VIP Volume 830 Heart
When he got home, unexpectedly, his mother didn't beat him up for Zhang Kun's withdrawal from school, which made Zhang Kun escape a "beating" and couldn't help but be a little gloomy.
I've been naughty since I was a child, I didn't let my mother worry about anything, and my academic performance has always been the kind of class lagging, which makes my mother's face gloomy and full of helplessness.
Studying in college is the only expectation that my mother has for Zhang Kun, and she often talks about it in fragments, whether it is good or bad, it is just a university.
And before, I tried my best to go to college, and it was a good university, which really made my mother happy for a long time, Zhang Kun had never seen my mother smile so happily.
After that, he even said it when he met people, and it almost became the most face-saving thing for my mother.
But now, even the only expectation that my mother had has has come to naught.
It's really unfilial.......
But the first murder in this life, or at least indirect death, really brought Zhang Kun too much impact.
The dead man Zhang Kun has seen a lot, because there are often dead people coming to him, from the beginning of the nervous, frightened, to accustomed to, to now even wooden.
Because of the many dead people he came into contact with, Zhang Kun thought that he had seen through life and death.
After death, it is the same thing, the existence of the soul, making death like a different way of life.
Of course, Zhang Kun doesn't know what is in the sky, but it shouldn't be miserable.
Therefore, Zhang Kun thought that he had seen through life and death, and death was just like that.
But when he really "killed" a person, Zhang Kun found that the fear of death had long been deeply rooted in everyone's heart.
Killing a person "with his own hands" and ending a person's life with "his own hands" made Zhang Kun have unparalleled fear.
Because of his wrong words, Peng Yibo buried his life in advance.
He really didn't want to .......
Even if he helped Peng Yibo fulfill his unfulfilled wish, he still couldn't make up for the guilt in his heart.
He's scared of Shonan, he's scared of university, he's scared of himself.
So he didn't want to go back to Shonan.
Even if the principal of the Shonan Affiliated One personally said the words of expelling him, it would not prevent Zhang Kun from going back, if Zhang Kun wanted to.
However, Zhang Kun didn't want to.
He didn't want to go back, he didn't want to go back to that school, he didn't want to see Shonan Fuyi again, he didn't want to see anything related to Peng Yibo anymore, he was afraid to think of the moment Peng Yibo died, his helpless heart.
Obviously, they already have so many powerful abilities, superb medical skills, and strong martial arts, and they have also helped so many helpless souls to fulfill their unfulfilled wishes, but these, in the face of real death, are still so weak and powerless.
He wanted to escape, to escape those helpless memories.
So after returning to China, when he didn't know where to go in a daze, he instinctively came here, came to Taixian Town, came to his grandmother's house, and came to his mother.
Because in his heart, this is his last harbor.
He needs to take a break.
As for the bank card, Zhang Kun doesn't remember how much money is in it, it's about two or three million.
Because he was excited at the time, he was impulsively in the mood to confess everything to his mother, but in the end, his mother's words made Zhang Kun swallow back alive.
For my mother, being able to enter the hospital is a good job, a monthly salary of 3,000 is a high salary, and the internship period is unthinkable, and 1,005 is very satisfying.
And what are you exposed to now?
Hong Kong Island tycoon, the richest man in Nanhu, mayor and deputy mayor, governor and secretary of the provincial party committee.
The money that was handed over was even more than 100 million yuan, and the gold mine given to Cui Chuanchang in South Africa was worth more than 50 billion.
Even if there are only a few million in the bank card in my hand, it is an astronomical amount for my mother.
My mother, like my grandmother, is a believer in Buddhism, but it doesn't seem to be.
Or a channel?
In short, a person of faith.
They believe that the way of heaven is fair, and that people gain and lose.
And now that I have such connections, so much money, and so much gain, how much have I lost?
Zhang Kun thought that if his mother knew everything about her, she would not be surprised but frightened.
In fact, sometimes think about it, Zhang Kun will also rush to the slightest fear, he is not a person who believes that pie will fall from the sky, he has gained so much, how much will he lose in the end?
Moreover, compared with money connections, the knowledge and skills acquired by oneself cannot be measured with money.
Every time he thought of the weakness of his body after being possessed, Zhang Kun was at ......a loss for a while.
In the end, what will be the result of yourself?
So, instead of letting my mother and grandmother hesitate and be scared, it's better to continue to live like this.
Although poor, at least there is no need for food and clothing. Although the house is simple, at least it is not stormy.
Sometimes, happiness doesn't have much to do with money.
Old Man Lu is rich enough, even if there is happiness, but is he happy?
Even if you are always smiling, you may not be happy.
Of course, for most people, money also plays a large role in happiness. If a person is running around all day long, with no food, patches, and no fixed place to live, then it is difficult to be happy.
However, it's not like my mother doesn't lack these.
If, when his mother needs it in the future, Zhang Kun will naturally not be stingy with all the money.
But for now, let's just keep it going.
Looking at the smiling faces on his grandmother, mother, and sister's faces, Zhang Kun chuckled.
Actually, what's the use of how much money he has? He has that, that's enough.
......
At his grandmother's house, Zhang Kun stayed for half a month, and during that time, Zhang Kun turned off his mobile phone, as if he was completely isolated from the outside world.
Every day, I help my mother do some housework, chat with my grandmother about family life, go up the mountain to chop wood, go down the river to carry water, climb the mountain behind my grandmother's house and look far away, even if the mountain is not very high, jump into the stream next to the village to catch fish, even if the water surface can only be below the knees.
There is no mobile phone, no computer, no Internet, no soul, no unfulfilled wishes, no money and wealth, no fame, fortune and power, no ghost tricks .......
Yes, it's just the smiling face of my grandmother, the angry scolding of my mother, and the naughty laughter of my sister.
That's nice.
In this way, time passed little by little, and the haze in Zhang Kun's heart finally gradually dissipated.
Half a month later, Zhang Kun finally said goodbye to his grandmother, mother and sister, and then returned to Shaoxi.
Shao Xi's hometown, speaking of which, this is also Zhang Kun's home, where his grandparents once lived, where his parents once lived, and where he and his sister grew up.
It's just that now his grandparents are going west, his parents are separated, and he and his sister are separated.
Look at the wooden gate, which is full of dust.
It seems that he hasn't been back for a long time, Zhang Kun was stunned for a while.
He took out the long-lost key, and then gently pushed the door open, and a puff of dust gently kicked up.
Zhang Kun paused for breathing slightly, and only after the dust cleared did Zhang Kun look into the house.
saw the sunlight spilling into the house, but Zhang Kun was stunned.
"Excuse me, is it Zhang Kun's eldest brother?" Inside the house, a translucent figure floated in the air, looking at Zhang Kun at the door expectantly.