Chapter 148: Tired of Getting Tired of Getting Old!
"Are you okay? You have quit drinking, and you are going to prepare to have a baby?" Yunfei was puzzled by Yao Tiandu's behavior.
"Yes, get the red envelopes ready. Yao Tiandui squinted his eyes and smiled evilly.
"Who are you born with?" He Rongruo! Absolutely, this trick is amazing, it will kill people directly, and it is much more clever than robbing marriage." Yun Fei pointed at his brother while continuing to say, "Is this a trick for someone in a key position?"
Yao Tiandui smiled and didn't answer, just touched the teacup to Yunfei's wine glass, and continued to talk about the troubles they could talk about and the thoughts that they couldn't say in the wine or tea.
Yangchun Budeze, all things are brilliant.
When Rong Ruo wrote this, she noticed that Chengde was looking up and laughing in her direction.
Perhaps, Chengde is the Deze given to her by God! And will he still be his spring?
"Ruoruo, send you. Chengde took out a couplet he had just written and presented it to Rong Ruo, "Marry me, okay?" I was wrong at the last press conference, I am afraid that if I discuss with you first, you will definitely refuse or delay, if so, I am really afraid of losing you." ”
"Chengde, I don't know what to say, it's just, it's just, I don't know what I'm supposed to do? I don't want you to be unhappy, and I don't want to make myself unhappy. ”
"Forget it, it's a rare weekend, let's not talk about this topic, okay? There is still a while, let us think about it again, right?" Rong Ruo walked into the garden, and Chengde behind him followed as always.
She was lying under the tree with her clothes, and Chengde wanted to help her lay out a blanket, but seeing that she was so comfortable, he also lay down with her. It's a better time to fall asleep than a night's sleep.
I don't know how long I lay down, but when I opened my eyes, I was facing the sunlight pouring down between the branches and leaves, and Rong Ruo couldn't help but squint my eyes again.
"Ruoruo, will you love me well?" As soon as she spoke, she felt the breath of Chengde dawn across her neck.
Rong Ruo pushed him away like a beast, Chengde just stood up, but he didn't stabilize for a while, and he took a few steps backwards and fell to the grass.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you suddenly spoke, startling me. Rong Ruo wanted to reach out to help, but Chengde slowly stood up by himself, "Rong Ruo, you don't seem to have ever said that." ”
"What?"
"You know what's going on, okay. Let's go inside, and the sun is getting stronger. ”
"Chengde, do you know? I just seem to have had a nightmare?"
"Silly girl, can you still dream for a while?" Chengde turned around and touched her long hair, "Is lying next to me a nightmare?"
Rong Ruo's eyes were full of melancholy when he saw Chengde, and he didn't know how to say it at once.
"Look at you, I can't be humorous with this expression just kidding? Tell me, what did you dream about?"
"Hahaha, it's been a long time since I've seen you laugh? ”
"Thank you!"
"Thank me? Why?"
"I always thought that only I would pay attention to when you cry and when you laugh, but it turns out that you also care about me, when I laugh?
Rong Ruo dreamed that he eloped with Yao Tianwan at the wedding with Ye Chengde, and then Ye Chengde grabbed Yao Tianwan like crazy, and threw Yao Tianwan down directly on the balcony of the building, the flesh and blood were blurred, and Rong Ruo was awakened by a nightmare all of a sudden.
"You're so curious, you remember it before, but now you really can't remember what you're dreaming about. ”
"I really don't have a lot of curiosity, I just pay more attention to your heart, I value who you have in your heart, what things, and am I also in your heart?"
Rong Ruo bit her lip and didn't speak.
"It is said that character determines fate, do you say that I am not used to loving you, and you are also used to being loved by me all the time."
"Maybe I'm really used to it." Rong Ruo suddenly remembered that Chen Yiyi had a training class.
"What do you want, share?" Chengde saw what her eyes seemed to be recalling.
It's about this sentence that I'm used to, these four words, people who are used to saying this, in psychological analysis, say that they must have had a traumatic experience in their lives, a very important person has not taken care of his emotions when he needs to talk, nor has he given support and companionship when he is vulnerable, and has not given satisfaction when he longs for love. “
Chengde listened calmly, nodded again, and motioned for Rong Ruo to continue.
