Chapter 9, 3, too one to do nothing in a daze
So, Taiyi, he's very unconscious, some of them are very sensitive, that is, he sat up from the sofa chair??...... Taiyi, he, in the couch chair, sat up, got up?......
He, very, slumped in the sofa chair in a daze!? He, very, dazed and overwhelmed?...... He doesn't know!?himself, what do you want?...... What should he, what should he do?...... Anyway, he can't do anything?...... He doesn't want to do anything!?...... He, however, is not as much as others think?...... He, even more, didn't have the same ?...... as the woman who lived with him Taiyi, he, very unconsciously, looked at the door of the woman's room?...... The door is locked?......
Ah!!?...... I'm really a super stupid person?...... That woman!?she, in the morning!?all, already, went to work~...... Where will ?? still be in the room?...... Myself, really, is an idiot talking in a dream?......
Anyway, that woman is not there?...... And, myself, very much, distressed?...... Taiyi, he, is very distressed?...... He's different from someone else?...... Wake up early and be greedy for darkness?...... A little, the motivation of life, all, there is no na?...... He's like this, a sloppy man?...... What's the use?......
Taiyi, he, very much, was a little distressed, his hair?...... His hair is always very messy and drooping on his head, looking like he has a very hairstyle?......
Anyway, Taiyi's attitude to life is always very lazy!, it's very casual?...... He's always waiting, something?...... But I understand that nothing will happen?......
Taiyi, he is very hopeful, life will defeat him!?In this way!?he, he will have a very powerful appearance!?alive?...... Taiyi, too, understands?...... I'm a weirdo?...... No wonder, separated from this society?...... He's so scared, he's going to continue like this, go down?......
He, too, doesn't know!?Himself, why ?? want to continue like this?...... Why!? He's going to keep going on like this, going on?...... Anyway, he has no reason to do it?......
Taiyi, he, there is no reason, too, there is no reason?...... I'm always thinking about life inexplicably?...... But what is the answer to life, there is no one for him?...... It's just that let him continue to live?......
......, why did he ??? continue to live?......
You have to rely on yourself to find the answer!?......
And, the answer!?is, what?...... Taiyi, he, doesn't know?...... Or ?...... Waiting, in life, come to the end of the talk!!?......
...... Waiting, in life, go to it!?go again, explain, what is life?......
Anyway, Taiyi, he, now, is, very, indifferent to live!?Taiyi, he, very, indifferent to live!?, he doesn't want to go, worried, tomorrow or something?...... Tomorrow, what?...... Also, all, it can't be difficult for him!?......
And, he, just, in his age, waited?...... He never hurt others!?I hope others don't hurt him!?......
......, Taiyi, he, just, waiting?......
It's very, unconsciously!?In the kitchen!?Yes, it's coming!?It's a very noisy scream~?......
...... "......!beep!beep......!beep knock! knock...... knock! knock! knock ......" ......
The voice, very, noisy!?and, in the living room, very unconsciously, a little sluggish Taiyi!?he, that is, heard the sound!?he, knowing the food in his pot, cooked~?......
He, very, unconsciously, walked into, in the kitchen just now?...... He, too, doesn't know, he, in the end, is in a daze, or something?......
......He, why is he in a daze? Yes, what? What is so in a daze?...... Well, don't you be in a daze?......
Che Taiyi, he, very, a little sober, come here!?go to the kitchen, walk in!?He, go to check his breakfast?...... How's the hell cooking?......
Taiyi, he, went to the kitchen, walked in!?he, went to the kitchen, that is, one went to the edge of the stove, went!?and, the pot on the edge of the stove, boiling!?kept coming, there was soup, coming out of the pot?......
And, Taiyi, as soon as he saw it, he hurriedly lifted the lid of the pot?......
The lid of the pot was 'snapped'!?it was lifted!?and, the contents of the pot!?very, boiling?...... Still, unconsciously boiling?......
Taiyi, he, very easily turned off the fire!?and, suddenly, the food in the pot!?It seems, that is, it's not so boiling?...... But!?still, boiling!?because, by Taiyi, it was turned off and the fire was small!?The porridge in the pot!?very, very small, bubbling!?Like, a flower in the middle, rolling away, the same?......
And, Taiyi!?He, he has found the spoon!?very, unconsciously!?scooping the food in the pot?...... By the way, look at the food in the pot!?In the end, it's cooked, no?......
......??this, porridge, in the end!?cooked!?no?......
Taiyi, he, scooped the porridge in the pot!? very, looked at it carefully?...... But he, soon, that is, he found the food in the pot, and he almost wanted to cook it!?......
......!!, still, be patient and wait!!?......
So, too, he turned on the fire on the side of the stove, and turned it on, but it was just the right size?......
No, the food in the pot is boiling and coming out!?...... And, Taiyi!?He, scooped the food in the pot!?scooped evenly, the rice porridge in the pot?......
