Chapter 4: Twilight 4

Bai Jing didn't want to go back to country A with Chen Xiyan for treatment, she wanted to enjoy her life every minute she could live. Her middle school teacher once told her that if she made every day her last day in this world, there would be no such thing as wasting time.

When time did not come to an end, she thought that this sentence, like all philosophies, was obscure and meaningless. But when her time really turned on the countdown mode, everything was as it was said before.

Chen Xiyan was about to be driven crazy, and in the past few months, he rushed over with confidence from the beginning, only to find that Bai Jing's attitude had been very resolute, and she refused to be treated.

"Even if you don't think about yourself, don't you want to think about Shen Yu?" Jiang Shanyi's nature is difficult to change, and Chen Xiyan, who has been pretending to be gentle for several months, continued his usual methods after finding that his gentle face could not call back the white crystal at all. He stood under the lush pine trees and said threatening words to Bai Jing, who was looking at the scenery, "You are dead, have you considered what will happen to Shen Yu?"

"I've thought about it. Bai Jing half-crouched on the viewing railing, turned his head and smiled at him, "I was just an accident on my mother's part, and she will be fine if I die." ”

“……”

"Oh, you want to say, if I die, maybe you and the Chen family won't help me take care of her?" Bai Jing looked at him contemptuously, "But I'm sorry, Chen Xiyan, I'm not alone now." What do you think I've been doing in Kyoto for the past few years? I have my own network now, and when I die, someone can help me take care of Shen Yu and let her live for the rest of her life. ”

She didn't need to rely on him alone to survive a long time ago.

Chen Xiyan realized what he gave up the moment he let go...... Now Bai Jing has her own career, her own money, and her own friends, not to mention, she has already helped Chen Xiyan recognize what kind of status she has in his mind.

As long as she wanted, she could be completely out of his control.

Isn't that embarrassing?

Chen Xiyan could only look at Bai Jing and smile, watch her make trouble, be a shadow by her side, and silently pray that this woman can finally discover the beauty of this world when she is playing, and have a trace of affection, so that she can receive treatment.

Chen Xiyan's heart is desperate, but the process of accompanying Bai Jing is happy......

This extremely contradictory situation made his heart almost collapse.

I couldn't sleep well all night, for fear that as soon as I opened my eyes the next day, that person would be gone.

Bai Jing and Chen Xiyan are like two most ordinary couples who come to travel, visiting tourist attractions, taking pictures, and tasting local food.

Everyone knows that Chen Xiyan and Bai Jing are very right, they have grown up together since childhood, and they have a close relationship, and they know each other's preferences and tastes better than themselves.

White Crystal will thoughtfully pour sauce on Chen Xiyan's grilled sturgeon and spread a thin layer of mustard. Chen Xiyan covered Bai Jing's portion of rice with various vegetables, and the two exchanged with each other, clasped their hands together, and then began to enjoy their lunch.

"I also love marine fish. "But I haven't eaten much......

When Chen Xiyan heard this, she put her own fish pieces into her bowl.

Bai Jing didn't even say thank you, and ate it happily.

Chen Xiyan unconsciously pulled the corners of his mouth, to be honest, he likes to see such an unrestrained Chris, as if he is a little closer to him.

The Chen family is a family with many old and stereotypical family rules, and Chen Xiyan's parents are also more typical of the Chen family, they never care about your feelings and thoughts when they teach you etiquette, and the environment needs it this way, so they have to do it. Chen Xiyan and Bai Jing have learned these things together since they were children, and Bai Jing's discipline is even better than him, because she is a girl, and people are more strict with girls in the traditional sense.

Chen Xiyan still remembers that Bai Jing liked to drink a very nutritious sparkling water when she was in elementary school, and she never drank it again.

The location where they are now is a small island in country X, the sun is shining, the streets are covered with huge palm trees, and there are people walking and chatting on the lawn.

There is always no shortage of all kinds of messy souvenirs in tourist attractions, especially some nostalgic souvenirs. Bai Jing is picking out postcards of various colors with a few foreign tourists at the postcard stalls, and now she has good friends and sisters who can send postcards, and from the beginning of her trip, she sends them her souvenirs everywhere she goes, from postcards to souvenirs......

But Bai Jing will give her boarding pass to Chen Xiyan.

"This is?" Chen Xiyan, who received this for the first time, was a little inexplicable, why the gifts to others were either colored cards or various snacks, and when they arrived in his hands, they became boarding passes and tickets.

"A memento for you. White Crystal said to him.

He still put away all the bills handed to him by the white crystals, and carefully tucked them into the folder he carried with him.

So far, he still can't see through whether Bai Jing really doesn't want to live anymore, or if he just wants to stimulate him in this regard.

Just as Bai Jing was choosing a souvenir, Chen Xiyan found the sparkling water in front of a nostalgic stall.

"Is this still there?" Chen Xiyan was a little surprised.