"Everyone's story is ever-changing, but the traumatic experiences it leads to are always similar, these experiences make people feel unaccepted, unnoticed, unloved, and more seriously, they may be deprived of a sense of existence and value a little bit, so those who often say "I'm used to it" will also be accompanied by negative self-perceptions such as "I'm not worthy" and "I'm not important". Therefore, every time they use "habits" to deal with dilemmas and problems, they are not all automatic reactions, and they will actually experience repeated inner struggles before they really get used to it. “
Chengde seems to be listening, and it seems that he is not listening, and Rong Ruo really can't go on.
"Ruoruo, do you think I'm such a person?" Chengde turned to her and asked.
In fact, when they need companionship and support, they also want to take the initiative to ask for help, but they are afraid of rejection, when they want to pour out their troubles, they are also eager to speak up at some opportunity, but they are worried that they will not be comforted, when they want to get love and care, they also want to expose vulnerability and helplessness, but doubt whether they can be answered. So, new emotional problems arise."
"If you understand all this, why are you willing to let me be so sad?" Chengde interrupted her.Rong Ruo was just repeating Chen Yiyi's words, but she didn't expect Chengde to be so sensitive, and she was even more speechless all of a sudden, and her hands were constantly rubbing, which felt very bad, after all, Chengde had always given her a very relaxed feeling, and she didn't think that it would become this kind of getting along now.
"Now that I understand, there will be no regrets?" Chengde seemed to ask, as if he was saying to himself.
"There are two kinds of feelings in the world, one is to be tired of each other until the end of life, and the other is to forget the rivers and lakes but miss it to cry. What would you choose?
"I don't want both, I don't want regrets. ”
"Whose feelings would want to regret it? But if I had to choose one of them, I would have chosen the second one before, and now I will only stick to the first one. Chengde's gaze was firm.
Looking at the past from Rong Ruo's perspective, Chengde's facial features are actually exquisite, especially when the sun shines down, his aura is radiant, charming and cold, quiet cold humor and a brain with poetic philosophy.
Also, he pursues the breath of boundless freedom.
It's just that, in the past, Rong Ruo lacked observation and discovery, but now, after Chengde lost his mother, he began to become unfathomable, and it is indeed a bit like the personality psychoanalysis she just said.
Will the former sunny boy still warm himself?
Rong Ruo had an uneasy wave in his heart!
"Let's go, don't look worried, weekends are for relaxation, you can either rest here again, and I'll go and cook you something delicious." Cheng pulled a look at the back of his head.
"I'm here too, and I'm going to learn to burn too." Rong Ruo followed Chengde with two or three feet.
"If you learn how to burn, then I'm not going to be laid off? Don't go into the kitchen. Look at your hands, I'm really reluctant."
"Every woman has to learn to cook, don't I aspire to become a new era woman who can enter the hall and go down to the kitchen?"
"Your hands are used to hold a pen, not to dip in the spring water.
"Chengde, you're going to spoil me."
"It's good if you know." Chengde started to get busy in the kitchen, Rong Ruo picked up the book on the side, and crossed Erlang's legs to flip through the books at will.
Weekends are always so short, especially for people who work.
"Which lawyer did you make an appointment?"
"Didn't the company have a barrister Chen? and made an appointment with another one?"
Ye Chengde made an appointment with a lawyer, not Chen Mo, he was ready to give half of Ye's shares to Rong Ruo for free, but he was afraid that she would refuse to accept it, so even Chen Mo avoided it, and just met another lawyer who they were not familiar with. Rong Ruo also didn't know about this matter.
Chen Mo knew that another colleague was being summoned in Chengde's office, and he didn't bother him, because he had just a few agreements to discuss, so he had to return to his office.
He looked out the window and was silent.Since Ye Chengde announced that he was going to be engaged to Rong Ruo, he hadn't looked for Rong Ruo alone after work.Maybe this is the best way to get along.It's just that there is still a trace of a faint pain in his heart, and he has intermittent seizures for a while.Through such a period of observation and understanding, he knows that the person in Rong Ruo's heart is definitely not Ye Chengde, this kind of discovery makes him worry and a little happy.He doesn't know what is wrong with him. Maybe he has to figure out his mind as soon as possible, otherwise, this matter will only drag on and get more troublesome.
Working hours are obviously not the best opportunity, but after work, Ye Chengde occupied Rong Ruo's spare time, at this time, Ye Chengde declined all customers, and at the same time told him not to disturb his work in the past three or four hours, so this time is the best point for him to come out.
Thinking of this, Chen Mo resolutely walked towards Rong Ruo's office.