Taiyi, he, thinking!?Now, still, have to wait?...... The food in the pot will be better~?...... So, unconsciously?...... Taiyi, he, Guan Xiao is on fire?...... That is, when I got to the living room, I went?......
Again, continue to rest?......
Taiyi, he, to the living room, that's it, to continue all of a sudden!?, to sit down on a sofa chair, to go!?he, rest, and gasp?......
Waiting, breakfast in the kitchen, cooked through?...... And, the rice porridge in the kitchen, still, some of it is very reluctantly boiling?......
It's like, the mood of the waiting Taiyi is the same!?If you don't let it, it's cooked by yourself!?It's also very untasty?...... So, if you want to eat good rice porridge, you have to wait for the food in the pot to be cooked through?...... Yes, it's delicious!?......
Che Taiyi, he, very, anxious and a little impatient in the sofa chair in the living room, waiting!?he, waiting, his own breakfast porridge!?also, waiting, his own anxiety, and impetuousness, will be a little better?...... But what about anxiety and impetuousness?......
Taiyi, the more he waits!The more anxious and impetuous!?
At this time, Taiyi, he, very, suddenly, unconsciously, continued to scratch the hair on the melon seeds of his head, but he, very soon, that is, found out, the more anxious and uneasy he became?...... It's very unconscious!??...... Taiyi, that is, is the way to pass the time in ordinary times?......
Che Taiyi, he, touched all over the body~?...... He's, it's just that he can't find it?...... Ah~!?...... Almost, just, can't find it?......
At this time, Taiyi, he, yes, a little hard, stretched out his hand, stretched out his arm!, Taiyi, he put his hand, giving, into the back pocket of his jeans, and went?......
Yes, unconsciously, he, that is, found his own cigarettes and lighters!?......
And, Taiyi!?He, took his cigarette and lighter!? very, unconsciously!?He, that is, continued, very handy!?From the cigarette bag!?He, took out the cigarette!?Again, continued to 'snap'!?It was a lighter, lit again?......
The cigarette was lit!?Taiyi, he, smoked the cigarette!?Sure that the cigarette was really lit!?He, that is, unconsciously!?Yes, very handy!?Yes, casually!?That is, the lighter and the cigarette?......
......?......!
Taiyi, he, yes, very habitual movements!?After that!?Taiyi, too, very, unnatural!?again, put his thighs!?very, simply!?is, put the thighs!?also, the whole thighs!?, put them on the coffee table, and went?......
Taiyi, he, very unconsciously, because, he's in his own home!??Is it also necessary to be restrained???...... Even better!?Taiyi, he, again, unconsciously!?looked into Jiazhi's room, and went?......
Better !?...... That's it?...... That's it!?......
......!!! 'that woman' isn't at home!!?...... He, can, be more free, follow him!?No one, can hinder him!?hinder his freedom to follow his will?...... Anyway, he's a car Taiyi, that is, don't, people, whatever!!?...... Who? can, whatever?...... Who? whatever?......
Suddenly?...... Che Taiyi, he, still, inexplicably a little sad!?Because, he, remembered his grandmother, who was already old in the nursing home!?...... However, he still owes money to his grandmother! Yes, no, to visit her!?...... Because my own capital is far away, all, yet, I haven't earned it back!?...... Because, for my grandmother, I have a very big sense of indebtedness?...... So, just don't, go, visit your grandmother!?...... But Na!?Taiyi, the longing for family affection!?There, there is no stop!?Special longing for parents!?It's like, hopefully, they can understand, their own same?......
But what ?...... They, how can they understand, themselves?...... What good things have !? done to yourself!!?...... Yes, they understand!!?......
If you say!?runaway marriage!!?...... That is, if it hurts them!!?...... So, he, Che Taiyi, is sure! He, he is indeed his parents?...... The damage is too deep!!?...... Misunderstanding, yes, never, there is no way to solve it!!?...... Unless, he, can, really, marry, Mai Trina, for his wife!!?...... But what!?Just kidding!?He, Cha Taiyi is going to marry Mikoto!!?...... Taiyi, he, is very confused and doubtful, his own life?...... For the rest of my life, I have to live with someone I don't love very much!? So, what a heavy burden?...... Anyway, he, unwillingly, chosen, what he didn't want?......! Anyway, he doesn't really want to marry Mai Trina!!?...... At most, that is, his sister!!?...... He loves Mikoto very much!!?...... It's just that you can't, love her like a husband and wife!!?...... He's really a lover of Mikoto!?But he's also, he can only be treated as a sister?......? how can he be a wife!!?...... Taiyi, very, asked himself suspiciously?...... Mai Trin, he's really just treated as a sister?...... He can't be a wife?...... He, too, doesn't want Mai Trin to be his wife?...... He, with Mai Trin's childhood sweetheart, is the most and the most, is the love of brother and sister!? He, Che Taiyi, I don't want to expand into love, go?...... That's too complicated! No, no! He, Che Taiyi! wants?...... Anyway, everything, let it be?...... He, Che Taiyi, doesn't want to be so much......