The stall owner is from country A, and nodded violently to this young and handsome tourist, "Yes, the origin of this drink is country X, and it was exported to country A before and sold very well, and I used to drink it when I was young." ”

Chen Xiyan blinked his eyes slightly, checked the production date and certificate of the drink, found no problems, and bought two bottles to find white crystal.

Bai Jing has stomach cancer and can't eat some messy things, and many delicious and delicious things can be regarded as poison for Bai Jing. But no one wants her to be unhappy and unhappy, so Chen Xiyan will never order her not to eat this or that as strict as Lin Yiran...... As long as she likes it, she can still hold on, and let her do whatever she likes.

Chen Xiyan always felt that she had been too restrained in the past days, and things would be reversed, and now she should be given more care and love.

"Here's to you. ”

As soon as Bai Jing finished settling the account, he found that Chen Xiyan was holding two bottles of drinks and walked over from a distance, and the colorful wrapping paper was extremely incompatible with Chen Xiyan's height, but Bai Jing looked at the brand of the drink seriously, and rarely showed a nostalgic expression.

"This store hasn't closed down yet. White Crystal smiled.

"I don't know if country A has collapsed, but country X hasn't. Chen Xiyan calmly pointed out, "I don't know if you still like it now, if you don't want to, I'll take it and throw it away." ”

"I didn't say no. Bai Jing took a bottle of soda from the palm of his hand, took his wrist with the other hand, and pulled Chen Xiyan towards the rest area, "Find a place to write a postcard." ”

Bai Jing pulled Chen Xiyan to find a parasol and table in an outdoor café to rest, and she took out pens, stamps and glue from her backpack and began to write her own postcards.

Chen Xiyan unscrewed the two bottles of soda in front of her, and took two sips when she remembered.

"I love my life now. Chen Xiyan said this after quietly looking at her side face for a long time.

"Hmm. The tip of the white crystal pen paused and echoed him.

"I don't know what the point is in you taking me on a trip like this, consuming my own life. But I'll admit that I love days like this. This is the life he had envisioned when everything was over, and he should spend time with White Crystal, who was his wife, traveling the world and visiting relatives and friends...... Although there are not so many of their friends.

"Isn't that great?" said White Crystal, stamping a postage card with the address on it, blowing on the undried glue, feeling that his mouth was full of lemon.

"But I want to know what you're doing to make it. Chen Xiyan said, "You don't always do it to make me feel happy or comfort me......

"yes, I didn't do it for you. Bai Jing looked at him calmly, "I'm doing this for my own pleasure." ”

Chen Xiyan clenched his hands and stared at Bai Jing seriously with his eyes.

"Don't be so serious. Bai Jing laughed, "I just want to create some happy memories for myself." ”

Chen Xiyan was stunned. 020 reading

"Yin Ci said that the success rate of my surgery was a bit psychedelic, and Yin Ci said that my illness itself was more magical. Bai Jing spread her hands, and she said to Chen Xiyan very sincerely, "Before you came to me, you asked the doctor, what is the success rate of my surgery?"

Chen Xiyan did not speak.

"The probability that Yin Ci reported to me at that time was 50%, which is not a very good probability. Bai Jing said, "Now that I'm saying that, can you understand why I didn't go back to country A with you for treatment?"

Anyway, life and death depend on the will of God, and instead of dying directly on the operating table, it is better to squander your time before you die.

"I revealed my location myself. Bai Jing stirred the bottle of lemon-flavored sparkling water with a straw, "I could have gotten rid of your eyeliner and live by myself." ”

"Oh. Chen Xiyan could only nod at this.

"But I don't think I'm reconciled. Bai Jing sighed, threw away the straw, drank the soda in a few sips, and approached Chen Xiyan, "I'm really unwilling to ...... you."

Chen Xiyan frowned slightly and looked at Bai Jing.

"I have liked you for so many years, I have been by your side for so many years, all the things that can be done between lovers have been done, and all the tacit understanding that should be established between lovers has been established...... In the end, it was ridiculous to tell me that this person's heart did not belong to me. ”

It's not ridiculous, no one has ever told you that my heart doesn't belong to you. Chen Xiyan thought.

"I'm going to squander my time with you now, not because I love you so much. Ten years ago, I could have no scruples about saying that I was the girl who loved you the most in the world, and there would be no one who would give everything for you like me. But ten years from now, I'm going to tell you that I only feel that you owe me all the affection and tenderness I have for you now...... It's all because of his unwillingness. She was unwilling to give so much for herself, and she couldn't get the care and respect she deserved from this man, "I have paid so much ...... for you"

You can't help but love me.

You can't go on without me......

She wanted him to be miserable, she wanted him to recognize her rightful place.

"I'm sorry. Chen Xiyan looked into her eyes and apologized, then leaned close to the tip of her nose and dropped a kiss on her lips, "I'm sorry, Chris." ”

No one knows when Bai Jing wants to be treated, and Chen Xiyan doesn't care so much about whether Bai Jing will go for treatment now.

As Bai Jing himself said, there is only a 50% probability of this operation, whether it is life or death in the sky and not in people......

