Chapter 221: A Taste of Explanation
Looking at the dashing Wu Na, Huang Xiaoxian felt that he was about to become the king of entanglement.
"Do you know? At the end of September, there was a training class for female cadres in our province, and if we could catch this bus, our fate might change, but the indicators were extremely limited. The old guy promised me to fight for me, and now all my thoughts are on my work, and since I can't find a man to get ahead, I have become stronger. ”
Huang Xiaoxian looked at Wu Na enviously, her vitality never disappeared, no matter what happened in her life.
"How about a blind date?
Wu Na said a little disappointed: "When we were in college, we talked about love, but when it came to society, especially at the beginning of the blind date, we talked about the conditions. When I go on a blind date, I can't wait to take the scale, weigh it here and measure it there, I really don't believe in love now, it's like someone spit a puff of smoke in front of you, like a dream, very blurry. ”
Suddenly there was a pause, something was accumulating in the air, and outside the window it was the rush hour for getting off work, and the noisy noise and noise were undulating, reflecting the bitter and lonely hearts of the two people.
"Look at my jewelry, does it look good?" Wu Na shook her head, she had a very eye-catching earring on her ear, which was worth a lot of money at first glance.
"I'm a layman with this kind of stuff. ”
"Just guess the price, right?" asked Wu Na smugly.
"Three thousand?" this is Huang Xiaoxian's biggest limit.
Wu Na snorted lightly with her nose and said, "Sixty-eight." ”
Huang Xiaoxian's mouth opened into an O-shape, and he was so surprised that he seemed to be looking at an alien.
"The old guy bought it. ”
"Are you sure it's true?" Huang Xiaoxian felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
"Of course, the two of us went together, you didn't see it, the old guy was so distressed that his liver trembled, this is not the point, I heard that the national chain stores are one and a second. ”
Wu Na left, and Huang Xiaoxian glanced at the time again.
What she said to Wu Na was actually a lie, because she was really thinking about her legs every second, and she couldn't think about it or not.
Huang Xiaoxian thought about the matter many times from beginning to end, and she finally sadly realized that no matter what she tried to excuse Zezhi, it would be useless, because Zezhi's catastrophe was as simple as one plus one equals two.
Huang Xiaoxian has no support to live, if she stops out of an accident, maybe she has to face the reality, and the current situation is that her life has no focus, she is actually not even a chess piece in front of the man she loves the most, she is a prop, a prop to fulfill him.
Is all the warmth of the day fake? Is the beauty of that day an illusion that he presupposed? Huang Xiaoxian thought of this, and he was sad for Zezhi.
He pretended to be too similar.
In her career, she was also hit hard, and Mr. Guan, who vowed to let her return, was replaced immediately, and she didn't even come to the hospital, but asked Li Chunhong to bring some fruit.
How should she face her parents? Her parents were worried enough, but now that such a big thing has happened, Huang Xiaoxian feels that there is no room in life.
There is one thing she must do, which is to see and stop for the last time.
She wanted to ask this man who used her as a prop in person if he ever loved herself? In fact, this answer was already in her heart, how could a person who joked with her life love her?
Huang Xiaoxian didn't dare to make a little movement before eight o'clock, and the nurse probably listened to her mother's advice, but she was also afraid that something would happen, so she came once in less than half an hour, and Huang Xiaoxian read the book quietly every time.
She couldn't read any of the words in the book, so she looked forward to the time passing quickly.
Finally, it was nine o'clock, and the corridors and wards were relatively quiet.
Huang Xiaoxian took out the microphone and called out Zezhi's name over and over again, she said If you don't come, I'd rather die in the shouting.
Huang Xiaoxian was still able to mumble quietly at first, and before she knew it, her voice became louder, I don't know how long she shouted, anyway, her voice was already dumb, but she was still shouting......
She was in a daze for some time, when she suddenly felt someone next to her gently pushing her, and she opened her eyes suddenly, and sure enough, she stopped.
"You're still here after all," Huang Xiaoxian's hoarse voice had reached its limit.
Huang Xiaoxian was not as excited as usual, she knew, even if he came, what could he do?
The person who came was looking at her affectionately, he didn't know how this ordinary and ordinary girl could have such a huge amount of energy in her body, so that a man was fascinated by her.
Huang Xiaoxian's little face in her sleep was pale and unretouched, but her plain makeup was surprising, thin and clean, and the tears in the corners of her eyes revealed a touch of weakness.
"I'm not the same, I'm the elder brother. ”
Huang Xiaoxian raised her eyes and looked, and sure enough, she admitted her mistake again.
"Why are you here?" Huang Xiaoxian felt that he couldn't hear what he was saying.
Taste gave her a pill, Huang Xiaoxian swallowed it, and her voice recovered.
"He doesn't love me at all, and he is looking for me to survive the catastrophe, yes or no?"
I didn't answer her words, handed her a card and said, "There is a million on it, and I will always be responsible for your treatment costs." ”
Looking at her eyes like clear water and deep pools, I felt pity in my heart.
"Since you can be responsible, give me your intact legs, right? What do you think I have the courage to face life? A man I have only loved uses me as a prop, and you swore that I am not suitable for Zhang Lin before, I am like this, let alone Zhang Lin, who is suitable for me?"
Huang Xiaoxian finally broke out hysterically.
With a wave of his hand, Huang Xiaoxian found that he had lost his voice again.
"If you're still so excited, I'll go, you'll never find me, don't think that the things you've been given will always be useful, I'll make them invalid in minutes, and if you still want to talk well, don't be too emotional." ”
Huang Xiaoxian finally calmed down, she knew that she was so insignificant in front of them.
There was a trace of warmth in his eyes, and he said: "In order to make you die, in fact, I don't want to say it, but it is too painful, he has to let me come over and tell you, he chose to use you to cross the tribulation, at first he chose it, but he couldn't do it, and this time I forced it, didn't you ask me, let Zezhi agree to what conditions? I let him use you to cross the tribulation, if he doesn't agree to me, I won't let him see you." ”
Huang Xiaoxian looked at Qianyu in disbelief, as if he couldn't understand what he said.
Looking at this girl who was carried away by love, her grief showed a hidden beauty, and he continued: "He loves you, and he knows how to use you to cross the catastrophe, and he has never been happy in his life, so I drew a range, and told him that at least his life is not in danger, and ...... And even if you break your arm or leg or something, as long as it is a minor injury, we can help you recover, and he is willing to do it after listening to these words, he is also here to see you. ”