Suddenly, unconsciously!?Taiyi!?he, very, very strange!?unexpectedly!?is, unconsciously!?Taiyi, the cigarette in his hand!?unexpectedly, it was almost a little bit, and he smoked his head?......
And suddenly, Taiyi, he, he suddenly realized!, he was almost about to burn his own cigarette in front of him, and he was startled!?"...!Oops?...... "Taiyi, he, a flustered na!?, that is, the cigarette in his hand has been smoked!?very hurriedly!?, he was extinguished in the ashtray on the coffee table table, and went?......
Taiyi, he, is very skillful in giving the cigarette butt and extinguishing it in the ashtray?......
He's very unconscious!?That is, he ran into the kitchen and ran in!?
Taiyi, he, when he got to the kitchen, he came to the edge of the stove?......
And, the rice porridge in the pot?...... Suddenly, too, it was already cooked!?......
Taiyi, he, went to the sterilization cupboard, took the bowl and the soup spoon, that is, the food in the pot was given, scooped the rest into the bowl, and suddenly a bowl of fragrant breakfast rice porridge was cooked?......
Taiyi, he, there is rice porridge left!?Yes, brought it to the living room, gone!?Taiyi, he, he is very comfortable!?is, in the living room!?Eating his own fragrant hot porridge?......
Taiyi, he, very slowly and methodically, tasted his breakfast! Or did he make it himself?...... Inexplicably!?And with a little pride?......
Taiyi, very, slowly, very much, Sven tasted his breakfast porridge!?...... But Na!?Taiyi, he's still inexplicably lonely in his heart?...... He, in fact, is idle?......
He's even having breakfast!?he's all very leisurely tasting and making?...... Life is very pleasant?...... But Taiyi, he, too, is worried!?This kind of comfort won't last long~?...... Especially, when I have no financial resources for my family now~?...... Parents, yes, no, give him a little more support?......
......??? him, Che Taiyi!?want, what to rely on, to support, tomorrow?...... 'home' is, can't go back!!, unless, he's willing to even agree, his parents' arranged marriage!?marry Meiqin?...... Otherwise, everything is free to talk about!!?...... He, what's the matter? agree, marry Mai Trin?...... Mai Trina, didn't you say it!?At most, it's brother and sister love?......
He, however, doesn't want everything his parents have arranged for him!...... He, to, decide for himself, everything for himself!...... Including, he, his career and love!......
Career and love are what everyone needs!...... And, he, Che Taiyi! is also, no exception! Yes, he is needed! He is still distressed, his own failure?...... It's also, still, I don't know why?...... How do you ??? go and face the !!?...... of your own life?
...... life, how should it be, how should it be faced!!?......
He, Che Taiyi!? Yes, I don't know?...... Anyway, he, love and career! Yes, you have to decide for yourself!?...... It's like, he's secretly in love, the same as this woman who lives together?...... He, too, will love her as always!?...... Until, she got married?...... And, before that, Rina ?...... Who, don't think about it, hinder, he, doesn't love her?...... Even if she is, she doesn't love him!...... He, too, will continue!?...... There is no sin in loving someone?...... You don't love others!?......! Anyway, that's it, that's it!?he, Che Taiyi!, too, I don't know, what to say?......
Che Taiyi! He, tasting his breakfast, he, on the side, too, very unconsciously, was attracted by the gradually brightening sky, in the living room, some of the floor-to-ceiling windows of large households, it gradually lit up with the morning sky, or did it almost noon, attracted by it?......
The floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room are shining brightly, and the sun is still warm in the living room, even though it's winter......
And now it's winter?...... Winter in Shanghai is not cold! But, it is still cold! Because, Taiyi, he is hiding in the house! If he is outside the house, then it must be cold?......
The sunshine in the winter is very, warm, and it comes into the house?......
He, too, is in the living room very comfortably in the living room, tasting his breakfast?...... Actually, I don't know!?Is it almost lunch?......
......, but, for Taiyi, lunch is lunch......
Now, it's eating breakfast!?......
Although, this, the busy people in the city! always, it's like rushing to the market!
He, Che Taiyi! too, want, live his own !?......
Taiyi, the reason why he is always slow! That's because he is in the afternoon! Also, there is nothing to do! It is also a wandering, living in a daze!?...... Taiyi, but he too, faintly, felt it, and couldn't be too decadent...... Yourself, should, almost! Yes, like this woman who lives together! Studying! Strive to be a little better! Treat life~......
Anyway, he, Che Taiyi, sooner or later, will have enough of these days!?
