I finished taking the photo, but I didn't send it to Tang Mi, she was still injured at this time, and I didn't want her to be stimulated.

When I was in Zurich, Tang Mi told me that Si Shaotian had committed suicide for her, but now he is talking to other women.

If it's not that he has a hard time, then love can't be trusted at all.

Now I have resistance to love, I don't seem to want to believe in love, I don't know why this is happening, I think it should be because my love was too much hurt by Bo Liang.

"Yun Bo, is there really love in this world?" I asked curiously.

"Of course, there is..... And it's the only love from the beginning ...... the end," Yun Bo replied affirmatively.

Hearing what he said, I tilted my head to look at him, "Did Yun Bo ever love it?"

He was silent, and I understood: "That Yun Bo has loved, but why is Yun Bo not with the person he loves?"

"Detachment, loving someone doesn't have to be had," Yun Bo's words seem to be very Buddha-like.

But I don't understand, in my opinion, love is to be together, all the words that say I love you, but can't be with you, are simply irresponsible, and can even be said to be a hooligan.

"Yun Bo, can you tell me about your love story?" I suddenly wondered.

"Okay, I'll tell you when I have time," Yun Bo didn't refuse me, but it meant that he didn't want to say it now, and I didn't force it.

"Li, your father and mother know about the Si family, don't blame yourself, let alone have a psychological burden, your mother asked me to tell you, no one in this world can force you if you don't want to. ”

Even though I said that, I still blamed myself, especially when I thought of the last look in Si Che's eyes, I was very uncomfortable.

I don't love him, I can't have anything to do with him in this life, but I don't want to hurt him.

In fact, I hurt him all the time because he loves me, and I can't give him the response he wants.

"When I finish my examination at the hospital, I will go to Haicheng Si's house to mourn on behalf of the Qu family," Yun Bo said to me again, but I had nothing to say, because some regrets were destined to be irreparable.

The doctor did a lot of tests on me, and the result was that I didn't have anything, and the doctor said that I would vomit because of my mood, and people will have diarrhea and vomiting and even dizziness when they are extremely sad or sad.

And my grief is a guilt for Si Che and a regret for Si Che.

When I came out of the hospital, I received a call from Wen Mochen -

"Where are you, little girl?" he asked me.

"Hospital!"

"Are you sick?" asked Wen Mochen with concern.

"I vomited, and I didn't worry about coming to the hospital for a check-up, but nothing happened," I didn't want him to worry about explaining to him.

Strange to say, I had only a few acquaintances with him, but I trusted him so much that I casually told him that I was uncomfortable, and I would not normally say it to anyone else.

It may have something to do with the environment in which I grew up, except for Yun Bo, I rarely trust people, especially now that I have forgotten a lot of past things, and I am even more wary of the people around me.

"At First Hospital?" he asked.

The First Hospital was the best hospital in the imperial capital, and it was not difficult for him to guess.

"I'll be there in ten minutes," he said and hung up.

Yun Bo looked at me, "Whose call?"

"Wen Mochen," Yun Bo furrowed his eyebrows when he heard my answer.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"It's so close to him. ”

I don't quite understand what Yun Bo meant, but I still explained: "I saved him, he also helped me, I have a kind of unspeakable trust in him, this time I went to Sioux City, and he also took me to his medical clinic to check me, saying that it could help me recover my memory." ”

My words made the expression on Yun Bo's face become cold and hard, "Lili, how can you casually tell others about your illness? If this is known by those people in the Qu family who are about to move, they will definitely take the opportunity to do something." ”

Although I am the heir of the Qu family, it is also because my mother transferred it to me, and the Qu family is a big family, and those Qu family members who have declined in power are not convinced by me and even eyeing me, always thinking about overthrowing me, they are the masters of the house, so I don't know about the amnesia.

"Okay, I'm still afraid that they won't do it, just so I can take the opportunity to expel them from the Qu family completely," I don't want to cause trouble, but I'm not afraid of it.

