Chapter 190: The Inner World
"Your name is Lin Sheng'er?" Yan Haotian asked softly.
Sheng'er glanced at him and nodded in reply, and then lowered his head and played with his fingers with a little dodgy, after all, he was still a child, even if he was mature in the face of his biological father, he was still at a loss......
"You...... ...... in the capital of country Y"
"Uncle, I was born in a castle in country Y, and the people there are very good and good to me, but there are not so many children to play. Sheng'er was a little sad when she said that.
Yan Haotian's heart trembled, "Then you didn't go to school with other children?"
"No, my mother had a difficult birth when she gave birth to me, and I was too weak when I was a child, and I was always sick, so I always had a special teacher in the castle. ”
Yan Haotian's heart tightened, she had a difficult birth?
The waiter served steak, salad and sea urchin soup, Yan Haotian took the things and gently pushed them in front of Sheng'er, and then cut up the steak on his plate, cut it piece by piece without eating, choked up a few times and pressed it hard, Sheng'er watched Yan Haotian carefully cut the steak and didn't eat it, he silently lowered his head and cut the steak in front of him, when he ate the second bite, the plate in front of him was taken away and then exchanged for a plate of cut steak. Sheng'er looked up at Yan Haotian, the latter smiled lightly, and Sheng'er put down the knife and fork in his hand;
"I heard that my uncle is married, does my aunt have a baby?"
Yan Haotian suddenly stiffened in his hand, his trembling eyes paused, and he put down his fork in a panic in an instant, and the moment he raised his head, Sheng'er saw his reddish eyes.
"Did I ask what I shouldn't have asked? I'm sorry uncle. After that, he continued to eat the steak on the plate.
Yan Haotian looked at him and asked such a seemingly unintentional question, but he was actually complaining about himself, his trembling throat made him not know how to speak, he was very distressed when he looked at the son in front of him pretending to be nothing, and looked down at the wedding ring on his ring finger, turning it gently.
"My uncle is married and has a baby, but my uncle is not a good husband and father because he doesn't know they exist. He smiled lightly as he watched Sheng'er's eating slow, "Eight years ago, my uncle married a beautiful aunt, she is not only beautiful, but also very kind, and has a bad temper, willful, emotional, many, but I like them all." Yan Haotian smiled lightly, his eyes were unfocused, but full of tenderness, as if he was reminiscing, Sheng'er continued to eat and listened carefully. "I lost her in an accident eight years ago, and I searched for a long time, but all I found was infinite bad news. Yan Haotian's eyes were dark, and he seemed to be bottomless, and he was unusually cold.
"She was pregnant at that time, but I didn't know it, it was my domineering that hurt her. His face was in pain, as if the torment of eight years had once again swept through his heart like a violent wind, and it was very painful;
Sheng'er finished eating the steak on the plate and rubbed her mouth, "Is that uncle sad?"
Yan Haotian looked at him with doting and a father's desire in his eyes, "I was sad before, but now I ...... I've found them. ”
Yan Haotian looked at him expectantly, the reason why he said so much seemed to explain that the reason for this was also repentance and apology from the heart;
"Oh, that's congratulations, uncle. Sheng'er's indifferent appearance deeply hurt Yan Haotian's soft heart.
He didn't know how to get him to accept himself, would he forgive himself?
"What about you, how are you doing with your mother?"
"Well, my father said, my mother has lost my memory since I was born, so I am very tired and have to study hard to protect my mother, although my mother has a bad temper but she is really stupid, there are many men in country Y who want to take advantage of their mother and have been driven away by me, otherwise she will suffer a big loss. Sheng'er said that he still looked very disgusted, but he knew that his father wanted to understand their lives from the side, so he told him about this;
"She has amnesia?" Yan Haotian frowned slightly, it seemed that she really had amnesia.
"Well, Dad said, but now she has recovered her memory, but it doesn't seem to be good, because after Mom recovers her memory, she is not as happy as before, I don't like it, and I don't like this place, although this place is Mom's hometown, but it's not so kind to Mom, in short, I don't like all the bad people or things to Mom. Sheng'er said a little stubbornly, she has a strong desire to protect her mother, although she says she dislikes it but loves her mother very much in her heart;
Yan Haotian looked at the age in front of him with some heartache, but his mind was unusually mature and heavy, which made him fall into deep thought, they seemed to be telling each other what they wanted to know, but who should be the fault of all this?
"I'm going home, I've been out for too long, Grandma will be in a hurry. After speaking, he jumped out of the chair, picked up his shopping bag, and bowed politely to Yan Haotian.
Yan Haotian came back to his senses and hurriedly got up, "Uncle will send you up." ”
Sheng'er didn't refuse, just nodded and turned to leave, Yan Haotian followed behind him silently, looking at the straight back and silently happy, that little woman educated him so well, and he was very polite in all postures;
Sheng'er walked in front, secretly happy in his heart, this kind of bold forward feeling is not afraid of anything, because there is the tall father behind him, so it feels so good, his nose is sore, he forced to hold back the damn tears and continue to walk, to the door of the room, he was a little reluctant to look back at his father who was one step away from him, and wanted to say that it was good to eat alone with his father for the first time, "Uncle, thank you for inviting me to dinner today." ”
Yan Haotian nodded and smiled, Sheng'er opened the door and finally reluctantly glanced at him again, and went in, the moment he closed the door, his young and fragile heart finally began to ferment, tears fell down, he squatted on the ground and buried his head deep in his knees, and his twitching back no longer had the stubborn strength of the past, and seemed to forget that he was also a child who needed his father's love;
Yan Haotian leaned against the door and listened carefully to the slight sobbing sound in the room, his former tall president image was also shattered in an instant, and the choking of his red eyes and trembling lips made him want to hug him tightly and tell him that he was his father......