On the weekend, Ye Haitang went to the supermarket to buy a lot of food and daily necessities, preparing to go to the suburbs tomorrow to see his parents.

She hadn't been back to see her parents for months.

In the past, when Ye's father and mother still lived in Ningcheng, she usually had to go back once or twice a month, and by the way, she helped them buy things and tidy up the room or something, since they moved to the suburbs, it took at least more than an hour to drive to the road, and she was busy, so she could only go back to see them once in two or three months.

As soon as she entered the house, the phone rang, and it was her mother Zhao Lan calling.

Zhao Lan cautiously asked on the phone: "Begonia, are you coming back this week?"

"Oh, Mom, I'll go back. I'm going to see you tomorrow. ”

"Oh, that's great! Your dad must be so happy!"

Zhao Lan said happily on the phone.

The two chatted a few words, and Zhao Lan suddenly hesitated: "Begonia, do you remember our old neighbor Uncle Wu? ”

Ye Haitang thought for a while: "Remember, I used to give me candy when I was a child", she smiled: "There is a little brother named Wu Hesong in his family, who fights with me all day long, saying that I robbed him of his sugar..."

Zhao Lan was very surprised: "Oh, you still remember, it's called Wu Weisong! This is really good! My girl is smart!"

Ye Haitang was embarrassed by her: "Mom, you are really..."

Zhao Lan said happily: "Haitang, it's just right for you to come back tomorrow! Your Uncle Wu has called your father in the past two days, and he will come to see us tomorrow! His family Xiaosong will also come along!"

"What a coincidence! Well, it just so happens that I haven't seen Uncle Wu for several years, and I haven't seen him once since they moved out!"

Zhao Lan was even happier: "Xiao Song is promising now, what kind of law firm is he a partner now! Listen to your Uncle Wu, Xiao Song's consulting fee for an hour is several thousand!"

"I've bought a few houses, and I bought the car myself, so it's profitable!"

"That's good, that kid is so promising, when I was a child, I fought with me all day long over a few pieces of candy!" Ye Haitang laughed.

Zhao Lan's voice was loud: "It's not! It's really promising! I've seen the photos, and now I look good, but my vision is too high, and I haven't got a family yet!"

Ye Haitang sensitively did not answer.

"Begonia, that kid is really good, I grew up with your father, Uncle Wu likes you when he is young, and Xiao Song always remembers you..."

"Mom, don't talk about it!"

"Begonia! Mom knows you don't want to talk about this, but Zhou Hanzhang is no longer here after all, it's been six years..."

Ye Haitang hung up the phone suddenly, sat on the chair expressionlessly, she covered her face, and the corner of her heart seemed to be torn apart by something, and it hurt badly.

"Begonia, mom knows you don't want to say this, but Zhou Hanzhang is no longer here after all, it's been six years...", yes, it's been six years, and it's been six years since Zhou Hanzhang left her.

In the first year of his absence, she washed her face with tears every day;

The year after he left, she sold her house and changed trades;

In the third year of his absence, she was promoted, and his parents begged her not to go anymore, and she nodded silently, although he might have wanted her to go, but she knew that every time it was torture and torment for his parents and her;

In the fourth year of his absence, she was promoted;

In the fifth year, she was promoted.

He left for six years, she from the former was held in the palm of her hand, clear mind dare to love and hate the girl, to today's deep mind, smile like a spring breeze in the heart but do not move the workplace elite, she is the registered capital of 20 billion Credit Suisse The first branch of the senior manager of the marketing department, in charge of tens of millions of advertising and marketing expenses every year and the promotion of more than a dozen people.

Everyone praises her for her ability and talent, and she seems to be proud everywhere she goes, but so what?

There was no more of the pair of hands that gently woke her up in her nightmares, and there was no more of the person whose eyes lit up at the sight of her, and who spoke to her with tenderness.

With her professional high heels, a polite smile and gentle eyes, she is the perfect professional elite from head to toe, but she knows that everyone has been deceived by her appearance.

In the first year or two of Zhou Hanzhang's departure, the continuous nightmares, illnesses and injuries have exhausted her energy and emotions, and she has actually lost the ability and strength to love. 
 She worked hard, sending money and things to her parents, but she was actually afraid to go back to see them, she was afraid to touch any memories of Zhou Hanzhang's existence, and she refused to remember with anyone.

She and her friends talked and laughed as intimately as before, but Zhou Hanzhang was a taboo.

She can naturally chat and joke with her colleagues and subordinates, and even casual acquaintances, but she doesn't dare to face her own heart.

She stubbornly sealed everything, sealing all the past in the depths of her heart wrapped in heavy armor.

Ye Haitang turned on her mobile phone, the album at home was hidden by Zhao Lan, and all the photos in the mobile phone were deleted by herself after a serious illness a few years ago, but later she was really reluctant, so she restored one, cut it into a small size, and hid it in the ID book of the camera, which is the only photo of Zhou Hanzhang in her mobile phone now.

The young man was tall and handsome, in a white shirt and a light tie, and he was smiling passionately at her, and he had bright eyes, and the joy in his eyes seemed to overflow the screen.

