24. The Lingering of Ice and Fire (1)
Just when "Haosang's Brother Photo Album" was put into the normal operation of Haosang, and Niu Liang and his passengers had wonderful Haosang fun, there was a woman who fell into the sea of love and couldn't extricate herself, this woman was Li Ningxiang.
Since meeting Niu Liang, Li Ningxiang's temperament has changed dramatically. On the night she met Niu Liang, she found that Niu Liang had a unique temperament and quality, and felt that he was a reliable and ideal partner. Unexpectedly, after probing the wind, Niu Liang made it clear that he was unwilling. Finally, after listening to Niu Liang's ideal of driving a taxi, he felt that Niu Liang had a personality, and seemed to have some shadows of his own time, which fulfilled him. Wagyu Liang lived for a month, and his body and mind were greatly satisfied. In the short days after Niu Liang left, he could still maintain a happy tranquility in his heart. But as time went on, this serenity of hers gradually faded. She began to think about Niu Liang. It would be nice if he could come again, or go to that nightclub again! But in an instant she felt what a ridiculous idea she was! A man as noble as him would never set foot in those places again except to raise the first pot of gold for his own cause and sell himself! Any worldly coercive ideas and measures, such as using worldly concepts such as "once a thief, a thief for life," "once a prostitute, a prostitute for life," and so on, threaten him: "If you don't comply, expose your past convictions, and make you lose face!" She couldn't help but think of the first time Niu Liang entered the nightclub, and when he said "duck!" to the young lady, he showed an otherworldly and sophisticated smile! And the rebellious and rational words that Niu Liang said to her on the way! Such a person, how can you coerce him! Immediately, Li Ningxiang's heart felt that Niu Liang was looking up to the sky and looking at the moon, and it was out of reach! He and himself only had the fate of that month! The fate is over, the martyrdom of King Kong is full, and he has returned to the heavenly realm, and the resentful daughter of the world can only look at the sky and sigh!
After complaining, Li Ningxiang thought of the old way again. She stepped into the nightclub for the first time again, and searched for it all night, but all those who didn't get her wish were some vulgar pink men! The same was true the second time she went, and the same was true the third time! She changed a few more nightclubs, but still found nothing! What happened? Gradually, she realized that it was not all the beautiful men in the world who died, but that she had undergone a great change! It was she who was using Niu Liang's standard to examine all the prostitutes who were employed! Where could she find this godly and mortal figure! She had tried to lower her standards to find them, but this effort failed! Any handsome man other than Niu Liang came to her, and she felt bored! Only then did she feel that she had a soft spot and fell in love with Niu Liang! But Niu Liang didn't love herself! Don't say Niu Liang, even ordinary handsome young people would not really fall in love with herself, an old woman! Although she is not yet an old woman, the characteristics of a half-old are already very significant! Don't say that she is now, that is, her appearance when she was young, it is difficult to say whether Niu Liang can look at it or not! Oh my God! What can I do? Li Ningxiang fell into a deep love pain! She wanted to forget Niu Liang, but the more she forgot it, the more profound it became, his tall and handsome image, his pure and vulgar conversation, and his natural and unique love art, seemed to melt into her bone marrow, and her soul never needed to be remembered, and she would never forget! She finally realized that the poem about infatuated men and women was not the imagination of the poet, but the condensation of thousands of years of bitter tears! She often chanted in a wry smile:
"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud!"
As a result, her emotional life presents a rare tragedy: the so-called thirty is like a wolf, forty is like a tiger, governed by the laws of life, at this time she is in a period when she needs a strong man to support, and the man she loves cannot love her, and she can't get him; she can't look down on the man she can get, and the strong needs of body and mind are gone. She seems to have been widowed! But this kind of widowhood is also of her own volition, and she seems to have become a martyr in ancient times, but for whom does she observe festivals? For Niu Liang? But Niu Liang is not her man, and he doesn't know any of this! She can be said to be a kind of unrequited widow! In fact, as a strong woman of the present generation, her thinking is avant-garde, and she keeps her temper and widowhood, and the spiritual shackles of these ancient women have long been thrown into the garbage heap of history! As soon as she heard these words, she even let out a contemptuous smile, and she thought that it was not worth it! However, what she didn't expect was that these ideas, which she despised her, would actually appear in her life in another mutated form, becoming the torture instrument of hell and sending her to purgatory!
She had also wanted to call Niu Liang countless times and tell him all this, but she held back! She didn't want to infect him with her pain, she didn't want to hurt him—even a little, because she loved him. True love is selfless, devotional, and sacrifice. It was not some doctrine passed down to her from the outside world, but a desire that naturally arose from the bottom of her heart. Not only that, but she had to do everything in her power to protect him from other harms! But what else could she do for him? She couldn't do anything for him, she couldn't even talk to him! Even though she had his phone, she had bought his phone, and it was for the convenience of contact! She had no way of knowing his news, of his suffering.
