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Take Jin Le to Jin Yuan's hospital room, where a nurse is injecting her with medicine.
After waiting for a while, Lu Jing waited until the nurse came out and told her about going in to visit the patient. And told her that it was the patient's daughter.
The nurse glanced at Jin Le, who was well-behaved, and didn't say anything more, and let them in.
"Thank you, sister nurse!" Jin Le said sweetly to the nurse.
It's not like she couldn't go in to visit her mother before, but today she can finally go in and have a look.
"You're welcome. ”
The nurse squatted down, made herself look at Xiao Jinle, and grabbed her shoulders with both hands, "Go ahead, take a good look at Mom." ”
"Hmm. ”
The nurse wanted to say something more, but she didn't know where to start, so she could only open her mouth, "Go in and be quiet...... After saying that, he left.
"Jin Le go in to see Mom, I won't go in, I'll wait for you outside." ”
Jin Le let go of the hand holding Lu Jing, raised his somewhat timid eyes, and asked carefully, "That...... Can I stay in there for a few more minutes?"
"Absolutely. ”
After getting Lu Jing's consent, Jin Le opened the door and walked in happily.
"Mom. Jin Le shouted and ran over to the bed.
"Lele?"
"Why are you here?" asked Jin Yuan in a hoarse voice.
"Mom...... Why did your face become so white. Seeing Jin Yuan's pale face, Xiao Jinle was taken aback, "Is it that you don't have the appetite to eat?" and thought it was the reason why she was a picky eater.
thought that Jin Yuan had lost her appetite because of illness.
Jin Yuan smiled, put the hand in the quilt in and out, held Jin Le's warm little hand, and wrapped it in the palm of his hand, "Mom is fine." ”
"It's you Lele, what Sister Lu Jing says in the future, you have to treat her as if she was what your mother said, okay?"
Before Jin Le could speak, Jin Yuan smiled again, "By the way, is there anything going on during this time." ”
Jin Le replied word by word, "No." ”
"There's nothing going on at home, just waiting for my mom to come home. ”
Jin Le hugged Jin Yuan's body on the bed and said warmly.
Hearing her say this, Jin Yuan's eyes were full of pain, her eyes closed unconsciously, and her hands also hugged Jin Le.
The two exchanged pleasantries, and Jin Yuan wanted her to go back early.
"Mom, but I want to be here with you......" Jin Yuan was a little pitiful, her mouth was pursed, and her eyes were full of grievances.
Jin Yuan sighed, "Mom is going to rest, wait a while" Although there was some reluctance in her eyes, her tone was also unusually unstoppable.
After that, he lay down in the quilt and made an attitude of resting.
Jin Le didn't speak, and stood there for a while before slowly withdrawing.
After seeing her go out, Jin Yuan's eyes darkened, and her original gaze was so tired that she closed her eyes.
At night
Jin Yuan lay on the hospital bed, the ward was quiet, and there was no sound.
A nurse had already come to change her medicine and told her to rest.
How could it be, she, a dying person, kept her eyes open: for a few seconds she felt that she could still be with Jin Le in the world for a while.
In the middle of the night, her physical condition would faintly attack, and she couldn't control it at all, and she couldn't make a cry for help, as if she was strangled by something.
Her body was like 10,000 code words gnawing at the skin on her body, and her whole body ached. Not even an inch of skin is spared.
Her symptoms only flare up in the middle of the night, and she's just weak during the day. She didn't tell Lu Jing about it, she knew that the hospital had been busy with a doctor who had been infected recently.
If something like this happens, you won't need the road scene......
What's more, she left by herself, which may be a relief for herself, and also a chance to let Jin Le go.
She still has her own parents, and she shouldn't just stay with her sick person and take care of her forever.
And so it went on for a few days, and every day was the same, and no one came back during the day, except for the nurse who came to inject her with the medicine.
She also told other nurses that they wanted to have a good rest and that they were determined not to let others disturb them.
That night, Jin Yuan found that she couldn't hold it anymore.
The consciousness is vague, and the presence of hands and feet can no longer be felt.
The eyes are too heavy to lift.
The mind is full of bits and pieces of Jinle.
It felt like seeing her long-dead husband resurface.
The ward was also quiet, even more lonely and desolate.
In fact, to be honest, since her husband left, it has been Jin Le who has been with her.
When she first picked up Jin Le, she also took her home because she was pitiful, and she would not do a loss-making business, Jin Le spoke very little when she was a child, and she was also timid when she saw people.