"But it's better to have more than one thing to have less," Yun Bo advised me.

Facing Yun Bo's worried look, I didn't want him to worry about it, "I'll pay attention to it in the future." ”

Although the doctor said that I was fine, he still prescribed me some anti-vomiting medicine and told me to relax my mind and nerves.

"You really don't look good, the doctor said it's okay?" he didn't say hello to Yun Bo, and seemed to have only me in his eyes.

"It's okay, you're here from Sioux City?" I saw that his eyes were dark and heavy, and he didn't have a good rest.

"Is it convenient to talk to me alone?" Wen Mochen glanced at Yun Bo beside me as he said this.

I understood what he meant, and said to Yun Bo: "Yun Bo, go back first!"

Yun Bo hesitated and nodded, and instructed: "If you are not feeling well, don't stay outside for too long." ”

"I know!" I said, looking at Wen Mochen and leaving at the same time as him.

"Do you still want to see flowers?" he asked me after getting into his car.

Thinking of the sea of flowers in his residence, I tilted my head to look at him, "Can flowers heal people's moods?"

"Well, beautiful things will make people happy, according to the survey data analysis, beautiful flowers are the best psychological medicine to heal people's mood!"

I smiled lightly, "Worthy of a doctor." ”

He drove me to his quarters, and when I got out of the car, he and I went to the sea of flowers, probably because the weather was getting warmer, and this time the flowers were more lush than the last time I saw them, which made me feel a lot more happy.

While admiring the beauty of nature, I asked him out loud, "Are you looking for me because of the results of my examination?"

I don't think Wen Mochen is a very idle person, so idle that he chased me from Suzhou City to the imperial capital, just took me to see the flowers, and I didn't have such a deep friendship with him.

"Yes!" he replied directly.

"What is the problem?" I asked calmly, without surprise.

I don't know why I'm so calm, I don't panic at all when I hear that my body is wrong, maybe my heart is big!

Wen Mochen did not answer immediately, but said to me, "Little girl, help me pick some flowers, I want to put them in the house." ”

"Good!" I didn't refuse, and began to pick flowers.

After a while, I picked a large bouquet of flowers, and selected some of them, and finally made a bouquet that looked very good, and I said to myself with some curiosity: "I didn't think I still had this talent." ”

After speaking, I held the flowers in front of Wen Mochen, "How is it, are these flowers beautiful?"

"It's beautiful, like the work of a professional flower arranger," Wen Mochen complimented me and took the flower from my hand, "Thank you little girl for the flower." ”

I was stunned for a moment and laughed, "These flowers are obviously your ......"

"But the little girl picked it for me," Wen Mochen was right, and I did not argue with him about it.

"You haven't said anything went wrong with my check," I asked him.

"Your disease has relapsed, and although you can't see any organic lesions from the scan, you can see it in the blood test report data," Wen Mochen looked at me and said.

I was silent for a few seconds and asked, "Am I going to start another new round of forgetting?"

I haven't remembered what I've forgotten, and I'm going to lose my memory, do I want to live that life without a moment after this moment?

"Little girl, have you been feeling any well lately?" Wen Mochen asked me.

My mind was a little confused, and I didn't have the heart to think about it, so I shook my head and said mockingly: "Does it count if I just vomited this morning?"

"Count!"

Hearing this answer, I laughed, "I just have amnesia, why am I still unwell?"

"Physical discomfort is one of the reactions to the disease, and your amnesia will not only have amnesia, but also physical stress reactions, such as aphasia, body stiffness, and vomiting,......" Wen Mochen said, remembering that when Qiao Rui's fans beat me, I really couldn't say that I couldn't move.

"And have you forgotten anything lately?" Wen Mochen asked me again.

I shook my head, "I don't know, I feel like I've been in the clouds all day, I don't know what happened and what didn't." ”

Speaking of this, I stroked my hair irritably, "Wen Mochen, you directly tell me what the final outcome of this disease will be?"