However, one day, she still knew his news, which was from the "Capital Evening News", when the whole capital knew his news. It was happy and sad news for her. I am glad that he has finally realized his dream and has set up a unique taxi in the capital, as noble as his people! At the same time, this cause is so sad: such a beautiful soul cannot be understood by the world, and his business is bleak! How much pain and grievance he has endured! But he doesn't even know at all! And this explosive news does not seem to have fully reflected his goodness, as if he is reported as a big monster in the capital, can he withstand this news? Will he be able to get through this? She remembered again the scene when she didn't think about his matter, and the next day she finally couldn't help but call him to inquire about it, and the result really happened to her! She called him like a boss to reprimand and educate him, and she didn't know what the result was! That was the only phone call she ever made to him! Later, when she thought of this, she felt a little regretful, and you are not someone's boss, so what qualifications do you have to reprimand and educate others? I wonder if your attitude at that time hurt him? Although I apologized a little for it in the end. How much she wanted to tell him about her distress at that time! She couldn't open her mouth because of that attitude! At the same time, she felt a kind of relief, and it was precisely because of her attitude at that time that she didn't open her mouth to say her distress and didn't cause him another kind of harm! She finally tried her best to control her emotions and succeeded in "playing"!
Since then, he has not been heard from again. Not in the newspapers either. It was as if the Loch Ness monster had suddenly shown its head on the surface of the water, and then disappeared without a trace! She wanted to call him and ask him about the progress of his career, but she thought about it and held back, she was afraid that calling him too much would make him suspect that he had other intentions, and that he would be upset, and that her long-held efforts to be happy with him would come to naught! Although the news in the newspaper did not praise his matter, it did not criticize it, it was an objective factual report, and on the whole it was positive, and people should understand his good heart, and if he did good deeds, his career would gradually come out of the trough and enter the normal track, and there was no need to ask him any more questions, because his sensitivity to his telephone calls was 10,000 times greater than that of ordinary telephones! In this way, she carefully withheld her boundless love for Niu Liang and did not let him know, and let herself go through purgatory in the misery of loneliness!
Another long few months passed. Suddenly, one day, like all BJ citizens, Li Ningxiang saw Niu Liang's news in the "Capital Evening News" again. This news made her very excited, Niu Liang really got out of the trough as she expected, and filmed and published the album "Hao Sang's Brother Photo Album" and developed it into a new service project of Hao Sang! This news surprised her so much: he was indeed not a mortal thing in the world, but just like she was back then, he was a tide maker of the times! He finally succeeded! That night, her long-term lonely and miserable heart seemed to no longer be lonely and miserable, but became very excited and very happy. She looked at the page of the newspaper over and over again, when she got home, when she was eating, when she was watching TV, when she was sleeping, when she sat on the sofa to read, when she sat on the chair to read, and when she lay on the bed, she seemed to be trying to study the off-paper information about Niu Liang hidden in every stroke! At last she found out! When she found out that Niu Liang's "Haosang's Brother Photo Album" was a special issue of the "Fashion Life" pictorial, she jumped with joy! "Fashion Life" The pictorial is one of the few magazines she often buys, although she doesn't buy it all on a regular basis, but most of them are bought, because there will be a celebrity male model in it from time to time, and she can feast her eyes! Niu Liang can appear in the "Fashion Life" pictorial, and occupy the entire issue, is undoubtedly a big star!
The next day, she went to the newsstand to buy a copy, and this night was even more joyful, and the spring was boundless! Niu Liang not only had the body of a first-class star male model, but also had outstanding literary talents, and this album was planned, designed, and compiled by him himself; not only every picture was exquisite, but also the accompanying text of each painting was so brilliant and novel, full of witty words, and full of genius! He was a well-deserved talent! No wonder he was so good at talking and expressing strangeness at the beginning! She couldn't help but be infatuated when she thought back to the dream-like month she had with Niu Liang! She seemed to feel that she had a dream, not really! When she came back to her senses from her delusion and decided that everything was true, her long-dormant spiritual world was suddenly filled with countless flowers, grasses, and green trees, and a warm spring breeze! She looked at each painting repeatedly, slowly studied every word, carefully examined every inch of the picture, and tasted its boundless meaning. Suddenly, a wonderful thought rose in my heart, affecting the skin of my forehead and wrinkling a few times, and then driving the two spirit beads in my eye sockets to turn a few times, as if this was the switch of the gate of the two channels of happiness, so a few wrinkles and a few turns, opened the canal water, and suddenly a warm current gushed out of the chest, irrigated into the cheeks, and bloomed two brilliant peach blossoms!
The next day, Li Ningxiang went to buy two more albums and came back. She opened the album, sorted it according to the size of the picture and the content, measured the specifications, counted the number of pictures, and wrote them down in her notebook one by one. Then she went to buy a large number of different picture frames and came back, put these paintings into the corresponding picture frames, and hung them all over the walls of her large room, so that the lonely Guanghan Palace became an exhibition hall for Niu Liang's photo album! When she hurriedly arranged everything for a few days, and finally strolled through the exhibition hall to watch, the feeling of happiness was even more refreshing than eating 120,000 ginseng fruits! Not only was she fluttering like a fairy, but she had become an immortal ten thousand times! When the laughing Maitreya saw it, I was afraid that she would be so jealous that she would close his eternal smile!