"Later, your grandparents took me home, and they couldn't trust the expert, so they took me to another hospital. ”

Dr. Xue continued: "This is a small hospital near our home, but it is always very busy, at first, it is because it is too busy, my parents did not bring me here, this time, of course, also with the idea of rushing to the doctor. ”

Speaking of this, a light gradually surged in Dr. Xue's eyes: "It's hard to hang up, but fortunately, it was hung up the next morning, and my mother took me in, wiping tears while begging him to save me."

I clearly remember that day, the sun was shining, the wind was beautiful, the sun shone into the outpatient room, so that his tall figure seemed to be inlaid with a layer of gold, he comforted me, told me not to be afraid, carefully examined me, little by little, asked me about the situation before the onset of the disease.

He also found that my condition was not so simple and cumbersome, so he told me that I would come to him every day in the future, and he knew that I still had to go to school, so he asked me to come early every morning and always leave the first place for me, so that I would leave after seeing the doctor and not delay the class.

Moreover, in order to encourage me, every time I went, he would prepare some small gifts for me, sometimes it was candy that I had never eaten, sometimes it was a beautiful little card, and told me to study hard.

After about half a month, my condition was finally diagnosed, not caused by the terrible autoimmune deficiency, and later, it only took a month and a half to completely cure my disease.

Since then, the dream of being a good doctor has gradually sprouted in my heart, and I have studied hard to become a good doctor like him.

Later, I was actually admitted to medical school, and when I excitedly told him the news, he was as happy as a child. ”

Dr. Xue suddenly stopped again.

It's just that, this time, no one broke the silence again.

"Later, when I graduated and was busy with my internship, I just received the news of his death. ”

The light in Dr. Xue's eyes began to dim again: "I went to his funeral, but after I came back, I still couldn't believe this fact, I always felt that he had not died, because every time I closed my eyes, I could see the golden picture of the sun shining on him when I saw him for the first time."

It is precisely because of this reason that I did not perform well during my internship, and then I was assigned to a small hospital, and I did not receive many cases every day, most of the time, I was pondering that the two most important doctors in my life, one taught me not to be the second him, and the other taught me the heart of a doctor's parents, and every day in my heart, it is this intriguing taste. ”

After a pause, the light in Dr. Xue's eyes suddenly skyrocketed: "Then one day, when I was sitting in the outpatient clinic, suddenly a middle-aged man led a timid little boy in, the middle-aged man had tears on his face, he begged me to save his child, and his child was sentenced to death by other hospitals.

It happened to be early in the morning, and at that moment, the familiar scenes, the familiar conversations, and all the memories that were sealed in my heart all came flooding up at once.

I said to the little boy, as he did to me, don't be afraid, don't cry...... I examined him in detail and asked him about the month before the onset of the disease, and I found that his condition, as I had done back then, was a difficult case to detect.

I told him that he would come early every morning and that I would leave the first seat for him forever so that he would not be delayed in his normal classes.

So, I began to pick up the books again, frantically making up for the knowledge that had been lost over the years, and I knew that it was finally time for me to repay the favor, and I read every day until I fell asleep at one o'clock in the morning.

Finally, he was diagnosed, not terminally ill, and I will never forget that day, the complicated taste of excitement but mixed with heaviness in my heart, that day, I took a half-day off, came to his grave, and told him that I could finally be a good doctor like him. ”

When Dr. Xue told this, he hurriedly wiped away the tears in his eyes.

But I was surprised to find that the room full of people was all crying.

"Alas!"

He suddenly sighed heavily, and continued: "God does not fulfill people's wishes, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, in the following days, the hospital has been reformed several times, although on the surface, the hospital is not to make money, but in fact, it is using various ways to make money.

Later, I couldn't stand the model of relying on profits everywhere, and I couldn't get used to the department, and they were talking about the income of the department, so I was angry and applied for a transfer.

In the end, I chose the health center in our town, because it is close to home, there will be no serious symptoms, the pressure will be much less, the atmosphere of looking at money will be much lighter, and the life will be much more leisurely.

So, in this kind of idle and boring days, I gradually became inactive, slowly corrupted by the subjectivity of the people around me, and slowly became an ordinary man who failed, until I ......"

Doctor Xue raised his head and looked at Lu Dongye: "Until the day when Principal Lu rode a dilapidated tricycle, he left me with a crumpled and mud-stained 20 yuan bill...... I began to reflect on myself.

When I think of the man who can't even take out a deposit for a pair of crutches, but he always thinks about paying me back and inviting me to tea, and keeps his promise...... In my heart, the secret that has been backlogged for a lifetime is like a rekindling of the flame. ”

He stood up suddenly, and bowed deeply to Lu Dongye: "Principal Lu, thank you! Thank you for reawakening my original intention of helping others and reawakening my vocation as a doctor!"

"Bang Bang

Suddenly, a fierce round of applause rang out in unison.

Lu Dongye wiped away the tears flowing from his eyes and found that everyone in the hospitality room was looking at him with a smile.

Including Dr. Xue's son Xue Liangdong!

He couldn't help but be flattered, and quickly got up and bowed back to everyone.

"I knew that if I was hired back, my income would skyrocket, but because I was constrained by the hospital, I couldn't treat patients the way I wanted to practice medicine, they couldn't provide me with the environment I wanted, and I didn't want to continue to compromise and ......."

Dr. Xue sat down again and continued: "I'm just like him back then, I have always disdained to publish papers, I don't have any honorary titles, so I'm so alone, even if my income can skyrocket, it can't skyrocket, so I don't want to accept re-employment at all."

But the family also needs money...... I lived a contradictory life like this for two months, becoming more and more depressed day by day, and finally, my wife told me yesterday that after a lifetime of hard work, it was time to do something that I wanted to do, and if I wanted to do it in my heart, then don't hold it anymore, there is still her at home.

Thereupon...... That's where I am today. ”