109 My heart ached, and I couldn't speak
What the master has experienced in his life, Qiqi knows very little.
She originally thought that when he got better, he would slowly tell her bit by bit about his previous life.
She knew she would take the trouble to listen.
She still remembers the trust that Master still remembers when she looked at her with blind eyes.
Why is she only so little bit capable, why can't she be a little more powerful.
Maybe if her medical skills were a little better, Master wouldn't leave.
She wanted to cry, she wanted to cry, but she didn't know where the tears went, and her eyes were just dry.
Looking at the little guy who was still struggling in her arms, she didn't know what to use to express her feelings now.
Maybe eating too hard, the little one quickly gets full and tired.
Directly put the food in the mouth, and fell asleep on the side of the head.
Qiqi gently put him back into the cot and let him sleep well.
As soon as she sorted out her clothes, Chu Xuanchi pushed the door and walked in.
He glanced at the sleeping guy on the cot and walked directly to Qiqi.
Sitting down next to Qiqi, he took her into his arms with one hand.
"Whatever is in your heart, you should not hold it back. ”
Just his words, Qiqi's heart was completely put down.
Then, tears poured out like a flood that burst the embankment.
Chu Xuanchi kept holding her and letting her release her mood to the fullest.
It's better to cry out than to hold everything in your heart.
Qiqi cried silently in his arms, but the tears had completely soaked his shirt.
When she was tired of crying, Chu Xuanchi slowly put her down.
Wash a hot towel and gently wipe the tears off her face.
"Do you want something to eat?" Chu Xuanchi said softly.
Qiqi was still silent, looking at the ceiling for a moment.
Chu Xuanchi brought a glass of warm water, helped her up, and brought the cup to her mouth.
Qiqi opened his mouth and took a few sips slowly.
She was actually very tired, just lying down, but she couldn't sleep.
Now she hopes to be able to sleep to death, and when she wakes up, she finds that it was all just a dream, and everything can start all over again.
Chu Xuanchi put her down, walked out, and closed the door casually.
There was no name in the hall, Mu Chu, and Jiang Nan were all sitting on the sofa closest to Qiqi's room.
Seeing Chu Xuan come out late, Mu Chu immediately stood up.
Chu Xuanchi looked at him and nodded, and he walked quickly towards the kitchen.
In less than three minutes, Mu Chu came over with a bowl of white porridge boiled with meat gravy.
The temperature was just right, he had just tried it.
But he didn't enter the door, just handed the porridge to Chu Xuanchi.
Chu Xuanchi held the porridge and quickly disappeared from their sight.
In less than five minutes, when Chu Xuanchi entered the door, Qiqi was still looking at the ceiling for a moment.
He carefully helped her up and slowly spooned her to eat.
Qiqi was still expressionless and never said a word.
She kept her head down, not wanting him to see what she looked like.
She wasn't cowardly, she didn't mean to worry them.
It's just that I feel really uncomfortable, very uncomfortable......
Her tears flowed down again, and even if they came out carefully, Chu Xuanchi had already seen it clearly.
But, at least she was willing to eat something, and he didn't want to disturb her and let her eat enough.
There are some words that must wait for her to say it herself, and no one can help her.
After eating a few bites, Qiqi shook his head, obviously not wanting to eat anymore.
Chu Xuanchi took another spoonful and put it to her mouth, she paused, but still opened her mouth to eat it.
When she finished swallowing, Chu Xuanchi slowly put her down.
Only this time Qiqi kept looking at the inside of the bed and didn't look at him.
He stood up softly, brought a warm towel again, and wiped the tears from her face.
After doing all this, Chu Xuanchi didn't ask anything.
He lay down directly beside Qiqi and gently hugged her from behind.
He just wanted her to know that no matter what happened, he would always be behind her.
How could Qiqi not understand this, she had clearly realized it a long, long time ago.
He will always be behind him, and no matter where she goes, he will not change his determination.
But now I really don't want to talk, I just want to slowly calm down.
......
Just like this, more than an hour passed, and when Chu Muchen woke up, Chu Xuanchi knew that Qiqi hadn't really fallen asleep yet.
Hearing his son's "hmm", Chu Xuanchi gently let go of Qiqi and walked towards Chu Muchen.
It was already a little dark outside, so Chu Xuanchi picked him up and patted him gently.
After he stopped being afraid, he went over and turned on the warm light in the room.
I got some warm boiled water and carefully gave it to Chu Muchen, who had just woken up, to drink.
After drinking for almost five minutes, Chenchen's movements became strange.
However, Chu Xuanchi was not worried at all, he knew what he represented behind this action.
After waiting another ten minutes, the little one's blushing face finally eased a little.
"What, it's over?" Chu Xuanchi said softly above his head.
His eyes were still aimed at Qiqi from time to time, but Qiqi was still facing away from them.
Ordinary people seemed to be already asleep, but Chu Xuanchi knew that she was not.
Although the breath is already very weak, the person is still awake.
She still couldn't let go of her mood and went to get a good night's sleep.
Maybe when you wake up and think through a lot of things, people will not be so uncomfortable.
Hearing Chu Xuanchi's words, Chu Muchen also responded with a relaxed face, giving him a little cry that only belonged to him.
"Okay, then I'll help you clean up first, and then I'll accompany Mommy to dinner, okay?"
The gentleness of Chu Xuanchi's face is really rare to see a few times in his life.
The people who can make him have such a performance, in addition to Qiqi and Bao'er, now there is one more Chu Muchen.
Even his mother and master can't be treated like this, right?
His words were actually for Qiqi, how could she not know.
This little guy must be stinky, it's rare that a few men in her family don't dislike this drudgery, and she is usually at ease.
I used to hear that in many families, women do this kind of thing, and men don't even touch it.
It's not dirty, or it means that it will be bad luck and affect business.
Anyway, if you don't want to do it, you have any excuse.
It's just that I didn't expect that several of my own gods would actually compete to accomplish such a thing.
Thinking about it like this, I feel a little better.
I couldn't feel the two of them, and soon there was the sound of water in the bathroom.
Qiqi turned sideways and lay flat on the bed, his eyes still looking at the crystal chandelier above his head.
My heart still hurts, and I can't speak.
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