He's, indeed, very decadent and overwhelmed?...... The most important living expenses are also slumped in investment!...... If there is no living expenses~!Then, he, should, what should he do?...... He, would, do what?...... What should he, do?...... What can he, do?...... What, he, can do well?...... Everything is confused and overwhelmed?......
Anyway, Taiyi, he, that is, live a day, watch a day?...... Tomorrow, too, I won't guess anymore?...... It's very annoying and tired?...... Taiyi, he, he guessed for himself!?But he, too, was happy! Fortunately, he still had troubles, hardships, and tiredness?...... It's all just my own feelings?...... In reality, he is nothing! Just like the woman who lives with him looks down on him! He is just a jobless vagrant?...... It's just a moment of relaxation?......
And his investment will never be able to keep up with his ambitions...... He wants to do bigger things, but he also suffers from lack of funds...... A bigger cause means more money, and better capabilities?...... And, he, Che Taiyi, always, all, knows, himself, can do his own thing, that is, already, very remarkable!?...... He had nothing else to ask for?......
......?!If love???......
If, Taiyi, he, still has the pursuit of love!? Then, it's a bit extravagant!
He, Che Taiyi, are all self-careworthy people!
It's just hurting others!
And he won't let himself do this! Especially when he himself is not so financially independent!
...... He must not hurt the other party?......
It's like he loves this woman who lives together?...... He, at all, has no ability to make the other party happy?...... Where's the ability to love her?......
Talk, love, for him, Che Taiyi! forever, is a little too extravagant!?......
But hopefully, it's still too late......
Because, too, he wants to have his own happiness!!
......! Absolutely not, my parents gave it!......
But what if he, if he explains to his parents that he is in love with another woman, will they accept it!?......
......!!!No!!......
Parents, they will never accept it, and they will ask about each other's family background?...... At most, this woman is a small white-collar worker! An office worker......? where does she have any family background?...... Yes, I don't have any family background......
......???So, how could his parents accept a woman with no background like her???......
But yes, Taiyi, he can't deceive himself! He just loves this woman! It seems that no one can stop it...... It's like he's going to pursue his love...... Even if it is, your choice may be wrong...... Well, he, at least, no one can blame him?......
Taiyi, he, he said to himself like this!? yes, he affirmed himself like this!?anyway, for his own life! He can't regress?......
...... For him, life, talk about regression! It's too extravagant...... He, always, has to decide for himself?...... Even if it's wrong! It's wrong, it's wrong! It's worth it?......
In fact, there is nothing worthwhile, and there is nothing worthless?......
Taiyi, isn't he!?I don't know!?I'm hypocritical and willful?...... Anyway, that's it!......
Che Taiyi, he, he has already eaten breakfast!?But too, he has nothing to do!?He, he is not in the mood to go, cleaning up everything on the coffee table and table!?It's like, he, there is no way, clean up himself!?Let everything happen?......
And, Che Taiyi, he, the way to relieve boredom, always, all, is, smoking?......
...... Taiyi, he, he, is very bored, and there is no way to smoke his own stuffy smoke?...... Let it go, your thoughts are flying wildly!? Let it, you are in a daze?...... Anyway, he's still too young?...... He's almost 30 years old!, but he's far from the same age as 30!?...... Even if it is, there is a ...... That's right! Wait until he's 30 years old?......
Taiyi, he, was very bored smoking his cigarette?...... The lighter has been lit! Again, again?...... Taiyi, he didn't know how much he had smoked, how many cigarettes had been smoked?......
Anyway, he's just passing the time?......
Taiyi, he, was very bored smoking a cigarette?...... Smoking your own cigarettes!?Passing the time!?Passing the time?...... Taiyi, he's very powerless!? Yes, yes, he's very powerless?...... He doesn't know what he can do?...... What the hell is he's going to do?...... Anyway, it's just passing the time?......
What if!? when you reach the age of 30?...... He, Che Taiyi, is still not married!?...... Don't be afraid?...... What's there, so scared?...... If you don't get married, that's the same way! If you get married, it's like that......
In life, nothing is absolute......
He, too, don't, this is an absolute thing!......
......! What's so good about this absolute thing?......
Taiyi, he, he, is pure, very idle in a daze?...... He, like that woman, goes out early and returns late! He works hard! But he thinks that his life is like this, and he must not be lazy?...... Otherwise, I'm so sorry that I ran away from home!...... He, even if he was, ran away from home?...... Also, the one who has nothing to do?......
......! He, always, is lazy?...... He doesn't want to, he knows about tomorrow!? He doesn't want to care about tomorrow's things...... Anyway, he's, yes, even if he's idle, he's tired?......
Anyway, he, Che Taiyi's heart, forever, is very tired!...... He is not worried about tomorrow, nor is he worried about tomorrow......
He's too busy to do today!
