Chapter 15: Lin Aiwei's sweet hug

Exhausted again, I closed the door, lay down in the kennel, lit a blue-butted cigarette, and began to recall the details and omissions of the confrontation that had just begun.

First of all, it can be confirmed that Gao Lengfeng is definitely a thoughtful and unpredictable devil, and the tragic experience of his childhood made him hate and hate his father, he is obviously a vain indulgent, but in order to fight against his father, he hypocritically never shows the desire in his heart, and is extremely dependent on his mother.

And his mother is also an innocent victim, for this son, persecuted and humiliated, if my plan succeeds, the person who makes me feel the most guilty and ashamed is her, how can I balance the feelings of this innocent woman, will she prevent the imminent tragic fight between their father and son, will she leave a wound in her heart that will never heal!

Or is she already scarred, whether she is tired of it, whether she is also waiting for the opportunity to be free, I deduce the possibility step by step, but I can't arrange a reasonable mentality and role for her, so I have to give up and stop thinking.

I began to think about Gao Lengfeng's character again, he has a tough and patient personality, has a keen insight into people's hearts, is good at taking advantage of human weaknesses, creates a situation in his favor, in order to capture prey, he can also not eat, drink or sleep for a long time, release a blind eye at the right time to confuse people's hearts, and dare to fight with his life for the ultimate goal, and he is also good at performing and hiding, he is naturally violent and cold-blooded, it can really be described as a cold-blooded devil who will do anything to achieve his goal, and his shortcomings are also obvious, he is arrogant and vain, he is paranoid and arrogant, he likes to take advantage of other people's weaknesses, control and play with people's hearts, he is empty-eyed, and arrogantly thinks that everything is within his calculations, just like I just sold a few flaws, said a few flattering words, he immediately became like a monarch, fluttering and unable to extricate himself, he has multiple personalities, personalities, and his spirit has been split, half of which is the original evil of the devil's father, and half of the goodness disguised in front of the gentle mother, if the genetic factors are effective, his demon father should also be such a person, probably more vicious and paranoid than him!

Then it will not be difficult at all to deal with two such people, as long as they keep pandering to the sin of boasting and exalting them, and taking advantage of their lust for power and wealth, and when they reach the pinnacle, they will also fall into hell and never recover.

And within all the plans, the biggest flaw and loophole, the most uncontrollable protection is Lin Aiwei, how can I protect her, Gao Lengfeng has made it clear that wealth rights and Lin Aiwei, both refuse to let go, tell her the truth directly, maybe she won't believe it, even if she believes, even if I am willing to leave with her, it will be too late, and if I break the contract, then Lin Aiwei's family, as well as the children in the school, will definitely be taken bloody revenge by him, this is a common weakness of Lin Aiwei and me, but if I believe it, she will not be able to play the role I set for her, if the devil is aware, it will still be the same revenge, I have a complicated mood and deduce it for a long time, conclusionKnot.

Finally, there is myself, in this chess game of serving the demon with my body, should I bury the demon, or use all the possibilities to be alone, if I am not contaminated with black at all, I am afraid that I will not be able to be trusted, if I fall too deep, how can I come out cleanly again!

In fact, there is the easiest way, which is to take advantage of the unpreparedness of the two devils to poison and murder, or more shady means, just in a flash in my heart, I was directly vetoed by my own moral law.

I smoked cigarette after cigarette, sighed and breathed, and finally decided to seek help from the teacher.

I hurriedly sent a WeChat message to the teacher to set a meeting time, and booked a plane ticket, and hurriedly flew to the capital, and finally arrived at the teacher's mental health research institute at half past ten!

Professor Ye was still drinking tea in front of the window of the office, and when he saw me coming over, he asked with concern: "Lincoln, how are you doing, what happened to you and you need to talk about it so nervously." ”

I talked to the teacher very carefully about Lin Aiwei and my encounter with Gao Lengfeng, and I detached myself from my deduction ideas, waiting for the teacher's opinion.

