15

Step down the narrow hallway and step back to the place she didn't want to call home. The happy mood suddenly became as gloomy as here.

Wang Chunhong leaned on the sofa with a gloomy face, which looked even more permeable in the dim light. For some reason, she had an inexplicable fear of her.

Her gaze swept over her, first indifferent and unusual, and then the chatter began: "What are you doing when you're good outside?" Wenjun was changing her shoes and didn't want to answer.

She asked, "How much did it cost?" and did I spend everything I gave you?"

Wenjun still didn't speak, she continued: "Are you in a better mood when you go out this time?" "You didn't listen to you, I persuaded you originally, and told you not to put your mind on that kind of useless thing, you have a good face, you don't take the mole to look better, you want to be perfect, but now it's even more imperfect! It's not a sin of your own making, who do you blame?"

Wenjun was still silent. Wang Chunhong continued to ask: "What are you going to do now that you don't read any books?

Wenjun entered the house without saying a word.

The brown desk was full of age and vicissitudes, and she sat down sadly. Pick up the pen of the heroes of some years on the table and write:

"4.3 Wednesday The weather is fine

I was a dying fish, but I met the sea. On March 20th, I met a man named Chen Ke. Maybe he's going to change the course of my life.

He has fine bangs, peach blossom eyes that seem to be drunk, long eyelashes, a high nose bridge, thin lips, a refreshing face, a sexy collarbone, and a tall posture and a charming aura...... He was perfectly impeccable.

But the day I met him was terrible, and I don't know what impression I made in his mind. Maybe it's my unrequited love, but he's really good, better than Que Ze. Que Ze has nothing but handsome, he has grace and status in addition to handsome. No, I should have forgotten that Que Ze, he just helped me carry my luggage on the day I entered the school, what else is good? And he is different, he knows how to be polite, muddy water splashed him, not only did he not lose his temper at me, but also kindly sent me back.

He was full of a strong gentlemanly demeanor. It makes me yearn for it. I don't think I'll ever meet a gentleman like him again. If you can have such a man, even if you die, it is worth it! His gestures are full of manliness, he brings me hormonal impulses! I want to hug him, I want to kiss, I want to pounce on him. How could I have such shameless thoughts?!Blame him for being so charming.

I think my heart was snatched away by him...... I just wonder if he has a place for me in his heart, and does the fact that he gave me his personal belongings confirm my suspicions?

Oh yes! In addition to him, there is also a man named Qiu Ze, he is a man who is very good at playing and understanding women, he is extremely romantic, even more than him. Words and deeds are terrifying. But I don't dislike him, to be honest, if I change to another wanderer, I guess I will resist. He also gave me a gift, a four-leaf clover bracelet. I love it. But I don't know what kind of feelings I have for him, maybe this is my sister to my brother, and I can't guess what I think of him anymore, because he is more uncertain than Chen Ke.

If they all have a crush on me, and I have a choice, I should choose a man like Chen Ke. For nothing else, his gentlemanly demeanor is enough to tempt any woman.

Closing the journal, she was amazed at how she could suddenly write a diary. You must know that when I was in school, I was forced to write. She doesn't have a diary record. A little childish writing is the truest feeling in Wenjun's heart.

Standing up and looking at the blue sky outside the window, how she thought, how she wanted to fly up, to break free from this small cage, to break free from all the shackles of being recognized by the world. For example, before marriage, for example, eloping with a strange man, for example, killing people......

It's been 5 days since she came back, and she still looks like she has no love. Mother still tirelessly repeated those words every day. She's like a repeater, she's like a deaf person.

On this day, she finally ended her repeater mode and went out, Wenjun lay on the windowsill and looked at the drizzle outside the window, falling into deep thought.

But they drink lovesick water for no reason, and they don't believe in each other and kill people! Why is this damn rain so endless? Why is this damn rain so easy to make people fall into sadness?

There was a knock on the door.

Wen Jun slumped on his slippers to open the door. It's Old Man Su, Wenjun rolled his eyes: "It's you!" Su Banshan stepped in, "It's normal, I heard that your temper is even weirder, what's going on?

