Chapter 55, I also have pain in my body

Inside the hospital room.

Zhang Linghui lowered her voice, but her words were full of warm tones like spring, "Well, I'm fine, you have to be happy to be your bride." Aunt Hui, I wish you happiness. I hope you and Shaoting will love each other for a lifetime. ”

"Don't worry about me, you're just too kind. He lost his temper because he was worried about my body, and he will be fine after a while. This time, you can sit back and relax and wait to be the most beautiful bride of Shaoting, Shaoting has promised something, and he will not regret it. Besides, even if he regrets it, won't there still be Yuan Zhenzhen. Yuan Zhenzhen's life was saved by me, and she promised us. Don't worry, I will always support you. Well...... Do not say...... He went downstairs to the alley behind the hospital to buy me roasted corn, and he was coming back soon. Goodbye, okay, I got ......"

Zhang Linghui hung up the phone, raised her eyes, and saw the ocarina standing at the door, and immediately her heart sank in fright, and she asked with a cold face, "Aren't you going home?"

Ocarina went to the couch to get her bag, "Forgot about that." ”

Zhang Linghui frowned, her voice was a little cold, "How long have you been standing here?"

Ocarina squeezed out a smile on his face, "It's just been here for a second." Mom, you rest early, I'll go back. ”

She didn't do much, didn't stay long, and left.

After leaving, the mood was even heavier.

She is not a fool, the phone call her mother just received must have been from Shi Xinyu. Their relationship has always been very good, but she vaguely heard some hidden information from the conversation between her mother and Shi Xinyuβ€”β€”β€”β€”

Shi Xinyu is going to marry Ji Shaoting......

Moreover, Shi Xinyu can marry Ji Shaoting with peace of mind......

also said that Ji Shaoting would not regret it, because Yuan Zhenzhen suppressed it......

And Yuan Zhenzhen's suppression was because her mother donated her liver to save her......

These hidden messages made her feel numb.

When she was taking care of her mother in the ward just now, she was faintly surprised when her mother had changed her temperament. In the past, my mother would never be nosy, let alone do this kind of thing of donating her liver to save others. She thought that her mother had really become kind, but now she realized that it was still for Shi Xinyu.

And the reason why my mother hid it from her father and her was probably because she was afraid that they would oppose it, so she couldn't let Shi Xinyu marry Ji Shaoting, right?

She is sad not that Ji Shaoting has to marry Shi Xinyu, not that they are going to get married, but why is her mother so partial?

Was it her fault for having a difficult birth when she gave birth?

Last time, since Dad told the hidden truth, she thought Mom would be touched and her attitude towards her would change? Mom is still the cold mother, or the eccentric mother. Even, she felt that her mother's eccentricity was even more outrageous than before. She actually used her liver to suppress Ji Shaoting to marry Shi Xinyu......

Did my mother blame her for the regret of bleeding and losing her uterus?

Alas......

There was a light rain in the sky, and as she was feeling, it was foggy.

When she got out of the hospital, she happened to see her father, who had already bought roasted corn.

His father's suit was also drenched in the rain, but he put the roasted corn he bought in his arms as if he were holding a treasure. When he saw her, he was slightly stunned, and then smiled lovingly, "Xiaodi, why are you back again?"

Ocarina also smiled shallowly, "I forgot to take the bag in a hurry, what delicious food did you buy for your mother?"

Tao Dekuan took the roasted corn out of his arms, "Roasted corn, you and your mother love to eat." ”

Ocarina was astringent in his heart, but on the surface he was still warm and coquettish, "Dad, you are eccentric." It is said that the daughter is the father's little padded jacket, you don't love your little padded jacket, only love your mother. ”

Todd touched the top of her hair dotingly, and took out a hot roasted corn from the bag, "Well, you can't talk nonsense." Dad is not partial, even if you are not there, Dad still remembers that his baby daughter loves to eat roasted corn. Dad bought two and gave you one to hold on the way to eat. ”

Ocarina was very moved, and when he took it, his palms became warm, "Thank you, Dad." ”

Tao Dekuan looked at the sky and asked with some concern, "How did you go back?"

Ocarina confessed, "The car was opened for Dr. Ji, and he often had to be on duty, leaving early and returning late without a car, which was inconvenient." I just take the subway or bus from 9 to 5. ”

Todd felt sorry for her, "This rain may be heavy, why don't you drive your father's car back first?"

