Chapter 45: A Child Without a Father

Luo Tingshun pulled out of his memories, looked at Li Yan, thought for a while, shook his head regretfully, and said, "It happened a few years ago, how can I remember it so clearly." ”

Li Yan suddenly regretted in his heart, there has been no news of his master all these years, and he really doesn't know if his old man is comfortable outside.

However, Li Yan also knows that there are some things that cannot be forced, and the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, just like what Old Man Liu said on the day he left, "When fate arrives, we will naturally meet." ”

Clean and neat, come and go like the wind, chic and free.

Since then, Li Yan has often come to Mr. Luo's place to eat, and Luo Tingshun is naturally very happy, after all, a like-minded drinking friend has come, can he not be happy!

It's Luo Wanqing, who complains about her grandfather from time to time, and Luo Tingshun doesn't care, it is estimated that she is used to being talked about by her granddaughter, and her face has long been thickened into a wall.

As for Li Yan, the more Luo Tingshun looked at it, the more satisfied he became, and then looked at his granddaughter, his heart was very comfortable, as if a big stone in his heart had fallen suddenly, so uncomfortable.

Li Yan naturally knew Luo Tingshun's thoughts, and he didn't say anything, after all, the old man was old, and he didn't have anything else to look forward to, only this precious granddaughter.

During this time, Luo Wanqing also looked for Li Yan to play a few rounds from time to time, and Li Yan was not bored at all, and kept feeding tricks, which was also a rare and happy time.

Over time, Luo Wanqing and Li Yan are getting closer and closer, Luo Tingshun always likes to squint at the two of them, and he doesn't know what kind of wishful thinking is being made.

No, the current Luo Wanqing, as soon as she saw Li Yan, she naturally grabbed Li Yan's arm, the children of the rivers and lakes, they want to be informal, and Luo Wanqing is no exception.

Many times, Li Yan wanted to tell Luo Wanqing about his relationship with Wen Ying, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say it, so he had no choice but to secretly suppress it, thinking that he would wait for the opportunity to talk about it.

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Luo Tingshun lifted a jar of wine from his feet and handed it to Li Yan, "It's boring to drink with a bowl, let's drink in this jar today, and we won't return if we don't get drunk!"

Li Yan smiled and took the wine jar in Luo Tingshun's hand, "Master Luo, let's drink it leisurely, your body has not been sharp for a long time, but you can't break your body anymore." ”

"Hey," Luo Tingshun waved his hand and said, "The old man who is half cut into the ground, what do you care about? ”

For Old Man Luo's open-mindedness, ordinary people really can't learn it.

While the two were drinking, they were talking about what was going on and what was going on in the west, basically Luo Tingshun was talking, and Li Yan was listening.

When the wine was exhausted, Old Man Luo boasted about how powerful he used to be, almost invincible all over the world, among the rivers and lakes, who didn't know Luo Tingshun's name!

Chopsticks flutter in the air, saliva flies in the air, and when it comes to having fun, it is really like a child, dancing with his hands.

And Luo Wanqing acted as a cook, busy preparing dishes for the two.

Of course, this cook still has a big temper, every time she brings the dishes to the table, she will give a blank look at her grandfather, put the dishes on the table, and then look at Li Yan with a smile, squeezing her eyebrows, as if telling Li Yan, don't listen to grandpa's bragging, hurry up and eat the vegetables.

Not to mention anything else, Luo Wanqing's cooking skills are still quite good, at least, in Li Yan's cognition, Luo Wanqing's cooking skills are even better than her good brother Wang Meng.

When all the dishes were served, Luo Wanqing also climbed onto the table, but Luo Wanqing's whole mind was on Li Yan's body, and she didn't care that her grandfather was talking nonsense over there, just turn a deaf ear.

When the wine was slightly drunk, Old Man Luo stopped the topic of bragging and turned his words to Luo Wanqing.

"My granddaughter is bitter, she has just turned three years old, and she has no father and mother, this is all the old man's thoughts, causing such evil consequences!" Luo Tingshun said as he stopped wiping his tears.

