Chapter 823: Honesty

"Is it really gone?" said Hua Banzhi's glass-like eyes, putting down the teacup and looking at him solemnly, "Then I'm going to say." ”

"Don't don't, don't say it......" Lin Xiyan looked at her serious appearance, waved his hand in a panic, he was a little afraid that the hug was a dream, he didn't want to ruin the current relationship, as long as she came back.

Hua Banzhi looked at him and sighed lightly, "You should know my life experience, like a little cabbage soaked in bitter water, sold by my biological father, and sold by my father-in-law and mother-in-law." "I don't say this to arouse sympathy, I just want to tell you that my world is full of malice, and when others treat me well, I always want to give it back." ”

"Courtesy is still exchanged. Lin Xiyan looked at her with deep eyes and said.

"Yes!" Hua Banzhi looked at him with clear eyes and said, frowning slightly, "I don't know what liking is?"

Don't look at Hua Banzhi's marriage once, now it seems that it is just marrying a man and marrying a man, dressing and eating, like a silk flower, relying on a man and living in order to survive.

It's just an exchange of consideration, marriage.

It's too difficult to find someone in this world who understands oneself and has a tacit understanding.

Hua Banzhi's calm eyes looked at him and said, "I only know that you are the first person to be good to me, when you are entangled in your background, you will feel distressed, I want to erase the sorrow between your eyebrows, I don't want to see you in pain......" The long eyelashes blinked, revealing the deep black pupils underneath, "I only know that I miss you very much when I am in the capital, the longer I go, the more often I think about it, and it gets stronger and stronger day by day." Wen Run's eyes looked at him and continued, "I think of the days when we cooked together in the kitchen, when you came to pick me up in the wind and rain, the way you sweated like rain and planted vegetables under the sun, and the way you ironed your clothes under the lonely lamp...... You've become the one I care about the most. ”

Unconsciously, the man in front of him lived in his heart, as if he had been cursed, the entanglement and struggle in his eyes, how could he not see it if he had eyes.

Lin Xiyan looked at her in shock, he couldn't believe it, he didn't expect her to tell herself so bluntly and frankly, her dark eyes looked scorching in the soft light, "Zhizhi, that's not just liking, you love me." ”

It turned out that she saw every bit of what she did in her eyes and remembered it in her heart.

It turns out that he is not so great, not so uncomplaining and unrepentant, and he also wants her to see his own efforts, and he is not exempt from vulgarity.

How can love, whether in drama or in reality, transcend race, gender, disease, and age? As the ancients said, life has been infatuated since ancient times, and this hatred has nothing to do with the wind and the moon. Those desperate efforts may make people feel excited, but the tacit understanding that follows is what love should look like.

Love is a moment, companionship is a lifetime, it only takes a second to fall in love, you can squander it to your heart's content, but companionship is a lifetime, you need to be careful.

This is what Lin Xiyan has realized bit by bit after getting along for more than two years, and he found that he loves her more and more.

Now Lin Xiyan is more confident that he will be able to go on well with her.

"Love?" Hua Banzhi frowned lightly and shook his head slightly, "I can't tell, I can't tell how I feel about you because of marriage tied together, and I became a lover." In case others are also so kind to me, it becomes a habit to fall in love with me over time. I ...... to others too You know what I mean?"

"Fool!" Lin Xiyan looked at her distressed, and said with satisfaction, "That's enough." This was already beyond his expectations, and he even couldn't believe it, and looked at her affectionately and said, "I will make you more and more inseparable from me, love me more and more, and we have a lifetime." ”

"Are you planning to make me a waste again? Hua Banzhi looked at him and teased with a smile.

"No, no...... Lin Xiyan raised his index finger and shook his finger, pursed his lower lip and said, "It should be said so......" pointed to his head and said, "This is independent, has the ability to think, and thinks and treats people and things the same." This is more important than anything in life. ”88

Hua Banzhi nodded when she heard this, she understood that what he said was that the three views were compatible.

"I love you too, more than you think. Lin Xiyan suddenly looked at her with a serious face and said, "Zhizhi has to think clearly, whether to take back the words he said." ”

"Why?" said Hua Banzhi's long eyelashes, looking at him for a moment.

"You just see the gentle side of me towards you, and you haven't seen the other side of me. Lin Xiyan's beautiful amber eyes looked at her quietly.

"The other side?" said Hua Banzhi as he looked at him with an eyebrow.

"I love you for accommodating everything you do, as long as you don't touch my bottom line. But there is also a selfish side, and that is a man's possessiveness. If you like someone else, I will kill him, and I will be jealous to the point of madness if you look at someone else, and if I am dying, then I will try to pull you in every way before I die. Lin Xiyan's deep gaze locked on her eyes and said, "This is my true thought." "I don't hide my heart.

Such possessiveness also shocked Lin Xiyan himself, if he hadn't been open and honest today, he would not have said it until he died, he would maintain this relatively peaceful situation, and even choose to let go as a last resort.

"Are you scared?" Lin Xiyan looked at the stunned Hua Banzhi and said, "It's too late to regret it now, I should never have happened, how should we live our lives as before, how should we live." ”

"Do you think you can go back to the way things were?" asked Hanami raised an eyebrow as he looked at him.

"It's hard, but I feel like I can. Lin Xiyan closed his eyes, looked at her with clear eyes and said, a touch of nervousness crossed his eyes and looked at her and said, "After thinking about it clearly, do you still want to continue to love?"

"Hehe...... Hua Banzhi pursed her lower lip and looked at him and said, "What if I choose not?"

"That's that I'm not doing enough. Lin Xiyan leaned back and looked at her with burning eyes and said.

"You see that you don't give me a chance to stop, step by step and moisturizing things silently, you are really bad!" Hua Banzhi looked at him coquettishly, looked at him with a cautious expression and said, "Are you sure your feelings for me are not delusional." ”

"Illusion?" Lin Xiyan got up and walked over, stared at her quietly, and bent slightly to approach her.

Hua Banzhi watched his eyes as calm as the deep sea churned and the tide was turbulent.

They were getting closer and closer, so close that they could feel each other's breath.

Lin Xiyan gently pressed her lips and said unsteadily, "Do you hate it?"

"Not annoying. Hua Banzhi looked at him with clear eyes and said, "Soft and soft!"

Lin Xiyan looked at her serious answer, her pure eyes, she really wanted to bully her, and took action, "Close your eyes." ”

There were no words, and then time seemed to stand still, and Hua Banzhi slowly closed his eyes and could feel only his breath.