For example, Che Taiyi, just now, he had already finished breakfast, but he was all willing, just like this, sitting still, smoking, his favorite stuffy smoke?......
Also, I don't want to?......
For example, although he has eaten breakfast, he needs to clean the dishes!?he, yes, or he, he should clean it up, lest the cohabitants complain or complain?...... But he, Taiyi, yes, no matter, thirty-seven twenty-one, anyway, just put all this on hold?......
Besides!?At home!But it's not!In the restaurant!?Also, someone, for you!Pack up the leftovers after dinner!?......
But he, too, is, hopefully, in this house, in the restaurant......
He's still waiting, and someone else is cleaning up all the remnants of his meal?...... If, really, someone is cleaning up for him, what are the remnants of this meal!? Then he, Che Taiyi! too, happy?...... I'm so happy?......
It would be better if there was one more person every time we ate!?
And, all of this, Taiyi, he is just a luxury imagination?...... He doesn't like it, he's alone! It's so lonely! It's too lonely?...... He, absolutely, has no intention of dying alone!...... He, it's just that he hasn't met the person he likes, that's it?......
Say, I didn't meet you?...... Also, for example, he, Che Taiyi, the people I met, I didn't like him, and he, too, it didn't matter! Let it go! Wait, ?......wait,
One day, maybe, that woman, yes, I found out, I was in love with her!......! Yes, I thought about it, and I chose his na!......
And, he, yes, willing to wait, waiting, his beloved!
For the sake of his beloved, what can't wait!? Although, that woman!? Never, never looked back! Look at him well, Che Taiyi's !! Na! He always has a hot face and a cold ass?...... But yes, it doesn't matter...... You don't need a reason to love someone...... Yes, yes, yes...... Look! She's good, it's okay?...... Anyway, no, it's all the same?......
Love someone!?No, they should be!I hope she's better off!?
Taiyi, think of himself, a little great!? He, purely, just passing the time with nothing to do?...... The time in the morning, as if it had passed, had passed?......
Unconsciously it's noon?...... Because, the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room are letting in more sunlight?...... Illustrated?...... It's almost noon?...... Or rather, noon, it's already here?......
...... And, he's still in a daze?...... I don't know, so what's a waste of time?...... Didn't do something meaningful...... What a waste of time!? What a waste of time?......
Taiyi, he, too, is afraid!?he, himself!Sooner or later, he will be retaliated by time?...... Especially himself, when he was so young now!, he's, always, wasting his time?......
You're getting old!?just, you've been retaliated against!?
Myself, now, in my youth, is wasting my time like this?......
Taiyi, he, is always idle!?except in a daze!or, in a daze!?he, there is nothing else to do!?in this city!?he, will he, superfluous people?...... Taiyi, he, sometimes!? too, yes, so suspicious?......
Anyway, it doesn't matter! Taiyi, he, nothing! Yes, the most, that is, time!?......
Taiyi, he, is always wasted, time?......
Breeze department store!
Dong, Jia Zhi! She, still, as usual!?she, still shuttling through the mall!?busy with all kinds of things?...... Jiazhi, she, is very busy?......
She's pulling a small cart!?Again, I don't know!?She's busy with something?...... Anyway, Jiazhi, she, has always had to deal with the people in the mall she is responsible for?...... But, she doesn't know, in the mall, will she be the busiest?...... Everyone, in fact, is the same......
It's just that you just saw that she was busy, and that's it......
Jiazhi, she's very bored and busy with things in the mall!?is, taking the elevator?......
She's upstairs in the office, she's gone?......
With a ......bang, the door of the elevator slowly opened?......
Every day, it's repetitive work!?Can you say, aren't you tired?......
Jiazhi, some, very impatient!?It's more like, people in the office, common problems!?is, in the eyes of others, no-disease**Na!?simple disgust with work tired?......
And other people look at the people in the office with critical eyes! That's because he's not the people in the office?...... And, the people in the office, no, in the position of others, they are also very difficult to understand other people's ?...... In the end, each of them is doing their own duty?...... In your own scope, don't care, others!?......
And, the people in the office upstairs!?
The office in the winter is very, inexplicably, shrouded in a layer of lazy hospitality!?But, the personnel, still, each other, are busy?......
And, Jia Zhi, she walked around the area of the office?...... I walked around the somewhat lazy atmosphere layer by layer?...... Jiazhi, she, that is, walked into her own position?......
Jiazhi, she, to her place, she, still habitually pulled out the chair!?she, sat in the seat, went!?she, very, boring?...... That's it, it's started!?I'm in a daze!?I'm in a boring daze?...... Jiazhi, she, was very helpless, and took a breath?...... She's feeling it!?in her own body?...... Enough rest?...... She's very bored?...... Took the ** order?...... She's opening the folder?...... Start, look up the information on it?......
