Chapter 1343: Growth
But Keiko shook her head and said softly: "No, you must have put a lot of effort into it, otherwise how could my sister have specially asked me to thank you well?"
Su Ye was stunned for a moment, and said with a sneer: "Is that really what your sister said?"
Keiko nodded immediately.
For a while, Su Ye really didn't know what to say, obviously, Sister Keiko was afraid that what she had to thank was not for saving her, but for not beeping too much, so that she could get what she wanted in Anwar, right?
But Su Ye was embarrassed to say these words, so he could only ask with a sneer: "Then is there anything else?"
Keiko was stunned for a moment, then shook her head weakly, and asked in a low voice, "Can I do something for you?"
The corners of Su Ye's mouth twitched suddenly, and he asked dumbly, "What do you want to do?"
I saw Keiko gently lift the corner of her skirt, walked to the edge of the sofa and sat down, and said softly, "You sit down......"
For a while, Su Ye's head was crooked, and his face was full of doubts.
But he didn't think much about it, and slowly walked over.
Su Ye had just sat down, and before he could ask, he saw Keiko suddenly stretch out a pair of small hands and put them on his cheeks.
Then, slowly, he leaned his head over, so that Su Ye and her forehead were tightly together.
Su Ye was a little stunned for a while, at such a close distance, not only could he clearly feel the other party's slight breathing, but even the blush on the other party's cheeks because of shyness could also be seen clearly.
At that moment, Su Ye even felt that the most beautiful color in the world was the blush on such a woman's face.
"Don't be cranky. β
Suddenly, Keiko exhaled and said this softly.
It pulled the stunned Su Ye back.
But before he could retreat, he heard Keiko say again, "This is the only way I can thank you." β
"What...... What do you mean?"
Su Ye stammered a little again, and she was really confused by such a shy Lori in front of her.
"When my father and mother died, my sister comforted me like this. β
At this time, Keiko forced her eyes and said reverently.
Su Ye's body was relieved.
And Keiko said slowly: "Sister said, this will suck away your sorrow." β
Su Ye couldn't help but smile dumbly.
Obviously, he brought his late grandfather back to Abe's house, and under the arrangement of Tamamo, the movement was not insignificant, and Keiko thanked him with this lame means because he was grateful.
After all, how could Su Ye not know that leaning his forehead together would have no effect on sucking away other people's sorrows at all, and he was definitely just deceiving children.
At most, it is just to make people subconsciously feel that there is someone to rely on when they are at a loss.
"Thank you. β
Thinking of this, Su Ye said suddenly.
Keiko was suddenly stunned, and couldn't help but open her eyes and said, "Is this okay? I haven't felt the sadness in your heart for me." β
"Uh......" The corners of Su Ye's mouth twitched, this girl can't be right
So he tentatively asked, "Haven't you tried it before?"
I saw that the flush on Keiko's cheeks was a little better, and she stammered: "How can you find someone to try such a thing, you...... Stop talking, be serious. β
Although his expression was extremely ashamed, he was stunned to hold Su Ye's head and not let this childish ritual end easily.
As he spoke, he whispered again: "Strange, why don't you feel it, could it be that my sister has been lying to me before?" But every time I do become happy......"
Su Ye was dumbfounded for a moment, but he didn't break free, and sighed softly: "Because I am not sad in my heart, you naturally don't feel it." β
Keiko was stunned suddenly, her eyes widened, and she said in disbelief: "How is this possible, your elder has obviously passed away......"
Su Ye's expression darkened, and he muttered in a low voice: "Yes, I can't figure it out, obviously my grandfather is dead, I should be very sad, but from beginning to end, what I have in my heart is just anger, when those anger is vented, the whole person seems empty, to say that happiness does not exist, but if it is sad, I can't say it, if I cry a few times about my grandfather's death, I can't squeeze out tears......"
As he spoke, his tone gradually became self-reproachful.
Obviously, in Su Ye's opinion, it is a very self-reproachful thing to not be able to grieve about Su Youguo's death.
If you don't grieve don't mean you never cared?
But Su Ye obviously cared so much about his grandfather, and now this kind of emotion of revenge and sadness really made Su Ye wonder if he had never accepted Su Youguo in his subconscious.
As for Su Ye's words, people who haven't really experienced it will probably not be aware of it, and I don't know how many people will jump out and say that your grandfather is dead, you are not sad and unfilial!
People may really be so strange, when they see others not sad or happy because of the death of their loved ones, it is inevitable that they will slander a few words, but when they see others crying bitterly, they will comfort others to mourn and change.
I always think that others should be how they should be, and how they shouldn't.
Anyway, it's not like I'm experiencing something like that, and with the group consciousness, if anyone behaves a little different from the public, they will naturally not be recognized.
I don't know if it's because I can't live a different life, I don't allow others to touch those dreams that they can't have......
But Keiko was not like most people who were smooth sailing, after hearing Su Ye's words, she suddenly got up, shook her head slightly, and said softly: "I know, I know, I used to be like this...... It is precisely because we care too much in our hearts, and when we lose, there is no sadness, it is completely because we dare not think back to the past when we had it, but when we inadvertently think of those things, we burst into tears in an instant......"
Su Ye was stunned for a moment, and under Keiko's soft voice, her heart was originally full of irritability
Emotions were greatly relieved.
But I heard Keiko murmur again: "For example, when my sister comforted me and hugged me, it reminded me of my mother's embrace for a moment, but it made me cry for a long time......
At that moment, a picture flashed in Su Ye's mind.
In a dilapidated little wood, a kind smiling face was full of jokes: "Ah Ye, what are you looking at stupidly, it can't be the idea of beating that little girl......, right?
For a while, Su Ye grinned and muttered, "That's something, grandpa, don't talk nonsense!"
But his eyes were full of tears that he couldn't stop.
Even Keiko, who put her head in front of Su Ye's forehead, was stunned for a moment.
After all, when Su Ye remembered that picture, he didn't know why, so he directly regarded Keiko in front of him as Su Youguo, and he directly got into someone's arms and kept shaking his head like a coquette.
Keiko had experienced such a battle, and she had a flushed face for a while, but she was like a monkey's butt all of a sudden, and she didn't know if Su Ye's head was squeezed into something that shouldn't be squeezed, which made her full of shame and indignation.
When a sluggish sobbing sounded in her ears, Keiko's body stiffened, and she didn't push Su Ye away, but reached out and gently patted Su Ye's back, and said softly: "It's good to cry......"
After a long time, Su Ye lifted her head from the arms of the little girl, rubbed her red eyes, and said softly, "Thank you." β
Keiko, who was secretly relieved in her heart, forcibly squeezed out a smile, and said, "Originally, I wanted to thank you." β
And some things are like this, once vented, even if the mood will be extraordinarily open-minded, even if the sadness is still there, but people will always find themselves.
It is even said that because of the unacceptable situation, in the end, I can let go and see openly, and I will eventually grow.
Like most people, if the wind has been smooth, even if the thinking is very naΓ―ve at the age of thirty or forty.
As long as you fall and get up, you can really grow.
And the more painful the fall, the greater the growth, the more people will change......
(End of chapter)