarina still couldn't help crying.
Standing in front of the tombstone, she didn't think of how indifferent and unfair Zhang Linghui was to her before. Instead, I thought of the warmth she had given her, and she had raised her since she was a child. Taught her toddler, taught her to babble, bought her beautiful dresses......
The warmth that was once given came to mind one by one.
As for the unfairness after that, she didn't want to remember it.
Just remember your mother's goodness and miss her goodness. Again, everyone makes mistakes. To remember the mistakes of the past is to torture yourself. The deceased is gone, so what's the point of remembering them?
Ji Yao accompanied her to the funeral, and when she cried, he wiped her tears for her. When she was silent, he comforted him silently......
Zhang Linghui's funeral, Ji Shaoting's family also came.
He and Shi Xinyu are still nominal husband and wife, and Zhang Linghui is Shi Xinyu's mother. Previously, the two families also had dealings. For this funeral, it seems a little unreasonable for the Ji family not to come.
Yuan Zhenzhen had a gloomy face and didn't say a word the whole time. She couldn't save face, so she came to attend Zhang Linghui's funeral. She actually resented Zhang Linghui, resented her for giving birth to a daughter like Shi Xinyu, and ruined Shaoting's life. Now lying half-dead again, isn't this delaying Shaoting for a lifetime!
Ji Haisheng's face was also very bad, and he only nodded reluctantly when he saw the partners who came to attend the funeral together.
When Ji Shaoting came, his gray eyes swept around secretly, and then fixed on the slender figure of the ocarina. The ocarina was hugged by Ji Yao's shoulders and comforted silently.
Soon, a cold unwillingness flashed in his eyes......
Tao Dekuan accepted the comfort of relatives and friends, his eyes were red, but he tried to be strong and support everything.
When the funeral was over, he looked like he was about to collapse.
Ocarina stepped forward and hugged him, only muttering and repeating, "Daddy, you still have me!
Tao Dekuan also hugged his daughter and muttered, "Well, Dad still has you! Dad still has you!!"
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In a blink of an eye, it was the wedding anniversary of Ji Yao and Ocarina, and at this time, Ocarina was already sixteen weeks and two days pregnant.
Looking back on this year, a lot of things really happened.
There are also many, many different feelings and gains......
Ocarina's mentality has been adjusted very well, and before the wedding anniversary, she had already taken the initiative to hint at Ji Yao. If you want to spend your first wedding anniversary with him, it doesn't need to be unusual, as long as the two of you can be together with peace of mind.
She is a hearty and direct little woman, and she also knows her man. knows that Ji Yao doesn't know how to be romantic, doesn't know how to create surprises, and even has a very low emotional intelligence. So, she directly hinted that it was his wedding anniversary and wanted to have a candlelight dinner with him. On the wedding anniversary of the province, this man with no emotional intelligence forgot about it, or was indifferent. Saying it frankly like this can be regarded as a little wisdom of hers.
After Ji Yao received the hint, he was naturally willing to spend his wedding anniversary with her.
On his wedding anniversary, he put down his job and went home early to pick up the ocarina for his wedding anniversary.
Now the ocarina, the lower abdomen has been a little bulging, and it looks a little pregnant.
In the car, Ocarina smiled happily, "Husband, where are we going to have a candlelight dinner?"
Ji Yao was as domineering as ever, "You'll know when you arrive." ”
Ocarina was already accustomed to his domineering mode, nodded obediently, and teased, "Okay, the little wife is looking forward to it." ”
However, in the end, the car did not stop in front of the restaurant, but in front of a residential building.
Ocarina was a little dazed, "Husband, why do you stop here? Are we going to eat here?"
Ji Yao didn't finish speaking, he just got out of the car first, and then went around the front of the car to the passenger seat to drive, took her hand, and helped her get out of the car.
After Ocarina, he blinked his bright eyes and laughed quietly, "What's the situation? Husband? You have a surprise? Your emotional intelligence has improved?"
Ji Yao still didn't speak, just imprisoned the back of her head, then kissed her forehead affectionately, and pulled her towards the residential building.
The ocarina was like this, let him pull it, his eyes were full of anticipation.
Ji Yao brought her to a courtyard with a courtyard on the first floor, he pushed open the door and pulled her in.
Ocarina looked around and saw that the courtyard was full of flowers and plants. And many of these flowers and plants are planted in a different way, so why do you say they are different? Because many flowers and plants are planted in larger cola bottles, or in large salad oil bottles. These discarded plastic bottles are used for the second time, with a hole cut on them, filled with mud, planted with flowers and plants, and carefully tended to them.
Because it's winter, all the flowers and plants are planted that are suitable for winter growth. The courtyard is also very clean, almost invisible weeds and fallen leaves, it can be seen that the owner here loves to be clean.
Ocarina was more and more pleased to see it, and her instinct told her. The owner of this courtyard not only loves cleanliness, but also knows how to live and thinks very much, and there must be a very careful hostess.
What surprised her the most was that as she walked forward, there were still rows of cabbage growing in those plastic bottles. It was the first time she had seen someone grow vegetables like this, and she stretched out her little hand and couldn't help touching the cabbage leaves, she smiled happily at the man, "Husband, whose house is this?
Before Ji Yao could answer, the door of the courtyard was opened.
The people inside were a little excited when they heard the familiar voice of the ocarina.
Ocarina heard the movement and raised his eyes to look over. At this look, she was stunned, and then said a little excitedly, "It's you? Why are you? It's really you?"