And, unconsciously?...... Jiazhi!?she, too, in the hand on the side!?again, picked up the phone on the landline?......
In the mall, there is a shortage of stock?......
And, Jia Zhi! she's busy?......
Because!?Far away, it's not off work yet?......
...... Actually, she's also waiting to get off work!......
And, the people in the office, roughly, like that?......
As night fell?......
In the sky, it was very hazy?...... The gray clouds are gradually gathering!? Already, it's almost night?......
...... And, at this time, in the department store of Breeze Plaza?...... Gradually, it was very scattered?...... The office workers upstairs?...... It's very, scattered off work?...... They are crowded into the elevator to get off work?...... They are getting off work one after another?......
And Jia Zhi!, too, are very scattered members?......
And in the mall of the department store?...... Personnel, very one after another!? very, scattered?...... It's nighttime?...... There are still some people shopping in the mall?...... But they can't wait to go back to their homes?......
It's late in the evening?...... People are, they all know, miss home?...... Like, no one, exception?...... They're very busy?...... It doesn't matter if it's the people in the mall!?, or the people who go to work?...... They are very busy?......
Probably, it's because it's in a big city?...... People, life, that is, should, be busy?...... You're not busy!, it's like, you can't keep up with the rhythm of the city?......
In a big city, the sense of rhythm will be a little faster, and people's lifestyles are more hurried?......
People, aren't you busy!? It seems that it's a little hard to keep up, the rhythm in this city!?
And, the people in this big city!?are all the same!?
Unless, you, don't want life in this big city?...... So, it's going to be in a small city!?...... But in a small city, the pace of life is a little slower?... But this also means that you have less room for development?...... Anyway, in the end, everyone, they all have their own aspirations!......
It doesn't matter!?big city!?small city?......
Anyway, people are all going to live?...... People are also working hard to live!? Create more possibilities for this society?...... Anyway, nothing, it's absolute?......
It doesn't matter if it's in a small city!?, or is it a big city?...
People are all about living?......
It's late in the evening!?
The commuters in this city are in a hurry, the people who go home, they are all very busy, they are in a hurry, they are in a hurry?...... The subway station, too?...... The bus stop, too?...... It's all, there are, one after another?......
And, because it's approaching the evening!?
On the road, even more, there is a lot of traffic?......
And, in the apartment of Huixianju Community?......
In Room 608 in Block A!?
He, still, as always!?he, I know, it's already night!?The office workers, all go home?...... And, he's ?...... Also, it's very busy!? Don't forget?......
Taiyi, he, in the kitchen, he, rummaged through the refrigerator, found the ingredients, some of them, very busy preparing dinner, ready for their own dinner?......
He, always, all, is alone, eating dinner!?
Taiyi, he, very, very busy!?In the kitchen, he's preparing, dinner!?But his head is a melon seed!?is, very, abnormally looking out of the small window in the kitchen with pleated leaves?......
Taiyi, he, through the half-hidden pleated leaf curtains!?in the gap!?very, very strangely, looking at it?...... Taiyi, look at the movement in the community?...... In the community, it's very, always, it's very scattered people who go home!?he's always, very strangely looking at it?...... Taiyi, however, will not forget the work in his own hands?......
Taiyi, he, on one side, in the kitchen, was very busy with dinner?...... Again, it's very strange to look at the movement in the community?...... He seems to be waiting for the late returnee?......
He is willing to wait for his infatuated person?...... Taiyi, still, again, continued to hold the hot face against the cold ass?...... Again, it's cheap?...... Wait, the one who came back late?......
And, that woman, yes, never, never, will not know!?Taiyi, he, is waiting for her?...... 'she' why!?you know!?, it's all, Taiyi, he, he is just unrequited love!?...... Others, what? Yes, informed?......
...... And, all of this is very likely!?It's all fruitless!?Because of it!?Che Taiyi! He has already had his own fiancée?...... And, Jiazhi! She, too, has already had her own fiancé!?......
...... Both of them, the famous grass has a master!!The well water does not interfere with the river water?...... It's like two parallel lines!? forever, they are, impossible to intersect?......
And, Che Taiyi, he, always, is, a little unrequited!?why!???......??
'She' is not good at all!?And she is always a little despised by herself!?and, herself! Always holding a hot face against a cold ass?...... Is it necessary?...... There is no need for na?......
But he, always, is stubborn!?that is, he loves someone!?does he need a reason?...... Love someone!?yes, no!?reason?......
Although, Che Taiyi!?he, in his heart, always has questions!?But he, as always, loves this woman?...... No, the reason for that!...... Love someone!need!?what!?reason?......
Taiyi, he, will only, always be, go on like this!? No, for anyone, change!?...... Including his parents?...... ?......If only he could listen to his parents!?
......?! I have a home!?I can't go back!?......
