Chapter 19: Goodbye: Never Again

1、

"That's good, do you want to get up, or do you want to rest for a while?" He Yu asked softly

"Your eyes are a little swollen, I'll give you a warm compress. As he spoke, he stood up and came back with a hot towel.

He Yu asked Fang Qing to lie down and gently covered her eyes with a neatly folded hot towel.

Maybe it's because she curled up in the sofa for most of the night, Fang Qing boasted that she recognized the bed and pillows, and her eyes would be swollen if she didn't rest well.

Fang Qing's eyes were blindfolded, slightly embarrassed, and swallowed several times in a row.

She cleared her throat, "Thanks, I'll be up in a minute, isn't it early?"

He Yuqing smiled lightly: "A little more than nine o'clock!"

"Hmm...... My afternoon plane, just in time. ”

"Do you need me to stay an extra day? I can change my booking at any time!" He Yu added.

"No! no, I'm fine, you're busy!" Fang Qing quickly shook her head and replied.

He Yu couldn't hide the loss in his eyes, as if the sky full of stars suddenly lost color.

In fact, he just wanted to find a reason, an excuse, to get along with her more.

As long as Fang Qing speaks, even if it is just a hint of retention, he can stay.

2、

He Yu changed the hot towel twice in the middle, and fifteen minutes later, Fang Qing reopened her eyes, and sure enough, the discomfort of her swollen eyes was much lighter.

Fang Qing looked at herself in the mirror, why didn't she want to be accompanied by more people!

It's just that a person has been lonely for a long time, and loneliness has gradually become a habit, and it is impossible to tell which day will be "more lonely"! Just like time can't directly stop pain, but it can make the pain numb, and many things don't matter if you are ignorant and unconscious!

What's the point of having one more person, one more day and a half by your side?

After all, the two are thousands of miles apart.

Thinking about it, Fang Qing's nose was a little sour, and her eyes were filled with tears of pain, she hurriedly washed her face again and calmed down on her back.

At this time, the doorbell rang, and He Yu opened the door to retrieve two breakfasts.

When Fang Qing came out, the table had already been rearranged by He Yu.

One serving in front of one person: toast omelette, milk, fruit, although the portion is not much, but it is delicate, and it is carefully arranged in a simple geometric vessel.

In the middle of the table is also a bunch of white hyacinth fresh-cut flowers, and there is a light projected on the bouquet on the top, each small flower is full of moisture and moisturizing.

3、

After packing up, He Yu sent Fang Qing back to Rui Zhen's house.

The appearance of the community where Rui Zhen lives is not too bad, but it is the new clothes that she put on not long before the municipal image project.

The infrastructure construction in the community leaks the age of the community every minute.

There is no property in the old community, the lights of the tube building have long been scrapped, and the corridor is not very bright in the daytime.

Thanks to the snow light reflected in the doorway, the dimly lit stairwell is subtly transformed into a shimmering scene.

At the opening stage, both of them timidly forgot their words, and they were relatively speechless for a long time.

Maybe I'm afraid that I'm sorry for the "audience" if it continues like this, He Yu suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged Fang Qing tightly, the fear of imminent loss made his hug hot, and the kind of remembrance of the past made him more and more frightened.

The hug in front of me is so full and real, and the day will change suddenly, and the thoughts are boundless.

He just hated not being able to rub her into his body and make her a part of his body.

He Yu is like a whisper:

"Thank you for taking care of me last night, I will always, always remember!"

"I hope you remember the moments we spent together!"

In the end, he even said word by word: "Many... Protect... Heavy!"

After speaking, He Yu didn't wait for Fang Qing to respond, touched her head, leaned over and pecked her eyebrows, and then turned around and left.

Fang Qing stood trembling in place, her forehead seemed to be branded with some kind of brand, and she was faintly burning in pain. After a long time, she reached out to touch her cheek, but she felt cold tears in her palm.

