Chu Qing's voice was deep and desperate.

But it's not exactly despair, but despair with a hint of indignation about the world, some cynical tones.

When Chu Qing opened his eyes again, the world he saw seemed to be a black and white world, without any color, and it seemed that everything else was exactly the same without any waves.

Depressed patients from mild to severe is a process of gradually losing hope in life, from the beginning of barely being able to live in this world, and then encountering a lot of unbearable things and beginning to blame themselves, begin to feel inferior, begin to escape, and finally feel that the world has been full of malice for themselves, full of sense of betrayal, has gradually lost the desire to live and become a muddy walking corpse.

This is Chu Qing's understanding of depressed patients...

"Boring? Aoko...... How can you think like that. Chu Qing's acting skills were very good, at least when Chu Qing opened her eyes again, Su Yurou was infected by Chu Qing's sense of despair, she asked subconsciously.

"Every day when you open your eyes, you see the same things, every day you have to show a false smile, every day you see people do things as if they can't help themselves, sometimes you want to be free, you want to leave, but no matter how far you leave, how strange a place you go, what you face is exactly the same without any difference...... In this world, where does freedom come from? Chu Qing's expression at this time barely showed an expression of yearning for hope, as if he was pursuing hope, but hope could never be seen.

Not only do you see no hope, but you can see despair.

This sentence is the original words of Zhang Fa in "Futu", when Zhang Fa's depression gradually reached an advanced stage, Zhang Fa had thought of leaving this world more than once, and Chu Qing felt that this sentence was very appropriate.

At this time, Chu Qing's whole temperament had completely changed to a discouraged appearance.

"You...... Aoko, that's not the case, we should be happy...... All of us should be happy. ”

"Happy, but where does happiness come from? I'm not happy......" When Chu Qing looked at Su Yurou again, Chu Qing's eyes revealed bursts of grayness, and the corners of his mouth showed a slight sneer.

In theory, there are two types of depression, one is depression in which everything is done, and the other is depression in which life is felt to be no joy.

Chu Qing chose the latter.

He tried to play this role...

"At least...... We have a future...... At least...... We can, we can give birth to a lot of little babies, and then raise them and watch them grow up slowly!" The contradiction between morbidity and depression is here, depression patients are always full of despair, but pathological patients are always full of delusions and hope, Su Yurou looked at Chu Qing's desperate mood, she was a little anxious.

She didn't agree with Chu Qing's words, very much disagree!

So she in turn began to refute Chu Qing, and even began to give examples of all kinds of things that she hoped for in life......

She was completely substituted for the role by Chu Qing's performance!

She has fully believed that the despair in Chu Qing's heart is not pretending, but a true portrayal of the depths of her heart...

"But...... I don't want to live like this, and it makes me ...... It's not free, I'm actually very unhappy about what I do......" Chu Qing lowered his head after observing Su Yurou's expression, his voice was a little weak, and the whole person was not energetic.

"Qingzi, don't you want to be like this, okay? Didn't you say that my cooking skills are very good? In the future, I can help you make a lot of delicious food, I promise that the things you eat will taste different every day, I will accompany you to do whatever you want, okay, how good it is to live, we will be very happy, I promise, don't you think about other messy things, okay?" Su Yurou began to panic a little, she took Chu Qing's hand and shook it slowly.

She began to be afraid that Chu Qing would suddenly not be able to think about it.

"Huh. Chu Qing smiled, laughing a little hollowly, and then subconsciously looked at the sky...

He condensed the negative emotions and low emotions of his whole body on his face, but he did not vent them but suppressed them.

This kind of suppressed emotion infected Su Yurou even more, and even made Su Yurou have the illusion that Chu Qing was about to leave this world.

A precursor to suicide?

Su Yurou also wanted to persuade Chu Qing.

However, how to persuade?

Su Yurou opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, she didn't know why she felt that no matter how she comforted Chu Qing now, no matter how she said it to Chu Qing.

Aoko doesn't seem to have any intention of living at all.

Chu Qing's expression made Su Yurou feel very distressed.

She saw Chu Qing close her eyes again.

"Actually, I've always pretended to be very positive and lived, I've always tried to behave like a normal person, and I've always hidden my innermost thoughts...... But I ...... I really hate the world. Chu Qing squatted down, his head slowly lowered, and then lowered to a certain extent, he raised his head with a long sigh.

His expression was indeed loveless.

It is actually very difficult for a person who is originally very positive and you suddenly ask him to act as a person in despair, just as a person in despair you make him look positive, the two auras are completely opposite and difficult to control.

In fact, Chu Qing also began to find it difficult to control this pessimism, so he chose to lower his head to hide the flaws in his expression...