Che Taiyi!?He, actually, doesn't like it very much!?in this outside!?stay!?live there?...... Outside!?where!?there is, comfortable at home?...... He, now, yes, has a home, yes, can't go back!......
......??!Unless!, can he promise to get married?......
But there is such a big thing as getting married!...... Che Taiyi! He thinks that he still wants to decide for himself!?...... He's got a home, and he can't go back!?......
...... still, should, say, he, at all, doesn't want to go home!?......
Go home!??means!?he, he has to follow the rules!?abide by the agreement with his parents?......
......, this agreement, is to marry Mai Trine?......
That's right, Taiyi?......
......! It's simply, it's better to live than to die!?......
......! So! simply! Don't! Go home......
......! Hide! That's it, it's a good way!......
Taiyi, he, for the time being, is decided like this!?He, why???......? Yes, the other party is irresponsib!?...... Actually, like this?......? that!?he, why?, want, like that??...... Yes, the other party, it's all irresponsible!?......
Although!?Cha Taiyi!?he, know!?Mai Trin!?yes, forever!?love him!?
But! Yes, I can't, accept it, Mai Trito!!
He, Che Taiyi, wants to find someone he loves!...... People, no, are they all like this!?all think!?find what they love?...... Why?......
But!?Life, unsatisfactory!?Nine times out of ten?......
Taiyi, he, like this, comforted, his own!?
Che Taiyi!?he, on the side!?is very busy with his own work?...... Still, a little looking at it?...... Looking around, in the community, the people who returned late returned to the community?......
...... is there a person to wait for??......
In the kitchen, there is a small window?...... Landing on the edge of the stove, people, if you stand in the kitchen, you can, through the small window in the kitchen, look at the scenery in the community?......
And, the scenery in the community, in this small kitchen window, too, becomes, very, small!?...... Yes, a small vision?......
...... It's a small view of the scenery?......
Small, window, can, look out, everything in the community!?......
Taiyi, he, on the side, is strangely busy?...... On the side, it was very strange to look at the outside of the community?...... He, I don't know!?that woman!?when!?can!?come back late?......
......This woman!?Yes, he, Che Taiyi!?want, the person waiting?...... He, yes, I don't know?...... He, why, want, waiting?......
Che Taiyi!?he, very suddenly, thought of himself, and still have a dinner!?, busy with life?......
And, dinner!yes, Che Taiyi!?Forever, it's so lonely?...... Because, he, always, is his own?......
......! He wished that someone could have dinner together?......
Che Taiyi! He, how much I hope that someone can eat dinner together! Someone, can eat dinner together! That's, what a happy thing! Taiyi, he, yearning for it~! Looking forward to it~......
This thing!
Only those who have a good understanding of the heart!can, understand!?
The matter of having dinner together is actually something that only people with a good understanding can understand! Really, I admire Che Taiyi's brain! Che Taiyi, he always thinks about things that are different from others?......
Che Taiyi, he, on the one hand, although he was very unconscious, thinking about strange things?......!
...... If only someone could eat together!?......?
......, but who would have dinner with Che Taiyi?......
Che Taiyi, he, on the one hand, is very diligent and busy with dinner!?On the other hand!?On the cutting board, chopping vegetables, chopping lean meat?...... He's very annoyed, because there's no one to eat dinner with!?
Not only that, but there is no one, eat dinner together!?
What's even worse! What's even more outrageous! Also, there is no one, help together, make dinner!?
From beginning to end!?He, Che Taiyi!Alone!That is, you have to be busy yourself!?
......?!, can you, say you're not tired?......
At least, yes, Che Taiyi, come on! Alone, busy! Always, too tired work! He, Che Taiyi! Always, hopefully! There is someone who can help him, together, to get the work done!?
Taiyi, he, he doesn't want to be forever, he is busy working alone?......
Taiyi, he, ** disease, never, will not change!?he, never want to be alone!Himself, alone!?He, Che Taiyi, is always, all, without this idea?......
......!?who!?want?alone, lonely and old?......
Yes, never, never, no!?
Yes, 'people' must be in pairs!???Can they live alone?...... Independent men and women in the new era! Do they have to be able to live alone,......?
Che Taiyi, but don't think so!?
Anyway, that is, he, Che Taiyi, can't live by himself?......
He, but, never, never thought of being alone?......
...... What if, let him die alone and grow old alone!? That is, something that is more fearful than anything else! Anyway, he, Che Taiyi, that is, he has never thought that he wants to die alone for the rest of his life?......
......, who wants to die alone?......
Anyway, he, thinks, no one!
Che Taiyi, he, he, is very frizzy, thinking about everything!?On the one hand, he is still very seriously busy, dinner!!He, on the other hand, is busy with dinner?...... On the one hand, that is, very unconsciously, all the time, looking at the kitchen, the scenery outside the small window with pleated leaves?......
