Chapter 212: When I Make Up My Mind to Leave You
"Wow, it turns out that you secretly carried me behind my back and did so many things!"
As soon as Chen Muqian listened to Lu Dongye's narration, she couldn't help but exclaim.
Lu Dongye gave her a roll of the eyes: "How do you talk, as if I have done something bad, and, figure out your own position, you are not my wife, why do you want me to secretly carry you behind your back?"
"Slightly!"
Chen Muqian stuck out her tongue mischievously, blinked her eyes vigorously, and pretended to be cute: "Is it okay for that person to be your wife?"
"Not good. ”
Lu Dongye directly rejected her.
Chen Muqian is still unrelenting: "Yes, no matter how you can become a wife in one step, you start with your girlfriend first." ”
"Go, go, it's you again!"
Lu Dongye pursed his lips: "Be serious...... Let's get down to business!"
"Humph!"
Chen Muqian immediately snorted angrily and said: "Anyway, according to my observation, these people are quite diligent, I didn't see any lazy people shouting tired, in fact, they had already finished picking, but they didn't dare to go back to school early for fear of delaying you." ”
"Well, I know that. ”
Lu Dongye saw that she was back to normal, and his tone was much more normal: "I hope they can go on for a long time, after all, today is only the first day." ”
He was really worried.
Because, among the so many batches of people he recruited, the first day was basically good, and there was nothing unusual at all.
"Hey, by the way, you haven't told me yet. ”
Chen Muqian remembered something, and hurriedly asked: "Are you really not afraid of this Liu Zhaoqi, dogs can't change eating?"
Lu Dongye smiled, he didn't hide it, and said all his thoughts.
After listening, Chen Muqian fell into contemplation.
After a long time, he nodded: "...... It makes sense, it seems that he was indeed tricked by fate!"
"Hmm...... Everyone has a time when they are played by fate. ”
Lu Dongye was thoughtful, and a little light flashed in his eyes: "Hope...... When the time comes, we can also be treated well by others. ”
"Alas. ”
Chen Muqian sighed: "I feel like I've been tricked by fate now." ”
"Huh?"
Lu Dongye looked at her.
"You want to!"
Chen Muqian's tone became a little self-deprecating: "I fell in love with someone, you are such a delicate and capable person, but you don't want to associate with me at all, but I still follow you with all my heart, sometimes, I think I'm really crazy!"
Lu Dongye suddenly fell silent.
After a while, he said: "You are crazy, you don't do it as the eldest lady, you have to come to my poor ravine, put hundreds or thousands of lipsticks without wearing them, and you have to ask me to give you these dozens of yuan." ”
"Hey, hey. ”
Chen Muqian swept away the haze and showed a sly smile: "As long as you send it, I like it, anyway, I feel quite happy to be by your side." ”
At this, the smile on her face faded.
The whole person also fell into a meditation.
I heard her say: "I'm just worried now, if one day, you meet the person you love, will I suddenly break down, or...... I can finally make up my mind and leave you. ”
Inexplicable.
Lu Dongye suddenly felt a sour heart.
looked at Chen Muqian, looking into the distance with one hand on her cheeks, with a slightly dazed look in her eyes.
Lu Dongye felt that his whole heart seemed to become very empty all of a sudden...... It's empty.
What is your own virtue and ability?
attracted such an excellent girl, she didn't even want a name, and followed herself so desperately?!
Sighing slightly, Lu Dongye opened his mouth and said, "Chen Muqian, what you said reminded me. ”
"Huh?"
Chen Muqian turned her head to look at him, with a look of confusion and puzzlement.
Lu Dongye smiled and said, "It seems that I should really find a wife soon, so that you can really decide to leave." ”
"you!"
Chen Muqian said disdainfully: "I've been with you for six years, whether you are really tempted or fake, I can tell at a glance whether it's good or not, don't try to drive me away under a pretense!"
After saying that, he threw Lu Dongye a roll of his eyes and looked into the distance again.
In his eyes, there was a little more worry.
Lu Dongye suddenly stopped laughing.
He stared at Chen Muqian, and even deliberately lowered his voice, saying, "No, you can't see it." ”
"What?"
Chen Muqian didn't hear it clearly, his voice was too quiet.
"Nothing. ”
Lu Dongye didn't want to say more, and took the initiative to change the topic: "I'm thinking about how much subsidy Director Wu can allocate to our village when he goes back this time." ”
"Will it be dialed? Are you sure about that?"
Chen Muqian showed a face full of doubts.
"Not sure. ”
Lu Dongye honestly said what he thought in his heart, which caused Chen Muqian to roll his eyes.
However, Lu Dongye said: "But I think that the deputy director personally came to inspect alone, and chose such an early morning, obviously because he didn't want us to be too prepared, maybe to a large extent, their leaders attach great importance to us here." ”
"Hey, it seems to make sense. ”
When Chen Muqian heard him say this, she felt that there seemed to be a drama.
Suddenly excited: "If there is a subsidy, then our school should be much better off in the future, right?!"
"It depends on the exact amount. ”
Lu Dongye directly shattered her expectations: "After all, we are a school, and we are under the jurisdiction of the Education Bureau, and even the Education Bureau does not give us much subsidies, in fact, I don't expect how much subsidies we can give...... Anyway, at this time, it's good to be able to subsidize a dollar. ”
"That's right. ”
Chen Muqian nodded.
She found Lu Dongye's appearance and was a little sad.
In turn, he comforted: "Lu Dongye, don't worry, you are really good...... You see, how long have you only taken over the school? There are already hundreds of thousands of dollars in the account, and you have also engaged in Boss Du, a stable source of income, and now you also have the hope of helping, and it will definitely get better and better in the future!"
Will it get better and better?
Lu Dongye didn't know.
Are you really good?
Lu Dongye didn't know.
"I hope so. ”
In the end, he only said that.
Under the sun, ten meters away.
The children on the playground are carefree playing with eagles catching chickens.
From time to time, there was a pleasant laugh of laughter.
The children's world is very simple, so simple that just by playing a game, you can forget all the unhappiness.
They have rarely relaxed recently, and Lu Dongye also wants them to relax for a while.
It's just that they are young and energetic, and they don't know at all.
Their simple happiness is nothing more than having adults who carry all the darkness for them.
They don't even know how difficult it is for adults to be in the shadows, which are only ten meters away from them.
Happiness and pain are always complex.
It's always doped.
Everything is full of uncertainty.
Just like Chen Muqian.
I don't know how long I can stay by Lu Dongye's side, I don't know when I will leave, and I don't know if such a simple happiness will last.
It's also like Lu Dongye.
I don't know where the next step of school is, and I don't know at what point in time my life's major events will be determined.
It is even less clear when the confusion in the front fog will dissipate.
The trajectory of the two adults has always been that of constant pursuit of occasional satisfaction in the midst of disappointment.
They understand well that life is often crueler than survival.
It's just that no one wants to throw in the towel.