Chapter Thirty-Eight: Just Turn Back and I'll Be Behind You
Bai Qinghuan sat on a rattan chair, enjoying the warmth of the sun, the marble table was decorated with desserts and flower tea, and the room was playing her favorite music, all of which were the life she longed for.
Now that she has done it, not only the people she loves but also the people who love her, how wonderful it is!
On this day, Gu Beicheng came to Bai Qinghuan's house as usual, and as soon as she opened the door, she found that she had this smile on her face that she hadn't seen for a long time, and she was also very energetic, without her previous listless appearance.
"Xiao Huan, are you happy? It's rare to see you happy today. Gu Beicheng was curious about what made her so happy, and there was a smile on his whole face.
"It's a duck, I do have a very happy thing, that is, I got back together with Huo Beiting. The only thing that can make her happy is Huo Beiting, as well as her own children and her own store.
When Gu Beicheng heard the news, he felt that he had been sent to hell in an instant, couldn't she see what she had done for so long? Why did she choose someone who didn't believe in her, and who always misunderstood her?
Gu Beicheng couldn't accept it, he liked Bai Qinghuan for so many years, but he couldn't resist Huo Beiting's gentle words, Huo Beiting's words could make Bai Qinghuan happy all day.
"Xiao Huan, why did you agree!" Gu Beicheng said heartbrokenly.
"I want to give him a chance, and if he still thinks like he used to be this time, I will consider divorcing him. ”
Gu Beicheng said without giving up: "But he treated you like that before, have you forgiven me?"
"Xiao Huan, do you know that I have liked you for many years, until I heard that you need me, do you know how happy I am? Because I can finally do one thing for you, everything I do is for you. ”
"I know, but I'm sorry I don't like you, the only person I liked from beginning to end was Huo Beiting. How could Bai Qinghuan not know that he liked herself? She just didn't want to pierce that layer of paper, she still wanted to continue to be friends with him.
Why should she be a friend for a lifetime to be a girlfriend for a short time? She knew that she didn't like him so she couldn't give him sweetness, and she didn't want to try to be a lover with him in the past, but she found that she couldn't overcome the barrier in her heart.
Since she can't give it, she won't give him a trace of fantasy, and she won't hang Gu Beicheng, she will slowly repay what she owes Gu Beicheng in the future.
Gu Beicheng knew that she didn't mean that to him, and it was his own wishful thinking from beginning to end, although he didn't want to admit it, but there was no way to put the facts in front of his eyes, the person he loved didn't love her.
He also thought about giving up, but after so many years, didn't he have to give up a long time ago? He didn't know why he was obsessed with liking Bai Qinghuan, as if every advantage of Bai Qinghuan attracted him.
Looking at Gu Beicheng's sad expression, she didn't feel good in her heart, she could understand the feeling that the person she loved didn't love her, Huo Beiting only liked Fan Xue before, and never looked at her squarely, no matter how much she paid.
"Beicheng, I thank you for everything you have done for me, I will pay it back slowly in the future, and I will not owe you any more, so that I will not feel guilty. ”
Gu Beicheng hoped that she would not return her favor so quickly, so that she would feel a little guilty, she would not forget herself so quickly, and she could find an excuse to come and see her at any time.
"It's okay, I'm willing to do everything to you, if you really feel guilty about me, then be friends with me!"
"Okay, then we'll be friends. She didn't want to lose such a good friend, there weren't many people who had been good to her since she was a child, and she didn't have many friends, so she was happy to be Gu Beicheng's good friend.
If Gu Beicheng encounters any difficulties in the future, she will definitely be obligated to help him, Gu Beicheng has surpassed ordinary friends in her heart, and more Bai Qinghuan regards Gu Beicheng as a relative, although he is a friend, he is more of a relative than a relative.
Gu Beicheng can also be regarded as an elder brother of his mother's family, and he can still complain to Gu Beicheng if he is wronged in the future.
After saying the words in her heart, Bai Qinghuan felt much more comfortable, Gu Beicheng looked at her relieved and said, "Xiao Huan, as long as you turn around, I will definitely be behind you!"
As long as his Xiao Huan needs his help, he will still stand up to help her, as long as she is in need.
"Okay, I remember, thank you Beicheng. "I thank him from the bottom of my heart, and since he comes back, he has been protecting himself from the slightest harm.
She will never forget that night Gu Beicheng drove her big G towards the Huo family's villa, just to get justice for her, and she did not hesitate to fight with her relatives for herself, and she was very moved by what he did.
"Xiao Huan, I have one last request, can you promise me?"
"Say it!"
"May I kiss you on the forehead once, just once. Gu Beicheng begged, because he really didn't want to let go, he really loved Bai Qinghuan more than anyone else, he didn't have to love Huo Beiting at all, he could do what Huo Beiting could do, and he could do what Huo Beiting couldn't.
"Yes!" Bai Qinghuan thought to himself that this was the only thing he could do for Gu Beicheng.
Gu Beicheng didn't expect her to agree so readily, with his understanding of her, he thought that she would reject him ruthlessly, but the result was beyond his expectations.
Gu Beicheng walked in front of Bai Qinghuan, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and let go, "Xiao Huan, I wish you happiness." ”
After saying that, Gu Beicheng left without looking back, tears rolled in Gu Beicheng's eyes, he didn't want her to see him so embarrassed, although it was heartbreaking to let go, but as long as she was happy, it was enough.
Looking at the back of Gu Beicheng leaving, Bai Qinghuan's heart was mixed, the feeling of not being able to love was really uncomfortable, the kind of tears that were day and night, the kind of people who couldn't forget anything they wanted to forget, it was really uncomfortable.
That's how she used to be, every night was her hardest time, and the next day she had to pretend that there was nothing to face those people.
Only the pillow knows how many tears she sheds, only the quilt knows how she has accompanied her for countless days and nights, and the room knows how much she has complained to herself.
I thought that time was the pain of healing scars, but I didn't expect that it was also the scar that was the easiest to crack.