And the small window looks out!?It is the road for the family in the community!
And, Che Taiyi, he, looking at it!?
......!?, it's to return to the family?......
What kind of person is he waiting for!? That is, the person in his heart!? He, the person in his heart!?
...... Hmm~!? No?......
Yes, yes, the people who live with you!!The people who live with you!That's it, Jiazhi!?
He, always, is not good to show his bottom! He, I'm embarrassed, talking to others! He, secretly in love, this woman who lives with him?......
He, too, doesn't know!?
......?'Why did he' ??? to have a crush on this woman who lived together?......
This woman who lives with her!? Always, she ignores him!, and he!Che Taiyi! is the one who often holds a hot face to the cold ass?......
......! It's cold, it's smelly!......
It's really! That's it, take a hot face to stick a cold ass?...... He, why!? Why, do you want to stick a cold ass with a hot face like this!? He, too, can't tell?...... He, why!? Yes, take a hot face and stick it to that woman's cold ass?......
...... Anyway, it'!......s just!
He, Cha Taiyi!, is secretly in love with this woman who lives together!?
......?!Who!?Can you take him!??How?......
Anyway, it's just!no one!?can do anything with him!?......
He has already calculated the ending!Even if it is!The ending is painful!?He also admits it! Even if there is no ending!?He is also responsible?......
......?!In love!, itself, there is no 'right' and 'wrong'?......
If there was a 'right' and a 'wrong'!?he, too, would not have persisted to this day?......
...... And what about him! Persistence, the result so far......
It's just that, as always, this cohabitant!?
......Hmmm~!?No?......
Yes!? 'Living together'?......
...... It's just that the woman who lives with him!? It's always upset him?...... He's even!?he, sometimes!?saw 'her'!?and, can't help it!?
......?!, rambling?......
Anyway, no one can control him!? No one can control him! He, don't love this woman who lives together!?This woman who lives together!? always upsets him?......
...... He, Cha Taiyi! is so fucking wanted! really fucking! so much, don't! never again! bothered by this woman?......
But as long as it is, this woman is troubled!fucking! He, Che Taiyi! Yes, he is going to the soup and fire, and he is going to take two steps at the same time! I can't wait to do it immediately, immediately! That is, to appear, to be by this woman's side!?......
......???......?
Taiyi, he, muttered a little, cursed, himself?......
But he, always, is like this! He, Che Taiyi, will never change!, he, Che Taiyi, will always be dedicated to the end, no one can change his mind?......
Including him, his own parents, too, powerless ones?......
...... No, there is no way!?can change Che Taiyi's outlook on life!?values?and his concept of marriage?...... Anyway, no matter what, he, Che Taiyi! is to find someone you like?......
...... 'no one' can't force him to do something he doesn't like?......
...... Who, force him, to do something he doesn't like!? He, Che Taiyi! Yes, it won't make people get their wish?......
Anyway, he, Che Taiyi, that is, he only likes what he likes?...... He has never forced others, so others can't force him?......
Anyway, this is his outlook on life?...
'Who' can't change it!?
He, on the other hand, was very slow and busy with dinner!?The food in the pot was boiling!?He, holding a spoon, stirred very slowly?......
On the one hand, he's still, he doesn't change!?again, he continues to look out the window at the street scene of the community?......
...... The street scenery in the community!?
...... With the gradual darkening of the sky, the scenery in the community has also changed, it is very embarrassing, gradually, it is getting darker and darker?......
And, Taiyi, he is in his eyes, some are anxious in his heart, because, he, the worried person!?
...... Also, I didn't go home?......
This, let him, how can he rest assured?......
Besides, it's very unsafe in the community, especially when it's close to night! If it's night, don't hang out in the community!?That's even more unsafe!?
...... Maybe!?will, something bad happen!
......! In the community, there are prostitute thieves?......
This is something that everyone knows! So, it's not safe in the community!?
And Che Taiyi, his worries are not reasonable! It's just that this woman who lives together has nothing to do with him?...... I 'make a mistake' and care about her, that's it!
Taiyi, he, why do you ??? care about Jiazhi!?
To put it bluntly, he's secretly in love with her!!He's really unlucky! Secretly in love with someone! He has to care about her... What's the matter????......???????????? He also needs to be cared for! Taiyi, think about it yourself!
On the side!?
Taiyi! He's very slow and busy with his almost ready dinner!? He's very slow, but he looks confident! He's very slow and methodical!
Taiyi, he put the vegetables on the kitchen table very easily, and put them away! Turn around! He looked at the boiling pot on the edge of the stove, and he was cooking very delicious porridge?...... It's boiling hot!, too, it's already cooked?...... Taiyi, scooped up the porridge in the pot!
......?Already, cooked?......
Taiyi, too, is very easy to turn the switch on the stove on!'snap...' that's it, turn it off?......