Ocarina shook her head, "No, I have an umbrella in my bag." Go back to the ward, mom is in a hurry. ”

"Well, be careful on your way. Tao Dekuan said a few words and left.

Ocarina sighed slightly, walked to the bus stop opposite the hospital, and got on the bus directly without looking at which bus it was.

She just wants to walk around now, just walk around as she pleases.

Heart...... It's really messy.

She chose to hide this matter in front of her father, she didn't want her father to be sad, it was enough for her to be sad and disappointed alone.

After finding a seat and sitting down, she broke the bud of the roasted corn, looked at the bright and pale yellow corn kernels, and ate in small bites of satisfaction. This is fruit-flavored sweet corn, and her heart is a little warmer.

Before I knew it, I was sitting at the bus stop, which is a mountain resort with a quiet environment. The air is fresh and you can occasionally hear the sound of the water flowing in the mountains.

She turned on her phone and looked at the empty screen, her heart was as cold as the night, and she went directly into the resort to open a room for herself.

Spend the weekend here.

There are farmhouse dishes in the mountain resort, and she eats a little casually and then goes back to her room to rest.

When she got back to her room, she turned off her phone.

I can't sleep when I lie on the bed and toss and turn, in fact, my mind is very tired, and I just can't sleep.

She had to change out of her bathrobe, put on her own clothes, and planned to sit in the gazebo on the hillside behind the resort.

Before she went, she asked the security guards in the resort to make sure that there was surveillance all around here, so she went to the gazebo with confidence.

In the gazebo, the night breeze was cooler, but she didn't notice it. Just put your legs on your seat, wrap your knees around your knees, and look at the silent scenery below.

The light rain was still falling, dripping, and it looked a little sad.

She thought about a lot of things, but it was like she didn't think about anything. The mind is muddy, and I can't let it go.

After marrying Ji Yao, she also had a relationship with him and lived an ordinary life as an ordinary couple. She wanted to be self-satisfied, but through this she felt that the distance between her and her uncle was very long......

The rain was a bit heavier, and she finally felt a little cold, and when she got up to go back to her room. There was a mouse out of nowhere, and the animal she feared the most in her life was a mouse. She immediately weakened her legs and her whole body was unstable, so she fell off the bench.

"Ahh

A scream pierced the silent night sky in the mountains, and the ocarina fell into the grass and rolled down the hillside.

At that moment, she was completely unconscious, only feeling a wave of dizziness in front of her, and there were many pains on her body.

I don't know how many times I rolled, but finally stopped, and the whole world was quiet for a short time. After the silence, an unbearable pain in the shoulder hit. She only hit a stake before she was able to stop.

Her tears of pain were streaming down, and it was still raining in the sky. Tears mixed with rain, it is no longer possible to tell the difference.

I wanted to stand up, but I found that my body was too weak to exert my strength, and it took several seconds to sit up.

Just when I wanted to shout for help, a familiar figure appeared in front of me.

She didn't have time to be shocked, and she had an extra blazer on her body. The coat was mixed with the faint smell of tobacco on his body......

Ocarina was surprised, "Ji Shaoting, why are you here?"

Ji Shaoting didn't speak, his eyes were full of pity, "I'll take you to the pavilion over there first, it's raining heavily." ”

Then he picked up the ocarina without saying a word, carried her back to the gazebo, and laid her on the bench.

Squatted down and gently examined the abrasions on her body, "How is it? Does it hurt? Do you want me to take you to the hospital?"

Ocarina looked at his familiar face, and was a little unfamiliar in a trance. Obviously, he is doing the same thing to her now, but what she has in her heart is not full of happiness and emotion, but uneasiness. All kinds of uneasiness and exhaustion, in the end, she just firmly ripped off his coat on her shoulder, and her tone was cold and cold, "Ji Shaoting, are you following me?

Ji Shaoting curled the corners of his lips self-deprecatingly, and a faint sadness crossed his eyes. Yes, he's naΓ―ve, uncontrollable naivety. When he left the hospital gate tonight, he drove after her. He followed her all the way here, and while she was resting in her room, he was in the car watching the light in her room. When she came out to sit in the gazebo, he was still in the car staring at her quietly.

Until she had an accident, he rushed out uncontrollably.

