Chapter 125: Sober Epiphany
Su Hao stared at Lin Zitai defensively, not knowing what kind of move he would make next.
Lin Zitai was stunned for only a minute, and seemed to come back to his senses.
He looked at the person below him again, looked at the familiar and unfamiliar face, and thought in a lost mind: "Shen Yue... Shen Yue.."
Suddenly, she let go of the hand that bound Su Hao and hugged her head in pain, "Shen Yue, she refuses to see me, she refuses to see me!"
Looking at his abnormal appearance, Su Hao was also unexpected.
"Lin Zitai?" Su Hao called his name tentatively.
Lin Zitai put down his hand and left Su Hao's body. got up and went back to the bed, Su Hao immediately sat up, tidied up his clothes, and distanced himself from him.
"I'm sorry.... I think I'm really crazy.." After the silence, Lin Zitai laughed at himself apologetically.
"You..."Su Hao paused, she actually wanted to ask Lin Zitai if there was something wrong with his spirit, always good and bad, so that now Su Hao couldn't fully trust whether his apology was sincere or if there was a smoke bomb.
"I'm really sorry, I miss her so much that I would do so much out of control... But I really can't control myself, I can't control my heart... Even once, even if she asked me to look at her from afar!" Lin Zitai choked up.
However, one night, Lin Zitai's change surprised Su Hao too much, especially at this moment, it was clear that the victim was himself, but the perpetrator was so sad that he couldn't help himself, which made Su Hao helpless.
"Lin Zitai, Shen Yue... She's gone, why don't you just refuse to accept the reality?" Su Hao knew that the truth was cruel, but instead of anesthetizing himself by escaping, it was better to muster up the courage to face it, Lin Zitai's problem was heart disease, heart disease also required heart medicine, and his heart medicine was Shen Yue, only by making him admit and accept the reality might he be able to get real relief.
"No, she was just hidden by Sinan, she won't die, she can't die, how can a good person say that it's gone!" Sure enough, Lin Zitai was still unwilling to accept it as always, and his emotions were intense.
"Lin Zitai, you should be sober! People can't be resurrected after death, and regrets can't be repeated, what's the use of you regretting it now, the past is gone, I believe Shen Yue doesn't want to see you live in nothingness every day, why can't you fight for breath!" Su Hao stood in front of him, mercilessly shattering his last trace of illusion.
Lin Zitai slowly raised his head and looked at Su Hao, his expression was complicated, and his heart was also full of mixed feelings.
How he hoped that Shen Yue could also reprimand him like this, even if it was only once in the past, he would wake up, and it would not be the ending he is now, but Shen Yue has never done this, she will always choose to bear all this silently, even if she is terminally ill and suffering from illness, she chooses to be alone, and she will do this, it must be because she is disappointed in herself.
Seeing that Lin Zitai's mood gradually calmed down, Su Haocai said again:
"Lin Zitai, if you really want to know what Shen Yue thinks, you can ask Sinan, and he will definitely tell you everything you want to know, including Shen Yue's final explanation to you before leaving. ”
"Looking for him, it's not because of him, and Shen Yue won't be able to leave me!" mentioning Sinan, Lin Zitai was still very resistant.
"Why did Shen Yue leave you, isn't it because of yourself, you will put the fault on Sinan, just because you don't want to face it. ”
"I... I'm not..."Lin Zitai was speechless.
Su Hao is right, he really doesn't want to face it, he doesn't want to admit that it is because of his Shen Yue that he will leave resolutely, even if Sinan doesn't appear, maybe Shen Yue will not be any different from him in the end, but it is just his own doing.
"Sinan said, when you understand one day, go to him, and he will tell you what you want to know. Su Hao said lightly.
Lin Zitai was silent for a while, and suddenly stood up, as if he had made a decision.
"Miss Su, I'm sorry for what happened tonight, I'll make amends to you in the future, I still have some things.."