Ye Haitang's fingers slowly stroked the young man's face, his fingers moved extremely slowly, full of praise and reluctance, but she had no more tears, that year, her tears seemed to be exhausted, her strength was exhausted, she felt that she would never love again, whether it was to love others or to accept the love of others. That's it, she thought, it's okay to be alone for the rest of your life.

Every day, there are countless people who love each other and then separate, some people can quickly get out of the pain, but some people, they are together is the golden wind and jade dew, but there are countless people in the world, and after seeing the distant mountains, they will not care about the hills under their feet.

Especially for people like Ye Haitang who don't hit the south wall and don't look back, after being emotional, who in the world can enter her eyes and her heart again?

With chapters, with chapters!

Jun buried the mud under the spring, and I sent the world full of snow.

In the middle of the night, I occasionally dream of juvenile things, but I only dream of idlers and do not dream of you.

The year I met Zhou Hanzhang, Ye Haitang had just entered the morning newspaper, and she was still a cute girl with a sweet smile and clear eyes.

That day, she came out of the press conference from the Government Affairs Building, not far from the newspaper office, she walked back slowly with a backpack on her back, strolling around, and wanted to buy a cup of milk tea when she saw the Internet celebrity milk tea shop on the side of the road.

There were a lot of people in line, she was at the end, the sun was very good, the wind was clear and the day was warm, the whole person was warm in the sun, she was moving forward with the line while thinking about the meeting that had just ended. Suddenly, she felt that something had touched her, and she subconsciously let go and continued with the train of thought just now.

Touched again. She frowned and was about to turn back when she saw an extra hand behind her shadow on the side, which was reaching into her backpack. Thief!

Ye Haitang was about to turn around and pull the backpack, when a young man grabbed that hand, pulled it hard, pulled the women's wallet off that hand, and said to her at the same time: "See if you have lost anything else."

Ye Haitang hurriedly checked the backpack and wallet, there were no less, and the thief pushed the young man violently, and ran away.

Before she could thank her, the young man followed. Ye Haitang didn't even have time to ask his name, only remembered those bright eyes.

A few months later, at dusk, Ye Haitang was waiting for Wang Li's car on the side of the road. They made an appointment to go to Pinghu Tower today to eat river fresh.

A black BMW drove over, slowly slowed down in front of her, she thought it was Wang Li, took a few steps forward, and suddenly found that the license plate was wrong, and quickly retreated. At this moment, the window of the car rolled down, and the face of a greasy young man in his twenties poked out and whistled at her flirtatiously: "Hey, sister, are you in the car?"

Ye Haitang shook his head and quickly explained: "I'm sorry, I'm waiting for someone." Just recognized the wrong car"

She took a few more steps back.

The man drove the car and slid a few more steps to her. "Sister, it doesn't matter if you admit your mistake, once you are born and twice cooked. My brother likes you when he sees you, and he really wants to take you for a ride, go out to play or send you home, whatever you want!"

Ye Haitang has suitors in college and newspapers, but they are all educated and high-quality people, that is, they are affectionate and polite, and they have never seen this kind of person, so they are a little nervous for a while.

She took a few more steps back, and the man's skills were clearly good, and he teasingly pressed her every step of the way, leaving her irreversible.

The car slid a few more steps forward. Seeing that he was about to jump onto the flower bed on the side of the road, suddenly the car door was opened from the outside, and a young man reached in and grabbed the collar of the man's shirt through the co-pilot.

"Flirting with other girls in broad daylight, want to play hooligan?"

The man was about to scold, but the young man said, "The police station is less than 200 meters away from here, do you want me to call the police?"

The man cursed and kicked the accelerator away.

The young man turned around, and a pair of bright eyes contained a smile: "Frightened, right?"

Ye Haitang also recognized who the person was, and she was very happy: "What a coincidence! It's you again! I didn't thank you last time!"

This young man is Zhou Hanzhang.

Zhou Hanzhang's company was next to him, and he saw Ye Haitang at a glance when he passed by here.

She was standing on the side of the road at dusk, a golden leaf falling on her thin sweater. The beige thin cardigan lined her skin more fair, with a faint pink in her white skin, picturesque eyebrows, hair piled up with clouds, slender and slender, Tingting jade, as if she had just walked down from a landscape painting, which made people unable to take their eyes off it at first sight.

There are beauties, graceful and clear.

Zhou Hanzhang immediately recognized her as the girl who had her wallet stolen.

If anyone knew him, they would have been surprised. Zhou Hanzhang is the legendary face blindness in life, not to mention the person who has only met once, even the little cashier in the finance department who approaches him with a red face every day, he sometimes confuses her with another colleague.

Without even thinking about it, he strode forward and grabbed the little rascal by the collar.

"Flirting with other girls in broad daylight, want to play hooligan?"

Ye Haitang wanted to invite Zhou Hanzhang to dinner, and Zhou Hanzhang agreed.

After the meal, Zhou Hanzhang invited Ye Haitang to drink tea, and Ye Haitang went.