I also asked Mo Ru before, and he said that this kind of disease is forgetting some things, but after listening to Wen Mochen's words, I know that Mo Ru lied to me.

"Death!" The next second, Wen Mochen answered me cruelly and directly. I froze, my self-righteous composure shattered at this moment, and I looked at him, speechless for a long time.

"Little girl, I know that I am very cruel to be so direct, but you are a patient, you have the right to know the truth, but you don't have to worry now, the step of death is still far away from you, and I will do my best to protect you and protect you......," Wen Mochen's hand raised when he said this, and it landed on top of my head, "Little girl is sad, isn't it?"

Yes, I'm sad!

I have amnesia, I don't live innocently, this is already my regret of living, but now my condition has relapsed, and it is so serious that I will die.

My tears rolled down my eyes, out of my control, a powerless grief.

I'm only twenty-two years old, how did I get this disease?

"Go over there and sit and cry!"

I am afraid that the only one who can say this is Wen Mochen, who is in the advanced stage of standard straight male cancer.

He walked to the bench two steps away and sat down, then looked at the sea of flowers and said, "Little girl, let me tell you a story..... There used to be a little boy, he was kidnapped when he was ten years old, and the people who kidnapped him beat him very fiercely, and he was beaten all over his face, nose and mouth, but even then the boy didn't say a word, and then they stuffed his mouth with yellow mud to cover his face, and they hurt the boy in every way, and even they were tired of beating and thought that the boy would definitely not survive......"

Hearing this, I looked at him and asked, "What happened later?"

Then the boy woke up, and his whole body hurt, and he really couldn't move, but the boy didn't give up, and he crawled out of the place where he was tied...... In fact, the boy's family later said that if he hadn't crawled out, they wouldn't have found that place, and the boy might have died," Wen Mochen said and looked at me, "As long as you don't give up, no one can take your life." ”

"Your chicken soup is of no use to me," I sighed, "I'm sick!"

"Little girl, the principle is the same...... Later, the boy experienced a car accident and an earthquake, but whenever he felt that he could not do it, he would think about the kidnapping, and he said to himself that as long as he did not give up, no one could give up on him. ”

I was silent, some things are easy to say, but it is so difficult for people who have really experienced them to do.

"You're a doctor, you said you could cure me, so can you cure me?" I asked him.

"I said I'd do my best!" Wen Mochen's answer was very pertinent.

There is no god in this world, and no one can guarantee anyone's life.

I didn't answer his words, but looked at the sea of flowers, "Wen Mochen, what if...... If I say that one day I will really die, can I make a request to you?"

Wen Mochen frowned, but still nodded: "As long as I can do it, I will definitely satisfy the little girl." ”

Some people call me Lili, some people call me Li'er, Bo Liang also called me Qu'er, but if Wen Mochen calls me a little girl, to be honest, this title is a bit earthy, but every time I hear it, I have a feeling of meeting the big brother next door.

I looked at the sea of flowers and said to him, "If I say that one day I really can't cure and die, can you make me a flower coffin with your flowers here?"

Wen Mochen didn't answer, I smiled and tilted my head to look at him, "Why are you reluctant? I was beautiful in life and want to be beautiful after death, so I ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted, "I will not disappoint the little girl." ”

"Thank you!" I turned to leave, but Wen Mochen grabbed me, and then he picked a very bright red flower and pinned it to the top of my head.

"The little girl is so beautiful!" he complimented me.

I smiled and waved at him.

Wen Mochen didn't keep me or see me off, but his driver was already waiting for me at the door of the villa.

I didn't want to go home, so I asked the driver to take me to Haicheng, I promised Si Che to go to Haicheng to see the sycamore flowers, I now want to fulfill this promise, even if he may not need it, and he can't accompany me anymore because of the change of family background.

Also, I want to go and say sorry to my mother......