Without waiting for Lin Zitai to finish speaking, Su Hao already understood, raised his hand to signal him to shut up, and said, "I understand, there is no need to make amends, as long as you don't threaten me with the endorsement, I can treat today's incident as if nothing happened." ”
After speaking, Su Hao got up from the bed, took his handbag, and walked towards the door.
"Miss Su, thank you. When he walked to the gate, Lin Zitai's voice came from behind.
Su Hao paused, then opened the door and walked out.
Out of the hotel door, Su Hao breathed a sigh of relief, she quickly turned on the mobile phone, presumably Gu Yucheng couldn't find her at this time, she must have blown up the phone, and sure enough, as she thought, as soon as the phone was turned on, Gu Yucheng's call came in.
"Suo, thank goodness you're finally on the phone!"
"Yucheng, I'm fine, don't worry. ”
Hearing Su Hao's voice, Gu Yucheng's tightly hung heart sank.
After the phone between himself and Su Hao was hung up, countless terrible images flashed in his mind, he searched all the hotels near Dirui, but to no avail, he didn't know anything else, just when he was almost crazy, he received a call from Su Hao, and in just a moment, he was relieved.
"Where are you, I'll pick you up now. Gu Yucheng said without refusal.
Su Hao hesitated for a moment before saying, "You go home first, I'll look for you later." ”
Gu Yucheng hesitated for a moment, as long as he could see Su Hao, it would be okay to be early or late.
Su Hao left Borui and went straight to Gu Yucheng's apartment.
When she arrived, Gu Yucheng had already returned home.
The moment Su Hao saw Gu Yucheng, the grievances and fears in his heart exploded in an instant.
Gu Yucheng hugged her tightly in his arms and comforted her softly until Su Hao's mood slowly calmed down.
When he learned what Lin Zitai had done from Su Hao, his first thought was to rush over and beat him up, but of course this idea had to be dispelled after Su Hao stopped him.
"This bastard, the next time I see him, I'll beat him so much that I won't even recognize him!" Gu Yucheng said angrily.
Even he was reluctant to move, he Lin Zitai dared to do such a despicable thing, and the more Gu Yucheng thought about it, the more angry he became.
"If you really do, then how can he see people? Su Hao was amused by Gu Yucheng's words.
"I care about him, and even if it is, he does it himself. Fortunately, you are safe and sound, otherwise I!" Gu Yucheng said and raised his fist to show his sincerity.
"In the end, he is also a bitter lover, he can't love it, he doesn't hesitate to get it, and in the end, he didn't even give him a chance to regain it. ”
Su Hao couldn't help but sigh, in her opinion, Shen Yue's doing this was indeed the most cruel punishment for Lin Zitai, and it must be uncomfortable for a person to experience the pain of remorse.
"Su Hao, that's his own fault, you also said it without hesitation, what's the use of regretting it when you lose it, the most important thing for us is to cherish the people in front of us, isn't it?"
Saying this, Su Hao felt that the style of painting had changed a little, and he was going to talk about Lin Zitai and Shen Yue, but he was inexplicably involved with the two of them.
Gu Yucheng said that he cherished the people in front of him, and Su Hao naturally understood it in his heart.
This incident made Gu Yucheng feel afraid, he thought that as long as he kept the distance he should have from Su Hao, so that Su Hao would no longer feel tired because of himself, at least this would make Su Hao feel easier, but now Gu Yucheng was shaken again, and at the moment when Su Hao showed vulnerability, that heart was no longer firm.
"Compared to Lin Zitai, I think we are doing very well, so we just need to continue like this in the future. ”
Hearing Su Hao's words, a trace of disappointment flashed in Gu Yucheng's eyes.
"Yucheng, I'm fine, you have a good rest, I'll go back first. ”
With the current atmosphere, Su Hao is no longer suitable for staying, so it is better to leave as soon as possible.
"Okay, I'll send you. This time, Gu Yucheng was surprisingly indifferent, did not keep it, and accepted it happily.
"No, I can do it myself. ”
In the end, Gu Yucheng sent Su Hao to the elevator and watched her leave before returning home.