Exhaled helplessly: "Who said I have a weird temper" She walked back to the bedroom. He followed her. She climbed on the windowsill to look at the outside world, and he seemed to guess something. "I guess, your pain now is not because of the scar on your face, but what happened to you in Lijiang, you might as well tell me, what makes you so worried?"

The window is so big, the sky is so small, so blue. Does she want to live forever in this little piece of heaven?" Wenjun said in a barely audible voice, "I met a boy. ”

"Oh?" "He's far away in the imperial capital. "And then?" Wenjun shook his head and said, "This is not the most important thing, the important thing is that he also has a female companion." ”

"Female companion?" "Yes, a female companion who is so beautiful that I am ashamed..."

Su Banshan seemed to have heard the funniest thing in the world: "Hahahahaha...... So what, you should know that you have an emotional charm that no one else can surpass, and I will classify it as a soul~"

Wenjun raised her eyes, with light in her eyes. Su Banshan added: "Besides, why are you so unconfident in yourself? Although you are not the best girl in the crowd, you have a pair of eyes that are hard to forget at a glance, these eyes are so clear that I can't describe its charm in words, in short, having eyes like you is enough to suppress any type of beauty." ”

Wenjun was deeply shocked and said slowly: "But I still have the scars of my life......

He stopped talking. He was silent at the mention of this, for he knew better than she the inability to reverse it.

She began to go crazy again! The torrent of sadness came from the bottom of her heart, and she couldn't close the door of her heart with such a big impact. The hysteria attached to her despair had been with her for a long time. Why is she suffering very much here, but the harmful person is at large. They didn't feel her pain at all.

She ran into the living room. "Bang", "Bang", "Bang", a series of breaking sounds, there are mirrors, vases, cups. Watching what was intact fall apart was the voice of her heart.

Su quickly ran over and grabbed her hand and said, "Don't do this, Wenjun." Not only will this not be relieving, but it will also waste money and increase the amount of work you have to do afterwards. The clamped hand couldn't move, and Wenjun said angrily: "Let go of me!"

Su Banshan said sonorously with sad eyes: "Wenjun, if you can't control your soul, then you follow your inner voice!"

"My inner voice is murderous, and you support it?"

"No, I mean pursuing your dreams!"

Wenjun looked at him in disbelief hesitantly: "You mean to support me to find him?" He nodded, "As long as you don't regret it!"

So, they began to persuade Luo's mother.

Wang Chunhong: "Isn't it good to be in G City? Why do you want to go so far? It's crazy!"

Wenjun: "I have my dreams, and I must have a purpose to go there." ”

Luo's mother: "I didn't say you, what can you do if you run like this? Where are you going to sleep? Sleep on the street?!"

Old man Su: "Mrs. Luo, you think of your child too badly, she is not enough~"

Luo's mother interrupted him: "It's not that I think of her badly, it's that she can't be a good student, she can't read well, and now she is at home every day." Tell me which 16.7-year-old girl doesn't go to school. Only she is unconventional. ”

"Isn't it good for her to go out? Mrs. Luo, listen to me, although Wenjun is not an excellent child, she also has her shining points. Parents all over the world want their sons to become dragons and their daughters to become phoenixes. But what they don't realize is that they have given them life but they can't control it. If you want them to drive in the trajectory you agree with, that's a big mistake! Just because she doesn't read doesn't mean she can't become a weapon! 360 lines are the champions. ”

"But she doesn't know what's right and what's wrong, like the mole on her face, she ran to get it, can she expect the end? With her age now, she doesn't understand anything, and it can't be wrong to do what I say!"

"Nope. Your mind is more mature than hers, but not always right, and you have to respect her wishes. ”

"What is her will?everything that has been arranged for her since she was a child, she is refuting. ”

"That's because each child is not an extension of your life, he is a whole new individual separated from your body. He comes to this world with his own mind, he may be completely different from you, he has an independent mind and an independent personality, he is not the kite in your hand that will not run in the direction you set, he is not the robot you made will not do what you say. You want to dominate him and make him live the way you want, and that can't be done unless you create a robot that will be completely at your command!

"All you can give him is food, clothing, shelter and money, you are the giver and he is the beneficiary. He is angry with you, but you still love him to the bones, this is the real love of parents. ”

......

For the first time, Wenjun knew that someone's strong argument ability was top-notch, and he could lead to his own point of view no matter what the other party said.