Although I don't think it's wrong, I owe it to her to let her go with regrets.

Halfway through the road, it started to rain, and it was so heavy that the driver even said a few hell, it was still raining in the spring.

I looked out the window and my vision was covered by the rain curtain, this rain is really not ordinary, it can be said that it is a heavy rainstorm, the driver seems to be very nervous, I saw him like this, and said to him: "Find a place to stop in front, we can wait for the rain to be lighter before walking......"

As soon as I said this, I felt my body tilt violently, and then I felt the heavens and the earth spin, and when everything calmed down, I felt some hot liquid flowing down my forehead......

I reached out to touch it, but my arm was stuck and I couldn't move.

I didn't care about my injuries, so I asked the special plane that was driving, "Master, are you hurt?"

"Miss, I can't move......" Although he said this, I saw that he was still moving, and seemed to want to touch his phone.

"Are we going to call the police now?" I asked, horrified.

"Well, is it okay for Miss?" the driver asked me.

I tried to move my other arm, but fortunately, I was able to move, and I replied to the driver: "Yes." ”

Although I said yes, it took me a lot of effort to pull out that arm and take out my mobile phone from my pocket.

His call came at the right time!

At this moment, I didn't care about any grievances with him, so I pressed answer, "Bo Liang......"

"What are you doing in Haicheng?" he didn't hear what was wrong with my voice, but asked me coldly, with anger.

I didn't answer, endured the pain in my lower body, and said weakly to him: "Bo Liang, I was in a car accident......"

"What did you say?"

"I'm wounded and bleeding...... It hurts...... "I told me fragilely, and I realized that my voice sounded like a coquette.

"Qu'er, don't be afraid, wait for me to ......." Bo Liang's voice was flustered and anxious.

Waiting for him?

What are you waiting for him to do?

I wanted to ask him, but I heard him say again: "Qu'er turns on the phone location, I'll go over immediately-"

But now the car is overturning, I am also stuck, and I only have one hand, I can't turn on the phone at all, I have to say to Bo Liang: "I can't move, I can't open ......"

He was silent—

I was silent and thought that he had hung up the phone, but no, the phone was still on, I looked at the chaotic and vague world outside, and thought of Wen Mochen saying that my condition had relapsed, so I said to Bo Liang: "Bo Liang, why did it suddenly rain so heavily on this good day?

"Qu'er, don't think nonsense, you won't have anything," Bo Liang's voice collapsed very badly.

"Bo Liang, my illness has recurred......"

"Qu'er ......"

"Bo Liang, I forgot what happened before, I originally thought that I could recover my memory, but now it seems impossible, maybe tomorrow I will forget today's things again...... But I really want to know something, can you tell me?" I asked in a weak voice, I don't know if it was the cause of the bleeding, I had a feeling that my life was losing a little bit.

"What did Qu'er ask?"

"I, I want to ask why I loved you so much in the past, did you love me in the past as I loved you?"

Bo Liang was silent, did he not want to answer?

Or did he never love at all, so it was difficult to speak.

Anyway, he didn't say, then I said, "Bo Liang, when I was in Zurich, I often had a dream, I dreamed that I was with a man, but unfortunately I couldn't see the man's appearance clearly, I was very happy with him in the dream, he said he loved me, said he was willing to marry me, and this dream has been the light of my gray days until ...... It wasn't until you went to Zurich that I knew it was you...... But I watched the video recorded by Si Che, in the video, you married someone else, and you never loved me...... Those beautiful things are just a dream of mine......"

"Qu'er, that's not a dream," Bo Liang responded to me, "I really loved you, we loved each other deeply, deeply." ”

Have we ever been in love?

My eyelids were sinking and I had the illusion of a dream.

"Then why don't you love me again......" When I said this, I felt something flow into my mouth, and it was fishy.

"Qu'er, I'm ......." Bo Liang said something again, but I couldn't hear it clearly.