Chapter 126: A Blessing in Disguise
The hustle and bustle of the bar street is in stark contrast to Lin Zitai, who is standing alone in front of the dark grid.
Those people who came in and out in the past, no one knew if there was an emptiness and loneliness in their hearts, and just like Lin Zitai, with that empty hesitant and restless heart, he spent that painful past in a trance.
They all had smiles on their faces, and they looked happy, real and dreamy, whether they were sincere or superficial.
Lin Zitai finally pushed the door and walked into the dark grid, as Su Hao said, he had to break through the shackles that bound him one by one, no one could give him this courage, except for himself, the one who could face the truth.
In the dark grid, Sinan sat at the bar and noticed Lin Zitai at a glance, Lin Zitai today is alone, and the people who often follow him are not there.
Lin Zitai also saw Sinan and walked in his direction.
The light in front of the bar illuminated the expression on Lin Zitai's face, Si Nan was a little surprised when he saw it, that look of loss and sadness was too inconsistent with his past, the last time Si Nan saw him was when he handed Shen Yue's ashes to him.
"Didn't you bring anyone with you today?" Sinan, still busy with his work, asked lightly.
However, a minute passed quickly, and he didn't hear Lin Zitai's answer.
He stopped his movements and raised his eyes to look at Lin Zitai, who was still standing there, silent.
"I'm not here to find trouble, I'm here to apologize? What does it mean to stand here and not speak?"
After Sinan finished speaking, Lin Zitai coughed lightly twice and opened his mouth: "I'm coming today.. I want to ask you about Shen Yue. ”
After Lin Zitai finished speaking, Sinan was stunned, he calmed down the incredulity in his heart for a while, and then asked, "What did you say?"
"I want to know if Shen Yue left me anything at the beginning, and after she left... You guys.. Your business. ”
Perhaps only Lin Zitai himself knows best at this moment how much courage it takes to ask such a simple question from his mouth.
Sinan paused, and then responded: "If you have anything to say, go to my house and say it." ”
"Good. ”
The two of them left the dark grid and returned to Sinan's home.
Sinan's home is not far from Bar Street, in the adjacent street alley, is a simple courtyard, into the courtyard, there are a lot of flowers and plants in the courtyard.
"These are all things that Shen Yue liked in the past, and I have always been helping her take care of her since she left. Sinan explained indifferently.
Hearing that it was Shen Yue who left it, Lin Zitai's eyes never left.
The person who had lived with him for so long, now even her hobbies and joys had gradually blurred.
The two entered the house, the house was simply decorated, simple and clean, Lin Zitai sat down in the living room, Sinan walked into the back room, and it didn't take long for him to come out with a square brocade box full of patterns.
Sinan sat opposite Lin Zitai and pushed the brocade box in front of him, Lin Zitai looked at the brocade box, hesitated, and opened it.
The moment he saw what was inside, Lin Zitai's heart was slammed, as if he had missed a beat, "This is..."
"This is a letter that Shen Yue wrote to you from the beginning of your illness, and until the end, a total of 548 letters, but none of them have been given to you. Sinan said lightly, watching Lin Zitai's fingertips sweep over each letter.
"I know that she hates me and doesn't want to see me, it's all my own fault, I do it myself. Lin Zitai's voice choked.
"She chose to leave you, not only for these reasons, but more because she didn't want you to see her end up sick and weak, this letter was taught to you by me when she left, but your state has not been good, so I have not given it to you, now that you have figured it out, I think you can also take a look. ”
Sinan picked out a black envelope from the brocade box and handed it to Lin Zitai.
Lin Zitai's hand on the envelope trembled slightly.
He opened the letter, looked at the familiar handwriting, and read the familiar words that Shen Yue wanted to say to him, Lin Zitai's tense heart was completely relieved at this moment.
There was also a sick photo of Shen Yue in the envelope, in which she looked very haggard, but her face was full of smiles, Lin Zitai held the photo tightly and cried.
The bitterness that was suppressed in my heart was all vented.
There was not a trace of blame in Shen Yue's letter to him, more because she couldn't let go, she was worried, she was afraid that she would leave, whether Lin Zitai could live well alone, but she was entangled in whether her departure could really make Lin Zitai care, in such a tangled, worried and repeated mood, she wrote down all the things she wanted to say to Lin Zitai, even if she didn't have the opportunity to hand it over to her personally, she hoped that one day after she left, when Lin Zitai saw this, she could remember the beauty between them, not regret and resentment.