The neighbors knew the origin of Jin Le, and they also felt that it was not good to put it at home, and they probably wouldn't be so close to her, so Jin Yuan put her in the nursery for a few years and wanted to send her to an orphanage.
A few days after going to the orphanage, Xiao Jinle didn't cry or make trouble, but he didn't talk to anyone.
Even the dean would wonder if Jin Le had any symptoms.
When Jin Yuan went to see her, Jin Le hugged her fiercely and cried when he saw her.
This cry made Jin Yuan's heart ache, and she hated why she sent her to this place.
Jin Le is her child, and since she was named Jin Le, she has been destined to be her own Jin Yuan's child.
She picked up Jin Le with red eyes and went to go through the formalities.
The dean was also very relieved to see her take Jin Le away, and told her that there was a family with a good family that wanted to take Jin Le away, but Jin Le refused to die. I don't know why......
On the way back, she was so distressed that she hugged Jin Le in her arms and asked, "Isn't someone trying to take you away?" ”
“......”
Seeing that Jin Le still didn't speak, Jin Yuan spoke again, "I went to another home, and the environmental conditions are better than now, don't you think." If you follow me, you will suffer, and it will be very hard. ”
"You're my mother! Jin Le poured out his grievances for several days.
Then the tears stayed as if they had been accumulated for a long time, and his hand couldn't help but change to hug Jin Yuan's neck.
Hearing Jin Le say that, Jin Yuan was also so moved that she put her head on her delicate forehead, "It's my mother's fault, just stay by my mother's side in the future, and don't go anywhere." ”
Jin Le also sobbed and let out a "hmm".
When she got home, Jin Yuan cooked a meal for Jin Le.
After setting up the dishes and chopsticks to take care of her and sit down, Jin Yuan sandwiched a piece of meat for her, "Lele eat more, see that you have lost weight." ”
Jin Le obediently picked up the chopsticks on the table and started moving.
Seeing that Jin Le finished eating the rice in her eyes, she took another bowl and made soup for her.
"Jinle, drink some soup. Jin Yuan handed over the soup in his hand.
"Thank you, Mom. ”
When Jin Le reached out for the soup, Jin Yuan's sharp eyes found that there was a bruise mark on her wrist, "Lele, what do you say about your hand?", walked over and picked up her hand, pulled up her sleeve, and the trace seemed to have been pinched by someone. But the range is not large, it does not look like an adult pinch......
"Is it a child in an orphanage?......
With this question, Jin Yuan immediately knew the truth of this matter.
The dean also told her that Jin Le ignored anyone when he was there, and he didn't communicate with anyone at all.
It is impossible for an adult to do this to such a child, if it is possible, it is a child there......
"Hmm. Jin Le nodded hesitantly.
The children in the orphanage have been staying in it for a long time, and naturally they have a lot of bad psychology.
When Jin Le just went in, a sister who was 5 years older than her deliberately bullied her when she saw that she was well-behaved. Especially when she saw a pair of parents who took a fancy to Jin Le, she really felt that Jin Le was really an ignorant child, and someone wanted to adopt her, but she was still unwilling......
also wants to enlist other people to bully her together.
Fortunately, the dean found out in time, so he arranged Jin Le in a room alone, so as to avoid some incidents.
The day after Jin Le returned home, Jin Yuan took her back to the orphanage.
When I went there to find the dean, I showed the dean the scars on Jin Le's hands, and said that he must give an explanation.
When the dean saw the scars on Jin Le's hands, he vaguely understood, so he called a little girl out.
When the little girl came out, she saw Jin Le standing in front of her unharmed, dressed neatly and brightly, and her mother was protecting her. It is in strong contrast to the appearance of her simple clothes and solitude.
"Li Yao, come and see if you made it?" As soon as he saw Li Yao coming, the dean couldn't help but speak.
Li Yao has only come here in the past few years, and she has heard more or less about her behavior, but she believes that children will never do that, so she didn't care, and she only noticed it when she knew what happened to Jinle last time.
Today. The child's hometown came to ask for an explanation, and she definitely couldn't cover it up.
"I ...... I didn't. ”
"I didn't pinch it. Li Yao saw that the dean was angry, and she had no idea in her heart, so she began to speak incoherently.
The dean's temper is generally good, and it is rare to see her so angry.
