No. 316 Idol (II) The shattering of dreams
Idol (short story) Zhang Baotong 2016.12.9
That morning, Yali received a call from her boyfriend saying that he was helping a lamp repairer on a ladder when he was hit on the forehead by pliers falling from the ladder, and he was given tetanus shots and more than 20 stitches. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 As soon as she heard this, she asked her boyfriend how he was doing. The boyfriend said he was in the hospital. She said she would go to the hospital to see him right away.
But at this time, Wang Xiaodong called and said that he had come by car and wanted to sit in her house. As soon as she heard this, she immediately said that my cabin was a mess. However, Wang Xiaodong said that it doesn't matter, I will only stay for a while. Yali hurriedly hurried to clean up the house. Her house is already small, and if it is messy, she will not be able to see people. She doesn't want people to think that they are beautiful and well-dressed, but the house they live in is like a pig's nest, not to mention that he is the celebrity she admires and admires the most.
She folded the quilt on the bed, laid out the sheets, and put together the books scattered on the table, bedside, and sofa, and arranged them neatly on the bookcase. Then, wipe the dust off the desk and computer desk with a rag. At this time, Wang Xiaodong's phone came again, saying that he had entered the alley, but he didn't know which courtyard she lived in. So, she hurriedly went out to pick up Wang Xiaodong.
As soon as she got out of the yard, she saw Wang Xiaodong parking the car in the alley and standing next to the car waiting for her. She clasped Wang Xiaodong's hand with both hands and said in a loud voice, "Congratulations to Editor-in-Chief Wang for winning the Mao Dun Literature Award, the most important literary award in China. ”
Wang Xiaodong said to her, "I am now the editor-in-chief, and as soon as Chairman Yan retires next year, I will be the chairman of the Provincial Writers' Association." ”
Yali said, "Great, congratulations. ”
After shaking hands, Yali invited Wang Xiaodong into the house. However, Wang Xiaodong did not want to enter her house, but asked her to get into the car and said, "I want to take you out to celebrate." ”
When Yali saw that Wang Bidong did not enter her house, her heart immediately relaxed, because her room was small and chaotic, and it was really unsightly. Yali said to Wang Xiaodong, "I'll go and close the door." ”
Yali went back to her room, picked up her mobile phone and called her boyfriend, saying I'm really embarrassed, I'm in a bit of a hurry, I'll rush over to see you in a while.
got into Wang Xiaodong's car, and before he could sit down, Wang Xiaodong turned around, hugged her, and kissed her. This took her by surprise because she was afraid that the neighbors would not see it well.
Sitting in the car, Yali asked Wang Xiaodong about the process and feelings of winning the award. Wang Xiaodong told Yali with relish, and then took out the application form for joining the Provincial Writers' Association to Yali, saying, "As long as you fill in the form, I will ask people to stamp a seal, apply for a certificate, and register again, and that's it." ”
It turned out that it was so easy to join the Provincial Writers Association, but Yali knew that this was because of the help of Vice Chairman Wang Xiaodong Wang, otherwise, if she relied on her own ability, she would not know that she could become a member of the Provincial Writers Association in the Year of the Monkey. Therefore, she once again expressed her gratitude to Wang Xiaodong.
Originally, Yali thought that Wang Xiaodong was going to invite her to a restaurant to have a meal to celebrate, but she found that the car had already driven to the road on the outskirts of the city, and she could clearly see Zhongnan Mountain when she looked ahead, Yali asked, "Where are we going?"
Wang Xiaodong smiled and said, "When you get to the place, you will know." ”
Watching the car continue to drive towards Nanshan, Yali began to chuckle in her heart, and she said to Wang Xiaodong, "I have to go to the hospital to see my boyfriend immediately, the lamp repairer accidentally dropped the pliers, smashed his forehead, and had more than 20 stitches, and he is still in the hospital." She thought that if she said this, Wang Xiaodong would understand what she meant, but what she didn't expect was that Wang Xiaodong said, "It's okay, I've also encountered that kind of thing, just a few stitches." ”
Seeing that Wang Xiaodong didn't pay attention to what she meant, Yali said, "However, I called him just now and said that I would go over to see him immediately." ”
Wang Xiaodong said, "Then you call him again and say that you have an urgent matter and can't go." ”
Yali can do this, but she feels that this is too much to say, usually, her boyfriend always complains that she is not enthusiastic enough about herself, and now that he is injured and hospitalized, she can't go to see him anymore, it's really too much to explain. However, she didn't know how to change Wang Xiaodong's mind. If she had to ask him to drive the car back, he might be angry, and her dream of being a writer could be shattered. She has struggled for many years, and it seems that she is not too far from success, and it is a pity to give up at this time. But what would happen if she didn't give up? She felt that she could not imagine such a thing.
As expected, Wang Xiaodong took her to a hotel called Taibai Villa in the depths of Nanshan. Surrounded by mountains on three sides and facing the water on one side, this hotel is very quiet and luxurious. Because it was one o'clock in the afternoon when they arrived at Taibai Villa, the two got out of the car, Wang Xiaodong took the room key from the front desk, entered the room and put things away, and then went into the restaurant to eat.
The restaurant was very elegant, and the two of them ordered two hot dishes, two cold dishes and some red wine, and ate them. However, just after eating, her boyfriend called and asked her when she would come to the hospital, and he was still waiting for her. Yali only then realized that she had forgotten to call her boyfriend and said that she couldn't go because of something. So, she immediately said to her boyfriend that she was really embarrassed, I was in a hurry, and I might not be able to go. Her boyfriend asked her what was in a hurry. She didn't know what to answer for a long time. Or Wang Xiaodong told her, you just said that you have encountered some trouble and can't get over it for a while. Yali told her boyfriend that I was in some trouble and couldn't get over it for the time being. My boyfriend is anxious to ask you what trouble you have, and I'll rush over right now. She hurriedly said, you stay in the hospital, I'll go over as soon as I'm done.
