The busyness of the New Year is meaningless, the depressed mood is not soothed at all, Liu Yi walked out of the house depressed, came to Chen Shuyi's tomb alone, offered flowers, and put the things he prepared in front of the tomb, the sadness in his heart has never disappeared, and the guilt has not disappeared, if he can do it again, will things be different, there are too many things in life, and he also has the opportunity to meet her in his previous life? It's a pity that he can't go back once, if he can do it better.

Walking on the road, the weather was very cold, Liu Yi shrunk his body, his heart was even colder in such a cold night, it was very uncomfortable to not find the original intention, his mind had nowhere to store, he suddenly thought of his wife in his previous life, she should still be an ordinary high school student now, and there are still a few years to take the college entrance examination, will she enjoy a happy college time? She is still the same her, she should have her own life, and she seems to owe her life, just like she owes Chen Shuyi and Su Chen's life, she has changed Jingxiu, changed Liu Yiyi, Ma Rui, if she hadn't brought Ma Rui to Beijing, maybe she would have graduated normally and returned to her hometown now, Zhang Zhao would live with her for the rest of her life, but she has changed, she has changed the life of others, and she also owes them their lives, if all this doesn't happen, what will it look like? Thinking of this, he was very painful, he may be really cold-blooded, he is still a bad person, and what he gains and loses seems to be meaningless.

The journey from the cemetery to home is very long, Liu Yi is more willing to walk back slowly, the troubles after returning home will wait for him, there are many people at home who come to intercede, he is not good at coping with such a scene, he prefers to stay quietly alone, don't listen to anything, don't think about anything, he doesn't go fast, Chen Shuyi and her mother may look at himself here, he really hopes that Chen Shuyi can be reborn once, then she can meet herself in another time and space, maybe she will like herself, or she may give up on herself, the self who doesn't like to read is not good, and the possibility of wanting to re-attract Chen Shuyi is very small, will Chen Shuyi be reborn？

The head is like walking into a dead loop, no matter what, he can't jump out of this circle, the sigh and sadness in his heart are even stronger, he can't figure out what happened to him, but his steps are walking in the direction of home, and there will always be an end to the long journey.

Maybe it's a little late, there is no one at home, only his parents are waiting for him at home, and the two of them didn't go out to play today, Liu Yi walked in the door, Wu Jing asked him with concern if he had eaten, Liu Yi thought about it a little dazedly, and said that he had eaten.

"One, it was Dad who was wrong before, and you shouldn't have been asked to arrange these relatives at home. Liu Dahong looked at Liu Yi in a bad mood, after all, he was just a young man in his twenties, and there would be all kinds of discomfort when encountering this kind of thing, which was a normal reaction.

Liu Yi looked at his father, maybe he didn't know what he was thinking, "Oh, they're all gone?"

"Your dad persuaded him to leave. Wu Jing hurriedly said, "Son, tell your mother, is it that Liu Ming and Liu Xin's matter makes you very embarrassed?" Wu Jing could see that her son's mood was not very good.

"It's okay, why do we have so many relatives?" Liu Yi didn't understand, "They want to find a secure job, it's easy to understand, but it's not so many people coming to the door, more than a dozen people come here this day, I don't know any of them, why don't you try to find a job by yourself, or go out to work?"

After all, like Liu Ming and Liu Xin, there are very few jobs that earn tens of thousands of yuan a year. Wu Jing persuaded her son, "They are all relatives, when everyone has difficulties, come to you, that is to see your ability, this is to look at you, if you don't give arrangements, it will not be easy for us to go back to our hometown in the future, they will feel that we have the ability not to help them, they are all villagers, and they can't wipe off their face." ”

Liu Yi somewhat understands what Wu Jing means, in fact, it is a strange mentality, when others are rich, they are jealous, always thinking about what benefits they can get from rich people, but when you are not willing to help them, they will feel that you are rich and unkind, people always value the immediate interests, and care more about face, sometimes it is really funny to think about, these people and themselves are relatives who can't beat them, and they come to ask for help as if they are giving themselves face, they have nothing to do with themselves at all, as if they are very simple to speak, and people just don't want to admit their lack of ability, and a good face will agree to themAnd some people take advantage of this mentality.