Professor Ye listened to everything in my heart, and his brows were furrowed for a while before he eased up and said to me with a smile: " Lincoln, you can come to me, I am very gratified, you are getting more and more mature, if you do this alone, it may be the result of many defeats, but you tell me in time, I can use my resources to turn things around for you, I will first tell you that a resolution passed by the State Council of the capital recently is that a new round of protracted and fierce special rectification struggle against criminal syndicates and evil will begin at the end of this year, the purpose of which is naturally for the sake of the hearts of the more and more degenerate people in this society, and this time the intensity is greater than any previous time, like this suspected drugs, gambling, and major cases related to underworld forces, the government will definitely uproot them and get rid of them forever, so that the biggest demon will be swept away for you, you just need to look at the mental health of Teacher Lin and the children, as well as the schizophrenic patient, and let time solve the rest. ”

For the sake of my peace of mind, the teacher actually told me such a top-secret thing, and I looked at the teacher with great gratitude, and said, "Thank you, teacher, so that I can feel much more at ease, and I am ashamed to say that I am ready to serve the demon with my body." ”

Professor Ye smiled, patted me on the shoulder and said: "It's not worth it for those two scumbags, but your suggestion is not without merit, you can sneak in shallowly, carefully obtain evidence of guilt, and accelerate the fall of the abyss of sin, and I will also arrange for your two senior brothers to help you, and at a critical moment, I will give you a decision, and remember a piece of advice, in the future, when you encounter such a major event, you must use the strength of the team to solve it." ”

"Thank you, teacher", I hugged his broad, tough shoulders again gratefully, he gave me a punch very implicitly, and knew that I had ordered a round-trip ticket and did not keep me.

I didn't go back to the kennel until 5 a.m. last night, although I was catching up on sleep, but I was full of fantasies in my heart, and I didn't fall asleep in a daze!

At about ten o'clock, there was a happy cry of dogs outside the door, and the dog's paws eagerly picked up the door, but I didn't hear anyone knocking on the door, so I hurriedly shouted: "Grandma Chen, I'm at home, get up immediately." After saying that, he immediately put on his pants, put on a coat, got up and opened the door!

When the dog outside the door heard the movement, he was already ready to go, and he grabbed my trouser leg in one bite, shaking his head and spreading joy.

Grandma Chen was carrying a bag of vegetables, her eyebrows were furrowed, her little feet kicked the dog lightly, and she turned her head sideways and asked cautiously: "Lincoln, if you didn't sleep well yesterday, just continue to sleep, and today and Sunday, you don't have to go to work there, so what, the old woman will go back first." After saying that, he shoved his pocket into my hand, stood on tiptoe and was about to leave.

I hurriedly took Grandma Chen's hand and said, "Grandma, don't think about it, I went to the capital overnight yesterday and came back at five o'clock in the morning. ”

Grandma Chen squinted her eyes, smiled with a missing tooth, and said, "What do I have to mind as an old woman, it's just, Lincoln, my good nephew, grandma, I'm sorry for you." After speaking, his eyes turned red, and he hid his face and became sad.

When I heard this, I was a little confused, so I said, "Grandma, don't be sad yet, let's go into the house and talk about something." ”

Grandma Chen then took my hand and entered the house with me, and the dog was left out in the cold, and one jumped on the sofa to roll cutely, and had a lot of fun.

As soon as Grandma Chen's ass sat down, she took my hand and cried again, saying, "Lincoln, Grandma Chen, it's useless, the daughter-in-law you introduced was cut off by others, Grandma Chen is really guilty, I'm sorry for you." After speaking, he beat his chest and paused, and his face was full of self-blame.

Only then did I understand that it was Lin Aiwei's business, thinking of that beautiful and pure figure, I couldn't help but sigh and said, "Grandma, don't be sad, maybe I don't have the blessing and I don't deserve her." ”

Grandma Chen sighed when she saw me, and just wanted to comfort me, but there was a complaint from outside the door.

"Lin Shenzhu, who said that you are not worthy of me, I'm afraid that I am not worthy of you. The door was not closed, Lin Aiwei looked coquettish and walked in angrily.

I was instantly dumbfounded, secretly screaming in my heart for retribution, so I quickly lowered my head and held the dog in my arms, covering my face.

