Chapter 57: Clouds and Stars
Yao Xifeng's expression was serene, and her tone was soft, but Yun Qingyue clearly saw a wisp of gentle luster of maternal love.
Every time, he replied crisply: Mom, I came to see you, are you okay?"
"I'm fine!"
Then he pulled up a chair and sat on the edge of the bed to read to me. His voice was so nice, crisp and clean, and whenever he read, I was very quiet and focused, and I was immersed in the book.
Every time he leaves, I will ask reluctantly: Xingchen, will you come again tomorrow?"
He Sihao said with a smile every time: "Mom, I will come to see you every day, I will read to you every day, as long as you quietly cooperate with the doctor's treatment, I can take you home earlier." ”
No wonder he asked her to take her aunt home, it turned out that there was such a special relationship between him and her aunt.
"At that time, I felt that my star was the best child in the world!" Yao Xifeng's eyes were a little wet, immersed in the memories of the beautiful atmosphere of the past.
"He kept his promise and came to see me every day and read to me.
At first, my condition was recurrent, manic, irritable, cranky, sensitive and suspicious. The attending doctors were helpless against me, and I had been controlled by high doses of medication;
Later, the frequency of my recurrence became less and less, and gradually even the medication decreased. Even the attending physician considered it a miracle and used it as a research protocol for psychiatry, combining psychosis with psychotherapy well.
He was not an employee of the psychiatric hospital at first, he was just a volunteer, and by virtue of his status as a psychotherapist, he went to the psychiatric hospital once a week.
Because of my gradual recovery, the director hired him to be stationed in the hospital. Before entering the hospital, he was the leading psychological counselor in Rong'an City, and he had his own psychological treatment room, and there were many people who went to him for treatment and counseling.
Since he gave up his comfortable job, he agreed to the dean's invitation and went to a remote suburban psychiatric hospital every day to provide psychological treatment for the mentally ill.
After his perseverance in treatment, the smile on my face grew, the longer I stayed healthy, and the more things I remembered, but I still believed that he was my star.
I said to him, "Xingchen, my greatest wish is to find your father, although he ran away in a bad mood,"
"Until that day, the real star came to see me, and he said: Mom, I'm leaving, I can't protect the Yun family for you. I am a sinner of the Yun family, and my greatest wish is that you and Dad can be together again. ”
"I was in a panic at the time, where did the neurosis come from, I don't know you, you get out of here. I had a very bad attitude and pushed the stars away. ”
Coincidentally, He Sihao walked in. I said to him, "Xingchen, this bad guy is pretending to be you, get rid of him." ”
He Sihao glanced at Xingchen, he lost some of his fierce momentum, and the whole person was quite depressed.
"Mom, don't worry, I'll take care of this person. After He Sihao finished speaking, he pulled Yun Xingchen and walked out.
Yun Xingchen was extremely shocked, he was the real star, and the person in front of him was He Sihao.
Walking outside, he broke free of He Sihao's arm, "Why are you pretending to be me, what kind of heart do you have? ”
"Xingchen, I didn't mean to impersonate you, let alone laugh at you.
Aunt Yao mistakenly took me for you because of her condition, and I am a psychiatrist, so I had to impersonate you in order to cooperate with the treatment of her illness, which would be good for her condition. After this period of treatment, her condition has gradually improved. If you don't believe me, ask her doctor. ”
"I don't believe you, if it's better, why doesn't she know me and tell me to get out of here. Xingchen's eyes turned red, and he didn't believe it at all.
At that time, Xingchen was emotionally fluctuating, and even his only mother had to abandon him, which was quite cruel to him.
He was bent on death.
After all, her condition is not completely better, and it is normal for her to temporarily lose some of her memories. Besides, I guess you're not coming to visit much. He Sihao's analysis is reasonable and well-founded.
Yun Xingchen's face turned white with anger, and he said excitedly: "I don't come to visit much, is it easy for me?" Yun's huge enterprise is left to me to take care of alone.
I have been doing a good business before, but my peers think that I am young and easy to bully, and they make me stumbling and trapping, especially your He family, who is helping me openly, but secretly calculating me, don't think I don't know. You go back and bring a message to He Simiao, let him restrain a little, I, Yun Xingchen, am not so easy to bully, and one day I will make him pay the price he deserves. ”
Yun Xingchen brushed his sleeves away after speaking.
At that time, I came out of the ward to find out, and I happened to see the back of Xingchen leaving in despair.
"Xingchen, are you alright, is that psychotic gone?
"Mom, don't worry, he's gone. ”
He Sihao wanted to chase the stars, but when he saw this, he had to go back and take care of me.
Yao Xifeng's tears in his eyes finally slipped down.
"That was the last time I saw the stars......"
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Yun Qingyue didn't know how to get back to her room.
Auntie's words made her unable to calm down for a long time.
She felt sorry for her brother Xingchen, the helplessness and despair in that difficult time.
If she were by his side, he would have someone to help him in the difficulties he encountered, and someone would listen to the pain he encountered, instead of being suppressed and bullied all the time, and he couldn't even find someone to talk about.
She was shocked and hated He Sihao.
He obviously rejected her four years ago, why should he be good to the relatives around her, is it just because of his professional ethics and benevolence?
She pushed open the balcony door and sat on a wicker chair, looking up at the stars.
The starry sky is vast and mysterious, boundless.
She was puzzled.
On the balcony of the villa opposite, there was also a tall figure.
She had stood on the balcony more than once and looked out, hoping that such a figure would appear on the balcony opposite, which was the male god she loved, and every time she was always disappointed.
The next day, she packed up her mood again and couldn't reach him.
What kind of person is he?!
She designed all the traps and waited for He Simiao to take the bait, but He Sihao repeatedly stopped her steps.
"I love you and don't want to miss you again!" his voice was as melodious as jade, but unfortunately, he missed the most beautiful time.
In four years, she has gone through great changes, and he is still so forbearing, gentle, benevolent and kind.
Her ears recalled the words he had said behind her back: "I will prove by my actions that I love you." ”
How much did he do for her and the Yun family silently behind his back?
Why didn't he defend himself?!