588. Love and Inequality Are All Empty (Four Watches)
The fox didn't know how hard it took her to say so much.
All she knew was that her whole body was numb with pain, and her heart was throbbing.
She couldn't understand that Shangyu was here, in the Jizo Realm, watching her trapped in the palace and not saving her.
She can't understand that it's not a mouthful of love?
Is that what love is all about?
How could it be that as soon as something happened that was not confirmed, it began to be so cowardly, shouldn't love be brave?
Isn't he a very confident and domineering person when he expresses his love to her?
Isn't love trying to tear apart obstacles and embrace each other with all its might?
He saw that scene, and he judged her, did he distrust himself or did he have a misunderstanding of love?
She felt that after she spit out these words, her whole person seemed to be hollowed out.
The obsession of the previous life and the process of this life overwhelmed her.
However, when she said these words, she felt more relaxed than ever.
She felt that she didn't owe him for both of her lives.
In both lives, she did her best.
In her previous life, she exchanged her life for his life, gave him everything she had, and repaid the nurturing grace and sacrifice she owed him.
And in this life, she was in the Tibetan realm for just four months, although it was not long, but it was not short, and the process was not big ups and downs, but it was also grinding and very tormenting.
Today's emotional outburst is to come out of gloom again for her, perhaps to give an explanation for her original obsession.
After all, 8,000 years ago and 8,000 years later, she has gone through two lives, and she is no longer Garuda, and Shangyu is no longer the gentle and beautiful father she was at the beginning.
So her love with him is brand new, but now she and him have different concepts, different definitions of love, and unequal love for each other, so all affection is empty.
Whatever the future, at least for now, she has to sort herself out and start again.
She's done with the call...
Shangyu stood across from her, his body already stiff to the point of being unable to move.
He looked at her, watched her tears rain down, watched her emotions explode to the extreme, watched her accusations one after another, questioned one after another, and the truth flowing out of her mouth...
She didn't know how heart-wrenching her every word was.
Everything that was heard in his ears made his heart feel like it was being hammered and hammered.
He didn't dare to move or make a sound in pain.
He wanted to hug her halfway through, he wanted to open his mouth to explain, but he didn't know which word to say.
It turned out that she had been asleep for more than three months in the past four months!
It turns out that she has lived like this for all ten...
It turned out that while he was hesitating to save her, she was going through the process of five deaths...
How painful she had to be at that moment when she was facing the moment of dying again and again...
How brave did she have to pick up a cold knife and slash it at her neck...
How ruthless she had to be to drink the poison and know the world.
How desperate she must be to fight herself to death.
How painful she had to be to hang herself.
It turned out that when he was suspicious and suspicious of her, how much she loved him, so that she wanted to leave his innocence for him, and did not hesitate to face death again and again...
She lives in torment all the time, and he is obviously here, but she has suffered these ten days in vain...
Some Rao may not have experienced as much and suffering as she has experienced in her life...
He kept saying how much he cared about her, how anxious he was about her disappearance, how worried he was about how crazy she was to find her...