Xu Liu turned around and was about to leave, but the strength on his wrist did not slacken for half a minute.

Instead, the force she was about to leave pulled her whole person into a warm embrace, and that embrace was full of reassuring atmosphere.

Xu Liu's eyes widened, and he couldn't believe what he had been through.

Li Xingzhou hugged her tightly from behind, his chin pressed against her collarbone, his face pressed against hers, "Why do you want to do it." ”

It's already painful to the extreme, why don't you want to show it. Why push him away again and again, refusing to accept the slightest concern from him.

Li Xingzhou's expression was painful, listening to Xu Liu's words, he seemed to be able to see such a scene, the girl he wanted to hold on the tip of his heart had suffered such an experience.

He felt a chill in his heart.

Even...... Such an experience may have been the painful memories and physical and mental torture he brought her.

"Why...... Even if you know all this, you are still willing to hug me. Xu Liu's voice trembled, and her hand grabbed Li Xingzhou to restrain her arm.

Don't you dislike her for being dirty?

Even if he heard Xu Zhenxi say that she is a woman who can sell her child to others for money, doesn't he mind at all?

"Xu Liu......" Li Xingzhou put it in her ear, and the words that came out of his mouth drilled into her head like a spell, "What I like is you, and it has nothing to do with the past." I never minded this kind of thing, it was you who refused to accept me. ”

"It has nothing to do with the past......" Xu Liu repeated Li Xingzhou's words softly, the smile on the corner of her mouth full of mockery.

Li Xingzhou didn't know what kind of experience it was at all. It is as if his body cannot be controlled by himself, and he has been reduced to a reproductive machine, without dignity as a human being.

What's more, it is precisely because of such painful things that she has become what she is now.

He says he likes who he is now.

How ridiculous.

Maybe Xu Liu's refusal was too strong, Li Xingzhou slowly let go of her, and he looked at Xu Liu seriously, "Yes, no matter what happened in the past, it was for the sake of achieving you today." ”

"Whether it's pain or torture, you've survived. It is trampled under your feet and becomes a part of you. ”

Xu Liu's face was pale, so transparent that he could almost see the blood vessels under his skin. Her lips trembled slightly, and she repeated Li Xingzhou's words like a thoughtless clay doll, "Become a part of me?"

That filthy, disgusting past for everyone, became a part of her?!

"Don't!" Xu Liu squatted down with his head in his hands, and turned away Li Xingzhou's concern in a defensive posture.

She wouldn't even look up at him again.

The more fragile people are, the more they will face the world with a hard appearance, which is their protection for themselves.

The same is true for Xu Liu, after experiencing those things, she already knows very well what kind of self can protect her heart. But in the face of the most terrifying abyss in her heart, she still couldn't help but fall.

Li Xingzhou watched Xu Liu squat down and accidentally hook the strands of hair that were torn off his fingers. He quietly put the hair in his hand into his pocket, and looked at Xu Liu's eyes full of worry, "What's wrong with you?"

His brows furrowed, was it because he had just said something wrong that made Xu Liu uncomfortable, why did she suddenly have such a big reaction.

Whatever had happened, whatever had happened to her, he didn't mind.

He only wants her to be by his side in the future.

"I'm fine. Xu Liu straightened up, avoiding Li Xingzhou's outstretched hand. Her drooping eyes were dull, and her whole person was full of death, firmly blocking everyone else. "I have already prepared the lunch for Li Shiting in the afternoon, don't worry. ”

Xu Liu walked into the kitchen, although her steps looked no different from usual, but when Li Xingzhou looked at it, she always felt a little like the walking dead and lost her soul.

"Give. Xu Liu took out a delicate lunch box, and the box was tightly covered and couldn't stop the aroma from coming out.

After handing the food box to Li Xingzhou, she went back to the kitchen, washed her hands, and then began to distribute it to the kitchen staff in an orderly manner.

Li Xingzhou looked at the food box in his hand, looked up at Xu Liu, who was casual, pursed his lips, and left with the food box.

Calculate the time, it's almost time for dinner.

Out of the restaurant, Li Xingzhou went directly to the hospital with a lunch box.

In the ward, Li Shiting was sitting on the bed, leaning back on the pillow, holding a book in his hand, and reading carefully. The chirping of birds and the rustling of the wind outside the window did not affect the peaceful atmosphere of the room in the slightest.

He was shrouded in sunlight, and his eyelashes were a brilliant golden yellow in the sun.

As soon as Li Xingzhou pushed the door open and entered, he raised his head and looked over, and saw that it was his father who personally brought the food box over, and a trace of surprise flashed in Li Shiting's eyes.

The corners of his mouth were hooked high, "Dad, why are you here?"

"I heard your appetite has improved a lot lately, so I'll come and have a look. Li Xingzhou looked at his son, his skin was pale because of the illness. Although illness often tormented him, what could be seen in him was still the vitality and vitality of young people.

"Yes, my appetite has improved a lot since my dad changed me to a new chef. I often hear Yuanyuan mention this sister, and if I have the opportunity, I hope to be able to meet her. He had a shallow smile on his face, and he obviously had a good impression of this young lady who had only met once but often cooked him delicious meals.

Li Xingzhou rubbed his head and took out the contents of the food box. Xu Liu's bento is very attentive, and the dishes inside are cut into a childlike taste, making eating a fun thing.

For Li Shiting, who often has pain on his body and can't eat, sometimes eating is like a kind of torture.

Li Xingzhou looked at his son who was eating, and his attitude towards eating has become a lot more positive now. Even if he hasn't been able to find his biological mother to replace his bone marrow, his body doesn't seem to be as weak as before.

The green leaves outside the window swayed in the wind, leaving a phantomous shadow in the corridor.

Li Xingzhou stood in the corridor, unable to move his steps for a long time.

When he first arrived at the hospital, he had already sent the hair hooked off Xu Liu's head and Li Shiyuan's head for DNA testing.

Calculate the time, and the results should be almost out.