"I really can't do it, first, I'm not their leader, and second, I don't have enough ability to do these things. There is one more thing to explain to them, although the lobby brother and the second cousin were introduced by me, but if they do not comply with the company's regulations, they will still be fired, the company values ability, not relationship, this must be clear to anyone, even if it is the uncle and the second uncle, they must know in their hearts, if the two of them do not do a good job, not only will it damage my face, but also affect my work in the company, and all this I enjoy will be affected. Liu Yi looked at his parents helplessly, "If they are expelled in the future, will they blame me for not protecting them?"

"It certainly won't. Liu Dahong immediately said, but Liu Yi didn't believe it, thinking that Liu Dahong introduced the work to the second cousin back then, and arranged it well, and then the second cousin was expelled, and finally blamed the parents, sometimes the benefactor is not easy to do, but it is simpler to be a wicked person, if everyone thinks you are good, and you are very tired, but everyone thinks you are a bad person, and you occasionally do a good deed, but it will make people think that you are not bad.

"I hope not. Liu Yi shook his head, "I can't arrange their affairs, all relatives can return the letter, except for the close relatives, I will find someone to open this mouth, even if it is a close relative, I will also consider, if I lose all this, our small villa in the countryside, these will be taken back, and a large amount of money will be compensated, you and Dad should be clear in their hearts, we are not philanthropists, it is okay to give money, but the introduction of work needs to be well considered." ”

"It's just a few people, it's okay. Liu Dahong immediately didn't believe Liu Yi's statement.

"Dad, second cousin, fourth uncle, fifth uncle, and Quan Fu, plus the second brother, these are five people, there may be a big niece in the future, several younger sisters need to be taken care of, so take care of it, the number of people is more, these are the closest relatives in the family, I will find a way, but yesterday you also saw, there are more than ten people to arrange work at a time, where can I have the ability to help so many people arrange jobs, I am not a company, even if I am a company, what can they do, what work I arrange for them, how much money is appropriate for them a monthIf you give too much, the other party will feel uncomfortable, and if you give less, will they be happy? Not only will they not thank us for introducing the job, but they will also feel that we have not sincerely helped, and will they be grateful in the end?" Liu Yi wanted to explain this truth, "Don't talk about such things in the future, starting this year, I will enter graduate school after graduation, and I will not have time to do these things in the future, and don't promote for me anymore, I am not so good, I am just an ordinary college student, but I just happen to have a good job." Liu Yi looked at his parents helplessly, his tone at this time was a little tough, and there were also some angry elements in it, which made Liu Dahong and Wu Jing a little harsh, could it be that his son could not be known if he was capable?

"Well, you still think about it. ”

"Don't think about it, only my relatives will find a way, I can't help other people, if my family doesn't do well and is fired, don't say it's my relatives. Liu Yi said very angrily, "If something happens, I will carry it myself, and I will not help them." "People's jealousy is a very terrible thing, it is difficult for people to be content with the status quo, only know to ask, and do not know gratitude, this is a very terrible thing, relatives to the end of the old and dead do not get along with too many things, just like the second cousin and the family later, there are too many, many things are really good intentions to do bad things, because people always think about problems from their own point of view, not from the other party's point of view.

"Son, we don't dare to go back to our hometown in the future, we are embarrassed to speak when we see these people. Wu Jing also felt that her son was too decisive.

"Then don't open your mouth, it's better to say less, and save upset. Liu Yi said angrily.

"One of them. Liu Dahong looked at Liu Yi, "Don't think that you have a little ability, and if you have a little money, you don't put your family in your eyes, no matter what you think, I am your Lao Tzu, and you must listen to what Lao Tzu says." ”

Liu Yi listened to it, "Okay, I'll listen to you, I'll go and resign after the year, I can't do anything, so let's do it." Liu Yi was in a very bad mood, and he was even more angry when he heard Liu Dahong's words, how did he become disobedient for their good, as if he couldn't speak at home, could outsiders be more important than himself, and face was more important than his son's future, "How do you like to agree, I can't do it, look at it." "Liu Yi is really angry, and there are people who embarrass his son for the sake of outsiders, he can't figure it out, is face so important? Is the so-called relatives so important? Sometimes outsiders don't feel good about themselves.

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