"Aoko...... I know you're miserable, you're very uncomfortable, I won't let you be so miserable in the future, okay, can you trust me once? I can really guarantee it. Su Yurou also squatted down with Chu Qing.

Chu Qing was silent, he didn't move or say a word, as if he couldn't hear anything.

Patients with major depressive disorder should not be able to listen to what others say, and no matter what others say, they will not be able to dispel the depression in their hearts.

Everything went well, just like the dialogue in the script arranged in "Floating Massacre".

The only regret is that the sun is shining, not the plot after the sunset in Futu, which lacks a little sense of adaptation, but Chu Qing feels that his rendering has begun to make some sense.

Of course, in the next performance, Chu Qing felt that he had to do his best, even if he used too much force.

"Aoko...... Aoko...... You...... What's wrong?"

When Chu Qing lowered his head, he had actually been brewing an outburst of emotion, and at this moment he was really in that desperate environment.

"I'm fine. ”

Chu Qing opened his eyes.

The pupils were bloodshot, but the expression on his face was forced to show a smile, but this smile was quite reluctant no matter how you looked at it, and it was no longer as ruddy as a normal person but pale.

"You ......" Su Yurou was taken aback by Chu Qing's expression, even a fool knew that Chu Qing was quite desperate in his heart.

"Would it be nice to leave me alone?"

"I'll be with you ......"

"No, let me stay alone for a while, I promise you, I'll be back later, and even if I want to run, I can't run you, right?" Chu Qing turned his head.

Nonsense, how can I run away if you accompany me?

The weather in the mountains was cold, shivering.

"That ......"

"I'm hungry, can you go back and help me make something to eat now?" Chu Qing still had that expression, but there was a slight hope in his expression, yes, he began to feel hope.

This sense of hope created an illusion for Su Yurou, and it seemed that only what Su Yurou did was the source of Chu Qing's hope.

At this moment, Su Yurou's mind was blank.

Aoko wants me to cook, and he wants to eat my cooking!

"Then, Aoko, you...... You promise me, don't think about it, okay?" Perhaps it was Chu Qing's series of overly violent performances before that Su Yurou's psychology of worrying about Chu Qing's escape changed to Chu Qing's psychology that Chu Qing couldn't survive, so Su Yurou looked at Chu Qing very worriedly when she stood up.

"I ...... Hey......" Chu Qing got entangled again and let out a long sigh, "I won't be for the time being, my brain is very messy now, and I really want to be alone." ”

"Yes, yes, but ...... You promise me not to think about it, I'll help you cook, you wait for me. Su Yurou really stood up and walked in the direction of the house.

"Well, okay, I'm fine..."

Chu Qing lowered his head and did not answer Su Yurou's words, as if he continued to immerse himself in his own world.

Su Yurou was very worried about Chu Qing, more worried about Chu Qing than ever, she turned around from time to time, but saw that Chu Qing was still sitting motionless......

The wind blew on his cheeks, making him feel a little depressed...

Su Yurou gritted her teeth and left...

Just when Chu Qing couldn't see Su Yurou anymore, he stood up suddenly, the languishing expression just now was completely gone, and he rushed down the mountain as soon as possible.

If you don't run now, when will you wait?

After returning to the house, Su Yurou began to cook, but when the fire started, Su Yurou faintly felt that something was wrong.

Yes, what's wrong?

Everything is normal, isn't it?

Su Yurou continued to wash rice and cook, but after the rice was put into the pot, Su Yurou was full of excitement!

It's only morning, and there are still a few hours before lunch, so how can Qingzi, who has just eaten breakfast, be hungry?

Scammed!

Su Yurou hurriedly took out her mobile phone.

The red dot in the phone has run very far!

"Qingzi, you lied to me again, you big liar!" Su Yurou slammed the pot on the ground and rushed out of the house.

This time the time span is a bit long......

A few minutes later, Chu Qing saw Su Yurou rushing towards him again......

He knew that if he was caught by Su Yurou again this time, he probably wouldn't have any chance to get out again.

Never get caught!

At this time, Chu Qing saw a police station.

Although it is the second day of the Lunar New Year, there are people on duty in the bureau.

Chu Qing rushed in.

"I'm going to report the crime!" At this time, Chu Qing yelled at the front desk in the bureau.

"What's wrong?" The front desk looked at Chu Qing's expression and suddenly stood up in shock!

"I'm Chu Qing, I've been kidnapped!" Chu Qing panted and grabbed the front desk's hand, as if he had caught a savior.

The front desk stared.

At this time, Su Yurou also rushed to the bureau, and when she saw the bureau, Su Yurou's eyes condensed slightly.

She suddenly realized that something was wrong!

Aoko actually rushed into the police station...