At this time, Qin Yu's room.

Qin Yu fell on the bed, holding his head with both hands. Because the force is too great, the nails have been buckled into the flesh, and I don't realize it.

Qin Yu wanted to roar, but what he made was only a hoarse scare, because the roar just now had completely made Qin Yu's voice hoarse.

Qin Yu could only widen his bloodshot eyes, but there was already blood flowing out of the corners of these eyes.

Because of pain, spasms, and twitches all over his body, Qin Yu was unconscious. Because at this moment, all I think about is the pain in my skull.

In the skull, the blood, bones, tendons, flesh, and nerves seemed to be stirred together at this moment, kneaded into a ball, and then slowly dissolved, disappearing little by little, turning into nothingness.

It was as if something was quietly growing out, squeezed together with the previous flesh and blood, crowding Qin Yu's head.

Sweat seeped out of Qin Yu's pores like rain, making Qin Yu's whole body like a chicken in soup, drenched in water.

But who has time to care about such a trivial matter.

Because it was too painful, Qin Yu's body kept trembling, and the ten fingers that were buckled into the flesh tore Qin Yu's face apart little by little because of the trembling.

Seeing this, Luo Shen pressed Qin Yu's hands and fixed them on the bed. Because if Qin Yu continued like this, his entire face would probably be torn off by Qin Yu.

Qin Yu, who was about to lose his mind because of the pain, was fixed on the bed, and could only stare at his blood-red eyes, raise his distorted face full of blood, and let out a hoarse roar at Luo Shen, what he wanted to say to her.

"Kill me, I beg you, give me a relief, kill me. ”

It's just that the huge pain can't make Qin Yu speak correctly.

But Luo Shen understood, she kept the stream, smiled at him, and shook her head.

Two bloody tears flowed from the corners of Qin Yu's eyes that were torn apart from his wide eyes.

Are you telling him to persevere? Then persevere, persevere, until the moment of death.

Thinking like this, Qin Yu clenched his teeth and closed his eyes.

At the moment when Qin Yu's eyes were closed, endless darkness engulfed him.

In that dark abyss, scenes of the past appeared in front of his eyes. What's even stranger is that in this moment all the pain is gone.

I, Qin Yu, am an orphan, I have been helpless since I was a child, since I was five years old, everything has nothing to do with me, but I am alone, living alone in this world.

Looking at the harmony and happiness of others, it is just a warm picture for me, but there is no me in this picture.

When I was a child, I had a lot of thoughts that my parents were just hiding from me, and when I found them, I could be loved like other children.

Once, in order to find them, after kindergarten school, I did not return to Aunt Tang's house, but stood at the gate and waited.

In my childish thoughts, other children were picked up by their parents, and when they couldn't find their children, they would be in a hurry to find them.

At that time, I naively thought that if I didn't come home, my parents would definitely look for me in a hurry, and they would not avoid me, they would appear, and they would hold me in their arms and buy me candy to eat.

But from sunset to moonrise, from the crowded school gate to the desertion, the two people I missed the most did not appear, I was desperate, holding the shabby little schoolbag, squatting on the ground and crying.

But what's the use? No one will show up. I cried until my voice was hoarse, and I had no choice but to get up and walk towards the cold home.

When I returned home and watched the laughter and laughter of Aunt Tang's family, I collapsed again, this home was really too cold for me.

I turned around and ran out into the street, grabbed every pedestrian who came by, and asked them if they knew my parents? I missed them.

The end result can be imagined, I curled up in the corner of the street in despair, and spent the dark night.

That day, I would rather be shivering in the cold streets than go back to Aunt Tang's family, because it was not my home after all.

The next day, I didn't go to school, only Aunt Tang went crazy looking for me, and finally hugged me who was squatting on the ground with a high fever on a street corner.

That year, I was five years old.

This is what I thought when I was a child, and when I grew up, I often laughed at the naivety of my previous childhood, what if I didn't have relatives, it was good to be lonely. But I knew it was just my self-deception, a sign of my envy and jealousy.

I knew that I was just a wild dog after all, and I could only hide in a dark corner and lick my wounds alone.

......

"You're here, I've been longing for this day for a long time. ”

In the endless dark abyss, Qin Yu floated here, surrounded by scenes of Qin Yu's childhood.

But as the voice sounded, these images shattered, turning into a little starlight, flowing in this endless darkness.

Hearing the words, Qin Yu looked around, but what he saw in his eyes was that in addition to the pitch-black nothingness, there were only fragments of memories like starlight.

"Who you are, here and there. ”

Qin Yu looked around and said.

This sentence was asked, and after waiting for half a moment, Qin Yu heard the voice sound again.

"It's a fragment of memory, a fragment of you and me, and everything you've had for eighteen years. And I, it's you. ”

The words sounded, and Qin Yu, who was floating in this void darkness, couldn't help frowning, and looked around again, but what he saw was still the same as before.

Loneliness, darkness, silence, and infinity are the portrayals of this abyss. There was no light here, some were just spots of Qin Yu's memory fragments.

There was no sound here, there was just a deathly silence, under this silence, Qin Yu felt as if he had disappeared, as if he had merged into this abyss, assimilated by this abyss, and turned into a part of this lonely and dead abyss.