He didn't say anything, because everything he said was feeble. just stubbornly put the coat she ripped off on her again, but she still refused.

Ocarina pushed away his big hand very firmly, "Ji Shaoting, I don't like the smell of tobacco." Especially on you. ”

Ji Shaoting's big hand stiffened, and finally silently put his suit jacket on the side, and only asked in a dumb voice, "Is there a place where it hurts badly??"

Ocarina shook his head coldly and straightened his clothes and hair, "It doesn't hurt anywhere, or it doesn't matter to you where it hurts." Ji Shaoting, why do you have to be so entangled? Do you know that I don't actually want to see you, I'm afraid of seeing you. When I see you, I think of the hard work I used to give, I just fed the wolf with all my heart. So, you promise me not to have anything to do with me, and that we will live like parallel lines, okay?"

Obvious pain flashed in Ji Shaoting's eyes, her words were undoubtedly like sprinkling salt on his wounds, he was in pain. But in addition to pain, he regretted it more. If it wasn't a wrong step, how could it be a wrong step?

Ocarina sighed tiredly, ignoring the abrasions in the grass on his arms, "Ji Shaoting, I used to be with you very hard and rushed to get married." However, because of your distrust, you ruined our relationship for four years. What I am, you know best. I'm a simple, straightforward person, and I don't have that perverted cleanliness in my feelings. But I will never allow my boyfriend to sleep with another woman while he is in a relationship with me, can you understand my thoughts?"

Ji Shaoting was silent, and the raindrops fell like they were hitting his wounds. His back stiffened, and it had always been so stiff. The deep eyes locked her clear eyes, as if to reflect her delicate face in the eyes and engrave it on the tip of her heart.

After the ocarina finished speaking, he stood up. He staggered and almost didn't stand still.

Ji Shaoting subconsciously wanted to come over to help her, but Ocarina took a step back, "Don't come near me." ”

His long arms froze in the air, and hung limply in the middle of the sound.

Ocarina turned around and held her umbrella and limped into the rain curtain.

Ji Shaoting looked at her back, and his heart was really like a knife. She was so close, but so far away. He doesn't even have the qualifications to take a step forward now......

Since then, he really has no intersection with her again?

A rippling pain hit him, and he rushed forward uncontrollably and hugged her tightly from behind. He rushed forward as he had done before, holding her tightly in his arms, his chin resting on her shoulder. I want to use this tight warmth to dispel the sense of distance that is getting farther and farther away in my heart.

Ocarina was stunned for a moment, and then struggled angrily, "Ji Shaoting, what do you want?"

The umbrella in her hand was also thrown to the ground in the struggle, the rain became heavier and heavier, and the rain poured down, and he held her tightly in the rain and refused to let go.

The ocarina had abrasions on her arms, and she became a soup chicken, she cried angrily and aggrievedly, "Ji Shaoting, you let me go." How many times do you want me to tell you to understand? I can't do it with you before, I beg you not to appear in front of me again, okay?"

Ji Shaoting's deep eyes were full of reluctance and pain, and he said in a dumb voice that was almost pleading, "Xiaodi, if you let me hold it for another minute, will it be okay for a minute? After a minute, I promise you, I promise you everything." I'm not in front of you, I don't have anything to do with you, okay? I love you, Xiaodi, I really love you. But I'm going to marry ...... soon."

Ocarina interrupted him, and the raindrops on her face hurt very much, but she didn't feel it in her heart for a long time, she calmly seemed to be stating the joys and sorrows of strangers, "But you're going to marry Shi Xinyu soon, right?"

Ji Shaoting was stunned for a moment, and then sneered sadly, "You know everything, I'm going to marry Shi Xinyu, I promised my mother." I'm going to marry her, Xiaodi, I love you, but I'm going to marry Shi Xinyu now. I'm going to give up on you, I can't get any closer to you anymore, my heart aches......"

Ocarina only sneered sadly, "Ji Shaoting, what's the point of talking about this now? I'm not so generous, I can't say the words that wish you eternal happiness, I can only say that we can try to take a detour when we meet in the future." We each have our own wonderful lives, and that's ......"

Ji Shaoting hugged her tighter, and the clenched arms showed full reluctance.

Ocarina struggled, and he only muttered, "Let me hold it a little longer, okay......?"

Suddenly, a low, menacing voice crossed not far away, "Let her go!!"