The old tears are vertical and horizontal, and the hatred that presses on Luo Tingshun is too deep, bottomless, just like facing a bottomless pool.

"Grandpa, don't talk about it, it's all in the past, what are you still mentioning it. Luo Wanqing persuaded on the side.

Every time grandpa drinks until he gets slightly drunk, he blames himself for not protecting his family, which is why Luo Wanqing doesn't want grandpa to always drink.

"How can you not mention it, if it wasn't for grandpa's insistence on going his own way, how could he end up with a ruined family!" Luo Tingshun pulled up his sleeves and wiped his tears.

Li Yan also persuaded on the side: "Master Luo, let him go over the past, at least we are still alive, and there is hope if we are alive." ”

"There is nothing that cannot be forgotten with a glass of wine, Master Luo, the past is unbearable, let's still drink a bar. Li Yan raised the wine jar, "I'll do it first as a respect." ”

Luo Tingshun saw Li Yan drinking wine, and also lifted the wine jar and drank it in a big gulp.

Maybe it was because he was old, or maybe he drank too hard, Luo Tingshun soon got drunk, but even if he was drunk, he kept muttering, "I'm sorry Xuan'er, it's me who deserves to die, it's me who deserves to die!"

The Xuan'er in Luo Tingshun's mouth is Luo Wanqing's father, Luo Tingshun's only son.

It's a pity that the past can't be recalled, and some things, even if you are persistent, you can't go back to the beginning after all, and it is impossible to save their lives.

How did Luo Tingshun not know, over the years, day and night, all the time haunted by nightmares, Si'er was anxious, if it wasn't for the evening sunshine, perhaps, Luo Tingshun would have gone down to accompany his own son.

Li Yan and Luo Wanqing helped the drunk Luo Tingshun into the room, and after settling down, the two gently closed the door and retreated.

Wine, it is impossible to drink it anymore.

Luo Wanqing cleaned up the table a little, then led Li Yan to climb to the roof, and sat there quietly, holding her chin with her hands, looking at the stars in the sky.

Li Yan was lying comfortably on the tiles, regardless of whether the tiles behind him were clean.

"Brother, do you say that after people die, will they all turn into stars?" Luo Wanqing looked at the sky and said softly.

"Perhaps. Li Yan put his hands behind his head.

"If it really turns into a star, then which star does my father and mother belong to?" Luo Wanqing muttered to herself.

Luo Wanqing can't remember the appearance of her parents at all, after all, when her parents died, Luo Wanqing was only three years old, how can such a young person have memories?

At that time, Luo Tingshun fled in a hurry with Luo Wanqing, and he didn't even bring out a photo of Luo Wanqing's parents.

Whenever Luo Wanqing misses her parents, she can only climb on the roof, look at the stars in the sky, and look for the two stars that belong to her parents.

When she was a child, whenever Luo Wanqing asked about her parents, her grandfather would show a sad look and tell Luo Wanqing that as long as she looked at the stars in the sky, she could find her parents.

Now, Luo Wanqing has grown up, and naturally knows that her grandfather is lying to herself, but Luo Wanqing still believes that the stars in the sky are the ultimate belongings of people after death.

"Brother, sometimes I really miss my parents, but I know that this is unrealistic at all, but I am very special like them in my heart. ”

Luo Wanqing said as she spoke, tears fell, but she forgot to wipe them away.

Li Yan sat up, Luo Wanqing naturally hugged Li Yan's arm and leaned tightly on Li Yan's shoulder, Li Yan could feel the body leaning on the shoulder shaking, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

The night gradually deepened, until Luo Wanqing cried and cried, tired of crying, and fell asleep leaning on Li Yan's shoulder, Li Yan took a deep breath and picked up Luo Wanqing and sent her into the room.

After settling down, Li Yan glanced at Luo Wanqing with some distress, and saw that she was sleeping quite peacefully, so he slowly left the courtyard and walked slowly towards the residential area in the dark.