Chapter 327: I'm Sorry I Don't Love You
I'm sorry I don't love you, not because you're not good enough, but because I'm not worthy of you.
Most people will think that men are big turnips, maybe they haven't met the right person and fall in love with her, but once a man falls in love, whether he is a prodigal son or not, he will fall in love with you.
Shen Wei didn't expect it to be so difficult to say refusal.
You look at me laughing, you feel happy, you watch me cry, and you are willing to lend me wings, even if my shoulders are paralyzed by the pillow.
Shen Falcon can be said to do anything for Shen Wei. But I just can't love it.
Shen Wei, who has always regarded Shen Falcon as her male best friend, knows Shen Falcon's affection for her, but she can't say such cruel words.
Soon, Shen Xue returned to Shen Wei and began to work as an assistant, and the two were inseparable every day.
Shen Falcon still thought that Shen Xue liked him, so he privately contacted Shen Xue to come out for a meal, and Shen Xue readily agreed.
Nothing to do without going to the Three Treasures Palace, Shen Xue knew that Shen Falcon must have something to say to her.
How innocent they used to be, but now everything has changed.
"Xue'er, is this meal delicious, Brother Falcon needs your help with something, you can see if it's okay, now Shen Wei needs someone to take care of her, and I know her so well, now she says you're back, I have no reason to stay, you see if this is okay, I'll find you a job with a better salary." Shen Falcon's face was full of unintentional smiles, which looked so fake.
What kind of character is Shen Xue, of course I don't agree.
"If you invite me to dinner, you can eat it, if you don't want to invite me to dinner, then I'll leave. Shen Xue didn't give Shen Falcon a good look. gave Shen Falcon a closed door.
He can't say anything, it's just that this wishful thinking is wrong, and he shouldn't be so impulsive.
From the moment he entered the Shen family, he fell in love with Shen Wei, knowing that his identity was a little lowly, and also knowing that the princess he loved loved another person, Shen Falcon has always hidden in his heart and silently guarded Shen Wei.
But the earth is turning, and people are also changing, and gradually I feel that the silly girl who loved to laugh before has fewer and fewer smiles on her face.
I was unwilling at the beginning, and since I decided to protect it, I have to keep guarding it.
Shen Xue went back and told Wei Wei everything Shen Falcon said to her, although it was a bit cruel to say that rejecting a person, it was better than no result. Not refusing is irresponsible to him.
Shen Wei returned to her room, picked up the mobile phone in her hand and put it down, constantly organizing language in her head, as if she wanted to memorize lines.
After a few entanglements, Shen Wei dialed Shen Falcon's phone at noon with trembling hands.
"I know how you feel about me, but I'm sorry I don't love you, I feel like you're a brother and I'm a sister, nothing else, please understand me. Shen Wei said these words tremblingly, after getting along with Shen Falcon for so long, she knew very well what kind of person Shen Falcon was, in fact, Shen Falcon's heart was very sensitive.
The air was still for 2 minutes, and the phone hanging from his ear slipped out of his hand.
When Shen Falcon heard these words, his whole person began to be stupid, and he couldn't believe what he heard.
I heard a bang, calling Shen Falcon's name but no one answered.
He picked up his mobile phone, hung up without saying a word, and just typed a few words with his hand: I just didn't hear what you said today, it's not early, you should rest early.
Shen Wei, who received the text message, was simply devastated, why was it so difficult for her to refuse.
As if he hadn't heard what Shen Wei said, could he really not care, he cared more than anyone else, in order to calm himself down, Shen Falcon went to the bathroom to take a cold shower, let the water sprinkle on his body as much as possible, it is best to catch a cold, so that he can have a reason to let Shen Wei take care of himself, he knows that a woman like Shen Wei will be soft-hearted.
After taking a shower, Shen Falcon opened the photo album and looked at the woman on the screen, "Why can't you see my true heart, you are everything to me, and if I lose you, I am a waste." The rough right hand gently touched the face of the smiling girl on the screen, her eyes were doting, Shen Falcon put the phone next to his pillow, as if Shen Wei was by his side, and just like that, he slowly fell asleep.
But Shen Wei on the other side has never been able to sleep, and she has made her words so clear today, it will be very embarrassing to meet in the future.
Just let me stay with you, even if it's just to be a clown, a spare tire.
Loving someone will not give up easily, Shen Falcon firmly believes that as long as he works hard, he will reap the rewards, and he will get his princess, in order to achieve his goals, he will do whatever it takes.
From Shen Wei's heart, he actually felt a little sorry for Shen Falcon, because Shen Falcon had no one around him except her, he seemed to be afraid of making Shen Wei jealous, so he deliberately didn't make some female friends, and kept his distance from them all the time.