Grandma Chen straightened up, raised her eyelids with her hand, and said happily: "Oh, isn't this Weiwei, the precious daughter of the Qianqian family, my good granddaughter." ”

The old lady looked at Lin Aiwei who was angry, and then looked at me who hid her face behind the dog, slapped her thigh, and said excitedly: "Hey, you two know each other, Lincoln, you bastard, you bastard bastard, I broke my heart with this old bone, I was so bitter to hide it, I should be beaten." After saying that, he grabbed my exposed ears and twisted them so hard that I had to scream for mercy, grinning with my teeth and a painful expression.

When the dog saw that I was suffering, he let go of his hand again, happily jumped out of my clutches, sniffed left and right around the beauty, wagged his tail into a rattle, and jumped a few times, meaning to hug Lin Aiwei.

Lin Aiwei saw that I was cleaned up by the old lady, and she was in a good mood, and when she saw the cute dog being affectionate to her, she bent over and hugged her, sat opposite us, and said happily: "Grandma Chen, I'm not angry, spare this magic stick!"

Grandma Chen gave her hand at this time, and muttered in her mouth: "This Weiwei obviously cares about you very much, why do you have other objects, is it a prevarication." After thinking about it, his eyes narrowed again.

When Lin Aiwei heard this question, her face changed slightly, and her mood fell to the bottom again.

I pretended to cover my ears and said with a dodgy look: "Mr. Lin, why is it so coincidental that you don't send a WeChat message or anything when you come to be a guest." ”

Lin Aiwei was instantly annoyed and said: "Why didn't I send WeChat, I sent it last night, you didn't reply, I sent it again in the morning, I still didn't reply, I called you and said that I wasn't in the service area, I was itchy and didn't want to pay attention to you anymore, but now I came here to see if you were dead, so I could give you that, hum!" After speaking, he rolled his eyes at me, and knocked the dog's head with his hand.

The dog suffered an unwarranted disaster, looked at me sadly, lay in a warm embrace, and was reluctant to leave!

I hurriedly went to the kennel and flipped out my mobile phone, and when I saw it, it turned out that after getting on the plane, I switched to airplane mode, got off the plane and went straight to the teacher, but I forgot it!

I quickly turned off the airplane mode of my mobile phone, and the WeChat conversation text messages jumped out one by one, blaming myself and remorseful in my heart, and I was deeply sorry for Lin Aiwei's worry.

I first sent a WeChat apology to Lin Aiwei in the kennel, and then came to Lin Aiwei with an apologetic face, bowed, and said: "I'm sorry, I went to the capital overnight last night to discuss something with the teacher, and the phone was set to airplane mode, and now it has just been turned on, so I'm really sorry for making you worry about me!"

Grandma Chen suddenly covered her mouth and laughed twice, and said, "Hey, my good grandson, good granddaughter, concubine, a match made in heaven, good." ”

Lin Aiwei and I were instantly full of black lines, I was embarrassed, she was shy!

Grandma Chen didn't intend to let us go, so she pressed me on the sofa first, and then beckoned to Lin Aiwei, saying, "Weiwei, come, sit on Grandma's side, Grandma will call the shots for you." ”

Lin Aiwei also sat down with the dog in her arms, and the situation became between Grandma Chen, and the two of us leaned on the left and right.

Grandma Chen kindly took Lin Aiwei's hand with one hand, and grabbed me with the other, I had nowhere to hide, she pinched her wrist hard, gently put her two hands together, and said: "It's normal for young people to have some misunderstandings, don't care, my old woman is so old, I haven't seen anything, I don't know anything, Lincoln, I'll hand Weiwei over to you today, if Weiwei is wronged in the future, I'm just gone, and I can't make you feel at ease with your dreams." ”

I didn't hear Grandma Chen's words clearly, the moment my hand and Lin Aiwei's hand met, that smooth, warm, pure hand made my body tremble, and my heart beat violently, I knew that I never wanted to let go of this hand again, I was already obsessed with this feeling.

Lin Aiwei is the same, my hands are stiff, she is very dependent on peace of mind, her heart is beating wildly, her face is blushing, and she bows her head silently.

The fingers have met, and Grandma Chen is smiling brightly!