In that case, Chen Xiyan decided to continue to appease Miss Bai Jing like this, and accompanied her with all her wishes and dreams.

White Crystal wrapped in a thick coat and made a wish under the aurora, Chen Xiyan looked at her quietly, took this person into his arms, and kissed the top of her hair.

After all, when all the things she wants to do are done, there's still a 50% chance that they'll be able to live together, isn't it?

Fanwai 2: If everyone is alive 1

Wu Jin felt that he had a long, long dream, as if he had been in a different world.

When he opened his eyes and saw the familiar dome and decorations, he wondered for a moment whether he was alive or dead, and which side was the dream.

The warmth of reality quickly woke him up from his confusion, and the moment he saw Su Xi, all his memories came back......

Yes, he is Wu Jin, who is about to be 50 years old, and the woman opposite who is two years younger than him is his wife Su Xi, they have a little daughter named Yanran, who has been worrying about emotional problems recently, and she herself chose law without scruples when choosing a major, and she didn't inherit the family business, and she also liked a stinky boy who played the piano.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Xi felt that Wu Jin's face was a little stinky early in the morning, and suddenly thought of Wu Yanran telling her about bringing her boyfriend back to see her father today.

"It's nothing ......," Wu Jin shook his head.

"Calm down. Su Xi stretched out his hand and grabbed Wu Jin's hand, and his tone was very solemn, "I don't care how much opinion you have, my daughter is twenty-five years old this year, and it is not easy to fall in love, even if the other party is two or three years younger than her and has just graduated from college, you don't use your old-fashioned thoughts to look at their affairs." ”

The more Wu Jin listened, the more he frowned, "What's wrong?"

"Uh......" Su Xi thought about it, Yan Ran may not have told Mr. Wu about it yet, so this forerunner character who may have borne the wrath of the big devil really fell on her head again, "Yan Ran is going to take the boy home today." ”

"Boys?"

"It's the little boyfriend she dated recently, the one named Zhan Yun. ”

Maybe his dream was too real, and now when he heard the people with rhyming words in his name, his mood was a little indescribable.

Today is the weekend, the company is not working, Wu Jin should have read the newspaper at home or go out to play ball with some partners who need to contact feelings, but at this moment, for the sake of the two little cubs, he sat on the sofa and drank tea all morning, and watched a morning of legal programs.

"Ah, you're watching this, the lawyer interviewed in this episode is a barrister from Yanran's firm, which is very powerful. Su Xi, who had baked chicken and potatoes in the kitchen, said to him while wiping his hands.

"Oh, is it?" Wu Jin didn't care about what was going on in the TV show at all, he felt that he was very wrong today, and he had a particularly strong sense of time-traveling, and seeing his wife and his family felt that it was a dream rather than a real ......

Zhuang Gong Dream Butterfly...... Wu Jin felt that he was not able to hit a ghost, and he needed to find a goddess to exorcise him.

"Ah Yun's piano is so good. Su Xi said to Wu Jin, "I went to listen to their school's graduation recital last week......"

"It's useless for you to tell me this. Wu Jin had a cold face, "He is a piano player, even if he marries Yan Ran, he can't help me take care of the house, do you want me to really leave the family's property to the second ancestor of the eldest brother's family in the end?"

"Don't say that, Ah Xin. Su Xi frowned.

"He has been learning badly with the Lin family since he was a child, and he doesn't care about the family business, Lin Yiran wants to dedicate himself to science, so he will learn what bullshit design......!" Wait, how many nephews does he have in the dream? Wu Jin clutched his chest, and suddenly felt that the world was spinning.

"Wu Jin, Wu Jin, what's wrong with you? You have a heart attack?" Su Xi called as he beckoned the nanny to bring his nitroglycerin for help.

Wu Jin clutched his chest and gasped, unable to speak for a long time.

"I shouldn't have mentioned this to you, don't be angry or excited, you're fifty years old, don't be angry if you're not in good health......," Su Xi complained.

"You don't understand. Wu Jin retorted to her hard, and his chest became even more uncomfortable.

"The boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, you don't always have to worry about these now, when the time comes, just like Lin Qin, wouldn't it be good to completely let go of the professional manager team?"

Wu Jin frowned and didn't speak, what he was struggling with at the moment was who Zhan Yun was, if everything in his weird dream was true, then Zhan Yun wouldn't be his eldest brother's long-lost son, ......right?

If Su Xi knew all of Wu Jin's abnormal actions today, all because of a dream, he would definitely kill him.

When noon came, the doorbell of the Wu family rang, Wu Jin looked left and right, the nanny and Su Xi went to prepare the dishes and chopsticks, and it seemed that he was the only one who was suitable to open the door.

Wu Jin hesitated, put down the remote control and got up to open the door.

The moment the door opened, Wu Jin looked at the familiar face at the door, and almost didn't pull it again.

"Uncle, hello, my name is Zhan Yun, and I am Yanran's current boyfriend. The slender boy, with delicate eyebrows and eyes, and a slightly melancholy temperament, greeted him with the corners of his mouth bent over.