……

Fate is really a very wonderful thing, some people face it all day long and are just a passerby of life, while some people have a quick glance, but from this moment they will never forget.

Back and forth, they quickly became warm. When they look at each other, there are stars shining in their eyes.

On the seventh day of acquaintance, Ye Haitang went out on a bicycle alone, passing by a traffic light intersection, which is the most prosperous intersection in Ningcheng, when waiting for the red light, looking at the intersection of the green light next to the people, the river is endless, and a thought suddenly came to her heart: It's him!

Yes, it's you, in the middle of nowhere, and I've finally found you.

Ye Haitang and Zhou Hanzhang fell in love, and soon they were inseparable.

Zhou Hanzhang is the department manager of a well-known system integration company in China, and he is usually very busy with work and travels, but as long as he is in Ningcheng, the two of them can't wait to be together from time to time.

When they don't go to work, they will go to the countryside to see the golden rape flowers in the spring, go to the farmhouse to fish, pick strawberries; in the summer, Ye Haitang likes to stay in the largest library in Ningcheng to read and write, the wisps of air conditioning make her sober and quick-witted, Zhou Hanzhang is next to her to draw design drawings with a laptop, look at the plan, and occasionally a silent look, each other will smile heartily.

When the mountains are full of red leaves, they will go to climb the mountain hand in hand on weekends, and the exhausted Ye Haitang when going down the mountain is often carried down the mountain by Zhou Hanzhang, she lies on his back to wipe his sweat, and distressed him to let him put himself down, he resolutely refuses, and he didn't put her down until he went down the mountain, but found that his legs were numb.

He wasn't strong, but he was even more reluctant to let her get tired.

Winter is the saddest season for Ye Haitang, she is afraid of the cold, as soon as winter is wrapped into a zongzi, Zhou Hanzhang accompanied her as soon as she got off work, poured a hot water bottle to warm the baby, and made ginger and red date porridge for her to drink, saying that she was afraid of the cold and specially found a friend to send mutton from Inner Mongolia, and stewed her slowly with angelica ginger over a small fire, and after eating a winter, her fear of cold finally improved a lot.

In order to strengthen his physique, as long as the weather permitted, he would take her out for a walk every night, he would hold one of her hands tightly in his pocket, and when it was warm, he would change to the other hand, and then send her home when her hands and feet were warm.

At that time, Ye Haitang's parents had not moved to the countryside, and Ye's mother Zhao Lan smiled from ear to ear every time she saw Zhou Hanzhang.

He gave her all his love, she gave him all her tenderness, and both hearts gave each other without reservation.

They love each other and appreciate each other, and they are truly soul-to-soul, often feeling that each other is really their other half in this world.

By all accounts, this young couple is a match made in heaven.

Friends in Ye Haitang's circle soon got to know Zhou Hanzhang, and she did not shy away from it, and generously brought Zhou Hanzhang into her circle of friends.

She has many suitors, including undergraduate and graduate classmates, newspaper colleagues and peers, and even individual interview subjects, but maybe fate is not enough, she has never been tempted.

She introduced Zhou Hanzhang to her family and friends, but she didn't think about giving herself any way out, she Ye Haitang just wanted everyone to know that this person would be her lover for the rest of her life.

More than two years of deep affection, more than two years of grinding of ears and temples, how many times they have misfired, but they have never taken the last step, in addition to Ye Haitang's conservatism, but also Zhou Hanzhang's persistence. He insisted on waiting until the wedding night, unwilling to take possession of it without a name or a point, in his heart, she was such a precious and beautiful pearl, and deserved the greatest love and respect.

If it weren't for that big truck, what a wonderful couple this would be!

If they didn't go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get their license that day, if that truck driver hadn't been drinking that day, if... Wouldn't it have been different if it hadn't been for all this?

And yet, it all happened.

The runaway truck came at her, she was pushed out by Hanzhang before she had time to scream, fell on the lamppost and fainted, and when she woke up, she was already separated from life and death...

Her chapter!

She was at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and when she came to get the marriage certificate happily, she lost her lover...

After Zhou Hanzhang's memorial service, Ye Haitang lay down for more than a month.

Wang Li came to accompany her, and wanted to persuade her to start without knowing where to start, but she shed tears first.

Lao Fan and Xiao Geng, who have the best relationship with her in the morning newspaper, have all been here, and they have been persuaded to persuade them, looking at her indifferent eyes and pale face, they only left a sigh.

After she recovered from her illness, she was in a daze for most of the year.

The sweet, lovely, sharp and powerful Ye Haitang from before was gone, and she became indifferent and quiet, as if she didn't care about anything.

Until she left the morning newspaper and came to Credit Suisse.

After a while, Ye Haitang stood up from the chair, she closed her phone, along with the photo.

Zhou Hanzhang is a forbidden area in her heart, and she is unwilling to share it with anyone, not even her parents.

She went into the bathroom and washed her face, buried her face in a towel for a while, and looked up at herself in the mirror. Ye Haitang in the mirror is still young and beautiful, smiling at her.