"Did you do it?What kind of enmity does Lele have with you?Do you want to treat her like this?" Jin Yuan couldn't help but say to Li Yao. I couldn't help but feel a little angry in my heart.
I don't know if Jin Yuan's maintenance made Li Yao even more angry.
Li Yao lost her usual influence, and scolded directly, "I just hate her, I hate you." What do you think. ”
The dean was also shocked by her words, "Li Yao, is that how I usually teach you?"
Li Yao's lips were tightly closed, as if she was about to cry. "I just hate Jinle, I just don't like her. ”
"Hey, you kid ......" When the dean wanted to say something, Li Yao pulled out his legs and ran out of the door.
"I'm sorry, Mother Kim, this child has also done something wrong, you can forgive her. ”
Jin Yuan could only give up when she saw that the dean said this, "Okay, then the dean, you can educate well." ”
Jin Yuan held Jin Le's little hand and was about to leave, "Then I'll take Jin Le back first." ”
"Well, go ahead. ”
After sending Jin Yuan and the others away, the dean walked to the back garden and saw Li Yao sitting on the swing crying.
"Dean......" Li Yao stopped crying when she saw someone coming, but her face was still covered with tears that couldn't deceive people.
The dean sat next to her, wiped her face with a tissue, and comforted, "Li Yao, what I taught you, you must not forget it next time." ”
Li Yao knew what the dean was referring to, "Hmm." Got it. ”
"Don't you like Jin Le, isn't she well-behaved?"
Li Yao's application was a little unnatural, and she silently did not start.
The dean didn't ask questions, and sat on the swing with her.
Li Yao actually saw that Jin Le also wanted to get along with her, but when the parents wanted to adopt a child, she was expecting them to come and take her away, but she didn't expect the pair of parents to go to Jin Le, but Jin Le was still unwilling.
Li Yao's mood at that time was as aggrieved as if she had eaten ashes, as if what she had worked hard to get was very disdainful when she saw it in others, and she didn't even want to get it.
From then on, Li Yao began to hate Jin Le.
It's not so much hate, it's jealousy. It may be that those who are jealous of Jin Le don't care, who are jealous of her mother, and who are jealous of her, who want to ......
She has been in the orphanage for 4 years, and she has been sent here since her parents were gone.
The dean was also very good to her and taught her things to be good to her.
But she still longs for her parents and for someone to care about the feeling of home.
It was rare for people to come to the orphanage to visit or take them away, and she couldn't have been happier to know that the parents wanted to take a child from the orphanage.
Unfortunately, it backfired......
Jin Yuan took Jin Le to get a little medicine and then went home.
When she got home, Jin Yuan took out the medicine and wanted to apply it to Jin Le.
"Lele, there's something you want to tell your mother. Jin Yuan spoke as she applied the medicine.
"Good. Although it is just a simple word, it contains the joyful mood of Jinle.
"Yo, Sister Yuan. Do you still have this child?"
Hearing this voice, Jin Yuan knew that it was Aunt Fang who lived nearby.
"Hmm. Jin Yuan didn't want to say anything.
"Why are you still keeping, what good can you do if you keep this child? I don't know how to hurt you when I grow up......"
"Aunt Fang!" Jin Yuan scolded in a hurry.
Aunt Fang was startled and covered her chest, "What's wrong?" ”
"Am I not right?"
Jin Yuan finished applying the medicine and pulled Jin Le in front of Aunt Fang, "Aunt Fang, look at it, this is my daughter Jin Le, the eternal daughter." ”
"Jin Le will help me and make me happy, much better than some people's sons. ”
"Not the kind of person who just gnaws at the old. Jin Yuan pulled Jin Le and said proudly.
Jin Le seemed to be emotionally driven, and the uneasy emotions that usually saw Aunt Fang disappeared, and he looked at her boldly.
With my mother here, what are you afraid of.
Aunt Fang was told that she was in her heart, and she began to become at a loss, and she couldn't say what she had thought of, "Don't blame me for not reminding you." After saying that, he hurriedly ran out.
Since that incident, the two of them have lived peacefully until now.
If it weren't for Jin Yuan's serious illness, she would still accompany Jin Le to adulthood and to the grade where she fell in love and got married......
Slowly, Jin Yuan's consciousness was gone, and her brain was completely empty.
The things in the brain are all dissipated.
Her world became silent and silent......
......
"Jin Yuan, Jin Yuan, Jin Yuan?"
"Inform the editor that the patient is not breathing......"