But it turned out that Shen Falcon was indeed thinking too much.
Wei Wei hoped that she rejected Shen Falcon, and then let him pursue his own happiness, find someone who loved him wholeheartedly as soon as possible, and don't waste too much time on herself, but Shen Falcon didn't give herself a chance to refuse.
Shen Falcon hasn't seen Shen Wei in the past few days, because Shen Xue is by Shen Wei's side, he can rest assured, in the past few days, a big man has begun to become a little haggard, and the beard he shaves every day has now become a weed, messy, and his whole face looks dirty, the whole house is patronized by flies every day, there are beer bottles on the table on the ground, and a pungent smell of cigarettes, you can be choked out as soon as you enter, don't say a word, don't look at your mobile phone, just take a sip of cigarettes and a mouthful of wine to numb yourself and don't think about what Shen Wei said.
I haven't received a call from Shen Falcon in the past few days, according to normal times, Shen Falcon can't wait to make 4.5 calls a day, until she doesn't want to hear it, since she said those words, Shen Falcon has not called her, which makes Shen Wei a little worried.
At home, Shen Wei has been thinking about how Shen Falcon is doing now, and has been struggling with whether to go to him, she is very afraid that Shen Falcon will do something to hurt herself.
I have always been grateful to Shen Falcon for taking care of me, and I have always felt guilty about him in my heart.
He was kind to her, she didn't understand, but she couldn't understand.
At a birthday party one year, Shen Wei was the focus of the whole party, and children of the same age or a little older bought very expensive gifts for Shen Wei.
Shen Wei has not lacked anything since she was a child, and she is used to these gifts, Shen Falcon has always kept Shen Wei's life diary in her heart, but seeing that the gifts given by so many children are valuable, and she has no money to buy good gifts for Shen Wei, she is really angry.
But the attentive Shen Falcon still wanted to give Shen Wei a gift, since he couldn't buy the expensive gift himself, he would make one himself. Sometimes hand-made gifts are far more expensive than buying them sincerely.
In this way, Shen Falcon bought pens of various colors from the supermarket, and painted a picture of Shen Wei without sleeping all night.
Then he handwrote a thousand-word letter, and finally the packaging was very good, and Shen Falcon also wanted to give her the gift at Shen Wei's party.
Shen Falcon walked into the party and looked at the people in suits and leather shoes, as if he didn't belong here, and saw that he was not a person in the same circle at all, he was indeed not worthy of Shen Wei, and the identity gap was too big.
But Shen Falcon was still very brave and gave her the gift in front of Shen Wei.
At that time, Shen Wei was surrounded by children, and everyone saw that the gift given by Shen Falcon was a little special, so they coaxed and asked to open the gift, and Shen Wei didn't think anything at that time, and opened the gift in front of everyone, which made Shen Wei regret it.
When everyone saw that there was only one letter and one painting inside, they all cut it, only Shen Wei felt that this painting was very valuable, more valuable than anything else, but it made Shen Falcon lose face.
"If you can't afford it, don't send it, people with this status dare to climb us, it's just not too disgusting. Such words sounded so harsh to sound from the mouth of a small child.
Shen Falcon had actually been accustomed to these things for a long time, but when he heard these words in front of Shen Wei, he couldn't stand it as a man, but Shen Falcon didn't show his emotions.
After hearing these words, Shen Falcon didn't say anything, and his head didn't rise, but his fists tightened. Turned around and walked out.
After Shen Falcon left, the original atmosphere was restored.
But Shen Wei didn't see Shen Falcon for several days, and he was a little worried.
Finally, he found Shen Falcon in a small cabin, he had not eaten for several days, and his clothes were stained with tears. It turned out that he had been crying alone for a long time, and when Shen Wei saw him, he still refused to look up, Shen Wei forcibly asked him to raise his head, and all he saw was Shen Falcon's swollen eyes.
Shen Falcon hated himself very much, why he wasn't born in a wealthy family, why was his birth so humble, and why he fell in love with someone he shouldn't like. A lot of why surrounded Shen Falcon, it almost suffocated him.
She had never seen such a Shen Falcon, which made her a little scared, but Shen Wei didn't know that Shen Falcon had already changed at that time, and it was not the naïve Shen Falcon.
Since then, he has kept telling himself to work hard to climb up, and when he has achieved something, Shen Wei will naturally fall in love with him.
Shen Wei helped Shen Falcon out of the cabin and told him that he couldn't do this in the future.
After this incident, once Shen Falcon stopped contacting Shen Wei, he felt that something was going to happen.
So after saying these words this time, Shen Falcon must be torturing himself, he is not so strong. She always felt that Shen Falcon was very immature, and when she encountered problems, she would not solve them, she would only torture herself, and at the same time piggyback on her.