It's going to end before it starts, and if you never get it, you're going to lose it!

Listen quietly to your favorite songs, and watch from afar if you like them.

4、

Fang Qing returned to Rui Zhen's house, rushed into the bedroom, and covered her head to make up for an afternoon's sleep.

When Rui Zhen heard that He Yu had flashed at night, she immediately burst into anger and scolded:

"What kind of person, eat and wipe clean, and put oil on the soles of your feet...... No, I have to ask, don't be a bully. ”

Nourishing her spirit, Fang Qing calmed down a lot.

"What do you ask? I have no consent from others, and I have used him to fill my emotional void without permission, and it would be too greedy to entangle him again. It's best to disappear in time without any knots and fruits, and gradually become passers-by!" Fang Qing explained to Rui Zhen.

"What do you mean inconclusive, didn't you ...... last night?" asked Rui Zhen anxiously.

Fang Qing held her forehead: "How can it! My mother Rui, I still want to serve you for a few more years, do you want to send your daughter away so early?"

Rui Zhen put her nose on her face: "Pull it down, our Jiang Xiao is better than you with your eyes closed, I allow you to redeem yourself, Malier will find someone to marry, it's really heart......breaking." ”

Fang Qing silently thought: That's it, just stop in moderation, it's good for everyone!

Since then, the mountains and rivers have not met!

May there always be light in your eyes, and may you live the way you want!

5、

The New Year's bell rang in a hurry, and although it was a year older, it seemed that everything was business as usual on the surface.

It's just that I always dream back in the middle of the night, and a trace of continuous thoughts will arise spontaneously.

Fang Qing often flipped through the messages on her mobile phone one by one, over and over again, the situation at that time was vivid, but now she thinks about it like a dream.

He Yu still uses "already has a girlfriend" as a shield to resist the marriage urging spell from relatives and friends from all walks of life, only the eldest brother knows that he is getting depressed day by day.

When he left Wei City for the last time, He Yu had secretly made up his mind and let go calmly.

But in the tug-of-war of thinking day and night, he could no longer maintain the usual calm and deep composure.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, the brothers once talked about wine, and He Yu thought of her gentle and bright smile, and his mind was full of drowning dimples, and he was inevitably drunk again.

The eldest brother can imagine the suffering of He Yu, if he meets his wishes, and his wish is fulfilled, it must be Fang Qing's name and Sun Mountain;

On the contrary, He Yu will completely get rid of this obsession, and it must be as difficult as reinventing.

How cruel, one party's love should be built on the pain of the other, just like a love tied in a dead knot.

6、

When the spring breeze blows through the vast frozen soil in the north, the "sentencing day" has arrived.

He Yu counted the time almost tragically, one second, two seconds, three seconds...... It seems that any next moment, it is possible to receive a message that overwhelms his heart.

He Yu didn't have the courage to take the initiative to ask, one day his body was like a floating cloud, and his heart was like a flying flotsam.

However, until the evening, he did not receive any messages, neither good nor bad.

He and Fang Qing, although they have not been as hot as in the past in the recent stage, they are also connected, don't you even tell the result of such an important matter?

Even the condemned prisoner still has the right to a full meal for the last time!

Wrong!

If something goes wrong, there must be a demon, and He Yu's IQ is finally online after a day of flying iQue.

He sent a message to Fang Qing...... Didn't reply.

Call her...... No one answered.

It seems that the only way to use the killer weapon is to quickly dial Rui Zhen's number......

Finally a gasp answered the phone.

"Hey, you're going to ask her about it, right?"

"I came out of the dorm at noon and was in a stable mood, which was normal, and I had roommates in the evening, so it shouldn't be a big problem. You should care more about her in extraordinary times, after all, she is a good friend, aren't you?"

He Yu didn't need to ask any more questions, the answers were all there, and he understood them.

It was He Yu's "wish" that came true and his dream came true.

But why, is my heart more bitter?