How so......

In fact, I am getting more and more tired by writing now.

Since the end of April, since the computer problem, people have become more and more wrong.

The real-life work and the novel are sandwiched together, and I feel more and more tired.

Mental exhaustion.

I thought I could do both, but it turned out that I couldn't do both.

I can only do one thing well.

I saw the comments from readers.

It feels like the plot isn't as interesting as it used to be, and it feels boring.

Yes, I know that.

I stood in front of the monitor for a long time at night, and it took me three hours to come up with a chapter.

I felt that the whole person was getting more and more wrong, and I began to give up on myself.

Although, now that the subscription is still successful, there are still many readers who support me,

However, it is so tiring......

Really, in reality, the work is a mess, and the most recent chapters in the novel are all kinds of death, all kinds of boring.

I don't know if I'm still saved, anyway, I'm anxious.

Quite anxious.

It feels like all the rhythm has been messed up, whether it's in life or in fiction, I feel an inexplicable sense of powerlessness.

I felt like I was out of order, and my mentality exploded......

I don't know what to do.

Twenty-seven years old,

Yes, I told myself that I was twenty-seven years old, but I had always achieved nothing, and I had always been a self-defeating person.

I don't know how much longer I can last.

Ay......

I really don't know.

Although the manuscript fee has been tens of thousands in the past few months, there are 9,008 after the tax deduction last month

However, there is less and less sense of identity......

I don't even know what I'm doing......

Ay......

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