Chapter 234: Thoughts
When Leng Yechen arrived at the gate of the hospital, he didn't see Mu Wan'an's figure, and it was only when the assistant pointed him out that he saw that she was on the top floor, which was the top floor where Li Shao and Lin Qingran fell that day.
Leng Yechen chuckled in his heart, and then he asked the assistant to go first, and went to the rooftop alone. Tonight's wind is a little cool in autumn, and the bleak wind and cold night, especially on the roof of this leaky night, are more and more cold.
Mu Wan'an stood alone in the position where she fainted that day, motionless like a sculpture, only the night wind lifted her dress from time to time, but she herself didn't care.
Fortunately, it was this big night, if it was during the day, she estimated that she would have to attract the whole building to watch, Leng Yechen walked up to her silently, took off her coat and put it on her, and said in a gentle voice: "An'an, the night is cold, you stand on this high place to blow the wind, be careful that you have just been discharged from the hospital and admitted to the hospital." ”
His sudden appearance didn't have any effect on Mu Wan'an, she didn't even look at him, she just looked at the void in front of her, and said, "That day, Li Shao fell from here." ”
"An An......" Leng Yechen looked at Mu Wan'an, who had a strange expression at the moment, and suddenly felt a sense of fear.
Mu Wan'an didn't feel anything, she smiled at Leng Yechen, probably wanting Leng Yechen to feel at ease, so she finally glanced at Leng Yechen and said, "I don't need a psychiatrist." ”
Leng Yechen was stunned, he looked at Mu Wan'an: "An An, you ...... How do you know about me, I'm looking for a psychiatrist for you, you...... You were awake from the beginning, you knew everything, and you didn't have any mental problems?"
Mu Wan'an nodded: "I just need some time to digest this matter, I'm just ......" Looking at the nothingness, Mu Wan'an suddenly sighed, "Yechen, I just can't figure it out, I can't figure it out." ”
"An An, if you have anything on your mind, if you have anything you don't understand, you can say it, maybe everything will be fine. Leng Yechen held her hand and encouraged her.
Mu Wan'an frowned and said: "I don't understand why, in fact, now that I think about it, although Li Shao and I have known each other for a long time, it seems that we have met no more than ten times in total, but I don't understand how it has developed to the point where it is today, why he hates me like this, and he has to put me to death, even ...... Even your own life can be put aside. ”
Mu Wan'an turned her head to look at Leng Yechen, her expression was very painful and uncomfortable: "Yechen, I've been thinking about this question these days, but I can't figure it out." But at first I rejected his courtship and stopped him a few times, but I think I have always had a clear conscience, and I think I didn't do anything wrong. But why ......?"
"Why would he hate me to such an extent. ”
"An An, there are many things in this world that can't be explained properly. Li Shao is crazy, how can you infer such a person with common sense, don't be like this, the more you know how distressed I am?" Leng Yechen stretched out his hand and gently held her face, comforting her.
Mu Wan'an shook his head: "It's not like this, in fact, I don't care how much he hates me, I just care...... I care about a fresh life, a life that is so young, so vibrant, and so full of possibilities has disappeared in front of me. Yechen, you will never understand the despair and pain in my heart when Li Shao fell from here in front of me that day. ”
"I don't blame him for threatening me like that, or even coming to persecute me, I just think, why is he so paranoid, shouldn't each of us cherish our own lives, but he ...... Just because of such an inconspicuous contradiction with me, he didn't hesitate to fight with his life. ”
Leng Yechen knew that Mu Wan'an must have felt that everything was a pity, and as a party, she had completely different feelings from the eyewitnesses that day. Although all the people who saw Li Shao fall were shocked and stunned for a while, after that, this matter would only become their life talk, and they might be proud to say that they had witnessed such a cruel and terrible scene.
But Mu Wanye can't do it, she has built a barrier in her heart, this barrier tells her that Li Shao's fall from the building was all because of her, just like she said to the little girl, there is no cause in this world, even if Li Shao is extremely evil and unforgivable, but now he is dead.
A living life does not disappear in front of him like this, disappears in the pull with Mu Wannight, which makes Mu Wannight immediately let go of his guard and live again, it does take a lot of courage.
"So, although you have a lot of questions in your heart after you wake up, and you are extremely uncomfortable, the first thing you think about is not to add more victims to this matter, which is also the reason why you forgive Qingran, right?" Leng Yechen asked her.
Mu Wan'an is not surprised at all that Leng Yechen already knows the whole truth, she understands that Leng Yechen will do her best to investigate such a big matter, if he really believes the police, it would be strange.
She smiled weakly: "That's right, in fact, Qingran didn't have to intervene in this matter at all at the beginning, and this was something that had nothing to do with her." But no matter what she did after she intervened, I don't want to pursue it, Li Shao's death is indeed a great shock and blow to me, so I really don't want anyone to be punished and hurt because of this. Besides, I can see that Qingran is a good girl, she is just ......"
It's just that in that case, she thought it would be an excellent opportunity to get rid of Mu Goodnight and then occupy Leng Yechen. didn't expect that she would be ripped off in the end.
"Anyway, she fell and was injured, and she was very scared to think about it during that time, and this punishment was enough. Compared with Lin Xiaowan before, she was kind to me in all kinds of perfunctory ways at the beginning, but in the end, she ...... "Mu Wan'an sighed, "In short, I like her straight nature like this." ”
Listening to Mu Goodnight, he finally said something light, and took this opportunity to say again: "An An, I'm a little hungry, are you hungry, I'll take you to the barbecue across the hospital to have some supper." ”
It was on this rooftop that Leng Yechen also smelled the smell of barbecue wafting up from the opposite side, not that he smelled his index finger, but that he wanted to take this opportunity to bring Mu Wan'an down, lest he couldn't control his emotions when he talked about excitement for a while, it was too dangerous to be on such a high ground, and it was definitely not suitable for talking at night.
Mu Wan'an glanced at him, these plans fell on her eyes as if they were transparent, she saw through them, she just smiled: "Okay, I depend on you." ”