251: A sense of distant distance

Ji Feixiu's eyes flashed, "I want it too!"

Zhou Yanqing raised his head: "What do you want? Don't tell me that you also want to enter the palace!"

Ji Fei repaired his face: "Since Liu Mu and Jingci can, why can't I?" The two of them live in the palace, I am friendly with the two of them, and I can also find them to relieve my boredom when I enter the palace." ”

Zhou Yanqing held her cheek with one hand, and she looked at the demon dressed in red.

"I thought it would be better to talk openly and honestly. ”

Zhou Yanqing put down the brush in her hand, and she thought: "Before the spring hunt, I was frightened and stumbled, which was the result of your and Prime Minister Han Whale's successive actions. I know that you have no amnesia, and you want to calculate me, but now I have a question, and I will get married soon. ”

Ji Feixiu stiffened, and his face was unpredictable.

“...... You knew it from the beginning?"

"Yes!"

Zhou Yanqing nodded: "I advise you not to waste your energy on me, you don't really love me, and I already have a question in my heart, and after that, the well water does not interfere with the river water, which is the best result." ”

Ji Feixiu felt like a crack in his heart, he remembered that day in the imperial study, he almost took it off, but Liang Wenxian disturbed the good thing.

His voice was dry: "You know, but you still pretend to be like that, are you deliberately tricking me?"

Zhou Yanqing smiled: "Aren't you also playing tricks? ”

Ji Feixiu was cold, his eyes were hot, and he was suddenly aggrieved for some reason.

He may have been a bit arrogant, and he has been so almost since ten years ago. As long as it is what he wants, he can easily get it.

In his life, before he met Zhou Yanqing, he had never suffered any defeat. But he also knows. Originally, it was because he did something to the emperor that the emperor gave him a scoop in Zichen Palace.

If he had hurt him that day, he would have been replaced by another person, and with his domineering nature, he would have already divided the body of the person.

The emperor back then was not like today, when the emperor had no support.

But he didn't know why, he subconsciously didn't think about it, but acted in a roundabout way, calculating the emperor's feelings.

Maybe...... Maybe he's actually a little jealous.

Jealous of the little emperor's gentle tolerance of Liang Wenxi's fool, and also worried that his unprovoked good impression was probably influenced by Liang Wenxi. What Liang Wenxian has and cherishes makes him want to destroy or snatch it.

He is not as obvious as Chu Liumu shows hatred and anger, and he is not like Chu Liumu who can lock people up in a small dark room and toss. But he just couldn't get angry.

He is a human being, a single individual, but his joys and sorrows are completely against his will, and he is influenced by another troublesome person.

If the other party makes him cry, he has to cry, and if the other party makes him laugh, he has to laugh.

He lives like this, what is the difference between him and a marionette?

He is naturally rebellious and unwilling to be controlled by anyone, but he can't get rid of Liang Wenxi.

And at this moment, he felt as if something had broken in his heart, and the overwhelming darkness was coming.

He didn't know what he was thinking, he just looked at the weak emperor wearing the imperial crown in a daze, and looked indifferent when he saw the emperor's dragon robe, but he felt like an ant at the foot of the mountain looking up desperately, and he still couldn't see the existence of being on the top of the mountain.

There is a sense of distant distance, this sense of distance makes him feel powerless, as if he can't shorten his life, and there is a faint pain in his heart, but he doesn't know where this pain comes from.