"What, Lincoln, Vivi, I'll take the food back and cook it myself, and you sit down for a while, and come to my place for lunch, ah. Grandma Chen picked up the vegetable pocket and grabbed the dog's soft neck, and the dog was unexpectedly well-behaved and left with Grandma Chen.

The door closed softly, and the room was silent, with only two pounding hearts!

"What, Vivi, the old lady is gone, do we still hold our hands like this? "I was obviously reluctant to bear this kind of warmth, but I was still defeated by my cowardly reason, and I didn't dare to act excessively.

Lin Aiwei let out an "ah" sound, her face flushed and withdrew her hand, but she found that I didn't let go, so she quickly slapped me with a fist, and said shyly: "You scoundrel, you are not allowed to act, don't let go quickly." ”

I had no choice but to let go of the warm softness, regain my composure, and said, "Weiwei, I have to confess, I already like you, but this liking is not at the right time, I will explain the cause and effect to you!" I made up my mind to have a showdown with Lin Aiwei.

"I don't need to explain, I understand, it is very normal for men and women to attract each other, no one will guarantee that they will only like one person in their life, and no one will guarantee that every relationship can grow old smoothly, so love is love, there is no reason, no excuses, the heart is sweet, just go with the flow. ”

Although I felt that Lin Aiwei was very reasonable, I still had hidden grievances, so I continued to say to her: "Weiwei, you don't know the current situation, Gao Lengfeng is not as simple as you seem on the surface. ”

"I know everything, he is a patient, and you are a doctor, your professional needs may require me to assist in treating him, but you don't have to say it, let me do it willingly, we only need tacit understanding, no commitment. ”

I didn't turn my mind for a while, I felt that it made sense, and asked: "Then what if one day Gao Lengfeng does something that moves you and makes you decide to marry him at that moment." ”

"If there is a day, then I will marry him, but, as time goes by, if he only confuses me, uses me, or simply wants to conquer me, then I will definitely choose to leave and erase him from my memory forever. ”

"Well, then I don't owe you too much. ”

"Hehe, you don't understand, I just want you to owe me, the more you owe me, the happier I am, if one day I am no longer pure, or become a divorced woman, scarred, you will no longer feel unworthy of me, and you will definitely never leave me again. Lin Aiwei confided all the things she has learned recently in these few words!

When I heard this, I immediately gasped in my heart, and used humor to say, what kind of logic is this Nima, why is it so reasonable!

And carefully recalled, but for this kind of death and the courage to be born, the heart is very shocked, but also deeply moved, there is not only an open-minded optimism about life, but also a meticulous and delicate observation of people's hearts, but also the impulse to sacrifice oneself for faith and pursue the truth, for such a pure and flawless woman, what kind of mind is needed, and what kind of affection is needed!

I decisively let go of the idea of a showdown, was silent, took her hand, and hugged her into my arms.

Lin Aiwei lay in my not very warm arms, and her tears wet my heart!

Lin Aiwei felt my heart sighing, raised her head, gently wiped the corners of her eyes, and said gently: "Don't worry, in fact, I don't hate Leng Feng, I only blame myself for not being ruthless enough, and I am also a little careful." ”

I had a thorn in my heart, but I couldn't speak, so I had to reach out and touch her hair, and said firmly: " Weiwei, since you have made a choice, I should not use words and actions to change your decision, people's fate is often because of a meaningless sentence, a decision made at the crossroads, and a turn of change, maybe the sky is clear, the sun is shining, maybe the rain and haze, the night sinks, but as long as people live, they should have opportunities and hopes, so let's work together to solve the mysteries and shackles in our hearts, experience the joys and sorrows of life, and find the joy and hope of life!"

Lin Aiwei nodded, and buried her head in my arms again, my heart is warm, and my arms are also warm!

After a while, Lin Aiwei muttered a smirk and said, "Hehe, I usually look like a proud wood, I want to hug you enough for such a good atmosphere today." ”

I was full of emotion again, forgetting all the dark troubles in my heart, gently putting my arms around her shoulders, blending the warmth of her body, feeling her pleasant body fragrance, and my fingers were not honest, sparing her soft and smooth hair, playing in circles.