After eating, Wang Xiaodong wanted to take Yali to row in the small lake in front of the hotel. However, because Yali is still waiting for her in the hospital because her boyfriend is still waiting for her, how can she have any worries about rowing. She said to Wang Xiaodong, "Otherwise, you play here, I want to go back early, my boyfriend is still waiting for me in the hospital." ”
However, Wang Xiaodong said, "I just want to take you out to play, if it were me, I would rather stay at home alone than come out." ”
Yali saw that Wang Xiaodong's face became a little gloomy, and it was not easy to say any more, of course she knew the purpose of Wang Xiaodong bringing her out, and she had been thinking about how to escape this kind of thing, but after thinking about it for a long time, she still felt that she couldn't save face and say it. On several occasions, she even wanted him to take her to the hospital in a car first, so that she could see her boyfriend before coming in the car. However, when she saw Wang Xiaodong's gloomy and indifferent face, she didn't have the courage to say it again. For she could sense from his countenance and look that he had the power to dominate her, and that she should be honored by his domination, not disobeyed.
She finally sat down in his rowing boat, leisurely wabbling in the azure lake. Because Yali has something on her mind, although the lake is blue and calm, the water and mountains are charming. However, Yali didn't have the slightest interest, and kept wondering if her boyfriend was still in the hospital and how serious his injuries were.
Wang Xiaodong talked to her several times. She either didn't hear it, or she didn't answer it. This made Wang Xiaodong feel very unhappy. They paddled casually for a while, and then pulled the boat to the dock.
Back in the room, Wang Xiaodong looked very displeased, and said, "I'm usually very busy, and I finally brought you over to play today, but you are always like this, which makes everyone very unhappy." ”
Of course, Yali didn't want Wang Xiaodong to be unhappy, and immediately explained, "I'm sorry, it's really unfortunate, my boyfriend is injured and hospitalized." ”
Wang Xiaodong said, "Isn't it that he has a little injury on his forehead and a few stitches, what's the big deal." ”
Yali said, "The main thing is that I am usually busy reading and writing, and I am a little cold to him, and now that he is injured and hospitalized, I am afraid that he will be unhappy if I don't go to see him again." ”
Wang Xiaodong said, "You're just afraid that he will be unhappy, so you don't want to think that I brought you so far here, and I won't be happy if you do this?"
Yali was speechless for a while, her heart was very confused, and she really didn't know what to do. Because no matter what she does, she will offend people, either offending her boyfriend or offending Wang Xiaodong. She didn't know which side was more important, in fact both were very important to her.
Wang Xiaodong saw that she was silent, and felt that his words had worked on her, so he walked to her side and hugged her in his arms. Seeing her lying obediently in his arms, he began to kiss her while comforting her.
Yali obediently accepted Wang Xiaodong's domination of her, and let Wang Xiaodong spend a satisfying and beautiful night. It wasn't until almost noon the next day that Wang Xiaodong drove Yali back to the alley in front of the door. Yali got out of the car and didn't even go back to the house, so she called her boyfriend. However, no one answered the phone. Yali felt ominous because every time she called her boyfriend, she had never done it before. So, she blocked the car and went straight to the hospital, where she bought some fruit and a bouquet of carnations.
However, she went to the hospital's surgical clinic and looked for a patient whose forehead had been struck by pliers. However, the doctor said that the man did not need to be hospitalized, but he had to be hospitalized, so we let him stay in the emergency room, but he only stayed in the hospital for half a day and left last night.
Yali was very frustrated when she heard this, because she felt that her boyfriend seemed to be testing her with this. When she came out of the hospital, she kept calling her boyfriend. However, no matter how she called, the other party just wouldn't answer the phone. It made her feel extremely bad. To be honest, she thinks her boyfriend is good in all aspects, and he loves her very much, and she loves him very much, but she is busy reading and writing, and she is struggling for her dreams, so she invisibly colds him. She felt that she was very sorry for him, and in order to make up for her mistakes and get his forgiveness, she would happily agree and satisfy whatever he would ask of her. However, what made her anxious was that her phone was not answered.
She returned to her cabin, took a breath, and continued to call her boyfriend, calling for more than ten minutes, but instead of getting through, the phone was turned off. Yali sat on the sofa for a while, thinking that this was an ultimatum from her boyfriend. However, she doesn't blame her boyfriend because she caused it all. Her boyfriend really loves her, but she doesn't love her boyfriend the way he loves her. Because she poured more love into her dream of being a writer. For this dream, she lost her good job, lost her boyfriend, and even lost the most precious thing in herself.
This reminded her of the idol she admired and admired, the editor-in-chief of the literary editorial department of "Qin Yun", and the famous writer Wang Xiaodong who won the China Mao Dun Literature Award. He was personable, talented, famous, and highly accomplished, and was revered and admired by many people. For this reverence and adoration, he gave her something, but it made her lose even more. He gave it to her in order to get what he wanted from her. She suddenly felt how much she hated him, and she gritted her teeth with hatred. He made her lose her virginity, let her lose her lovely boyfriend, and these are the most precious treasures of a girl. In fact, he was not as tall and perfect as she had imagined, but very conceited and selfish. And his aura was nothing more than a sugarcoat to confuse her.
Thinking like this, she took out the form of applying to join the Provincial Writers' Association from her satchel, tore it apart, and added the name Wang Xiaodong to the blacklist on her mobile phone.
2016.12.10 (To be continued.) )