It's just that the qi veins are blocked, constantly rushing through the blockages caused by those venoms, which has consumed almost all of Lu Yi's experience, which is the reason why she has been weak and emaciated recently.

He seems to have found a new way of entertainment now, that is, to take advantage of the five hours he is awake to catch people and chat, especially his person in charge, Selena.

She almost didn't miss any opportunity to talk to Selena, asked about his personal situation, and then recalled the past and relaxed her vigilance, in Lu Yi's mind, Selena was a woman after all, and it seemed that she was a woman who had suffered a lot of injuries and had a bad fate.

This kind of woman is strong on the outside, but she is especially fragile on the inside, and once she enters their hearts, it is almost a blow to the crush.

And don't look at Selena's cold rejection of Lu Yi every time, but after a few words, Lu Yi slowly pieced together most of the truth.

It is estimated that she should have been in exile for a period of time in her early years, even growing up in an orphanage, without her own freedom in life, seeing all kinds of life and tasting all kinds of hardships in the world, because of her beauty, so she was even more bullied and violated by ghosts.

After that, Selena almost grew up in a cruel world without love, was valued by illegal organizations, and was trained as a spy and killer since childhood, wandering the world, constantly changing his identity, and his true identity has long been destroyed, in this world, no one can really remember his real name and true origin.

At the same time, in the constant displacement, her beauty and talent gradually appeared, and the organization began to focus on cultivating him, and his excellent mind and appearance did give him greater convenience, learning more sophisticated knowledge, until finally he became the most beautiful, killer and spy, and also became the top elite doctor.

His identity is so contradictory, one is an explorer of knowledge, a master of science, the other is the most brutal killer, one to create, the other to destroy, contradictory, but strangely overlapping, and he can only be a knife in the hands of others.

There is no freedom in life, and he can't be remembered firmly, if he is an ordinary person, how good it would be, he is so good from the inside out, it is estimated that no matter what industry he is in, he will live quite happily.

Think about its soft and hard accessories, its body is like a devil, its face is like an angel, its brain is smart, it can be regarded as the world's top, a doctor of biochemical genes, and his skills are not bad.

That's it, if you go outside, no matter how you are, you can match an elite man and live a life that others envy.

After Lu Yi continued to finish chattering, he guessed this, and then saw that Selena's face was completely pale, and the whole person seemed to have suddenly lost her color, in a trance, I don't know what's wrong.

"Hey, you're okay, I'm just talking about fun, I won't really be right. ”

Lu Yi was so frightened that he quickly raised his head, stared at Selena tightly, and pulled him back from his wandering thoughts, Selena suddenly came back to her senses, but glared at Lu Yi fiercely with a blank face, and then packed up her things and left without saying a word.

Lu Yi looked at the white wall that had been restored to its original state, and smiled slightly bitterly, he was really cheap just now, and he just revealed people's scars like this, but he didn't expect to be so stupid, even if there was not half of it, probably most of it was correct.

I really didn't expect that such a good girl would have such a bad fate, it's a pity.

Lu Yi shook his head and continued to close his eyes to recuperate.

When waiting for Selena to come over for the second time, continue to tease him, in recent days, Selena's attitude towards her has become more and more gentle, and it may also be related to Lu Yi becoming thinner and thinner, and his spirit is becoming more and more sluggish.

Originally, Lu Yi was kicked in the experimental sports that they regarded as the most precious above, but now it seems that the most basic medicine can not be afforded, in this case, time will not be able to enter the second stage at all, and then the most precious experimental subject will become the most useless body, and it can only be destroyed if it has no use value.

Lu Yi deeply felt the panic and worry in Selena's eyes every time she saw herself, and Selena was worried about herself.

What was he worried about? Worried about death, if it was confirmed that Lu Yi was a useless test subject, then it would be destroyed.

So Selena often stared at her body, looked at the data in her hand, frowned, and muttered: How can this be? Why is this happening? Why is it useless to your body?

At this time, Lu Yi just closed his eyes every time, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he deliberately made the potion useless, if he didn't shoot, then this request would have a long-term impact on Lu Yi.

But of course, how could Lu Yi allow himself to become a monster, even if he died.

On this day, Selena hurriedly came over to Lu Yi for a routine check-up, her face was very ugly, and she didn't even look at Lu Yi once, Lu Yi knew that her words yesterday made Selena angry, so she kept coaxing on the side.

"Oh, I just said nonsense yesterday, don't go to your heart, I'll just guess randomly, where do you know it's right, don't just be like me, I'm just boring, I will talk nonsense, absolutely nothing else, I swear to God, you are so good, how can I be willing to hurt you?

Seeing that Selena didn't care about herself, and even gave him an injection, with a heavier force than usual, the man sighed helplessly and said in frustration: "Actually, my parents died when I was a child. ”

As soon as he said this, the sound of crackling sorting utensils immediately stopped, Selena paused entirely, as if she was testing the next words of Lu Yi, Lu Yi smiled in his heart, knowing that Selena had taken the bait, and began to continue the soft policy.

