"The back waves of the Yangtze River push the front waves, and the front waves crash to death on the beach. Hua Banzhi stared at Sanya Dao, "Sanya, are we ready?"

"I'm ......" Sanya looked at them tangledly.

"Sanya, this is a very realistic question, and you don't run away from it. Hua Banzhi looked at her calmly and said, "You stepped down, not because your professionalism was not enough, but because you were old, and those people were tired of looking at it and wanted to see young and beautiful fresh faces." "It's cruel, isn't it?" and that's the reality, and you have to face it!"

Sanya looked at her in a panic, refusing to believe this fact, "No." ”

"You're flustered because there's already a sprout, aren't you?" said Hua Banzhi as she looked at her for a moment, not letting her run away again.

"Calm down, kid. Second Sister Qi took her into her arms and said, distressed and comforted, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't do it, let's go home, go home!"

"Mom!" Sanya shouted aggrievedly, as if the sky had fallen.

"Okay, it's okay, it's okay. Second Sister Qi kept rubbing her back and comforting her.

"Sanya, this is not like you, you were full of energy just now, why is it like a frosted eggplant now. Hua Banzhi looked at her who was rapidly declining and said.

"Aunt Hua, I like the stage, I like to hear thunderous applause, I like to be watched by everyone......" Sanya looked at her with red eyes and said.

"I know, I know. Hua Banzhi looked at her tenderly and said, "But we can't compete with reality, understand!"

With a sound of "Wow......", Sanya cried unwillingly and aggrievedly, tears like broken pearls.

"They don't need you anymore, Mom wants you, Mom wants you. Second Sister Qi looked at her and whispered.

Qin Kaiser just wanted to open his mouth to persuade, but he smashed her arm with half a branch and shook his head at her slightly.

Seeing this, Qin Kaiser swallowed back again.

The three of them waited for Sanya to cry enough, Qi Ermei let go of Sanya, got up and went to the bathroom, took a clean towel over, and handed her to wipe her eyes.

"I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm done, let's think about what to do next!" Second Sister Qi looked at her and said distressedly, "What your Aunt Hua said is right, what about it? ”

"I'm sorry. Sanya lowered her head and said embarrassedly.

"What is there to be sorry for, it is much more comfortable to cry. Hua Banzhi looked at her and said gently, "There is still time now, don't worry, think about how to go next." When the time comes, it's time to retire and become a teacher, or change careers. ”

"Get married, get married, let's get married quickly, it's not too late. Second Sister Qi immediately said when she heard this.

Sanya was so amused by her that she couldn't cry or laugh, "Mom, you really are, I'm about to leave my beloved stage." You're still in the mood to get married. ”

"What's wrong? You've been busy, so it's time to think about personal issues. Second Sister Qi looked at her and said.

"Mom, I know that the reason why I quit is because I'm old! I feel sick when I think about marrying a man again. Sanya said disgustedly, "This man is all virtuous, twenty-year-old looking for eighteen-year-old girl, thirty-year-old still thinking about finding eighteen, and now at fifty years old, he still wants to find eighteen-year-old." ”

"That ......" Second Sister Qi looked at her mouth opening and closing, not knowing how to persuade her.

Sanya, who calmed down, looked at Hua Banzhi and said, "Aunt Hua, what should I say? If I can't go abroad, I can do it in China? As long as I can perform on stage." ”

Hua Banzhi looked at her softly and said, "I understand your feelings, it's not that I hit you, but you think there is a market for this spring and snow." His eyes turned around, "Now they are busy making money with economic construction as the center!" After a pause, he said, "In the past, it was the world of model operas, and now people prefer to listen to sweet and beautiful sounds." ”

"Let me blow pop songs. Sanya pointed to herself and said, shaking her head violently, "I'm afraid it won't work! ”

"I agree with what you Aunt Hua said. Qin Kaise's clear eyes looked at her and said, "Although I am a little uncomfortable with this beautiful sound, the young men on the street pedal bicycles, and the tape recorder on the back seat of the car is all beautiful sounds. ”

"If you don't say anything else, you can hear it in our family home. Second Sister Qi pointed out the window and said, "You listen, you can still hear it!"

"Sanya to be honest, art has to be held by someone, cheered! No one praises you to anyone!" Qin Kaiser looked at her directly and said, "Don't think I'm mean, we used to go out to perform, the focus was to bring the relationship between countries closer, you think it's really art!"

"Originally, this Western music family was authentic, but after they came in, do you still have a way to live?" Qin Kaiser looked at her and said seriously, "It's hard to have an audience." ”

"Then according to you, I'm dead. Sanya said dejectedly.

"This ......" Qin Kaiser pursed his lips and said, "I'm afraid?"

Hua Banzhi pulled Qin Kaiser's sleeve, and then said, "That's not it, those who engage in art have to endure loneliness." Especially after the entry of Western culture and art, you must have to live a hard life and endure it! People always have to have what they hold onto, and it depends on whether you can keep it or not. ”

Sanya raised her eyes and looked at her strugglingly, and said unbearably, "Don't worry, let's think slowly." ”

"I know that you and Aunt Qin are right, you know that the master of our orchestra uses his off-duty time to teach children to play the piano and make extra money. Sanya bit her lip and looked at them and said.

"Huh?" Qi Ermei looked at her with a shocked expression, she couldn't imagine it, "This is elegant art." ”

"It's an elegant art, yes, but this person needs grains and grains, and he can bend his waist with five buckets of rice. Sanya looked at them with clear eyes and said.

"Look at it, look at it, make it like this, it's not high, it's not low, but what can you do!" Qi Ermei looked at her anxiously and said, "This iron rice bowl, if you say no, it's gone." ”

"Yes, there are iron rice bowls, but they are not as popular as before. Qin Kaiser looked at her and quickly explained.

"Since this opening-up, all walks of life have been affected, so we have to think clearly. Hua Banzhi looked at Sanya and said with a straight face.

"Mom, I'm not short of money now, but this dream is gone. Sanya closed her eyes and looked at them and said regretfully, suddenly straightened up and said, "But I won't give up music, after all, we have been fighting side by side for so many years." ”

"Then have you figured out what to do?" said Second Sister Qi as she looked at her with expectant eyes.

"Didn't think about it. Sanya looked at her with a smile in her eyes and said, "But what you said I would think about the future?"