Ocarina was overjoyed, this was Ji Yao's voice. It's the voice of her uncle, and the uncle is actually here?

A bolt of lightning struck, and the two people who were forced to be entangled saw clearly the domineering man holding an umbrella in one hand in front of them.

Ji Yao's facial features are tense, outlining a cold arc. A chilly chill is exuding all over the body, and it is constantly spreading around.

The gaze reflected in his deep eyes was cold and sharp, as if he was going to crush Ji Shaoting's bones and ashes.

Inexplicably, Ji Shaoting felt a sigh in his heart, feeling his powerful aura and unparalleled deterrence.

His arm stiffened slightly, and the ocarina took advantage of this gap to suddenly push his arm away and run straight to the uncle in front of him.

The uncle's back was straight, his figure was tall and cold, and he didn't move in the rainy night.

Ocarina is so tired of being entangled, I just want to find a familiar harbor and a warm habitat. She didn't care about the unpleasantness of the two people before, so she subconsciously stepped forward and threw herself into his arms, hugged his sturdy waist, buried her little face in his chest, her little hand tightly pulled the hem of his suit, and her voice was the kind of panicked, but overjoyed, "Uncle, uncle......"

Ji Yao's body was slightly stunned, but he didn't speak. The eyes that swept towards Ji Shaoting were a little colder, and the overflowing voice showed a domineering warning, "Ji Shaoting, don't get close to my woman!"

Ji Shaoting's big hand hanging by his side couldn't help but clench into a fist. He wanted to rush up and beat him, but the ocarina's posture of snuggling up to the other person stung his eyes stinged.

Since when did her dependence on him transfer unreservedly to another person's chest?

After a few seconds, his fist slowly unhooked, and he was now disqualified.

Isn't it?

Ocarina's clothes were already soaked, and it would be cold and shivering, she tilted her head and rubbed against his chest, "Uncle, shall we go back to the room?" ”

Ji Yao narrowed his eyes, and after a hint of complexity flashed in his eyes, he finally hugged her and turned away.

Ji Shaoting looked at the backs of the two, he was tall and she was petite, he was cold and she was enthusiastic, he was cold and she was cute, it seemed that it was not harmonious, but it was indescribable harmony and tacit understanding. The bloody wounds on his heart had already flowed like a river.

Does it hurt?

He was already numb from pain, and he only felt like his internal organs were about to tear.

He staggered up a few steps, then stopped in a decadent manner. The bottom of his eyes is intertwined with reluctance, pain and helplessness, Ocarina is the woman he loves most in his life, but he is getting farther and farther away from her after all.

He's giving up......

He didn't want to give up......

He had to give up......

After marrying Shi Xinyu, Xiaodi was afraid that he would sneer at him.

Life......

Why?

He just stood in the heavy rain, letting the raindrops fall on him, painful and numb......

In the room, Ocarina sneezed several times as soon as he returned to his room.

The rain soaked the floor, and her shoes fell off as she rolled down the hill. When Ji Shaoting hugged her, he didn't have time to find her shoes at all.

Ocarina covered his mouth, and just when he wanted to talk to his uncle, the man threw a bath towel over, and his tone was low and depressed, "Take a bath." ”

She took the bath towel and obediently went to take a shower.

During the bath, she screamed at the pain from the abrasions on her arms, and when she finished the bath, she came out.

The uncle was standing with his back to him, smoking in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. The heavy rain outside the window smashed on the glass, looking a little desolate.

Ocarina felt cold and needed a hug. She stepped forward and said weakly, "Uncle, I'm cold, and I also have pain in my body." A lot of wounds, still bleeding...... Would you like to take a look at it for me?"

She's not stupid, and she doesn't think that her uncle's appearance here is accidental. Uncle must not be worried about her, so he chased here. So, in the face of his chasing attitude, she decided to reconcile with him.

Besides, her tone was a bit of an unconscious coquettish begging for comfort.

Ji Yao still had a cigarette butt in his hand, and when she approached, his back stiffened slightly, but he was still silent.

Ocarina stepped forward again, gently pulled his sleeve, and said weakly, "It really hurts, don't you believe it?"

Ji Yao didn't look at her and turned around.

Suddenly, the room was plunged into darkness.

Ocarina was surprised, "Uncle, why did you turn off the lights?" Why did you suddenly ...... Turn off the lights?"