Chapter 1 If Life Could Be Repeated
Apartment.
Wang Tong sat on the sofa and wept silently.
Ning Zhiyuan squatted in front of Wang Tong, put his hands on Wang Tong's knees, looked directly at her, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong?
Wang Tong shook his head, looked at Ning Zhiyuan with a sad face, and said disheartenedly: "I have lived enough days like this." ”
Ning Zhiyuan frowned and asked, "Last time you went to the party, and you came back like this, this time again." It seems that our recent quarrels are all due to external factors. Do your girlfriends like to destroy other people's feelings when they have nothing to do?"
Wang Tong touched his tears and sobbed: "It has nothing to do with them, I figured it out myself." When I decided to fall in love with you, although you had no money or a house, you at least had a motivated heart. I think as long as you work hard, you will definitely be able to give me happiness in the future. But until now, I've been with you for more than three years, and you still haven't saved any savings.
The happiness I want is not comfort, I don't want to squeeze the bus and take the subway every morning. I would also like to live in a big house of 120 square meters. Why can't they and I can?"
Ning Zhiyuan thought for a while and said, "We are just mortals, and there are too many excellent people than us. Can you compare?"
Wang Tong sneered: "If you don't compare, how can you be enterprising? I have self-esteem, I don't want to act as a background board every time I get together with them!"
Ning Zhiyuan shook his head and retorted: "Excessive self-esteem is actually a manifestation of inferiority. People can't come out on top in everything and compare their strengths with their own weaknesses. ”
Wang Tong shot back: "My shortcoming is that my vision is not as good as theirs. ”
Ning Zhiyuan smiled and said, "When you first came with me, my monthly salary was more than 2,300, I kept 500, and the rest was given to you." Now I have 10,000 yuan a month, and I still only keep 500, and I will give you the rest.
I have always felt that people should be more free and easy in life, and at the same time self-discipline, so as to make themselves happier. Of course, I also love money, but enough to spend. I blame myself for not being able to raise you, but I'm not Wang Sicong, let alone Ma Yun, I can only step out of a path one step at a time, right?"
Wang Tong: "......"
Ning Zhiyuan continued: "I also want to become very rich, let you live in a mansion and drive a luxury car." But the national situation is like this, and many things are actually helpless. I'm just an ordinary person, my grandmother doesn't hurt, my uncle doesn't love it, no matter how hard I try, I don't have the qualifications to skip sections.
You use your youth to accompany me, and I use my life to give back. You now feel that the scales are tilted and fate is unfair, and I can fully understand that. But can you blame your parents and your fate? In the final analysis, you have to go out on your own. What you say about being ambitious is so ambitious for me. If I want to become rich all of a sudden, I really can't do it now. Life is in my own hands, and with my ability, in fact, in the near future, these things can be realized. What do you say?"
Wang Tong took a deep breath and said, "How long do you have to wait? I'm almost 30 years old." I'm going to think about it, let's break up......"
Ning Zhiyuan stared at Wang Tong for a while, and sighed: "Okay, I respect your choice. Thank you for being with me for the past few years, and I'm going to pack my things. ”
Wang Tong said: "Tomorrow... Morning...... Let's go again. ”
Ning Zhiyuan turned around and walked to the bedroom: "No, since we have broken up, staying will only make me feel guilty." ”
A few minutes later, Ning Zhiyuan dragged two suitcases to the door.
Wang Tong, who was in tears, thought of something, touched a handful of tears, took out all the more than 500 yuan from his wallet and chased it to the door, took Ning Zhiyuan's arm, and stuffed the money into Ning Zhiyuan's pocket: "You have no money on you, I, that's all I have in my hand, you take it first." ”
Ning Zhiyuan took out the money and looked at it, put it on the shoe cabinet, took a deep look at Wang Tong, and said: "A qualified predecessor is to die in the other party's heart." Money, keep it, never again!"
Wang Tong cried and replied: "I'm sorry, goodbye!"
Turning around, opening the door, going downstairs, the crying behind him is getting quieter and quieter.
Ning Zhiyuan dragged his suitcase out of the door of the community, stood on the side of the road and took out his mobile phone, planning to call a taxi back to the company.
A moving SUV suddenly made a "bang" sound at this time, and crashed uncontrollably into Ning Zhiyuan on the side of the road with the dust raised.
The dazzling low beam affected Ning Zhiyuan's vision, and when he subconsciously raised his arm to block the light, Ning Zhiyuan's body had already been knocked out, and then fell heavily to the ground.
In front of the blurred vision, the SUV that rolled over not far away, Ning Zhiyuan coughed up two mouthfuls of blood, his head was dizzy, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he fell asleep unconsciously, as if he had a dream.
"Do you regret it?"
"Regret what?"
"Is this kind of life what you want?"
“……”
"You work diligently, business trips, overtime has become the norm, your boss robs you of the credit, why don't you fight? Intrigue between colleagues, why do you have to endure it? Every day you drag your tired body back home, but your girlfriend still dislikes you for not being motivated. Why don't you defend yourself?"
"It's not worth it. ”
"Not worth it?"
"yes, like she said she was going to break up, I could tell she was serious. What is lost may not be left behind, and turning around may not be the most vulnerable. If she is serious, why force it? Either of them will be happy if they are barely together. Life is short, and I still have a lot to do, so why waste my time worrying?"
"You're really open-minded......"
"Go to the depths of the water and sit and watch the clouds rise. Only poor people like me are called open-minded, and rich people are called free-spirited. ”
"Do you want to be rich?"
"Think...... Why not?"
"What would you do if, if you were given money, lots and lots of money?"
"I'll be myself. ”
"Be yourself?"
"Yes, be the one who is true to one's heart, the happy oneself. People are not born with the need to study hard and work hard. When we recognize the gap between each other and work hard, we can climb high and make money. And with enough capital, you can do what you like. ”
"Isn't this your life right now?"
"No, I'm not happy right now, not at all. ”
"What's your happiness?"
"Do the work you want to do, pursue excellent women, go to the far places I want to go, and help those who deserve help..."
"If you could start all over again, if you became rich, would you be able to find your own happiness?"
"I can. ”
"Not nostalgic for your old life?".
"That kind of exhausting life, I'm tired......"
"That'...... Let's start all over again......"