Looking at everything here, Qin Yu felt unusually lonely for a moment, this place was so vast, but he couldn't see a single living being, as if in this vast world, looking around, there was no one in all directions, he was the only one left.

At this moment, Qin Yu really wanted to be silent forever, so he floated in the endless abyss, silent until the end of time and life. Always, forever, never-ending floating here.

It's just that as soon as this thought came to mind, Qin Yu suddenly woke up, looked around here and said.

"Are you me? but who am I, I am just me, you are not me. ”

Qin Yu's words fell, and the voice sounded again, saying.

"I am you, but you are not me, you are Qin Yu, and I ......"

Hearing the words of that voice, Qin Yu frowned and asked again.

"What am I, why don't I speak, who are you, whose memory is here, this place and there. ”

Qin Yu's words fell, and there was a dead silence that answered him, and it wasn't until he waited for a long time that the voice whispered.

"It used to be a part of the world, but it was ruined, it no longer exists, and it is only in the memory of some people. ”

"And I am a sinner, a sinner who should have gone away a long time ago. But I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled to let all souls suffer this calamity because of my fault. ”

"Alas. ”

A sigh rang out, melodious and resounding in this abyss of nothingness.

Hearing this sigh, Qin Yu couldn't help but sound, and Brother Le's previous words couldn't help but say it.

A sigh hurt the eternity, and two lines of clear tears accompanied by blood. The world is full of peace, and the prosperity hides dry bones. ”

Qin Yu's voice talking to himself sounded, and the voice in the abyss sounded again, this time it was a leisurely sigh, and he said slowly, but this voice was full of regret and sadness.

"I am unforgivable, so to speak, that I deserve to suffer from the loneliness of all things. ”

Qin Yu listened to this voice, and for some reason there was some sadness in his heart, and his heart was full of sadness.

"Who the hell are you. ”

"It doesn't matter who I am, it's important that you are now, where you should go, and what you should do. Remember, forbearance, ordinary people can't suffer, walk, ordinary people can't walk. ”

"You are my hope, and the mistakes I have made should be put to an end by you, so as to put an end to today's situation. I have no regrets about seeing you today, so let's go. ”

"This broken bones and bones, the pain of devouring souls and rotting gods, should be borne by me. ”

Hearing this voice, Qin Yu was stunned for a moment, because he found that he was moving away at a rapid speed, and the surrounding scenery was constantly blurring, and he was about to exit here.

Looking at the gradually fading scene, Qin Yu shouted.

"I don't know what you're talking about, but I should bear my suffering, you are you, and I am me. ”

"Courageous and not regretful. ”

"No regrets. ”

As Qin Yu shouted these words, endless pain in his brain swept through his body.

Painfully opened his bloodshot eyes, and the surrounding scenery changed back into Qin Yu's room, and beside him was Luo Shen with tears.

......

I don't know how long it took, Qin Yu's roar gradually disappeared, and in the sky above Qin Yu's house, in the thick dark clouds like substance, thunder began to haunt.

I saw thunderbolts as thick as heavenly dragons, which began to flash from time to time in the thick dark clouds. The rumbling sound was transmitted, suppressing people's hearts.

Seeing the thunder above gradually rage, Brother Le smiled happily, because the appearance of the thunder meant that Qin Yu had succeeded.

Looking at the dark clouds in the sky, Brother Le ate the pig's head meat in his right hand in two bites, grabbed the second pot head in his left hand, drank it all in one gulp, threw away the empty wine bottle domineeringly, and said with a laugh.

"Let me, a moth, extinguish the wrath of heaven and earth. ”

Brother Le's words fell, and he flew into the thick dark clouds in the sky.

Brother Le entered the dark clouds, and the thick dark clouds began to surge violently, converging towards Brother Le's direction, and at the same time, violent thunder began to appear densely in the dark clouds.

After a short time, the thick dark clouds converged and formed a ball about ten meters in diameter, which was black and deep, like a cosmic black hole that suddenly appeared in the sky.

And Brother Le has been completely enclosed in the ball. The huge dark clouds all converged into a ball at this moment, and the danger within it can be imagined.

By the time the ball broke, I don't know how long it had been, and Brother Le also fell down covered in blood, and arcs of electricity flashed out from time to time on the bloody body.

At this moment, Brother Le's injuries were so serious that even he was on the verge of death as an immortal.

Change your life against the sky and get out of reincarnation, but you will suffer the wrath of the sky, and such a person is not allowed to appear in heaven and earth, and you are bound to kill it with thunder.

Brother Le, who was seriously injured and fell freely, opened his eyes with difficulty, raised his head, looked at the broken ball, and said jokingly with a wry smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Moths to the fire, it's fucking stupid, but in the end, it's Lao Tzu who wins. ”

As soon as the words fell, the shattered black ball instantly melted, turning into a pillar of thunder light with a diameter of ten meters, bombarding down, enveloping Brother Le in it.

Except for this pillar of thunder light, which was invisible to ordinary people, there was nothing in the dark sky, only a sad and angry voice resounded under the night sky

"Damn, Lao Tzu also has a time to be played. ”

On Monday, four chapters were updated, and there was one more chapter in the evening. Brothers, monthly passes, recommended tickets, hurry up and smash it, by the way, don't forget to collect it, flounder is here, thank you.