Chapter 117: The Nightmare Repeats (23) Reincarnation (Part II) It was a sweet dream
Re-enactment, re-enactment, re-enactment, and acting.
Back then, it was the same.
Kurosawa Silver trusts black because black brings him more happiness and security than white.
However, this trust came to an end when he was seven years old.
"Haha, your companion? No, it's mine! Why do you think my people can easily pull you and her over, this is Gin's acquiescence, he acquiesced to the organization to secretly dispose of you!"
Ah, right.
It seems that it is because he is too close to the girl with the special identity of Si, it seems that it is because he knows nothing but causing trouble in the organization, and it seems that it is because his dead body is more valuable for research......
What black and white, the color doesn't matter, anyway, they all want to make him blood red, and be at their mercy, right?
It's okay to turn red, he doesn't have any family or friends in the organization anyway...... Oh no, there was one who was once a friend, but betrayed him.
"Didn't he just laugh at you for saying a few words like a golden retriever?" After muttering, Kurosawa smiled and tilted his head, telling the girl to close her eyes, saying that today was April Fool's Day, and the group of people had joined forces to make a birthday joke on him.
When he got up again, he went to be dyed, but he had dyed himself red with someone else's blood.
Now he's decided to accept red as his favorite color.
The girl in his arms was clean and quiet, different from him.
"Sorry, running a little too fast, I'll put you down soon...... Ah, when I arrived, I said there were a lot of treasures here......"
The dark gray powder was well preserved in one room, and Kurosawa pulled out a drawer to empty the contents and scooped up most of the zinc powder.
"Do you want to see fireworks?" Kurosawa Gin, who took out the lighter, smiled openly, "At present, my level can only use dust explosions to play, wait, I can show you more beautiful fireworks in the future!"
He placed her in a hidden corner and rushed out.
The beautiful silver simulated the trajectory of the starry sky in mid-air, and the sparks ignited the air in an instant.
"Come on, let's play!"
Blood, blasting, screaming, mixed together. The madness and despair that permeated the air lingered in the smoke of gunpowder for a long time.
Si opened his eyes and looked at the scene in front of him, which was blurred by fire and blood, and the dust gradually fell, and he couldn't see anyone anymore.
Is it all torn to shreds?
Even he ......
Her wide-open eyes were smoky, but she didn't dare close them.
She didn't understand why this was happening.
Obviously, I was just going to have fun and play at first, why......
Tears kept falling, like a necklace with broken threads spilling pearls on the ground.
The heat quickly evaporated her tears, but the moisture in her eyes was retained due to the continuous flow. In the blurred vision, someone seemed to touch her red and swollen eyes.
"Don't be afraid, I'm back from the fireworks with them. β
"Yes, yes...... Clothes ......"
"Ah, of course the birthday boy should be dressed in festive clothes, red is very beautiful, right? Don't dislike the taste, come, I'll take you home soon." β
The smell of blood filled her nostrils, and she held back her tears and pretended that she didn't understand the boy's lies, and just held the boy's hand when he tried to hold herself away: "I'll go by myself." β
She originally intended to reduce the burden on the teenager, but she didn't expect this kindness to become a drag.
Her feet stepped on the torn flesh, she screamed instinctively and fell in fright, and in the fog someone fired a shot in her direction, the bullet did not hurt her, only made her feel the warmth of the splash on her body.
The bullet didn't hit her, it only hurt her guards even more.
Can people really go so far without heart and lungs?
Why are you still smiling so happily, and why are you able to comfort her by acting as indifferent from the beginning to the end?
Si looked at the smile on the young man's blood-stained face, and resented his heartlessness in his heart.
"It doesn't hurt, but it hurts even more when I'm in the institute...... Oh, you see their jokes getting more and more excessive, I'll have to talk to them, you can hide it. β
Once again, he left her behind.
But this time, instead of sitting still, she chased after her.
Si heard the boy mutter, "I'm sorry to get you involved, if I go out alone like in previous years, you won't ...... I'll send you home. You're such a smart kid, you must be a great doctor in the future, aren't you?"
No, it's not.
Why take the blame on yourself?
You're obviously not doing anything wrong, you're wrong...... It's just the person who created you, the alien, it's just the whole black-clad organization.
"I won't let you die. β
It's only been a few months together, but after so many ups and downs in her life, Shiho Miyano really regards Kurosawa Silver as her only friend, and it's also ...... Friends who can never be separated.
"So, live. β
That's why she was able to rush up when Kurosawa Silver was on his knees gasping for breath, and helped the other party block the doctor's bullet that was shooting at him.
If one of them was going to die, it would be her.
She lost her parents before she could remember, her only sister was separated before she could see each other at all, and she was alone and living in the darkβso even if she died, she didn't feel much pity.
She had actually been tired of this kind of world for a long time.
But he's different.
He has seen the darkness, he has looked up to the sun, he has good memories, there is a tragic present, and there is a future that he can't see.
So to die, please let her go ahead, even if she becomes his nightmare, it doesn't matter, just live, it's best for them to live.
Of course, due to mental problems, Si couldn't have put together these coherent words in the bits and pieces of these thoughts back then, but she did think so in her heart.
When Kurosawa Silver rushed over to hug her, she touched Kurosawa's face and smiled at the expression that Kurosawa Silver had done to her.
"You're here, it's home. "So, there's no need to take her home. Find the home you want and live.
Si thought in a daze, and closed his eyes in a daze.
Then a long dream ensued.
β¦β¦
Ashbara closed his eyes.
She thought she had regained all her memories before, but she didn't.
From the moment she decided that everything was a nightmare, she was already wrong.
Even if the events of the year were brutal and horrific, she spent time with Kurosawa Silver and defeated the nightmare, and those memories are beautiful.
In the end, she even understood the meaning of rebellion, learned to resist for the first time, and experienced the joy of helping others for the first time...... Back then, she should have been very happy.
So why fear?
Because the most important memories are forgotten.
She only remembered the despair she had had again and again, but she had forgotten the new life brought by Kurosawa Silver.
This re-enactment, if not planned by Kurosawa Gin, is also in charge of running it.
He wasn't helping her overcome the nightmare that she didn't have to overcome, but in the process of reenacting the "nightmare", he kept reminding her of the "sweet dream" of the year, and even everything after waking up...... Even Kurosawa himself can't remember everything......
Those things are important.
He was begging her for help in this way.
For the first time, he had a request for her.
"It's still so self-assertive, it's so tough to even ask someone, it's a price......" Gray Hara muttered to himself, and then rested his head on Kurosawa's shoulder.
"I'll sleep for a while, but don't let me get hurt. β
That's the best punishment.
You'll do it, right?
β¦β¦
Kurosawa Silver felt that Gray Plain's body relaxed a lot.
He was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect this kind of thing to come so quickly.
I thought that I had to continue to develop in order to further stimulate the recovery of Gray Yuan's memory, but I didn't expect Gray Yuan to detect the truth so quickly, and he was so considerate to pass his deception in some aspects.
He really didn't like the wrong person.
However, Gray Yuan's consciousness was really turbulent when Conan thought that Nine was here to help him, but it turned out to be helping Qingchi.
So they went through something similar back then. Let's say you think that an ally is coming, but that ally kills them in turn.
It's a pity that he doesn't remember this kind of detail very clearly, but he just subconsciously laid it out by feeling......
Kindness.
He walked.
He asked Seichi to bring a bugging device that could hear him.
Qingchi doesn't seem to know anything, but in fact, he knows everything - this is for the layout of the future.