Sinan looked at Lin Zitai and was silent, he knew that at this time, it belonged to Lin Zitai and Shen Yue, and it was the only moment when Lin Zitian's heart had been vacant for a long time and felt satisfied, how could he bother.
After drenching in joy, Lin Zitai regained his strength.
He sorted out the letters one by one, closed the brocade box, and looked up at Si Nan, his eyes were still red, and his voice was a little hoarse.
"Thank you for taking good care of Shen Yue in the last days. And all the things I've done to you for so long, you've never held a grudge against me..."
"Hey, who said I don't hold a grudge, just say that you smashed my store a few times. Sinan interrupted.
Lin Zitai was stunned for a moment, and then reacted, "You should hold a grudge, it's my fault, I will compensate you for these losses one by one." ”
Seeing that Lin Zitai was really deceived by himself, Si Nan laughed out loud, "Do you really believe what I say, am I such a stingy person?"
Knowing that Sinan was joking with himself, Lin Zitai also laughed, yes, how could Sinan really care about this, that was the person who accompanied Shen Yue through the most painful past for him, and the person who waited for him to wake up, he naturally didn't really care about this kind of thing.
"Lin Zitai, live a good life in the future, even if there is no Shen Yue, you should face the future alone, I believe that Shen Yue doesn't want to see you before, do you understand?"
"Don't worry, I won't let Shen Yue down, she will never leave me, she will always live in my heart. I will take her beauty with me and live well. Lin Zitai said with a firm expression.
Seeing Lin Zitai like this, Sinan was finally relieved.
There is still a long way to go, and we will meet many people in our lives, some people may only accompany you through a short journey, but they have left the deepest imprint in your heart, and Shen Yue is such an existence for Lin Zitai.
After solving Lin Zitai's matter, Sinan planned to resell the dark grid and complete Shen Yue's entrustment to him, and in the future, he will also pursue the life he wants, leave Beicheng, leave this place that was once full of memories, and start a new journey, to meet one after another people in his life who have never met.
Before Sinan left, everyone also got together to hold a farewell party for him, and the location was in the dark grid.
In addition to old friends, Lin Zitai also arrived this time.
When Gu Yucheng saw Lin Zitai in the dark, he immediately remembered what he had said in front of Su Hao.
If he sees Lin Zitai again, he will definitely beat him and won't even recognize him.
However, before Gu Yucheng implemented this flag, Lin Zitai's reaction was a little unexpected.
"Miss Su, Yucheng, I'm deeply sorry for what I did before, I don't ask you to forgive me, I just hope that I can make you feel better and make myself better. ”
When Lin Zitai stood in front of Su Hao and Gu Yucheng with a sincere enough attitude and said these apologies, Gu Yucheng's secretly clenched fists gradually loosened.
"Have you talked about it?" Su turned his head to look at Sinan, and probably guessed a thing or two.
Sinan nodded, and Su Hao was stunned.
"It's good that Lin can untie the knot, as for the previous things, the past is in the past, and there is no need to mention it again. ”
"Su Hao! he has done that kind of thing, what else do you say about the past, the past will pass!" Su Hao is willing to turn the page, but it does not mean that Gu Yucheng is willing.
"Yucheng is right, Miss Su, you still tell me how to compensate you, so that I can feel better!"
Lin Zitai also seemed to be a little reluctant to Su Hao's generosity.
Seeing the two of them like this, it would be inappropriate for Su Hao to really not say something and do something, she pretended to think for a minute, and then said to Lin Zitai seriously: "If you are really absolutely sorry and want to make up for it, then it is better for us to sign the endorsement contract between Clinic and Yucheng as soon as possible, so that I can rest assured that you will not suddenly change your mind." ”
Although he hooked his work with his own private affairs, there was no need to use such an opportunity, for the sake of the artist's bright future, Su Hao could sacrifice his work principles when necessary.
"It's okay to let it, I'll let Xiao Wang send the contract over tomorrow. ”
Lin Zitai readily agreed, which still made Su Hao a little surprised.
But this is also a great joy, not only to solve an emotional legacy problem, but also to solve a tricky big case, although there are some small sacrifices, but at this moment Su Hao feels that it is worth it.
A week after the farewell party, Sinan left Beicheng and started his journey, and Lin Zitai also talked about it, and the day after the party, he asked his former assistant Wang Qian to send the endorsement contract to Tianrui.
Everything gradually returned to the normal trajectory, everyone's life has returned to its former peace, and the ripples that were set off not long ago have disappeared without a trace.