"Oh, by the way, how did you go to the capital yesterday, and you ran back and forth overnight, what is the important thing, is it about Leng Feng's treatment?"

I had no choice but to nod my head again against my will, and said, "While Leng Feng accepted my treatment, he also put forward a condition, that is, he hoped that I could help him destroy his father's sinful kingdom, I was not sure, so I went to the teacher to move the rescuers." ”

"Ah, this is a righteous annihilation, Leng Feng is also good, if you can make this decision, your psychological problems will definitely be cured!"

"I did my best, his split personality is very complicated, only by finding the right cause, can it be cured, take your time, time will solve everything!"

"Is this matter dangerous, to face the leader of the underworld, you two, I'm worried!"

I felt that the more I talked about this topic, the more lies I had, and the heavier the burden in my heart, I thought about it for a while, changed to another topic, and said, "Weiwei, was everything normal in Leng Feng yesterday afternoon?"

"It's very normal, the whole person has changed, it has become sunny and humorous, thoughtful, full of hope and energy, I feel amazing, but, I know, it's all your credit. ”

I sighed in my heart, a sleeping tiger that opened my heart's desire, the next step is to occupy the territory and catch prey everywhere, this unpredictable tiger is really a headache!

Lin Aiwei was in my arms, felt my heartbeat, raised her head gently and said, "You sigh again, you always have a lot of thoughts every day, aren't you hard?"

I said in amazement, "You can feel me sighing." ”

Lin Aiwei nodded shyly and said: "I have observed you many times, your sigh is the same, your face is expressionless, your eyes are solemn, but your heart is violently twisted and turned, I have known you for so long, I haven't seen you smile a few times, that mind reading, I don't have a good impression of it now, but the most fascinating thing about you is this burst of sighs in the heart, it is telling, pity, tolerance, respect for every life in this world." Lin Aiwei finally used the professional knowledge of the Chinese teacher, and she was happy, and added: "I am very happy, I can feel your heart sigh!"

I finally smiled, laughing easily and happily, this kind of happiness that is revered and understood!

Lin Aiwei's face was close to my heart, suddenly blushing, raised her head, and said to me infinitely: "Lincoln, kiss me, I want us to not be together in the future, but we can also leave some traces between each other!"

Listening to such lingering sympathy, my face instantly flushed, my heart trembled, I was violently tempted, what calmness and calmness were broken in an instant, and in the face of her fragrant and soft lips close at hand, I involuntarily leaned forward slowly!

Lin Aiwei's eyes were closed lightly, her face was ruddy and serene, as if her life was only at this moment, and at the moment when the sparks were about to burst and the four lips covered each other, a mobile phone called "Regret" rang, and the two listened to the hysterical soul cry for more than ten seconds with regretful expressions, and their faces returned to calm.

Lin Aiwei sighed softly, turned around and sat back opposite, I quickly answered the phone, and Grandma Chen said on the phone: "Good grandson, bring my good granddaughter-in-law, come and eat, the dishes are almost the same, they are all what you like to eat, hehe, I have counted the time, I haven't ruined your good deeds!"

I was instantly scorched by thunder, looked at Lin Aiwei with black lines and smirked, and said, "Weiwei, it was Grandma Chen who asked us to eat, so what, it seems that I had a sweet dream just now, I really don't want to wake up!"

Lin Aiwei said angrily: "Of course it's a sweet dream, don't think about it, I'm just trying to see you, whether you are a hypocrite with different hearts." ”

"What," I couldn't help but stand up and jump to my feet, and said, "The atmosphere, the prelude are all set by you, and in the end it has become a test, my own grandmother, have you done a good thing or a bad thing, alas, this time you have suffered a big loss!"

Lin Aiwei Gege smiled and said: "Okay, okay, you big liar, don't act, my evaluation of you, it's not good, continue to work hard next time, let's go, let's eat, the old lady is probably in a hurry."

I drooped my head and kept up with Lin Aiwei's footsteps, with infinite hope in my heart, Gao Lengfeng, you, the devil, had better continue to get sick, and you were outside the door all morning.