"In fact, when I was a child, I was born in a rich family, and had a good life for a few years, but when I was eight years old, the enemy came to the door, and my family was ruined, and I actually saw my family playing, all in front of me, one by one, and then I was secretly left, sent to a foreign country to be raised, but my health has always been bad, frail and sickly, the doctor said I will not live to be twelve years old. ”

"The person who saved me, felt sorry for my parents, so he tried his best to find a doctor for me, and then he had to entrust me to his old friend, and threw me into the deep mountains and old forests to practice martial arts, strengthen my body, I bask in the sun every day, soak in ice water, pour it out, don't be angry, carry stones, smash wood, what hard work, just to exercise. ”

"Then miraculously my body really healed, I never got sick again, and I also practiced a martial arts, and when I was a little older, I began to come out into society, ready to make a career, and then go to my enemies to seek revenge, and wait for me to take revenge. ”

"I just want to start living a good life, living an ordinary life, in fact, it's the days that are blinded by hatred, it's really hard, but what can you do without revenge?"

"If I don't want to get justice for my family, am I still human? ”

Lu Yi chattered, turned his head, looked at Selena with a smile, and saw that he was looking straight at himself, his expression was moving, and the two of them were facing each other, almost making the sparks between the sights materialize.

The atmosphere was silent for a while, Xiao Jian first looked away, in order to hide his gaffe, he swayed his breath indiscriminately, preparing to see a doctor, and later he would inject Lu Yi with the medicine that entered his body.

Lu Yi also coughed twice, turned his gaze away, and for a while, he didn't say a word about the stomach that he was originally going to prepare.

The atmosphere became more and more awkward, Selena got it done, and was about to send it over to inject Lu Yi, but when she just pulled out the pillow, she said: "What you guessed yesterday is not entirely correct." ”

Lu Yi was stunned, and suddenly asked cheaply: "Where did I guess wrong, or I didn't guess anywhere, you tell me." ”

After finishing speaking, I want to slap my mouth again, these things are other people's privacy, and at a glance, I know that it is not a good thing, he once again uncovers other people's scars, and also sprinkles salt on business, it is simply digging his own grave.

"I'm sorry, if it makes you feel unpleasant, you can just let me fart without saying it, hahahaha. ”

Selena did forget about him for a moment, without a look of displeasure.

"The stuff I've experienced in the past, you wouldn't want to know, because it doesn't make sense at all. ”

Xiaoxue's expression at that moment was so calm that it was almost ruthless, which made Lu Yi almost stunned for a moment.

Then he came back to his senses, and actually raised his hand and grabbed Selena's wrist as she was about to leave: "Why is it meaningless? Everything you have experienced has made you who you are now, everything ends, you are very good, really good, it's just that why don't you go outside to see? Maybe the life of ordinary people is more suitable for you." ”

"In an environment like this, you can't get what you really want, and I can see in your eyes that you crave peace and a desire for truth, right?"

Selena paused, gritted her teeth, and pulled back her hand hard, but Lu Yi grabbed it hard and didn't let him succeed, Selena didn't succeed, a little angry, he glared at Lu Yi, a little angry.

"That's right, I want this, I want it so much, but who can give it to me? No, there is no God in this world, let alone God, and even if there is, I am the moment when I am abandoned, I want to survive, I feel that to learn to betray and deceive, I have to learn to be ruthless and kill. ”

"What does that matter?"

Lu Yi saw that Selena's emotions were getting more and more intense, and he slowly calmed down, and when he said this, he stopped Selena instead: "What did you say?"

She was a little puzzled, tilted her head slightly to look at Lu Yi, Lu Yi smiled slightly, and repeated calmly: "Even if you deceive and betray, be ruthless and kill, then you just want to live well, your world is like this, isn't it? ”

"But you. ”

Lu Yi stretched out his hand, put his thumb under Selena's forehead and lightly touched it: "But you yourself don't forgive and don't accept, your original, you don't accept, so you are miserable, you want to become what you really want to become, but your environment doesn't allow it, so if you want to solve it, you can only change the environment if you want to get it, have you ever thought about leaving?"

"If you really want it, then leave. ”

Selena's emotions were stimulated by this passage and shook violently, his pupils flickered left and right, he desperately shook off Lu Yi's hand, but Lu Yi turned around and took her into his arms, suddenly turned over, and pressed Selena under him, his legs pressed against his legs, and his hands pressed his arms.

Selena looked at Lu Yi from the bottom up, tears slowly filled her eyes, and she gritted her teeth and said, "Do you think I don't want to?" I dream about it, but what can I do, I can't help it. ”

"Why not, you obviously have. ”

Lu Yi asked calmly, "Have you really looked for it?"

Selena just stared at Lu Yi fiercely, without speaking, Lu Yi stared at the beautiful face with tears under her body for a long time, and was a little distracted.

The atmosphere changed completely at that moment, ambiguity filled everything, two people, except for each other, could no longer see anything else, the lips of the two people slowly approached, closer and closer, closer and closer, and finally the water melted, and they came together, so many days have come, contention and temptation, looking and attraction finally have an answer at this moment.